早上六時起床的我,拿著手機想消費腦袋一會兒。310Please respect copyright.PENANARN65K9A6WO
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就這樣百無聊賴浪費了人生半個小時後,我洗澡換衣服,然後去了樓下買了芝士蛋三文治。看了看手機,我猜她應該是夜班。310Please respect copyright.PENANAizdZGkwKfl
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但我還是不想放棄的去找找她。310Please respect copyright.PENANAvCJyByaDAN
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到了她家片刻,我發現她醒了,禁不住去看看。腳步停在她的屋門口,我發現沒有什麼動靜,我看到她房門是開了,突然聽到開門聲是,在廁所走出來的是她媽媽,我發現她好像看了我一眼,我感覺像是一種「被發現」的感覺。但她沒有任何的反應,轉身就回房間了。310Please respect copyright.PENANAtVpaskNoWd
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我想是因爲沒有眼鏡所以「視而不見」。我也想到她起床了是因爲她媽媽,她是很容易驚醒的人。310Please respect copyright.PENANAbqf2St8KP6
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我大概已經知道她那些時候夜班了。310Please respect copyright.PENANAHWtaaVlYop
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回到樓下,把三文治吃完才上班去。310Please respect copyright.PENANAYCQS4V7XSp
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上班時發現體力去到極限了,一整天不斷的找時間補眠。310Please respect copyright.PENANA7dX7GOZO4h
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今天問了她可否幫我修改設計作品的文本,我很喜歡她的字,小時候我想像她將來會是一個作家,是我心目中的文學少女。當然我認為我的文本給她修改是最好,因為她抓到的字會很對題,畢竟哪有「文字人」會比我這「視覺人」的字還爛。而這作品由她來寫文本的意義,310Please respect copyright.PENANAJI5duhXW8e
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她是每天都寫日記的人,可能就像我在寫的小說一樣。310Please respect copyright.PENANAlBzaMqmbP9
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片刻,她只回了三隻冰冷的文字:310Please respect copyright.PENANA4UwAGIJ1b0
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「自己想。」310Please respect copyright.PENANA9AttXVBs0G
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似是三塊方冰,於渾濁的酒杯底浮起,令我渾身一冷。310Please respect copyright.PENANAZJFxfFkYV5
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我大概了解到她想冷處理我,但這種做法還是太冷了。310Please respect copyright.PENANA94bzB2dwqW
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我只好說得明白一點。310Please respect copyright.PENANAQMhR9Cabb1
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我找了她的朋友傾訴。她的朋友是一個很好的人,老實不客氣,我很欣賞這一點,也開解我很多,當然我這是麻煩別人太多。310Please respect copyright.PENANAtYwQx7jXxC
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我問她是不是這樣討厭我。我也說明了她朋友是一個她好好的朋友,希望她會珍惜,如果要討厭就我一個就可以。如果不是這樣也希望她明白我,我也會明白她,尊重她的決定。也說明要她幫我是因為覺得她是最適合的人。也問她想法如何。310Please respect copyright.PENANA2sw15F6REQ
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之後她沒有回應什麼,卻直接就幫我的作品起了名,比我的文字美麗得多。過了一會兒,也為我修改了作品概念的文本。在那一刻,我很感謝她。雖然字數上還是沒有刪減到150字內。310Please respect copyright.PENANAZiB92KL3sC
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之後我們互相刪減修字。最後由200多字經歷多個版本到150字內,內容簡潔,也能保留重點。我很感激,也表示希望能夠贏出第一。310Please respect copyright.PENANA2Yq5GGnEte
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在上述的情況下,其實工作效率不算很高,而且本身已經精神不足,能做到互相修字,我感覺已經很厲害了。當然我很清楚自己不會寫得出什麼好字,最後選的當然是她精煉後的「結晶」。310Please respect copyright.PENANAjjy78MyZ2o
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下班和同事一起離開。310Please respect copyright.PENANAN1Avjvpd00
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疲憊不堪的我,仿如行屍走肉一般,內心充滿想做要做的事卻又矛盾不斷。和同事閒聊,回答都已經是不假思索的直白。310Please respect copyright.PENANAnKqQzE9NdR
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口裡說出了無數的累。310Please respect copyright.PENANAPriv2IE9V9
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真的很累。310Please respect copyright.PENANABIytdgXFjG
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過了不長也不短的時間。310Please respect copyright.PENANA8afwip0VFi
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車停了,下車了。310Please respect copyright.PENANAisHFir4gua
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我用「工作毒品」葡萄糖把僅餘的意識拉扯住,直到回家。我發現我開著的電腦和插著的外置硬碟分離了,真的千言萬語說不完,我撥了電話給母親,那是多管閒事的人又不做好自己。310Please respect copyright.PENANAiLLBxy9TOn
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彷彿被拉得繃緊的的那根理智線被斷掉了。310Please respect copyright.PENANAziiwRM7SEn
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在電話中的我破口大罵,說明我的硬碟在傳輸資料。自己的東西又不收拾卻去動別人的事物。前天還說什麼不會動別人的東西。310Please respect copyright.PENANAdgd9aAYFlG
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過了一會收到她對不起的訊息,算吧,那人誠信一早破產。在我寫著這篇時,她就早已說自己什麼都沒做、也沒有錯。310Please respect copyright.PENANAvspa75OzHm
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完全令我感到無言的無賴。310Please respect copyright.PENANAqtbFInVM82
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累透的我把晚飯在冷藏櫃先拿出來,繼續工作。其實我在車廂時已不斷的找人幫忙問比賽作品的成本價目,因為比賽需要列出。在我回來後,我其中一樣學習的是找別人幫助──那是我從前不會做的。310Please respect copyright.PENANAsoHmHpI0r1
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面對很多事物,我都是把所有包著,然後由自身來消化、學習。310Please respect copyright.PENANAOa4C0TCmNR
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只是現在的我才明白這是不健康的,所以我在那一天後也常常會找人幫忙,找她也如是。310Please respect copyright.PENANAijuR6vJaSy
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我比較了各人的意見,再把我可以從網上找到的資訊整合起來……310Please respect copyright.PENANABhKWTjCMry
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把她給我的字句和設計圖做最後整理,然後提交到主辦單位。310Please respect copyright.PENANAetmTd8b8Ep
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終於完成了。310Please respect copyright.PENANAGAAiwCakkS
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身子放鬆下來,但這些超時工作偷來的時間是需要還的。310Please respect copyright.PENANAl0EGWP3GS7
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我在梳化上,完全靜止不動的休息了一小時。回過神來的我拿起了手機,向她道謝。今天晚上下雨了,我把晚飯放到電飯煲加熱,中途把一隻在家裡肆虐的蟑螂殺了。310Please respect copyright.PENANAemB7ropQnd
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「不收拾自己東西的人」就是這樣地養大「小可愛」全家。310Please respect copyright.PENANA4Z64wvIOKJ
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吃過飯後,我在家中做運動,做了三組,非常辛苦,又在想是誰設計這種東西,一定是心理變態。310Please respect copyright.PENANANs121sJtCa
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我又再開始整理她和我的照片,很多很多快樂的事。310Please respect copyright.PENANA4lbb3EQqu1
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時間過了很久。310Please respect copyright.PENANAAAEJhDLHsR
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夜色早已籠罩了天空的深夜。310Please respect copyright.PENANAmwFxsJscqI
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我朝窗外看了一眼,覺得不能不睡了。310Please respect copyright.PENANAg184k7EBhL
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