老套的不接吻就不能出去的房間。81Please respect copyright.PENANAb0ISqE5Ll0
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在メノウ面前排列了許多疑問,光是挑出第一優先的問題就得花上不少時間。81Please respect copyright.PENANAk8mtxFpfHc
81Please respect copyright.PENANArmUOuUvScp
不接吻就出不去的房間,為什麼會是這個條件?81Please respect copyright.PENANA9hPHwOHCmm
為什麼會是這個人跟自己待在一起?81Please respect copyright.PENANAhTKFDTNwOd
要怎樣才算是接吻?81Please respect copyright.PENANALXq6zSL5tN
81Please respect copyright.PENANAQFsk6r2q7f
接吻這種事,有人認為只要嘴唇碰上就算,有些人卻要求舌頭。相信前者的人和相信後者的人,這兩邊要如何一同達成標準呢?如果只剩一個人在的話該怎麼辦?81Please respect copyright.PENANAHcQ5RXuDW8
81Please respect copyright.PENANAFrcInYSPMB
嘴唇相碰的話,和枕頭接吻能算嗎?81Please respect copyright.PENANA3kCuqD6Yf7
如果只有他一個人和枕頭接吻,那另一個人會留在原位嗎?81Please respect copyright.PENANAzR2K38srmN
81Please respect copyright.PENANAlQ1d9EzH9j
如果他們的唇貼在玻璃杯的同樣位置喝水,這樣算是半個吻嗎?81Please respect copyright.PENANANGAIMs7Nk0
兩個一半能組成完整的一個嗎?81Please respect copyright.PENANAna1Ou1o57Y
81Please respect copyright.PENANAb5tChYY1zV
如果他們做了比接吻更親密的事情,那樣會算是越級達成目標嗎?81Please respect copyright.PENANAJebiZsw0oS
還是必須剛剛好才行?81Please respect copyright.PENANAE2aPLHGcVx
81Please respect copyright.PENANAUuquakoQjV
如果他們窩在棉被裡,接吻或不接吻,決定這一切的某人會知道嗎?81Please respect copyright.PENANANsuOjx4jUv
而決定這一切的人,該怎麼做出判斷?81Please respect copyright.PENANAISqbrcFjAB
他能分辨出真正的吻和借位嗎?他從哪裡看見的?81Please respect copyright.PENANA3IdOeb93NH
81Please respect copyright.PENANAjszCiG8uuA
最後一個問題似乎是リンドウ最關心的,メノウ發現他正在到處確認監視器。81Please respect copyright.PENANA5JcsxeD8Ch
那メノウ應該關心什麼才好呢?81Please respect copyright.PENANAkXDWXYyvyA
81Please respect copyright.PENANA2SorSpBV9C
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「有找到嗎?」81Please respect copyright.PENANA9LIsEswVrl
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リンドウ搖了搖頭。81Please respect copyright.PENANAQi7O7cSOKK
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「這樣啊。」81Please respect copyright.PENANAFgE4haXEV6
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在這句話之後,兩人相視一眼。81Please respect copyright.PENANAGCFYl9bCEW
那要「接吻」看看嗎?不知道是誰的眼睛說出這項提議。81Please respect copyright.PENANAUxKS3NTWJe
81Please respect copyright.PENANApyfKCPzXF6
桌巾是接近黑色的深藍,加上纖細的白色條紋。リンドウ的右手貼靠著桌子,然後メノウ疊上自己的手,リンドウ微微彎下腰。81Please respect copyright.PENANAmegM3woufz
他們先是碰上鼻尖然後錯開,在彼此的臉頰上分享溫熱的呼吸,翹起的髮梢摩挲著皮膚。81Please respect copyright.PENANAmhDAphs1GZ
81Please respect copyright.PENANAj5GKi8ulBM
メノウ低垂著眼,看著自己空著的手揪住リンドウ的上衣。81Please respect copyright.PENANAD7eo6mutwE
連帽衫的皺褶從腹部延伸到胸膛,リンドウ的手輕輕順著他後腦杓的頭髮,接著微微施力。81Please respect copyright.PENANAtOTaQuxTB9
81Please respect copyright.PENANAIhfaaH2xEB
他想像中的リンドウ的吻,會有個溫柔的開始,確認般的舌尖輕觸,在得到答案後會像蜂蜜一般甜美且滑順,填滿口中每一個角落。81Please respect copyright.PENANAtClIBp5ntE
他們換著角度「接吻」,想像這是個リンドウ式——又或者メノウ式——的吻,僅僅想像。81Please respect copyright.PENANA0y3r0zzQU5
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他們親密得可以感受到彼此臉上極其細微的毛髮,關鍵的唇能吻到的卻始終只有透明的空氣。81Please respect copyright.PENANA2kagmiWKyt
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是叫蝶吻來著,跟睫毛有關的吻。81Please respect copyright.PENANA29dOxfisnF
拂過臉頰的呼吸和柔軟的觸感讓他想到這件事,這世界上有許多不同的吻。81Please respect copyright.PENANABgtibFyhSN
81Please respect copyright.PENANAJ4wjUKuti8
メノウ的視線順著手指向上,鎖骨、頸側、耳垂,那雙微張的翠綠,深情的一對寶石,以及為這一切降下陰影的纖長睫毛。81Please respect copyright.PENANAeWE2KiD9QD
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閉上眼睛接吻會更好嗎?但閉上眼睛的話要怎麼知道對方是不是也一樣呢?81Please respect copyright.PENANA5jstrnKMQV
能毫不猶豫閉上眼睛並相信對方也是如此,這是關於愛情的試煉嗎?81Please respect copyright.PENANAcf71AIe8W9
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メノウ閉上眼睛。81Please respect copyright.PENANAtLA6lElgbs
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於是他們之間只剩下呼吸,隔著紗一般輕薄的距離。81Please respect copyright.PENANAwcOKivkuAu
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這世界上有許多不同的吻,但他跟リンドウ只避開特定幾種——因為他們相信的接吻是用同樣的事物構成的。81Please respect copyright.PENANAiTht508dVx
他們的信仰和流淌的血液,都來自同一顆心臟。81Please respect copyright.PENANAzn2HJY0riB
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「リンドウ覺得剛才自己的表現怎麼樣?」81Please respect copyright.PENANA2Qm23RiHJS
メノウ給自己倒了杯水,抿一小口後遞給リンドウ。81Please respect copyright.PENANAx8nkBH3EZz
81Please respect copyright.PENANAuK5ITliMyN
リンドウ接過水杯,看著杯中的水猶豫了一下。81Please respect copyright.PENANA0BOXVmvoca
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如果目的是讓他們接吻的話,水裡應該不至於下毒。メノウ想。81Please respect copyright.PENANAkE7ZzEeDAX
リンドウ大概也想到這點,於是就著メノウ嘴唇碰過的地方也喝了一口。81Please respect copyright.PENANAmdJVoX4r6E
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「是少了什麼嗎?」81Please respect copyright.PENANAjpOUBXTvbS
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他看著リンドウ的雙唇沾上淡淡的水痕。那會是柔軟的嗎?他突然在意起這個問題。81Please respect copyright.PENANAGVNywBHB6H
美麗是理所當然,因為長相是商品,リンドウ絕對不會輕忽這點。81Please respect copyright.PENANAlGXvLyDpj1
但嘴唇的觸感,到底要到什麼程度才算「好」呢?81Please respect copyright.PENANAV26A8GMtww
81Please respect copyright.PENANAEZt6y0jKjP
「是少了什麼呢?」81Please respect copyright.PENANANfj3uGg6Jx
81Please respect copyright.PENANAwrjIq2XBf0
曾經有過一次活動的訪談——雖然完全無法理解為什麼會找上他們——,問起嘴唇的觸感,接吻時機等問題。81Please respect copyright.PENANAOfFLLjXNGr
那次訪談的成員沒有リンドウ,所以他的唇還是個未公開的秘密。81Please respect copyright.PENANA5eMvBy6Z1Z
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秘密是甜美的,因為一無所知,所以即便本質苦澀也能在想像中孕育出蜜水。81Please respect copyright.PENANAogypCFIa6K
但リンドウ的秘密,即便什麼都不知道,他也能找到能與之相比擬的事物,他只需要確認,且永遠不會失望。81Please respect copyright.PENANAFpSUWrSr1n
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即便知曉卻還是能抱有期待,為什麼會有這種感覺呢?一眼就能明白的事物雖然舒服卻總是無趣的,但在リンドウ身上卻只會剩下好的部分。81Please respect copyright.PENANA4qMvHJtaf9
81Please respect copyright.PENANAOQdIU05xs2
メノウ將身體前傾,貼近リンドウ的臉。他將拇指伸進リンドウ唇縫裡,把水痕抹平直到難以分辨。81Please respect copyright.PENANAbi8aqMkij4
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一點也不柔軟,單薄得能輕易壓出血色——這是當然的。81Please respect copyright.PENANAVA1Z7Jyej0
接吻時舒不舒服還不得而知,但可以肯定的是,所有的吻都會在他臉上留下鮮明的痕跡——這般純粹也如他想像那般。81Please respect copyright.PENANAqWWcqlwNF7
貧弱也好,豐滿也好,他總是能從リンドウ這裡挑出美好的部分。81Please respect copyright.PENANAgQY05CUiqB
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「是顏色吧?得再鮮豔點……」他低聲說道。81Please respect copyright.PENANAIevTltko1T
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リンドウ聽完後露出微笑,是那種嘴角紋風不動,眼角卻展露出笑意的纖細笑容。81Please respect copyright.PENANArCXMo2g26s
那被メノウ的拇指壓出血色的單薄皮膚朝他接近,碰了下耳垂,接著廝磨著蹭過臉頰到嘴角,メノウ抿了抿唇,擠壓出鈍重的疼痛感和曖昧的鮮紅。81Please respect copyright.PENANAHLloR2h616
81Please respect copyright.PENANAE7jRRE0PqO
要更進一步嗎?桌子底下有誰的腳掌爬上了對方的小腿,腳趾慢條斯理的隔著布料磨著皮膚。81Please respect copyright.PENANAUGPRiPyZAG
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「吶,リンドウ。你覺得接吻應該跟誰一起才好?」81Please respect copyright.PENANAHZm5QGwFHK
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他們在床頭櫃裡找到保險套。81Please respect copyright.PENANAIj8rOpiRlu
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為什麼會是這個要求?81Please respect copyright.PENANAVMev5InrcP
為什麼會是這個人?81Please respect copyright.PENANAflbQ2CWvwc
為什麼會是這麼恰到好處的發生在沒有任何演出和練習的日子?81Please respect copyright.PENANATLKRxIOU20
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為什麼會有換洗的床單、保險套和潤滑液?81Please respect copyright.PENANAjJMQiStLyD
81Please respect copyright.PENANAsTWlsSvBWp
メノウ睜開眼睛,リンドウ和他罩在純白色的床單裡,衣櫃裡多餘的床單沿著較高的那方像是頭紗般垂下,邊角被壓坐著,他們躲在透著光的白色尖塔中。81Please respect copyright.PENANA8qL5wiSVQc
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「開著燈有種被人注視著的感覺。」81Please respect copyright.PENANAm4tRPjRMWG
「那要關上嗎?」81Please respect copyright.PENANAFbd4D0Fnoj
81Please respect copyright.PENANAhMleR6tuqV
「不,開著比較好,我希望能打出足夠的影子。」81Please respect copyright.PENANAQb1uXnWbhI
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メノウ伸手撫摸リンドウ的臉頰。81Please respect copyright.PENANAkdxMTMD8iV
那張臉就跟外觀看上去相同,白皙平順,不會僵硬乾癟,也不會柔軟得讓人難以下手,沒有任何一處多餘或缺少。81Please respect copyright.PENANABtybn9SXro
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像是要用手指記住他的面容般,撫摸按壓各處,從嘴角、眼角,來到耳垂,最後撫上後腦勺和後頸。81Please respect copyright.PENANAFwUNEqonBT
他的額頭貼著リンドウ的額頭,距離近到只看得見彼此眼裡的反射。81Please respect copyright.PENANA1lH4krHajj
81Please respect copyright.PENANAKOSfSe3YVs
リンドウ閉上眼睛,睫毛緩緩擦過メノウ的,他也跟著闔上眼。81Please respect copyright.PENANAeCxd2nqAsj
81Please respect copyright.PENANAxhgOcrJ2fk
他的手還摟著リンドウ的腦袋,リンドウ的手則在一片灰白中鑽進他的衣襬中,指尖挑起褲頭。81Please respect copyright.PENANAkWE0IzzSia
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「リンドウ真色情呢,你該不會一直在想這種事吧?」81Please respect copyright.PENANAsiBGso5Cz1
81Please respect copyright.PENANAWGAEU4ZDZG
リンドウ沒有理會他的言語挑釁,而是單刀直入的握住メノウ的——那處正用熱度和堅硬證明真正色情的是誰。81Please respect copyright.PENANAL5M865TgFQ
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リンドウ的唇不柔軟,但手掌心和指腹卻完全相反。他聽見耳邊傳來哼笑聲,拇指毫不客氣的蹭過頂端,半截呻吟從メノウ口中洩漏,剩下一半貼上了リンドウ的臉頰。81Please respect copyright.PENANA7PqkpIGuBL
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這時他聞到了リンドウ身體的氣味,乾淨的人類皮膚的味道。他想到了電視廣告裡洗面乳的廣告,用純白色泡沫細細搓揉,最後用清水洗淨擦乾……他的面頰就是這麼不真實的,停留在一個人類能到達的最美好的瞬間。81Please respect copyright.PENANA4Q2Oyovap8
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那麼他的吻呢?他的吻會什麼樣的?81Please respect copyright.PENANA2EmtyayF7m
他那稍稍施力就會充血泛紅的雙唇,接吻時一定會有熱巧克力的溫暖,以及讓人忍不住想啃咬,如同紙杯杯緣般介於堅硬和柔韌的觸感。81Please respect copyright.PENANAk9tO9PMEac
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メノウ將唇從リンドウ臉頰上移開,一隻手從後腦勺落到リンドウ身前,撩開上衣,手掌貼上小腹緩緩下移。81Please respect copyright.PENANA3hwixMdTe9
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兩人急促的喘氣夾在黏稠的水聲中,聲音困在床單的皺褶裡,在耳邊迴響。81Please respect copyright.PENANAmvzoBXNyC0
リンドウ的聲音從緊閉的唇縫和鼻子裡洩漏,低沉沙啞,帶著讓人忍不住想試探底線的禁慾感;メノウ則微微張開口,帶點刻意的讓尖細的呻吟在另一人耳邊散開,挑弄著在場的另一人。81Please respect copyright.PENANAHEIHrgUyPq
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床單下的尖塔頹然倒下,勾勒出兩人交疊的模樣。81Please respect copyright.PENANAS8sKHUUMW7
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手指順著後頸撫過脊背,嘴唇貼著他耳朵下的皮膚,摟抱著,手指隨性地在他弓起的後背打轉,過於響亮、碰撞得粉碎的水聲存在兩人的小腹之間。81Please respect copyright.PENANARRp5FNd2sZ
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リンドウ跟他用呼吸和觸碰將耳尖和眼角弄得通紅,讓環繞兩人之間的空氣充滿熱氣。81Please respect copyright.PENANAQvIlJW0G16
腳趾蜷住床單,破壞掉所有平整的部分,留下暴風過境的皺褶,汗水裡有著各自喜歡的柔軟精的香氣,以微妙的平衡攪和在一起。81Please respect copyright.PENANAjnV6ayqIop
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メノウ甚至覺得兩人親吻過了,怎麼會直到現在卻還沒有一個吻呢?81Please respect copyright.PENANAN1SXkLrNto
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他們的睫毛一定重疊著吻過,鼻尖也一定輕碰過且相互示愛著,臉頰必定相貼著交換過體溫和汗水,更不用說棉被下黏膩的身體,枕著其中一人的手臂,蜷在對方懷裡。81Please respect copyright.PENANAbvLVaD4HK0
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然而直到現在他們仍舊沒有一個吻,於是他們還是困在房間裡。81Please respect copyright.PENANAizY7Wgmhmb
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如果是神明在注視著他們,期盼他們發生些什麼的話,那一定是很嚴苛的戲劇之神吧。81Please respect copyright.PENANAWP8LbMEtmH
似乎不管什麼樣的演技和借位,都無法讓他們虛假的吻戲被認作真實。81Please respect copyright.PENANAVGOVm7xOas
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祂一定看出了他們之間不夠純粹的戀情,在他們沉默著,只有喘氣和視線交會的每一個瞬間,藏著讓再深刻的理解都無法轉變成愛意的要素。81Please respect copyright.PENANAPgxf07Cjuc
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「吶,リンドウ。我喜歡リンドウ喔。」他把唇貼上リンドウ胸口。81Please respect copyright.PENANALN2d3n6JhB
「謝謝你,メノウ。」リンドウ的唇碰了碰他的頭髮,那細微的搔癢感讓他在リンドウ的胸口處顫抖起來。81Please respect copyright.PENANATPDckSTz3Q
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リンドウ平穩的心跳聲引領著他進入睡夢中,他的呼吸跟リンドウ的心跳一同變得悠長且和緩。81Please respect copyright.PENANAx5Ee5PFyUl
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戀愛的話,這顆心臟是不是該更活潑些呢?他模糊的想。81Please respect copyright.PENANA5wNYmb4Tam
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如果變得劇烈的話,就能完成愛的演技嗎?會真實到即便沒有觸碰也能構成一個吻嗎?81Please respect copyright.PENANAyzyLxXW8Nd
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睡醒後最先到來的是飢餓感,接著是熟悉的自己房間的氣味,メノウ睜開眼睛,眼前是預料中的自家的天花板,打開電燈,三個燈泡裡有一個壞了還沒換。81Please respect copyright.PENANA8hjqqvixzb
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他跟リンドウ最後有接吻嗎?81Please respect copyright.PENANAJEs7x2wzbX
都做到那種程度了,一定在哪裡接過吻了吧?81Please respect copyright.PENANAGDY7ErPSX7
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他的腦袋裡還留著嘴唇相碰時的印象,但真正記住觸感的只有他的拇指指腹和被吻過的頭髮。81Please respect copyright.PENANApaLsM2e6bG
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メノウ翻了個身,將臉貼上枕頭,鼻間充滿了メノウ喜歡的柔軟精的香味,以及殘留在記憶裡的リンドウ皮膚的氣味。81Please respect copyright.PENANAvv0Bv3GexE
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他在枕頭裡噘起唇,吻了比真實的唇要來得柔軟空虛的事物。81Please respect copyright.PENANAOBH9e5Xr2W
在這虛假的親吻裡,眼前浮現了リンドウ的雙眼,那看似闔眼,實際上卻還留著一點翠綠色的光藏在睫毛下,就像他悄悄看著リンドウ那樣,他也回看著他。81Please respect copyright.PENANAZkISs5UYuS
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現在想接吻看看嗎?不知道是誰的心臟發出墜入情網的劇烈聲響,觸感殘留在相貼的皮膚和流動的血液裡。81Please respect copyright.PENANAGzvpL1o2YF
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兩個一半能不能組合成完整的一個不得而知。81Please respect copyright.PENANAXiD6eIXik6
但打從一開始就只有一半的事物,不管重疊幾次,拆解成多少碎片,都湊不出真正的一。81Please respect copyright.PENANAS1BshJ6OYm
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於是深刻的理解無法轉變成愛,它是呼吸、心臟、腦中孕育出的夢境,卻不是另外一個人,另外一雙唇。81Please respect copyright.PENANASSecwXxt1W
メノウ的手指摳弄著床邊,將床單從床墊下扯出來,將自己包進裡頭。81Please respect copyright.PENANAxZEu5YwyBG
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朦朧的光穿過單薄的床單,他蜷縮在倒塌的尖塔裡,在懷抱裡再次入睡。81Please respect copyright.PENANAzn5xaSUtLa
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