I prayed for this time to be easier. I wished that this time won’t be as hard as the last time we broke up but the hole in my chest was there again. And it hurt.492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiRbwUtZIKH
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His words still echo in my mind; his reply, that I loved him enough to make him love me back. Some nights, when I feel weak, those words run through my head again and again, like a broken old vinyl. And a giant “what if” is tattooed in my mind. What if he really meant it? What if he really did love me after all? What if?492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡApJUkF2rXR
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At this point I would toss and turn in my bed, torturing myself with questions. It was the worst part of the day; the part where I would be most weak and vulnerable. I was trying to keep myself from sending him a message. Just an “I miss you” would do enough damage to me. I didn’t know what his response would be but I broke up with him for a reason. He cheated twice. It was enough.492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoVc8MHNBrS
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I pushed the sheets off of my body and got up. I threw my mobile on the couch, got my car keys, wore my sandals and left the garage. I was wearing only a tanktop and a short but it didn’t care; where I was headed I didn’t need to put on an outfit. I just wanted to be away from my phone.492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAiRRkjS9qo
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I stopped at the red light. There was a car beside me but the sad song coming from the speakers distracted me.492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Yk5HUSk9u
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“..how do you love with a faith full of rust, how do you turn what the savage take..”492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5tRVhRTltY
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I groaned and pushed play on the CD.492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXwr3qNViL9
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“..I catch a brief reflection of what you could and might have been It's your right and your ability to become my perfect enemy..”492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJZwnDYWvSF
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That’s more like it. I would rather be angry at him; fantasizing a revenge. I wouldn't go any further than I already have -sending a girl to have sex with him and report back was enough- but imagining that I could yell at him and hating made me feel better. The moment my eye caught sight of the green light the driver from the car next to mine pushed his horn. I didn’t turn to see why.492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgtJHcOXsnQ
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As Metallica followed the previous song, I didn’t hear anything else but the music as I drove to the clearing in the middle of the night. I turned off the engine but kept the music on. I hate silence.492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgt04jdk9DK
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I pushed back my seat and crossed my legs on it; leaning back. I closed my eyes and tried to lose myself in the music. I heard tires on the road behind and my eyes snapped open. Who would drive here at 3 o’clock in the morning? The first thing I did was to push down the locks. Then I turned my eyes on the review mirror to see the car. The driver had the lights on so I didn’t have any luck.492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIa4No5PvV8
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The car came into a stop right next to mine and I could look at the car and the driver. I furrowed my eyebrow in confusion but in relief also. It was Damien.492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpfmFerK4c6
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I saw him getting out of the car and walking towards my door. I unlocked the door and opened it; getting out just as he came closer.492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGFk3VE0DdJ
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“Hey,” he said and stopped behind the opened door.492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcMUr0AFyNu
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“Hey,” I replied, confused “What are you doing here?”492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2jsA9ORPgX
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“What are you doing here?” he asked “Its 3 o’clock in the morning!” he said.492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZrYwg63Zd
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“Who made you my dad?” I scoffed. What’s with him? I sat back in my seat, my legs bended on the door frame. He came at the other side of the door, so he was now standing in front of me.492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDMN0V0t90j
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“Sorry,” He apologized, seating on his lap “I just saw you at the red light and I was worried and you weren’t answering your phone so I followed you,” he explained while I was looking anywhere but him.492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSX9Wt7YUfC
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“Oh that was you,” I said, realizing that he was the driver next to me earlier. “My phone is at home,” I mumbled.492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJBlhtbhui5
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He didn’t speak for another minute or two. He got up and right when I though he was leaving, he walked across my car and opened the passenger’s seat and sat next to me. I turned towards the wheel; sitting straight.492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTJ2fX9CMXQ
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“How are you?” he asked. I sighed deeply, not wanting to answer. I didn’t want to cry over Alex in front of Damien again.492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgyZTRGA83T
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“I'm alive,” I replied looking at my folded legs before me “How are you?” I asked.492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiyoNgTvSvo
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“I'm alive.”492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ47v78lQfch
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“What? Problems at the honeymoon suit?” I chuckled; remembering his girlfriend.492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkXS0XpNqUY
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“Something like that,” he replied his tone serious; unlike mine.492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8LH61HLoUX
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“Don’t worry. It will pass,” I said, painting my voice with false hope “As long as she doesn’t cheat,” didn’t manage to mask my bitter tongue here.492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5LAqaYVqx0
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“It’s not her. It’s me,” he mumbled.492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqdkt3f7Jrt
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“Why?” I asked “If you want to tell me of course,” I added quickly. I saw him flinch at my question.492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl5oj664zor
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“How can you be like that? Seriously,” he snapped; turning towards me.492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ0XOTVV29k
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“What do you mean?” I asked confused.492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxGxcCBoCRl
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“Like that!” he motioned towards me “After everything that happened and you still keep the act,” I still couldn’t understand what he was saying. I kept quiet, too scared to ask him again what he meant.492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlKcDKSgJUd
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“I’ve kissed you twice and both times you kissed me back,” he began “And even with all the staring…” I shifted my torso “You’re…” I didn’t let him finish, grabbed his face in my hands and crushed my lips onto his. I felt his shock but as I parted my lips, he relaxed and parted his lips too; his tongue entering my mouth.492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNqAYLl6vW
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As soon as I realized that I was actually kissing Damien, that I was the one that made the first move; a moan escaped my throat. But I didn’t care; I was too emotionally tired to feel shy. He broke the kiss and pushed back the seat; pulling me on top of him. I thanked my old car for the wide seats and put one leg on either side of him as our lips met again. He put one hand on my hip and the other on the back of my neck; through my hair.492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY02bAkU1uM
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I loved this man. I loved everything about him. The way he made me laugh, the way he teased me, the way he looked in the morning, his beautiful eyes, his touch, his lips, his sweet taste. A sigh escaped my lips and he pulled me even closed to his body. He pushed me away suddenly and I looked at him confused.492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr6Bv0X9W8J
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“What’s wrong?” I asked.492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnRjGw5JrqY
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“Sorry,” he chuckled “but if we keep this up, I won’t be able to drive home,” he grinned.492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ys4Uz7kVX
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“You don’t have any condoms with you?” I asked and he raised his eyebrows. I think I surprised him with my bluntness.492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzfGGSYZ9Ks
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“No,” he winced. I smiled and kissed him again before returning to my seat. If he kept this going, I would go all the way. That’s what I was thinking at least. I don’t know what I would do when the time would come.492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7htFZSsT1m
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Thankfully things came that way though. I didn’t want for this to happen like this. I wanted it to be great; because with him everything felt right. The hole in my chest didn’t exist.492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaGYMV34PCJ
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“You look funny,” Max said; looking at me as I joined him at the backyard. I found him sitting at the table next to the pool, drinking his afternoon coffee.492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuoC377FK6d
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“Excuse me?” I raised my eyebrows as he removed his RayBan sunglasses.492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKbAApFRwuc
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“Something happened? You look weird,” he replied with a question. Damn. Was it that obvious?492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoWtIhBs2g9
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“No,” I lied “I'm just feeling better,” I half smiled and sat down beside him.492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI8adBAsJFv
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“That’s good,” Max nodded and put the glasses back on his face. With the corner of my eye I’d noticed Damien passing through the kitchen door.492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEEiy4quz3w
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“I'm going to get something to drink,” I told Max and he nodded. I needed to see what Damien’s behavior would be. Then, I would know if I had to freak out about Cleo and Max and whether I would tell them or not.492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ42qko6tQ0F
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My question was answered as I entered the kitchen and his face light up. It was good to see that I made him feel like that.492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrMoy7vtUdA
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“Hello,” I greeted him; smiling as I walked to the fridge. I still wasn’t sure though.492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRwMS0mbvyX
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“Hello to you too,” he replied as I opened the door. He came behind me to return the juice bottle. He put one hand on the small of my back and kissed my shoulder before returning where he was. My heart was bouncing.492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiKwzxFMrka
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“Hey sweety,” I heard Cleo calling from behind me. If my heart was bouncing before; it was nothing compare to this. Did she saw Damien kissing my shoulder? Doubt it. She would say something if she saw him.492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2oRYcJOxW6
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“Hi,” I said and grabbed the juice bottle. I closed the fridge and smiled at her. I felt Damien’s eyes on my face before he walked to the door that led to the living room.492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk3bGmZjtU5
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“So, what do you want to do tonight?” Cleo asked me, taking the juice bottle from next to my glass on the kitchen counter. I didn’t have the time to answer for Damien returned to the kitchen.492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡacglGR8A0c
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“Oh, Ladybug, I have a book that you might like. Come up to my room for a second,” he motioned towards the stairs with his head.492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgt99kDuZJE
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“In a bit,” Cleo asked for me.492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlHEqJjTeMc
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“In a bit,” I repeated and he disappeared from the doorway.492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPOCqeVcSEn
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“So?” Cleo asked.492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtinnYDAXsH
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“Let’s go for a beer at “Johnny’s,”” I suggested “I need a healthy dose of metal and beer,” I smiled sheepishly; making her laugh.492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡslzMcoEOqB
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“You mean you need to get drunk.”492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWclZ47mYkk
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“Yehh...and metal music shaking my bones,” I said with the same tone. It’s been a while since we last went at my favorite bar. I need the loud music to ease my brain.492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEbek8HfFrs
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“Done,” She nodded with a smirk as I walked towards the doorway that led to their rooms.492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjRQ6JQn2ix
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“Where’re you going?” she asked confused “Max is out back.”492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxiW5xnqvst
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“You know, the guy that stood in the doorway before wasn’t a hologram,” I mocked.492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxB7NFUF6aE
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“Oh yeah. Right,” she laughed and went out the kitchen door.492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfjX4Fhz1zg
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I went up the stairs and to Damien’s room thinking about Cleo and her reaction if she found out about last night. What am I going to do?492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSkFQrqKS4Z
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Okay. First things first; let’s see what Damien thinks. I knocked on his door and when I heard his soft voice replying and the door opened. He was standing right next to it, looking at his bookshelf.492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡflR397IPEO
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“Hey,” I smiled and closed the door behind me.492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS3SIvgspMA
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“Hey Ladybug,” he grinned. That was a good or a bad sign? I didn’t know.492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb7sazDXgt3
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“Here,” he said and gave me an architectural book. There really was a book then. He sat on his couch and looked at me as I sat down on his bed; three meters away from where he was seated.492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTyEUB4qlPR
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I was seating as far away as possible. We almost had sex last night you stupid stupid man and you giving me a book? I opened the book and take a look at the designs.492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy3eK49mpxS
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“Cool,” I mumbled.492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0FymIn6VDj
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“You can sit outside the room if you want,” he said sarcastically and I looked up at him.492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdA2RDGD1SN
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“Huh?”492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLq06ILD0WE
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“Come here,” he sighed. I stood up and sat next to him on the couch; keeping my eyes in the pages of the colorful book. I was feeling awkward.492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTfMkOXPcCc
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“Really nice,” I smiled.492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV4OVy3Ftq3
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“What?” I looked at him. This was a huge book, probably 600 pages, it must worth a lot.492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBWFdear1bT
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“You can have it.”492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYd4G6VI8Qp
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“No,” I shook my head and he was about to protest “I'm here all the time anyway, I can borrow it anytime,” I explained. He didn’t reply.492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj2wlmbyqa7
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I licked my bottom lip in frustration and the moment I looked away, his lips crashed onto mine; his hands on either side of my face. I gasped as I felt his soft lips on mine. I kissed him back for a little bit before I pushed him away and covered my lips with the back of my palm.492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZQS02H3bEE
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“What’s wrong?” he asked.492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6TjNzI1iAs
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“Max and Cleo are downstairs,” I mumbled.492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqBuUDm3uZn
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“So?”492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrr6ytWES3R
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“Are you kidding me?” my eyes widened and he shook his head. “Cleo will probably stop talking to me if she finds out.”492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbL7wHhyXPZ
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“So, I guess, I can’t say anything,” he said.492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbvzsgTtmBV
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“Of course not,” I said and then I remembered something “Um, don’t you have a girlfriend?” I raised an eyebrow.492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLWtCy26ou0
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“I'm breaking up with her tonight,” he said simply.492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDKmfca1ryI
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“What? Why?” I panicked. His eyes moved away from me; widening like the reasons where obvious.492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Icrntww83
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“Because of me?” I asked and stood up “No. No,” I shook my head. What if he didn’t like me? He knew me since we were kids, yes, but he didn’t knew me all that well.492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjVYKNKmWie
What if he suddenly realized that he didn’t liked me and regretted breaking up with his girlfriend?492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT0ZnnHUdDC
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“Fine,” he said and for a moment my heart fell. I didn’t want him to break up with her because of me but it would be nice thing to do.492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtR8m1qVZAE
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“I'm not breaking up with her because of you,” he continued. Again my heart fell. “Does that sound better to you?” he mocked and I smiled.492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1b2Tk5W8Ce
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“You’re such a clown,” he chuckled as he caught my smile.492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOPWj1iD4mM
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“I'm sorry. It’s just…I’ve been cheated,” I explained “Twice,” I narrowed my eyes as the thought.492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDukmr7jP7G
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“Yeah, I understand,” He nodded and got up.492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg9hEbUfySw
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“We’re going at “Johnny’s” tonight,” I began as I walked to the door “Come if you want, though it will be weird, since I’ll be with Max and Cleo,” I winced.492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzcNZOFByj3
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“I’ll see how it will go tonight and probably text Max in the honor of the secrecy,” he smiled.492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxmC9n6viBK
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“Okay,” I smiled and put my hand on the handle.492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWluojeh1si
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“Hey,” he stopped me and I turned around to look at him. He put his palm against my cheek and kissed my lips; my heart rate increasing. He pulled away and smiled. I had no idea what we were from now on.492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7MWU2lw3RK
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He did, made it at “Johnny’s” that night. I was leaning against the wall with my cold beer in my hand and Damien was next to me, eyeing me and teasing me. But then again, he was always teasing me.492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRY6xtzrCDn
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However, I noticed Cleo giving us some weird looks but I hoped it was my imagination combined with the alcohol. Still, the thought that she looked at me weird didn’t help my courage enough. I was sure she wouldn’t approve.492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUL4amWsP24
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I remember two years ago, when we were all at a party and Damien was teasing me like usual and someone asked if I was his girlfriend.492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEDKqNYMjU3
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“No,” Cleo had exclaimed. I could still remember her tone. Like she was saying “Her? No way!.” I was hurt so badly that night that I decided that it was over. No matter what feelings I had for Damien, I should get over them and move on.492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQmwZFqbX7k
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But what about now? Now that he liked me too? What she would say now? What if she stopped talking to me? I know her my whole life. She’s like my sister. I guess I wasn’t good enough for her big brother. I didn’t know what else to think.492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ25XVvHqvXH
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For now I would keep this a secret and hoped for the best moment to tell her. But tell her what? That I’m seeing her brother? I would wait and see where things with Damien will go first and then try and find the right time to tell Cleo. And Max.492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJ9AHkKVVH
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Gravity by The Perfect Circle492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn7rDf9ybk3
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This is one of my favorites, when they finally get to be together a bit mor than usual...what do you think??492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKmvTzyZHfN
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Merry Christmas I wish to you all and I hope you'll have a great time! :)
