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(這是有中日翻譯版,原版中島美嘉的在這)
僕が死のうと思ったのは(曾今我也想過一了百了)584Please respect copyright.PENANArPW82Am0U8
這首歌,是在月黑風高的夜晚,帶我走進平安鄉的歌謠。584Please respect copyright.PENANA26sM6IGsuZ
那段日子中,一個靜默的夜裡,獨留我哀嘆流淚。584Please respect copyright.PENANAPCAedOUOxS
那個夜晚,我想了很多、很多。584Please respect copyright.PENANACrUgRYr3cq
很迷茫、很無奈、很痛苦。584Please respect copyright.PENANAbi7fAvzmIw
壓力如影隨形,就連片刻喘息的時間都被無情剝奪。584Please respect copyright.PENANAgfbCO3hOzo
生活上,學校、老師、同儕、家人、朋友、親戚、財損、工作。584Please respect copyright.PENANAVzrqycFK1q
直直壓得我喘不過氣。584Please respect copyright.PENANA2XqqNPnxyY
學校課業上的壓力。584Please respect copyright.PENANAzzgXYC5yu3
老師囑託的專題負責人以及為此負出代價。584Please respect copyright.PENANAvaS1b5ikuz
同儕暗中惡意的中傷毀謗及陷害。584Please respect copyright.PENANAeauai7Np9B
父母之間不和的居中調解,兄弟姊妹之間的不明是非。584Please respect copyright.PENANAoO4ckU8A3V
期中、期末時,朋友好比同林鳥,大難臨頭各自飛。584Please respect copyright.PENANAMAPsBH7HDy
親戚間的反目成仇。584Please respect copyright.PENANAVf8JREWN2r
車禍的財損以及趁虛而入的敲詐。584Please respect copyright.PENANAuPDT11XpGj
以及因車禍曠工而被老闆數落。
世間種種,複雜,很複雜。584Please respect copyright.PENANAaYGarZODnb
所以,想逃避的念頭如止不住的噴泉急流湧出,我開始迷茫、發呆,只怕自己沒克制住,想起那些不公平的事。584Please respect copyright.PENANA8MPq7xuhMc
怕想起那些事,自己會承受不住。584Please respect copyright.PENANAu2Vso2kyrW
就這樣,我戴上耳機,聽著youtube自行循環撥放的音樂發楞。584Please respect copyright.PENANAiCH3RH0XxE
直到邂逅了這首歌。584Please respect copyright.PENANAmU6crWDcEL
起初,不懂日語的我,只是靜靜地聽。584Please respect copyright.PENANAXFu6Sgjx1A
彷若世界隔開了我,不再有任何的情感留下。584Please respect copyright.PENANAyMsSmN69as
直到歌曲帶著一絲絲哭腔,那一絲微弱的力量。584Please respect copyright.PENANAf5ngXx35sU
是希望之火!584Please respect copyright.PENANAZnrXlIjTM3
是期望所向!584Please respect copyright.PENANAERdIropklw
不知為何,曾經屬於我這個人的色彩——回來了。584Please respect copyright.PENANALZfcQ8WODB
或許是情緒低谷使然,我找尋了中日翻譯的影片又重聽了一次。584Please respect copyright.PENANAJ530rs0y6i
此刻的我才發覺,平安的夢鄉距離我......584Please respect copyright.PENANAvilzXSXacr
近了......
歌詞中;
「波(なみ)の随意(まにま)に浮(う)かんで消(き)える」隨著海浪隨意地起浮消逝「過去(かこ)も啄(つい)ばんで飛(と)んでいけ」連同我的過去也一並銜起飛走
印證我人生低潮時,又何嘗不想隨浪逐流、隨風飄泊,如那被吹起的紙屑,永不回頭地離去。584Please respect copyright.PENANA0wJiAGbZl3
最有感觸的,大概是歌詞中的;
「僕(ぼく)が死(し)のうと思(おも)ったのは」曾經我也想過一了百了。584Please respect copyright.PENANAECPKC5xRJq
一開始曲目的消沉,如我當初心中的沉寂一般。584Please respect copyright.PENANA2EcmRN1B90
但......轉折點也是因著這句子。584Please respect copyright.PENANAubuEZh7qEG
曲調的變換,節奏的轉換,即便歌詞雖一樣,但意義,卻是不同了。584Please respect copyright.PENANAa7OgSQTapL
此刻,彷若人生充滿的,不再是愁苦憂傷,而是那種勇往直前的勇氣。584Please respect copyright.PENANACa5HauIVuf
回頭一看;584Please respect copyright.PENANAVVIll0s90g
「あの日(ひ)の僕(ぼく)にごめんなさいと」對著那一天的我說對不起。584Please respect copyright.PENANA34t8FnFfTT
並且為曾經的自己,喊聲加油。584Please respect copyright.PENANAJHkbI9ks7s