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連綿的霪雨,不停不歇的下著。598Please respect copyright.PENANAtpByYUHRuB
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『嘩啦——』598Please respect copyright.PENANAg29luhc8Xb
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「這都下多久了......」598Please respect copyright.PENANAIRkqOkS7Ee
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意識模糊的睜著眼,望著玻璃窗上那隨著風搖落的斜紋雨滴。598Please respect copyright.PENANAHrOuqfvVpi
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枕頭上一片濕溽,是淚水?還是雨水?伸手抹了一把臉上的濕潤,將手指送進嘴裡——鹹的、苦的,眼淚。598Please respect copyright.PENANAIv8clkchDe
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尚未收拾完畢的行李散了一床,只能驅著身體縮在僅剩的小小空間裡,無法伸展的四肢捲曲的互相依偎。598Please respect copyright.PENANAJ0Sd5IYBdF
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能夠一直這樣就好,不要醒來就好。598Please respect copyright.PENANAPX0sSBepfu
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『鈴——鈴——』598Please respect copyright.PENANArWcbxMxC9U
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終究還是被鈴聲驚醒,是男人的來電。暫時搬去了他家,盡管家人反對,但最後仍然坳不過我,讓我住進了他家。598Please respect copyright.PENANAxkDARVU1i4
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一路上,我們都沉默不語,他也沒有一字半句。598Please respect copyright.PENANAH5jxfiDYso
598Please respect copyright.PENANALcCJ3bwc3h
車子緩緩駛進曾經非常介意的那條路,那間A曾經去過的餐廳,以及A曾經去過的鞋店,都在。598Please respect copyright.PENANABUWPKxRbY1
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「怎麼了?」他擔心的瞟了我一眼。598Please respect copyright.PENANAZ4P7AhzfvB
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「......不,沒什麼」我別過頭,敷衍的給了他一句話。598Please respect copyright.PENANAs7O4MSjUBu
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我幾乎忘了身邊還有個『他』存在,這個在我最難受時,毫不猶豫擁抱我的男人。598Please respect copyright.PENANAGE7EG2W13g
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我選擇了報答他的方式——我和他在一起了,我們交往,甚至做愛。598Please respect copyright.PENANAClrsqKKG9S
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離去時,我瞄了眼那七彩的招牌,燈光依舊炫麗,但我發現它的顏色似乎比以前更加地黯淡,是因為雨水沖刷,還是我的錯覺?598Please respect copyright.PENANAtH9C5e4jO8
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到了他家,忍不住又陷入淺而混濁的昏睡,雖然,學校的報告一樣都沒寫。598Please respect copyright.PENANA8wQ68NifuA
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依舊是惡夢,那些還沒放下還沒看開的,一切。598Please respect copyright.PENANAtC7HJjYffD
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某天,一邊刷牙洗臉,一邊看著鏡中的自己。瞬間被熟悉的感覺淹沒,彷佛在經過長久的割裂與漠視後,從前的自己回來了。598Please respect copyright.PENANA1azXqdDUXH
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從前的我,站在現在的鏡前,這浴室,這房子,此處悲傷與歡喜的交界,明明是他家,但我卻看見了她的身影,然後開始做惡夢。598Please respect copyright.PENANAk200hrKHBG
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是妳帶著惡夢回來了嗎?開始恐懼,拍打著水面想讓她的倒影消失......598Please respect copyright.PENANABXaqkBvqmM
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「你在做什麼?!」他抱住了我,從背後將我泛著鮮紅的手腕錮住。598Please respect copyright.PENANAZ39gm5bUsr
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紅?我流血了?滿地的碎片,是被我破壞後留下的痕跡。幾片碎片上,還殘留著我的血液。598Please respect copyright.PENANAdLIvbaiFwA
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「還會痛嗎?」598Please respect copyright.PENANAk0s4SGgJqh
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「不會了,謝謝。」598Please respect copyright.PENANAGiOtGLe8Og
598Please respect copyright.PENANAhLIDaSeqDP
他細心的替我包扎,也不管鮮血染上了他的手、他的衣服。然後,我們一起到了陽台,外面下著雨,小小的、細微的雨絲。598Please respect copyright.PENANAnzxtuFuKIZ
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這時候我想起了過去,也曾經與A在陽台,也是像今天一樣下著小雨。那時的妳,嬌嗔的說著,討厭雨天,希望能放晴。598Please respect copyright.PENANAHmAN11jRVx
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那次是我的生日,沒有蛋糕、沒有蠟燭。盡管如此,我們還是用了火柴來取代那些,點了火光,許了三個願望:598Please respect copyright.PENANAF70KE2DzEZ
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聽說,第三個願望要放在心裡才會實現,但那時的我依舊認為『只要妳在我身邊,不管說什麼都會實現。』598Please respect copyright.PENANALOJZy6Ye9R
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『我的第一個願望是,希望每天都是晴天。』598Please respect copyright.PENANAt70ZIwEPrS
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我一直以為,妳會陪伴在我身邊,直到一切的願望都實現。598Please respect copyright.PENANArqgsLXTnOx
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『第二個願望是,希望每個晴天,我都能陪在妳身邊。』598Please respect copyright.PENANAABAVC8yjgs
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當時的我真的以為,我能夠給妳完整的幸福。598Please respect copyright.PENANAy3x1Jcxs2x
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『第三個願望是,能夠給妳幸福。』
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恍惚之間,我回到了現實。598Please respect copyright.PENANAeMxFX8Fz2B
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「如果......一直是晴天就好了。」我垂著頭,脫口而出。598Please respect copyright.PENANAT8kxOvZMZE
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「白癡嗎?一直是晴天,那地球得鬧乾旱了。」他抽著菸,望著遠方,語氣冷沉,卻帶了點譏諷。598Please respect copyright.PENANAe432MWgrli
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「也是。」598Please respect copyright.PENANALroVDoD8X0
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我只是在逃避。598Please respect copyright.PENANArBA9lgvlQA
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因為我想起了A...想起了我跟A的對話598Please respect copyright.PENANAL6kOGIAIuk
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我對她說:『我愛妳,一定會給你幸福的。』598Please respect copyright.PENANAqAE227uVKw
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她對我說:『對不起,我要的幸福,你給不了。』598Please respect copyright.PENANADJcNrasUxF
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從那之後,我的世界彷彿只剩下了雨天。
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夜晚,仍是下著雨,外頭黑壓壓的一片,烏鴉猖狂的鳴叫,似乎對我叫囂著。598Please respect copyright.PENANA1lK0CV4yhi
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我衝出了家門,正確來說,是他的家門。598Please respect copyright.PENANAnicREFgAns
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發了瘋似地,彷佛聽不見任何聲音,看不見身旁呼嘯而過的景色......妳的一切始終跟著我,逃不開,離不去。598Please respect copyright.PENANAciAOJdOHz4
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不停地跑不停地跑不停地跑不停地跑——直到,我發現自己跪在地上,眼裡的刺痛,分不清是淚水或是雨水。598Please respect copyright.PENANAent6OVJFPE
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A離開之後,我的世界開始下雨,傾盆大雨,那樣的雨聲像要撞擊在心臟上一樣。598Please respect copyright.PENANAdCPCAiKAuK
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「別走!」
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總會想著,妳會不會後悔沒有緊緊抓住我?
總會想著,沒有我的晴天,妳是否也會那樣開心的笑著?598Please respect copyright.PENANAX7oqJHu12p
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「不要管我,你回去吧!」
總覺得,不需要再說出任何承諾。598Please respect copyright.PENANAyQqJadQ87N
總覺得,這個世界已經沒有晴天。598Please respect copyright.PENANAeEHuDCLUKP
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就像聖誕節期盼著聖誕老人的到來,但隔天卻什麼都沒有一樣。598Please respect copyright.PENANAreXu1WBu5g
598Please respect copyright.PENANApP7IX77lWd
「反正,許過的願望,從不會實現。」598Please respect copyright.PENANA9XIzSXWkpQ
598Please respect copyright.PENANANgjmTTZTij
雨水模糊了視線,令我看不清前方的景色,只依稀看見,背著光的他,眼裡閃著灼亮,不知為何,緊緊的瞅著我。598Please respect copyright.PENANAlEvmJLMeYH
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「過來!」他對我喊著。598Please respect copyright.PENANA3N6ts7n7dl
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「不。」我退後了一步。598Please respect copyright.PENANARD2Wl3BFI2
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他低吼著叫了我的名字,通常他只會在真正發怒時,口氣才會這麼重。他不斷地靠近我,我不斷地後退,直到他抓住我手臂的剎那,才忽然發現,眼前的男人令我感到一股壓迫,但卻又無比的溫暖。598Please respect copyright.PENANAeUNKay4IuK
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就像一道光線,逐步地想吞噬我築起的黑色高牆。598Please respect copyright.PENANAAhIlseyKap
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我又退了幾步,抗拒地想拉開與他的距離。598Please respect copyright.PENANAP2KQa2qQU1
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「我......」598Please respect copyright.PENANAvpYHhrixMh
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「不要靠近我!」598Please respect copyright.PENANAXiHmPlH3T0
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我一直知道,他很溫柔,很有耐心的想將我從過去給拉出來......598Please respect copyright.PENANAmBBTlPVVqw
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但是,我卻無法相信自己。598Please respect copyright.PENANA0twOr2Vr3G
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「結束吧,我們結束吧!我許的願望終究沒有實現!我給不起任何人幸福!我沒有辦法——」598Please respect copyright.PENANAog8bNOB1Uc
598Please respect copyright.PENANAixQ4VX9DiV
「你是傻子嗎!」598Please respect copyright.PENANA32yZlGpsgm
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一陣狂風掃過我的面頰,在我眯起眼的同時,跌入了那寬實溫熱的懷抱。我被他緊緊的抱著,緊緊的錮著,無法呼吸,無法思考,然、後......598Please respect copyright.PENANAUx7yAHgaoA
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「你給不了,沒關係,我給的起就行了!」598Please respect copyright.PENANA5zaHeirXbc
598Please respect copyright.PENANAXzGqo1sHN9
你打破了我築起的高牆,毫不猶豫的讓那強烈的光,刺透我的一切。598Please respect copyright.PENANA3MhMiidgZT
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像烈日的太陽一般。598Please respect copyright.PENANAsKEAAyTPPZ
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一直都相信著,只要許下願望,就一定能實現。598Please respect copyright.PENANAZyzR0fI2yg
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就像期盼著十二月份的聖誕節、聖誕老人的禮物,明明知道一切都是假的,卻又想去相信。598Please respect copyright.PENANAHRIiTTM0NA
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「我們回家,好嗎。」598Please respect copyright.PENANAXGsNmxNKAD
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即使如此,你仍然滿懷著耐心,待在我身邊。598Please respect copyright.PENANAFKwf5CPKXG
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就算下著大雨,就算仍然待在黑暗之中,就算,依舊沒有放晴。598Please respect copyright.PENANAHExP1bqx5L
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我衝上前,雖然無法完全拋棄過去,但是……598Please respect copyright.PENANAMKg8Y93crH
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我相信,未來的我一定會很感激妳,選擇給了自己一個沒有我的晴天。598Please respect copyright.PENANAqTeDLuvSrR
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到底在打什麼鬼......
其實很簡單,就是受被前女友甩了,遇到了攻,但卻一直被過去的陰影所糾纏著的黑暗故事......
不知道這種敘事方式能不能被人接受......我盡力了Orz
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