I threw my arms around his shoulders and buried my face in his chest as I tried to digest what he just told me. I’ve missed his smell so much. I brushed his neck with my nose, taking in all his musk scent; his hands going up and down my back.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXqmV3guzLb
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4opT2X4FbC
I wanted to say it back. I was waiting for this for so long. But I was hesitating. Just because he said he loved me it didn’t erase the fear that he would leave. I put my arms around his waist and hugged him tightly; laying my head against his chest.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMF8nlq0RB2
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyxATvSwEmf
I felt like I couldn’t get close enough to him. And just like that, as soon as I stopped thinking and started feeling, it came out of its own.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsVatxOL0I7
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzzWHzoFE9k
“God, I love you so much it hurts,” I whispered. It escaped my lips so easily. I heard his heart accelerating and his chest moving faster as his breathing paced up. Mine did the same as I realized that I was the one that made him feel like that. I moved my palms upwards on his back as I laid the side of my head against his shoulder.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiBVuOIny9G
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj4C7TO8lHb
He pulled me away, enough to be able to look at me, and kissed my forehead slowly; his full lips lingering on my skin. I parted my lips in order to breathe as he kept my head inside his hands.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgnXhL8TMpD
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe7BLsYxNMO
“Say it again,” he mumbled, his voice hoarse.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡthiGVXHUYL
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡht6h7G71tV
“I love you,” I replied. It was like redemption. A deep but low sigh escaped his lungs and made me even happier.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡByj58mIetw
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBuBaEgoteZ
“That’s all I needed to hear,” he said softly. “That’s all,” he mumbled and smiled softly.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBnTJj7KNnm
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk54nEHy2Ti
My mouth watered from anticipation as all I wanted was to kiss him, touch him and feel him. When he finally touched my lips with his, it felt like I was surfacing from underwater; I was finally able to breathe.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWz1jDokhMf
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWP2alyfZiX
I parted my lips to taste him better; my head still in his hands. The taste of whiskey and cigarettes touched my tongue as he brushed mine with his; my favorite taste; his taste. My breath came out in a gasp mixed with a moan of satisfaction and relief.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwwQuLDECVp
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIEPKIyShcQ
“I’ve missed you so bad,” I mumbled between kisses.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcdJO8uU1Hf
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNnSmZ7tVUb
“Good,” he replied as his lips moved to my jaw line “Because I really can’t stay away from you right now,” he said as he sucked in the skin of my neck. Another moan escaped my lips before he covered my mouth with his own and my hands found their way to the buttons of his shirt. I managed to get it off of him and leave him half naked.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2UTsV0Qor
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmN8sXWoZnG
As his tongue never stopped brushing mine, my palms caressed the muscles of his bare chest and back. He put his hands against my butt and squished it; pushing me against his body. He pulled back for a moment, his lips red and swollen from the kiss, and as I looked at him from inside my trance something tickled inside of me. His grey eyes always mesmerized me.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPejMu5MCBH
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG5OjByQJlq
I put my right arm at the back of his neck and pulled him close for another kiss. I felt him smiling before he pulled back again, pulling my sleeveless black top upwards. He leaned down and kissed the skin between my breasts before he stood up again and lightly pushed me backwards against the mattress.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6jErfihOl4
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP5QLy7ld3n
“Please, tell me you have condoms,” I mumbled against his lips as soon as he laid on top of me. He chuckled lightly before replying.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAF2yGRy50r
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡudH8Sftcwf
“I do,” he smirked.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL1U450k3Js
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrNIcPt45g2
I wrapped my legs around him, my fingers stroking his bare back but it wasn’t enough. I pushed my hipbones against his and he moaned softly as the contact squished his erection. My right hand was at his lower waist and I pushed my fingers under the waistband of his jeans but with no success.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ48L3Z59IQH
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDatnwp5eRA
“You were planning to have sex?” I teased him. He pulled back, kneeling on the bed, and then I heard his shoes hitting the floor before he pulled my high heel boots off of my feet.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl438kaMZwK
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdFMTiXdAKJ
“No,” he smiled “But I hoped,” he smirked as I unbuttoned my pants and he pulled them down as well; leaving me just in my underwear. The underwear Cleo made me wear by replacing the set I had already chosen. It was the set I bought with her especially for Damien.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI8QUFHeKEz
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ10xGxUzWu6
I sat up, my legs still bended from the knees on either side of him, the same time he leaned down a little bit and kissed me. I put my fingers on the back of his head and released his hair. I broke the kiss for a second and smirked as I noticed how beautiful he looked.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡetU9XSyU6m
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSxBmi3BIJR
He smiled back and kissed me again. I unbuttoned his pants with one hand as with the other one softly stroked his erection causing him to moan. He pulled away again and stood up to remove his jeans. I took the opportunity to clear my bed; all my stuff were laying on it and there was no way I was having sex with Damien on Cleo’s bed that was just a bit emptier than mine.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaVxZOa8W6H
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoQIgFRoqkc
I had to roll on my knees for a moment to push everything down on the ground. I wasn’t trying to be provocative but I did take advantage of my position. I felt the bed moving and I tried to turn around again but he put his hands on either side of my waist and kept me there. He put his hands underneath the waistband of my underwear and pulled them down; keeping me kneeled against the mattress.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCAQZrWpK7k
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSqwzhuuZlw
As soon as I was free from the fabric, he ran his hand slowly down my spine. He kneeled between my legs and pulled me back, making me sit on his lap; the contact of our naked skin send chills down my spine. He removed my bra while he was placing small kisses on my shoulder. I pulled my hair in front of my left shoulder and turned my head to the right; my fingers mingling with the hair on the back of his head. He shifted a little in order to kiss me as his hands gripped my torso.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoYotafc4tx
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNIqNHIavRT
“I want you,” I mumbled against his lips. He broke the kiss and I opened my eyes. I found his grey orbs fixed at my eyes.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkvmJR9dKsE
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqdtTRUfTu6
“I want you too,” he told me and kissed me again. This time more intensely and passionately.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI8rSwvxhWl
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQ7usaHDiJ
I felt him placing his palm between my shoulder blades just before he pushed me slightly upwards. He placed his dick right on my slit and pushed inside of me softly; a loud sigh escaped my lips as he entered me. His left hand was around my neck, resting on my right shoulder while his right hand was stroking my front; from my chest to my lower stomach.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC1rhIcUfIw
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDTY03zK5vY
“I’ve missed you so bad,” he mumbled next to my ear, his voice husky, as he gripped my torso tight. I arched my back and cried out a moan as I kept moving my pelvis against him. “Erica,” he moaned turning me on even more “Tell me you’re mine,” he breathed.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW6uaEZ5G01
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9sX7MRSRl3
I remained seated on him and gripped his hands; making him tighten his grip around my body. I shifted lightly to be able to look at him. His grey eyes were liquid as he stared at me through half closed lashes.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq0Gcluu88h
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡir6t9YO9XM
“Baby, I always belonged to you,” I whispered back and a sigh escaped his lungs. He looked at me for another moment before a small smile appeared on his full lips. He gripped my body tightly and kissed me again.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAi8xRUI3Kk
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPKTzpp3B3h
“Lie down,” he told me when he broke the kiss, before I started moving again.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0jre6vvXh5
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPX6VTab35P
His hair fell in front of him as he positioned himself between my legs and I held them at the side of his head, bringing him closer to me. I still couldn’t believe he was here with me. He captured my lips in a sloppy and wet kiss; his taste into my mouth making me even more eager. I moaned into the kiss as he entered me once again; my fingers gripping his back tightly.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡppb96A0yWa
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZolkPfVQRQ
“Yeah,” I hissed as he drove into me and rocked my body with each pounding thrust, and my grunts and gasps chorused the slicksounds our bodies made sliding against each other. “Damien,” I mumbled his name several times as I wrapped my legs around him; my fingers messing his hair at the back of his head.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn6hEy8i4Ul
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA6OgHnITUi
He pulled back, kneeling against the mattress and run his hands down my sides before he gripped my thighs as he thrusted into me. Our moans filled the room and I was glad that my friends had a room down the hall and not next to us. I wasn’t going to hold back now, tonight.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKqT3cfgdcr
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAiXogqbDB0
He leaned on top of me again before I felt him throb and pulse and I tightened my walls around him as he begun to explode inside of me; his moans getting deeper. His deep voice in my ear made my sweaty body suddenly shuddered and convulsed. My vision went white and I came hard, clinging to him with every muscle in my body, I trembled and spasmed hard in his arms.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp10yNvVlB8
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUfFeFR5bWj
He collapsed on top of me and kissed my neck softly; trying to catch his breath. I caressed his hair and kissed the scar on his forehead softly; my legs still wrapped around him. I felt so exposed to him at that moment; and it didn’t feel bad. I had been waiting for this for so long, to be worshiped, adored, caressed and loved by him.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdknbbl4WWT
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUEfJMWgle8
“Damien?” I whispered. He shifted in my arms and pulled lightly back to look at me. I put my palms on either side of his head and stroked his cheek bones with my thumbs. “I love you,” I whispered once again. His lips curled up into a smile and my favorite dimple appeared; a scar he got when he was little. He leaned over me and kissed my lips softly.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbrPZHran5C
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXrJEUTKd9k
“I love you too, ladybug,” he smiled. A soft sigh left my lips as butterflies attacked my stomach. He pecked my lips again and pulled away, gave me a soft kiss bellow my belly button and got up.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY5eG6ZHnZt
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXPr1yJ5MzU
“I’ll be on the pill next time you see me,” I smirked. He chuckled and winked at me before disappearing into the bathroom.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7RiTp7gDew
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrC5PVokE5A
He returned to the bed a few moments later to find me under the soft hotel sheets. He walked to the furniture that had left his cigarettes and took the packet and the ashtray before walking to the bed. He was breath taking. 584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGGndnzBBBN
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYc1C23fMsl
He pushed the sheets away and sat down, taking a cigarette from the packet. He put it on the side of his lips and lit it up before he laid beside me. He pulled me into his arms and covered our bodies with the sheets again. I was running my fingers up and down his chest when he spoke.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvZNQF9dNx3
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ58zqpSg52H
“My first memory of you,” he said softly removing the cigarette from his lips “Is when I was seven, my mom was still pregnant with the twins,” he continued. “We came to visit your mom when you were born. They thought I should hold you since we had the twins coming,” he said and I pulled back to look at him. I kneeled next to him and sat on my feet, gathering the sheet to cover up my body.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuBsDwN9PV1
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCeaIXbnZqU
He had a soft smile on his lips. He looked at me and inhaled from his cigarette. “You were small and very pink,” he grinned as I winced to the color reference. “I was actually terrified. I thought I would break you,” he chuckled again. “Until you grabbed my index finger and wouldn’t let go, even when I had to let you go,” he smiled; my hand traveling around his stomach.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcwGakKbneM
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP7d2el35xZ
“Yeah,” I chuckled “Mom told me about that when she realized I had a crush on you, a few years back,” I smiled “She said I started crying when you let me go and wouldn’t stop holding your finger,” I blushed; his lips turning up into a goofy smile.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡih2nbRVqaC
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMNKas4FEog
He put his arm around my neck and pulled me closer before he kissed my forehead. “I had some weird connection to you. You were the first baby I held after all,” he mocked. I laughed too but I was actually melting from happiness.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5EbX8leMgo
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhU6gWOT4iB
“So when did that changed?” I asked. He inhaled from his cigarette and turned his head away from me to release the smoke. “Because, if it hasn’t, this is so wrong in so many ways,” I smirked. He almost chocked on the smoke, making me burst out laughing.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ65bH6swCAK
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMWYGp6ANCv
“Come on. I loved you like a sister but I was always aware that you’re not!” he defended himself “But to answer your question, ladybug,” he smirked and touched the tip of my nose, making me smile.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4q03Wx8Lm6
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfQdjK1UbcW
He inhaled from his cigarette, held the smoke longer this time and turned away to exhale. I was sure he did it just to make me impatient. I pulled away from his embrace.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYWDnaOBaoF
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgi664w5yPB
He turned around just as soon as he felt me moving, waiting to see what I was going to do. As soon as I was seated on his lap he smirked and put his free hand against my stomach. I pulled the sheet over my legs as my hair were, barely, covering my breasts. His eyes traveled from my stomach upwards until he finally reached my brown eyes.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2vcZFKZ1Gv
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB5Qafm6flk
“I noticed that I liked you more, three years ago. When I came home for the holidays and I met that kid you were going out then,” he narrowed his eyes at the thought. I breathed out a laugh as I noticed the faint jealousy. “But then I left and…” he said but I interrupted.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtfXo0qvHTL
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc3AuY2Luxo
“It took you two years to come back,” I pouted. He stretched out his hand towards the bedside table to put out the cigarette before he placed both hands on either side of my pelvis.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEVlSshTWda
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYXqy4dpqWC
“And then you met Alex,” he made a face; his eyes staring forward at my stomach and not my eyes.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmwrTQOnwHv
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ZeuPY6Daw
“You had a girlfriend too as I can recall,” I raised my eyebrows.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT991vZKYhW
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRg0XjtefoK
“There’s not even the slightest comparison,” he argued. “I had to cover up some needs,” he defended himself with a soft smile on his lips. I chuckled softly and then paused.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnoCCLEpViT
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc5rzFTzwZD
“Well, I had to cover up some needs as well. Not physical likes yours,” I grinned. Damien didn’t laugh however.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSicYLyarCn
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwS5q7Vr7M0
I sighed deeply and stared at my fidgeting fingers that were playing with the sheet on my lap. “I’m in love with you since I can remember myself,” I admitted. “I knew that it wasn’t the right time when I was just fourteen or fifteen because you were twenty-two at the moment but I just lost faith when you left,” I said softly “I wanted to get over you,” I explained; my voice low. And then I found the courage, out of nowhere, and turned my eyes towards his. “But it never happened,” I said as I got lost into his gray eyes.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOJJdTElwEn
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡevdxN9Ksjl
He put his palm on the back of my neck and pulled me in for a long kiss. I had to tell him about the hospital. Now it was the chance. I broke the kiss and pulled back from his kiss.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMHAK3umRT
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQmmpBGFhCz
“I’m still a little bit scared,” I confessed. He pushed my hair out of my face and kissed my forehead. I was scared because now I didn’t think that if he broke my heart it would killed me. Now I knew. I didn’t want to admit that however because I was afraid that it would make him feel like I’m pressuring him.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXYS87D6P4E
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYeAJOYdCWs
“I know I said…” he trailed.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQOyPBBd9lq
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkxiiIUWV3x
“I was in the hospital,” I interrupted him.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ59BVNcJ2sr
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJczDhUOLUo
“What?” he frowned “When?”584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh27jf8JUi0
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOLTAp4oqaT
“Two months ago,” I said and placed my fingers on his collar bone so I could distract myself.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ06lVMNbK5g
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv6Oj7c3qoN
“Why?” he said and he was still frowning.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeaPLY4tC0u
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqyOBom5wTJ
“Uhm, the first time I had an anxiety attack and couldn’t breathe,” I explained; my eyes fixed on his chest. I was too embarrassed to look at his eyes.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVqYL57CXJw
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBmSr1cHRlN
“The first time?” he echoed me sounding anxious.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6YmgyyIy53
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlm9tIqSnyc
“Yeah, I went back three days later with more chest pains,” I explained.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP4bKbBbw5W
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx9lxiTHtfo
“More chest pains?” He echoed me again. “Erica, you’re not making sense,” his voice deep and anxious. I exhaled really loud from my frustration. He wasn’t helping.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Vln3BgTEP
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYbV1XkpXvZ
“Okay,” I breathed “Three days after I got back, I met Alex and we were talking and at some point I was ranting and hyperventilating and my chest ached. He took me, or more like dragged me, to the hospital,” I said and stole a glance at him. He was waiting to hear the rest “It was an anxiety attack.”584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡriAYYEynJ7
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC5VRZXBUAO
“You got home the day I left,” he mumbled but I ignored him in order to explain everything.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ04FMmOCIes
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHwqXB8q3yV
“They gave me anti-depressing’s and three days after that, the night I called you,” I added softly and I saw his chest going up and down quickly “It happened again, only the pain wouldn’t leave. So I stayed in the hospital for two days.”584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMbAk1pzifi
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdL5A3qJeEr
“Why?” he asked; his voice hollow and deep.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7GYlOJsSWO
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3J8oVEDEsN
“Emotional pain,” I mumbled. Damien sighed and put his arms around me and pulled me into a tight hug. “I guess that’s what Alex wanted to tell you when he called.”584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2zQ2XI6Q1G
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJ8LKn7FEe
“I know why you didn’t call me,” he breathed “But why didn’t anyone else said anything?” he asked and pulled back so he could see me “I would have come right away,” he said.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI7iA17B3y3
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTC03mUt2vx
“I told them not to,” I mumbled.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWSYymFCnYM
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzbY6razCFo
“Jesus,” he breathed and pulled me into his arms again. “I answered to that call because I wanted to hear your voice,” He explained and buried his face into the crook of my neck. “But I was hurt,” he explained “I’m so sorry,” he mumbled as he stroked my hair.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAoIaBbFeys
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUONjEDhbUR
“That’s okay. I just thought I should tell you because that’s why I’m hanging out with Alex lately,” I winced.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjI26ffhVaB
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUURO8YmgaC
“Oh,” he said. “Okay,” he said softly; blinking trying to find something to say.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAtrsvYYATS
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdYJocKIz5s
“You have absolutely nothing to fear about him,” I told him, searching his eyes for something that tells me he needed to be convinced.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4MY7RhugMn
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ43OUIEToAV
“Sure?” he whispered. I raised my hands and put them on either side of his face, my thumbs stroking his cheeks, and leaned forward.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuxKeUXaBy9
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEE1riHZUbp
“Good or bad, there’s nobody else out there for me besides you. It was always about you Damien,” I whispered “Always,” I sighed. His hands gripped my body and my lips connected with his in a passionate kiss.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4NJxFjrMMS
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4H2qzkhMVj
“Good. Because I love you very much and I couldn’t bear loosing you again,” he whispered as he held me in his arms. My heart had healed and was flying inside my chest. I pulled back and attacked him with my lips.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPauH5WQKl3
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbzN7hGCCOg
It didn’t take much time to feel him growing hard beneath me as I kept kissing him. I leaned over the bedside table and grabbed a condom. I gave it to him and shifted so he could wear it.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAWmzJS7MOu
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcpaXnuzf8Y
I don’t know if it was because he got scared I was in the hospital when he left me or because I finally admitted that I loved him more than life itself but he had more passion and tension to his moves than any other time.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXxTq7mDLcr
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuf6SZ8FYZt
“Stay with me for a few days,” he said as I was laying into his arms.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtgP0vvZAcn
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCSt3lZkgmS
“I need to be back by Monday because I have a class I need to attend,” I said.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2aiuWadYgJ
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSmKzfecPW8
“That’s four whole days,” he said and I could hear his smile. My dream was coming true; Damien and I in Tuscany. I couldn’t have asked for anything more.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYD04tIXqE3
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn38D6RofMQ
[+++]584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPXnnSOaITF
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrvfnkae9DG
I was patiently waiting for Damien to log in. For the two months we were apart, this was our relationship. Sometimes I was wondering if it was right. Maybe he needed someone closer to him.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRlDqldScRy
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo4gpEvEGH8
And right on time, before I begun sinking in my own thoughts, I saw his name popping up on the side of my screen. A smile formed on my lips.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1sO1haR7zI
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCmOzQ5YZ54
“Hey,” I smiled to him. He was lying on the bed, the laptop on his side.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsHlf5L1lXV
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡahLmXq927v
“Hey, baby,” he smiled back. He had his skeleton glasses on but no t-shirt. I sighed.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUqMpDpTg9x
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt80X8lJjij
“How are you? You look tired,” I winced, trying to focus on his face; ignoring his body.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ACSVGT4LP
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwvlieEGADL
“Yeah,” he replied, as he lid on a cigarette “It was a long day. We had some problems.”584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzgq3KYlb0D
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb218yl1kt9
“Oh, is everything okay?”584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSbVthqTnTV
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAIxucK6p3f
“Yes but I really don’t want to bore you with this,” he said “How are you?”584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoN356vqnPh
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaYGmeSbs9t
“You’re not boring me!”584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡais4nIMT6D
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeYZs7k029g
“I don’t really wanna think about work, I just want to talk to you and relax,” he said. His voice was so tired I wanted to give him a big hug.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAINTR5MUHo
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyVPImTdXtd
“I wanna hug you so bad,” I pouted. “And put a t-shirt on! Please!” I told him. Damien chuckled.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4N31Yj1rvz
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkrEN6WsEdB
“It’s so hot here!” he explained and rubbed his hand over his bare chest.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFOs5U1Gk1L
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCY4WyR2T9l
“Fine!” I said and without a second thought, I pulled my top over my head, revealing my red bra. “So, I have a test in three days.” I said indifferently.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrlhct5iQbN
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf6uuvMEqIS
“You play dirty, ladybag,” he narrowed his eyes and I smirked.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0jWPFLUvKF
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwIbL6q9f7w
“Have I made my point?” I arced a brow. Damien laughed and nodded but made no move to cover himself. “So, you’re not gonna wear a t-shirt huh?” I smiled.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt8B214HMcf
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjNPVemaGkC
“Of course not!” he scoffed “I like what I see!” he said as he kept smiling.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkrZdZzWDXD
“Stop staring at my boobs,” I narrowed my eyes and put my hands on my breasts to cover them by squishing them. I realized what I was doing when his smile widened.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdYx6JMZ7qj
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlLZ3kaWS4Y
“I’m more than allowed to stare at them. I can stare at them, touch them, kiss them, bid them…” he said sloewly as he exhaled his cigarette smoke.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4cyJZlF0CR
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWcD6cpo5on
“Oh, my God. Stop it,” I bid my bottom lip and removed my hands. I wanted him so bad. “And they’re not yours. They are mine. So shut up!”584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡinGujMVYqC
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ8X5TEO144
“You’re mine, thus your boobs are mine.” he teased.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡElUDBkQ3mv
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7rh6Uru0w
“You don’t own me, Simmons!” I narrowed my eyes pointing my finger to the camera but I so liked the way that sounded.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2gIcAnn53b
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4pzyMiG1Eg
“Are sure about that?” He teased.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhjhluqSnFJ
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk7OW07VO5n
“No. But stop it because I want you so so so bad and you’re far far away -” I winced.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡomPFJN68P3
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoH6S54KPjl
“To a long lost kingdom?” he mocked. My pout turned into a laugh in a second.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3X8bpHZlr7
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡksFTSfhGXt
“I love you,” I smiled. He always made me laugh and smile when I felt down.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5n8J5w7A9R
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyZjnKAPKtq
“I love you too, baby,” he smiled back. “And I miss you,” he added.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmou7eFWAoS
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgeXGp8uEUl
We started talking about other stuff, my upcoming exam, his brother and sister. I managed to get him to talk about work a little bit because I didn’t like it when he kept the anxiety of work to himself.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQOVVBJ9s7i
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHCGhDmqRHN
“Oh, I got news!” he said out of the blue as he seemed to remember something.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUTgEHctLx5
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnExK4JYB2Z
“What?” I asked as I sipped my ice tea.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsxUYs0euId
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgXtBVJ2VvY
“Matt’s sister is getting married,” he informed me.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsoPHLUWymO
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHbX3tlVyBT
“How old is she?” was my first question. Since his best friend Matt was at Damien’s age and she was younger…584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHvSpzvO80j
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIEKFXEIpnN
“She’s twenty.”584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiummdZCHBr
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUMWCP43Hk
“She’s young!” I breathed wide-eyed. She was barely a year older than me. “How long have they been together?”584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbBz11P6TGO
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcpefsTVrCD
“Four years I think.”584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEB9btkwXjT
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIrJYrpB4NZ
“Oh. It partly sounds reasonable now,” I shrugged my shoulders.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpsaOn1fqt1
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmob5L3Kr5J
“Partly?” Damien chuckled. I winced. It felt weird talking to my boyfriend about marriage.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqWi4uX1T3g
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTfBfmzvC4m
“I don’t know,” I begun, as it was one of those subjects that you have to choose your words very carefully before speaking. “I understand someone wanting to move forward in their relationship after being together for four years. But she’s only twenty,”584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG89bQugypC
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAazM9SAikR
“So?” he frowned lightly “You think she might miss out on someone else?” he asked.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Yx4Hl3iJe
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIrtxBEvs7z
“No,” I shook my head “She may be immature for such a thing. That’s all,” I explained.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbMLO70WxkB
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFrk03Tbuva
“Yeah,” he replied looking like he was thinking about it “I agree with you on that.”584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrebpjVHXRp
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3g22YZ02vC
“I mean,” and once I open my mouth and words find me, I can’t seem to shut up. “I don’t see marriage just as a piece of paper. Being married won’t stop someone from cheating on you or hurting you,” I explained; my eyes averting from the screen for a moment.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG5mDuvLfnW
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAsauyTVfOZ
“Yes, I agree,” he nodded. “If someone wants to do it, it will happen,” he said. I scoffed lightly as Alex crossed my mind. “No matter if you’re married or not,” he finished his thought.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNzmCdiTUY4
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3rvwj9v4Xy
“Yes it will,” I whispered, a bitter smile on my lips; Damien eyed me over his glasses as if turning his head towards me would make me feel weird.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgeqiXqxODC
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTMeiwWnYjl
“So, how do you see it?” he asked, ignoring my comment and chancing the subject.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkCsqxvcm6A
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6dJkJpl3lN
“It’s not just a paper you put in a drawer somewhere and a ring that will only remind you that you’re not free! I think that marriage is much more!” I said and sat back against the cushions; still without a top on. He rubbed his belly calmly; the move causing me to lose my focus for a moment. “It’s something that needs commitment, much love and compromises in order to work; In order to create a family. That’s it. It’s family,” I decided. “Marriage is the creation of your new family.”584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡioehmNw2Ep
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjhUo5bfeb3
“You can create a family without being married to someone,” Damien argued. I remained completely calm as he expressed views that no girl would like to hear her boyfriend having.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpdmfuHXayk
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUtgnbwA1EM
“What you’re talking about is being married on paper,” I said “I’m talking about being married in here,” I said and pointed at my heart “And here,” and pointed at my temple and smiled at him. “And yes, being actually married isn’t necessary in order to create a family, if the couple is committed to each other, but I think it’s nice being married in a church if you’re religious or in the city hall if you’re not…just for the sake of your parents!” I chuckled.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ66fmCg39SM
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFLXZbhl6pD
“I swear that sometimes I think you’re older than me,” Damien smiled back at me. I chuckled.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHk7QTyjgHh
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYGQKps9ZBX
I just hope I didn’t freak him out but that’s my beliefs on the matter and if he got scared by it or felt pressure maybe he wasn’t the right guy for me. On the other hand, he had proven to me that he really was that guy. He really was what I wanted and needed.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLS0WH20eAy
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqzL6BvcNn5
Besides, I was too young for stuff like that. I didn’t actually told him that but by telling him that Matt’s sister was too young I think I made my point. So, there really was no reason for him to feel any pressure.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡudVMuqj98E
♠ ♠ ♠
Title Credits:584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPzKJOS1EZl
Til Kingdom Come by Coldplay584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPbhkfaVQ2h
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp3rXwNEZtw
Notes:584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvVKnhKFIns
The story ended back in 2010, but as I was going through my old note, I found 3 more chapters written. Chapters that I actually thought I've shared with you, as there were in my head as a basic part of the story. So, I decided to do some editing and share them. In this chapter, only the last paragraph was added.584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgtRVPXXaW2
584Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLBLmqiIzCO
Two more completely new chapters are coming! :)
