「她是誰?」舒凡望著舞臺上的表演者,她小聲問坐在旁邊的崇雅。17Please respect copyright.PENANAOC84KxyN32
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「雨荷啊,妳不認得嗎?」雖然雨荷只算是崇雅的朋友,但她記得舒凡認識雨荷,更準確地說,她們起過口角。17Please respect copyright.PENANAjtHqG0Ky2k
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「她不是雨荷,怎麼有人的頭髮可以一夕之間留長?」17Please respect copyright.PENANA97EqU7Cuxa
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「妳怎麼知道她昨天怎樣?」崇雅反問舒凡,她上一回見到雨荷已是半年前,但她以為舒凡的印象還停留在多年前她們初次見面,崇雅印象深刻,雨荷和舒凡第一天次見面就因為是否贊同廢除死刑而吵起來。17Please respect copyright.PENANAUT1BQ7WtDB
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「我昨天有看到她。」17Please respect copyright.PENANAARKtoTAAij
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「沒有可能是假髮嗎?」17Please respect copyright.PENANAx0LAqRs0lh
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舒凡愣了一會兒,再往舞臺上看了幾眼,臺上舞者翩翩起舞的模樣,除了充滿力量,也不免讓人覺得有些毛骨悚然:「我覺得不是。」17Please respect copyright.PENANAyhdwSBvAgJ
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終於捱到表演結束,崇雅等著和雨荷吃上一頓飯,場地外面下著小雨,她和舒凡就站在角落躲雨。17Please respect copyright.PENANAAK38VNQuIG
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「其實妳不用跟來沒關係的。」崇雅好心提醒舒凡,雖然舒凡也是她的朋友,但舒凡與雨荷的不對盤的程度,無法讓崇雅感到安心。17Please respect copyright.PENANAtcRYmWBF0e
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「我偏要。」17Please respect copyright.PENANA9aAU52Fcfd
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雨荷也走出大門,一看到崇雅先是熱情地打招呼,再看到舒凡則是睨了她一眼,舒凡用聳肩回應。走到餐廳的路上,雨荷和崇雅共乘一把傘,舒凡獨自走在後面。17Please respect copyright.PENANA72Qpjd2cBM
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舒凡今天難得安靜,直到雨荷去上廁所,舒凡一邊用叉子戳了下肉排,一邊和崇雅說:「不是假髮。」17Please respect copyright.PENANAvw9FEnScFA
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「妳還在糾結這個?」17Please respect copyright.PENANAzurBuKTxWK
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「我覺得很奇怪。」17Please respect copyright.PENANAvy0qsqRRlf
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雨荷上完廁所回來後,舒凡了一個藉口就離開餐廳。舒凡一回到家,徑直翻雨荷的包包,其實她們兩個就住在一起,她沒有找到去理髮的發票,只發現一個筆記本,她很意外雨荷會手寫文字,但內容紛亂,舒凡起初看不太懂。17Please respect copyright.PENANAZCbBpX0cdP
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慢慢閱讀之後才發現,大抵就是一些她們二人的生活細節,字跡多是墨綠色,也有一些是暗紅色的,舒凡愈翻愈覺得奇怪,暗紅色的字寫得愈來愈工整,不像雨荷的字跡。17Please respect copyright.PENANAsqgNFSQ0oL
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門鈴聲響起,雨荷回到家了,舒凡丟下筆記本,急忙去應門,但在開鎖前,她突然愣住,鼓起勇氣後才把門推開。17Please respect copyright.PENANAdrMQeql2Ra
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舒凡的臉色陰沉,死死盯著雨荷的長髮,雨荷剛剛想進來,舒凡卻把她攔住:「我問妳,為什麼回自己家不自己開門?」17Please respect copyright.PENANATNb99KbQaQ
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雨荷完全靜止在原地,過了一陣子,她緩緩開口:「可能我忘記帶鑰匙了。」17Please respect copyright.PENANAhcitmWvt6I
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舒凡皺眉,還是放雨荷進來。見舒凡翻過自己的包包,她也不生氣,只是過來挽著她的手:「怎麼了?在生氣嗎?」17Please respect copyright.PENANAWSze6914Uv
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「沒有。」舒凡可以聞到雨荷身上的香氣,她迅速抽開手,快步回到臥室,雨荷理所當然地跟上,她們倆睡在同一張雙人床。17Please respect copyright.PENANA0gMyBcKkMr
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「因為我不想讓其他人知道我們的關係?」17Please respect copyright.PENANAOtX8ZBDxWN
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舒凡繼續沉默,和雨荷坐在床上,雨荷靠著她的肩膀說道:「我很怕,怕家人反對,怕朋友不理解,怕社會罵我,怕讓妳受到傷害,妳可以因為這件事難過,但可以不要太難過嗎?我不想因為衝動而做出讓我們兩個都後悔的決定。」17Please respect copyright.PENANAliTTcK0FVh
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「那我爸媽呢?妳不是見過他們嗎?她們不排斥我選擇同性啊。」17Please respect copyright.PENANAHwWkatuLXd
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「那只是因為妳很幸運,擁有健全的家庭環境。」17Please respect copyright.PENANAdK2g1wjTT3
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「算了,表演很累嗎?妳要不要先休息?」17Please respect copyright.PENANAQHZdHkRsI4
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「妳陪我休息。」雨荷躺下,朝舒凡伸手。17Please respect copyright.PENANAtVUVbETeI6
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「我還有事,妳自己先休息吧。」舒凡起身離開臥室,客廳桌上有雨荷今天揹的包包,她拉開拉鍊,發現家裡的鑰匙就在裡面。17Please respect copyright.PENANAGXJ4hrnI3p
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舒凡拾起雨荷的手機,熟練地輸入密碼,發現是錯誤的,她想起筆記本中似乎有一行數字,她再輸入一遍,手機就解鎖了,她想不到可以窺看什麼,於是點開通訊軟體,最上面還是崇雅約雨荷吃飯的訊息,但用文字來看,舒凡更加確信雨荷的弔詭,雨荷平時不會用表情符號,只用貼圖;最近三天內的相反,雨荷只用表情符號,不使用貼圖。17Please respect copyright.PENANAV1yu30AJjF
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舒凡的手不自覺地顫抖,手機摔落在地上,接著,她聽到臥室的門緩緩開啟,雨荷走出來,依舊是不同於昨日的一頭長髮。17Please respect copyright.PENANAHZLUCgKzRB
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說舒凡不害怕是騙人的,但她還是想知道這一個長著有著她的情人的長相的女人是誰?17Please respect copyright.PENANAvU1geFKcop
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雨荷彎腰撿起手機,像沒事一樣地微笑根據舒凡對她的理解,如果是雨荷,她一定會因為不被信任而生氣,也許會朝她嘶吼,或許會落淚。17Please respect copyright.PENANA9IVzAqTDFw
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「妳是誰?」舒凡悄悄後退。17Please respect copyright.PENANAqCJkJdHaa7
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「妳是不認得我了嗎?」雨荷笑顏逐開,舒凡不由自主地感到驚悚。17Please respect copyright.PENANAhk6IaNYg0D
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「對,我不認得妳。」17Please respect copyright.PENANACtqQYj8DeG
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「妳怎麼可以這樣?」雨荷赫然變了張臉,她睜大雙眼瞪著舒凡,雙手想抓住舒凡的衣領,舒凡閃開,雨荷一個踉蹌,不小心撞到桌角。17Please respect copyright.PENANAzcEbSRJSdq
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見雨荷一段時間都沒有出聲,舒凡不太情願地靠近她:「妳還好嗎?」17Please respect copyright.PENANA9hEueCX5Vx
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「滾開。」雨荷突然站起來,手剛好打到舒凡臉上。17Please respect copyright.PENANAFIYb3WcqpY
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舒凡還沒回過神來,雨荷突然就離開家門,一件東西都沒有帶走,也沒有回來過。17Please respect copyright.PENANAjPybUakD4Y
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舒凡不明白,是算想找回曾經的情人,但也不敢確信再次遇到的雨荷,雨荷還會是那個她喜歡的樣子。縱使她不敢尋找雨荷,但她依然是等著她回到她們的家的,雨荷的所有東西她都沒有動過。17Please respect copyright.PENANAml0QlNjKBp
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最後一次聽見雨荷的消息,就是崇雅拿到雨荷的喜帖,聽崇雅和她形容雨荷的未婚夫有多麼帥氣。舒凡好像從一場夢醒來,彷彿她現在才明白同性戀是世界的少數。電話掛斷之後,舒凡站在衣櫃前,看著那些亮麗的表演服裝,或者日常的居家服,她腦中閃過和雨荷相處的每一天,雨荷穿著那些衣服的表現,有時崩潰地哭,有時燦爛地笑。而舒凡承諾會保護雨荷,直到永遠,所以在雨荷面前,她向來不哭。17Please respect copyright.PENANAQhvt5zBqM6
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也是在確定雨荷不會再回來的今天,舒凡才可以放心地大哭,哭到沒有任何力氣。17Please respect copyright.PENANA8cEWKDtcol
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舒凡從夢中驚醒,夢中的她剛才還在雨荷的懷裡,現在的她一步步走向陽臺,有一個聲音告訴她,翻過那道牆,就可以見到雨荷。17Please respect copyright.PENANARkwH4f06o2
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如果聽到一個重物摔落在地的聲音,那應是舒凡得到救贖的聖音。17Please respect copyright.PENANAKXIhculTWx
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