I was lying in his arms; my cheek on his bare chest while my arm was resting on his stomach. I was shaping little lines as my fingertips rocked back and forth softly on his skin while his arm around my shoulders was stroking my own skin softly. I didn’t want to move from where I was.507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSBstti1BH9
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“Did you regret it?” I heard him ask in a low, hesitant voice. I raised my head from his chest so I could see his face.507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWSQHsUvTF6
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“Regret what?” I asked back; a light frown on my face.507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHak7sMqsyB
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“Coming here with me,” he replied looking into my eyes.507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdmBI6pt2PZ
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“No,” I frowned and almost exclaimed “Why are you saying that?” I asked and shifted on the mattress to be able to look at him better.507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ91wjRzu6YC
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“Because you’re being weird since we got here,” he sighed.507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ZcxOk75Uq
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“I'm always weird, remember?” I chuckled trying to change the mood.507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzF30Tymiie
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“I'm serious,” he said and my face went serious too. I always felt intimidated when he was serious. Maybe because I always believed that I wasn't smart enough for him. It was easy when we were joking around but when he was serious I felt like the little girl that I was.507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyYodCGbuum
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“Me too,” I sighed in order to relax “I don’t regret coming here with you,” I shook my head lightly “Or making love with you,” I assured him. His face remained blank for a moment and that worried me.507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7vyl8lzPra
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“Okay,” he finally nodded. I hoped he would let it go. I reached up and kissed his lips softly. He gripped my neck when I pulled away and pulled me back to his lips. I parted my lips when I felt his soft tongue on my lips and allowed him entrance.507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6YbdxsOrrb
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“I need to get a shower,” I mumbled when I pulled away.507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv8rO3NTS4E
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“Come on then,” he grinned and got up.507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyLGobR5ISP
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“You only got your bag up here you selfish man?” I scoffed as I noticed his bag next to the closet.507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdvJPqBLQPv
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“I was in a rush,” he explained with a smirk and looked at me from the door. “I’ll call you when the water is ready,” he winked at me and left.507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGrflNQQqeF
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I laid on my stomach, my arms squishing the pillow. I still couldn’t believe this. I couldn’t believe I was here with Damien. The back of my mind, for a split of second, was convinced that this was just a dream.507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkEHKuYIyxi
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“Ladybug?” I heard him calling. This was real.507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfmICdIUOft
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I stood up and walked towards the bathroom. He was standing with his back to the door; testing the water. At first I got a little bit nervous but then again I just had sex with him. So, I took a deep breath and walked into the bathroom.507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbJJ9RtiRF9
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I smirked at the side of his wide shoulders and his stiff butt as he bent down in the tub. I walked up behind him and put my arms around his waist. He backed away from the tub and I rested my cheek on his back.507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfBUI7XorJ4
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“Hey,” he greeted me and took one of my wrists in his hand; breaking my hold. He turned around in my arms and put his palms against my cheeks. I parted my lips to breathe and stood on my tiptoes and kissed him. A moan left my throat as his tongue touched mine and my grip around him tightened.507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡASlIT4iBuR
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After we cleaned each other he put his arms around me and kept me close to him. In the faint light that was coming from the hallway, I could see his beautiful gray eyes staring back at me. I raised my hands and put them on either side of his face; my fingers on the side of his neck while my thumb was stroking his lips.507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡItfadB8TNE
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He was here with me. I tried to memorize his features as he looked back at me and I closed my eyes to test my memory. I could still see his handsome face; his piercing gray eyes; his wet brown hair, pulled back on his head; his soft baby-like skin and his pink full lips.507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9GrqgYPYiJ
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“Kiss me,” I breathed and slowly opened my eyes again. He put his palm against the back of my neck and pulled me to him; his lips parting mine and his tongue entering my mouth and stroking mine softly.507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlAJOjRbHYi
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When we broke the kiss, we both got out of the tub. When I wrapped the clean towel around my wet torso he put his hands on my face once again and begun kissing me. He pulled away, only to rest his forehead against mine and sighed.507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4NjC42GuT3
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“I won’t leave you,” he breathed out of the blue as if to assure me; as if he knew I was scared.507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3f2jFHKrt0
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“Don’t,” I shook my head and pulled away “Please don’t,” I said and took another step away from him; shaking my head rapidly.507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoax8zpxD8F
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“What?” he asked; his voice just a whisper.507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOHRQrnaOPE
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“Don’t promise me things,” I whispered back, my voice weak while I stopped moving. He took a step as well and stopped right in front of me.507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4PiaVjlkRZ
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“I mean it,” he said; his voice sounding confident.507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0LFyupzUF2
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“No. Please,” I trailed; my face falling now. I didn't want to hear promises. Suddenly the bathroom seemed very small to hold me and I wanted to get out. I left him standing there and went to his bedroom.507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzr9XZyNwCh
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I was sitting motionless on his bed when he walked into the room. I was too scared. What if I opened up and he hurt me? I knew that if he, out of all people, hurt me I wouldn't be the same. I loved him as long as loved myself; even before that. Deep down I wanted to open up to him; I wanted to give him the chance to try and earn my trust because it was Damien. If I didn't want to try, I wouldn't be sitting on his bed after all.507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAxQmgMKoEW
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He crouched in front of me and searched for my eyes; resting his palms on my knees. He had a towel wrapped around his lower waist as I noticed but I refused to look into his eyes. He raised one hand on my cheek to make me look at him. I could feel the moisture in my eyes. So much for promising not to cry in front of him again .507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFskM6L3xmB
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“Please don’t,” he pleaded and my heart skipped a bit. He was bored seeing me cry. “It hurts to see you cry,” he breathed and that made my heart lighten up.507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVFKgTyxAbS
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“Is just...” I trailed. It felt great hearing him say all that stuff to me and that scared me.507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJOtLh0IQF
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“Yes?” he encouraged.507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOsR7rKj8Gi
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“I have so many things to tell you,” I manage to say “But I’m not sure if I can or if I should,” I wanted to tell him I liked him since...I can't even remember since when. I wanted to tell him everything; that he was the first guy I ever cried for or dreamed of. Maybe it was too soon? Or maybe he had to know.507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTaga1kbM5N
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“You have all the time you need. I’ll be here,” he said; his voice soft. I didn’t look at him. “Erica...” he trailed; waiting for me to look at him. “It’s me,” he looked at me; putting both hands on either side of my face “You know me your whole life,” he said suggesting that I should trust him.507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkUKnnPiSnc
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“That’s the problem,” I mumbled.507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqF7jfxIPW8
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“Why is that a problem?” he asked confused. “It’s what makes us, us.”507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTORWqFvD5q
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“I know,” I whispered “Just give me some time.”507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKgaB2KzZ4J
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“Okay my ladybug, I will,” he smiled “Can I have a kiss?” he asked trying to fix my mood. I looked at him and my lips curled up into a small smile as I nodded.507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWfvKuslUdd
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As we kissed I pulled myself further back into his bed and he followed after me; climbing on top of me. He removed our towels and got comfortable between my legs as he kissed me again. I felt all my need traveling from my lips to his; the desperation to be with him.507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNtu7h7mqP8
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He must have felt it, for he gripped my body tight as his kiss grew more passionate and felt him growing hard against me. He moved his lips down to my neck and nipped the skin; leaving his mark.507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6acdGRelD
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“I want you,” I whispered to his ear before pulling him into another kiss. I pushed him on his back and stayed on his side. “Sit up,” I breathed.507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmyXDYlgPiX
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“You’re being bossy,” he smirked but sat with his back against the wall. I climbed on his lap and began kissing him as my hands traced his bare chest and moved down to his stomach. I felt him shift beneath me, his erection brushing between our bodies. I smiled against his lips and took it in my palm, causing him to groan.507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7mnpxTs8AL
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My lips moved to his neck as my hand slid up and down his dick slowly; his hands on my hips. I kissed his shoulder and moved onto his chest with little kisses.507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkzuJiMeSkg
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“Get a condom from the drawer,” he said; his voice husky. I backed away from him and did as he told. I had the condom between my fingers of my left hand as I climbed back to his lap; my hand replacing his on his dick. I placed my lips on his and I was lost once his tongue touched mine; like every time.507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQGBge54tKb
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He took the condom from my fingers and I pulled slightly back to give him room to put it on. Once he had it on, he put his hands on either side of my hips and led me to him and I rested my hands on his chest. I slid down on him slowly; allowing myself to adjust to him. This time it was different; more relaxed and passionate.507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGwCMav4No4
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He released my thighs and put one hand on the back of my neck pulling me to him. I could taste his lust into my mouth as his tongue stroked mine eagerly. Lost by the kiss I forgot to move upwards but he didn’t seem to mind as he griped my body tighter and kissed me deeper. I tightened my walls around him but didn’t move as he released my lips.507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRMJbsiTBZM
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“Be mine,” he whispered; his voice hoarse. “I want you to be mine,” he spoke again and my breath came out into a wild gasp as butterflies filled my stomach and chest.507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnKIidZE968
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“I'm yours Damien,” I whispered back “I was always yours.” I shouldn’t have said that.507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR1BS1O30iG
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“Good,” he smiled a breathless smile “Because it hurts how much I need you,” he whispered and our lips connected and I began sliding up and down once again.507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSLCaZ9TzeD
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He had his cheek against my upper chest, his forehead touching my chin as I lay on the bed; my fingers through his soft hair. Once my breathing and my heart rate decreased to its normal speed, I felt happy. I felt him move and I opened my eyes to see the reason. He was staring at me.507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9P0kSogU9h
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“Yes?” I chuckled nervously.507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUoxwpzeL3p
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“You look so beautiful,” he stated and I felt the blood rushing to my cheeks.507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeIKLfxjGOc
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“Thank you,” I replied. “I am so…” I began but I couldn’t find the word I was looking for “I'm happy” I finally whispered. It’s been so long since I’ve felt like this. Since I’ve felt complete.507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx7P08BhKyf
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“I'm happy that you’re happy,” he smiled placed a kiss on my skin. He sighed and lay back down on my chest.507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBgXTugGAW3
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“Damien?” I mumbled.507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQOpX25pP1a
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“Yes?” he responded.507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVQt4qanhf
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“I'm sorry if takes time,” I began and he pulled away again to face me “To tell you the things I have and want to say.”507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ81pV8SoY9N
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“I told you I’m not leaving,” he stated.507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEsAs6lfGTE
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“I...” I began. What if I say that I can’t believe him? Would that be that bad?507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVLZnaD3Gbh
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“Yes?” he waited.507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbkSI9Zedbm
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“It’s hard for me to…” I rephrased and he got up form my chest once again.507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJibMrLvBQb
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“To believe me?” he ended the sentence for me. I looked into his gray eyes. He obviously could see right through me. I nodded and he sighed in response.507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKMaerWR7Ie
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“I know baby girl. I know,” he sighed.507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYsi3kxGoNZ
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I believed the words Alex told me and where did that got me? I gave him my heart, I believed in him and he ripped me apart. It’s not that I didn’t want to believe Damien. I did. It’s that I couldn’t. Every time he said to me that he wouldn’t leave me, a small voice in my head was mocking me for wanting to believe his words.507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡypHB9M8NQ2
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“When are you going to tell Cleo and Max?” he asked out of the blue.507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzELznJbmKQ
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“Ahh. Leave me alone,” I groaned and pouted at him making him chuckle.507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5w6jm30Pny
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“Do you want me to...?” he begun.507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7k9SUC8pAf
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“No!” I shook my head “It has to be me,” I said “I just wanted to wait a little bit first,” I winced.507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSVrPasyAS2
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“Why?” he slowly asked.507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIze9H52e4T
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“You’re asking too much today,” I narrowed my eyes at him trying to avoid his question.507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHeeXWcRGFa
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“Erica…” he said; a serious tone in his voice. There was that tone again. I hoped he didn't know the effect it had on me.507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGKjTlHDiqK
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“I wanted to see where this would go,” I bit my bottom lip and looked away from him.507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0fCsRsVx65
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“So, I have to play hide and seek for a year or two then?” he narrowed his eyes. That sounded nice. He actually had me into his plans. I couldn’t fight back a grin.507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpV5lKj8pX5
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“Clown,” he mumbled and shook his head.507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI3OVasoL4S
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“Fine,” I groaned “I’ll try on Monday,” I played angry. He chuckled and leaned to kiss me.507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ8kO0GmnKP
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“No promises though,” I quickly added before he crashed his lips to mine.507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL1mNbDcAi7
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