I'm tired of repeating myself and I'm so afraid that one day he start to will resent my openess and ask me to keep all of this numbness to myself117Please respect copyright.PENANAiz2zicNCQW
so afraid that one day my depression will over take me and somehow end my relationship117Please respect copyright.PENANA5Yx8KrL4x2
and resentful that my only real connection is with someone I could fall out of love with at any moment117Please respect copyright.PENANAR82gps4tJR
What if my one secure attachment gets tired of me?117Please respect copyright.PENANAfthzZXOkGa
What if i grow tired of him?117Please respect copyright.PENANALSJg7Z1SHp
What if we keep at it for long enough that we need to force it to make it work and end up hating eachother?117Please respect copyright.PENANAIpG6aHPawk
I hate all of these possibilities and I dont think any of them are acceptable but at the same time, if its meant to happen, it will117Please respect copyright.PENANAov2GlmqZSk
And as i write that my gut is wrenching 117Please respect copyright.PENANA2SMqrJUMMz
I feel so alive with him and yet so trapped. Just want to die and escape all of this 117Please respect copyright.PENANA3CmtEPuI52
but I could never actually kill myself, no matter how much i want to117Please respect copyright.PENANA5Hz7lrwbxX