Alphaメノウ×Omegaリンドウ100Please respect copyright.PENANADn2YyNBrki
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好可怕、好痛、好難受。100Please respect copyright.PENANABvwbgH4t3z
幫幫我——100Please respect copyright.PENANAesmew3LO5N
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「メノウ!」100Please respect copyright.PENANANGfNr2wJpy
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睜開眼睛,方才聽見的呼喊在安靜的病房裡彷彿幻覺一般。100Please respect copyright.PENANADIWH4dngKS
是夢嗎?100Please respect copyright.PENANADSoFOlLsce
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メノウ披著リンドウ的外套蜷在椅子上,迷迷糊糊的將紗布裹著的冰塊貼在臉頰上,直到融化的冰水滴到手上才讓他清醒過來。100Please respect copyright.PENANA4NwbBLNg4q
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吉野在小巷裡幫リンドウ做緊急處置時,用沾了抑制劑的手帕蓋住リンドウ的後頸。100Please respect copyright.PENANAnPdxW533Dv
當下メノウ腦中突然一片空白,想衝上前去把吉野拉開,但在那之前就被ソテツ用拳頭強制「清醒」了。100Please respect copyright.PENANA84kVmEqK8P
被打的當下甚至一點都不覺得痛,如果沒有及時回過神,可能就不只挨這一下了。Alpha的本能還真可怕呢。100Please respect copyright.PENANAZ90kXHNrOn
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這種因為費洛蒙失控而挨揍的情況似乎很常見,醫院的人對メノウ臉上的傷沒有太大的反應,只是拿了包冰塊讓他敷著。100Please respect copyright.PENANAPpbhyq8dmJ
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「リンドウ、什麼時候會醒來呢?」100Please respect copyright.PENANAUYw2Du6dW6
メノウ將滴到手上的水抹到リンドウ額頭上,冰冷的水珠在滾燙的體溫下變得溫熱、乾涸、失去蹤影。100Please respect copyright.PENANAoGkiduPR6j
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據醫生所說,リンドウ是因為抑制劑的罕見副作用突然陷入昏厥,又剛好倒在外面淋雨,導致他同時處於發情期和感冒發燒的情況。100Please respect copyright.PENANAvfrKDenhin
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「所以リンドウ暫時出不了醫院……是這個意思嗎?」100Please respect copyright.PENANAg8qYt7NIBS
「嗯,ケイ已經知道狀況了,如果到下星期リンドウ都還沒出院的話,P的公演就會延後舉行。」100Please respect copyright.PENANAzSA4GnGSRf
「這樣也好,リンドウ這陣子一直讓人放不下心……」100Please respect copyright.PENANA9gAXRgjTNr
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「啊,這次也像之前那樣讓人代替リンドウ的位置就好了,這樣就不必延期了吧?」100Please respect copyright.PENANAeZk2BWiudp
「メノウ!你現在在說什麼……」一旁臉色慘白的真珠突然出言反對メノウ的提案。100Please respect copyright.PENANAguZIcpIKUE
「真珠,在醫院裡要保持安靜。」夜光有些無奈的拉住激動的真珠。「メノウ,就算要找人代替,也得等リンドウ醒過來才能做決定。」100Please respect copyright.PENANAhBliTJ7FA8
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一切都得等リンドウ醒來才行。100Please respect copyright.PENANA3sJAp7SNlv
得在其他人阻攔之前從リンドウ那裡得到回應才行,メノウ將徹底融化的冰塊放到一邊,趴在病床邊閉上眼睛。100Please respect copyright.PENANAXZnesaj6Xo
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空調運轉的聲音,外頭救護車的鳴笛聲,藥車在門外來回走動的聲響,遠遠的還能聽見人痛苦的呻吟聲。100Please respect copyright.PENANAwwSsoBiXIB
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這裡是醫院嗎?醫院是會把燈全都關上的嗎?100Please respect copyright.PENANA7Qzv5cv2E1
リンドウ將頭轉向藥車聲音的方向,本以為至少能看見一點從門縫透出的光線,卻一無所獲。100Please respect copyright.PENANAo3zVDrLWFM
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一點光都看不見。他眨了眨眼睛。100Please respect copyright.PENANAehuFbOeSyj
他所知道的醫院不可能如此昏暗,但周遭過於乾淨的空氣不會說謊。100Please respect copyright.PENANAKfAvc7ftVC
那麼能解釋這個狀況的原因只剩一個。リンドウ吞了口口水,手指微微顫抖。100Please respect copyright.PENANAOV8fH6RNgT
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頭好痛,明明空調吹出的風是涼快的,身體卻異常燥熱,衣服也被汗水弄得濕答答的,感覺非常糟糕。100Please respect copyright.PENANApL8N5jMjoS
全身上下的關節都發出悲鳴,一點細微的動作都會帶來疼痛感,完全提不起力氣,連眨眼都有些力不從心。100Please respect copyright.PENANAIiaaaoHeUj
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他從以前就不喜歡上醫院,但即便是這樣的他也知道,這種身體狀況下他並沒有逃避的選項。100Please respect copyright.PENANAuIIL33nb2K
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發情期結束了嗎?現在在發燒嗎?為什麼眼睛會看不見?100Please respect copyright.PENANADJ8LP7Mqca
現在是幾號?是早上還是晚上?100Please respect copyright.PENANA0T1gf3lM0F
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還有——100Please respect copyright.PENANAuYgjrpnicp
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「有誰在嗎?」100Please respect copyright.PENANA4xD6zwAkX8
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リンドウ將手抬起,在空氣中搖晃了幾下。 100Please respect copyright.PENANAHESJzMmsRn
看來病房裡除了他之外誰都不在,周遭一點反應都沒有。100Please respect copyright.PENANAJTkAl78Ydo
那就一會兒,稍微消沉點也沒關係吧?100Please respect copyright.PENANAfyiNDimEzH
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「有誰在嗎?」100Please respect copyright.PENANAaBCnDy5yyH
凌晨三點,メノウ被リンドウ沙啞的聲音喚醒。100Please respect copyright.PENANA6yLxwvwjc8
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錯過回應的時機,他在一旁靜靜的看著リンドウ的手抬起,無力的搖晃後放下。100Please respect copyright.PENANA4mxMm1o5CR
是在確認什麼嗎?メノウ壓著腳步聲走到病床邊,看見リンドウ那翡翠色的眼溢滿了淚水,從眼尾落進頭髮裡。100Please respect copyright.PENANAz6BbFGlVaV
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竟然可以在演技之外的場合看到リンドウ的眼淚,還真難得呢。100Please respect copyright.PENANA1b4imOPwp7
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メノウ將手伸到リンドウ眼前晃了晃,リンドウ雖然睜著眼睛,但瞳孔並沒有跟著メノウ的手有任何變化。100Please respect copyright.PENANALlpd08a4F2
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醫生曾經說過,醫院用的抑制劑有一定機率會在抑制發情的同時壓抑住其他感官,他或許會突然聽不見聲音、看不見東西,也有可能什麼副作用都沒有。100Please respect copyright.PENANAw87idBRmfU
リンドウ的狀況看來是沒抽中好籤。100Please respect copyright.PENANA2LQDOUlFe5
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突然看不見東西應該很害怕吧?100Please respect copyright.PENANAW2LMqrWZHf
是因為覺得沒有人在所以才放心的顯露悲傷嗎?100Please respect copyright.PENANADa3Hnwnlog
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メノウ將手覆在リンドウ眼前,想讓他將眼睛閉上。100Please respect copyright.PENANA7CY2MBZjHM
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「啊、對不起,剛剛沒注意到有人在……請問你是誰?」100Please respect copyright.PENANAPvvtI91ONk
被淚水濕潤的睫毛掃過メノウ的手心。100Please respect copyright.PENANAllznZqccvS
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「該不會從剛才開始你就在了?雖然不知道你是誰,但很抱歉讓你看到難堪的一面。」100Please respect copyright.PENANA6E52rksE8y
被空調弄得乾燥的唇一張一合的,說著不會得到回應的話語。100Please respect copyright.PENANATPHof1W6sy
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メノウ將手拿開,翠綠色的雙眼已經止住淚水,只剩下眼眶的紅暈和メノウ手心的濕潤感。明明很不安卻在人前好好的忍耐下來了呢。100Please respect copyright.PENANAK6LGFtrtkT
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他彎下腰將臉貼近リンドウ,原本只是想仔細看看他的表情,但看著他唇上乾裂的皺褶,メノウ心裡起了另一個念頭。100Please respect copyright.PENANAJIRX3G20DD
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「能幫我跟大家保密嗎……嗚——」100Please respect copyright.PENANACgi71gR4yj
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手緊緊按住リンドウ吊著點滴的手,唇貼上リンドウ的,舌頭趁著開口的間隙伸入。100Please respect copyright.PENANAnS9qHfAVb0
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「嗚……嗚嗯……」リンドウ的手腳試圖掙扎,但身體無力反抗,只能任由メノウ親吻他,舌頭攪動著無力反抗的口腔,將乾裂的嘴唇濡濕,讓他從喉嚨裡發出可憐的低吟聲。100Please respect copyright.PENANA5x9VpsAmeu
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「住……嗚……」100Please respect copyright.PENANADi41PdZ0r1
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心底盤據的汙濁被雨水洗淨,變得輕快,沉在深處的美好浮現在眼前,亮起的舞台燈光、滲入指尖的愉悅之情,在遙遠的夢裡惹人憐愛的嬌吟……100Please respect copyright.PENANA2c4GC06lPH
原本盤桓不去的煩躁感在親吻中弭平,他搞不好會對跟リンドウ接吻這件事上癮吧。100Please respect copyright.PENANAzsJ0fmdoLL
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「哈啊、哈啊……你到底是……」100Please respect copyright.PENANAOxjkSBzFLD
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從深吻中解脫的リンドウ目光渙散的看著前方,頭髮在掙扎中變得凌亂,缺氧的生理性淚水將他的眼睛弄得濕漉漉的,慘白龜裂的唇也被蹭得通紅。100Please respect copyright.PENANACzlkw8L8do
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——全都是我的。是我造成的。100Please respect copyright.PENANADfrWOpNSOV
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他低下頭,伸舌舔了舔リンドウ的唇。興許是怕再次被メノウ趁隙舌吻,リンドウ這次將牙齒咬得緊緊的,不讓メノウ有機可趁。100Please respect copyright.PENANAhSh6k4mgGw
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真可惜。100Please respect copyright.PENANA637tIrKe3I
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「我可以幫你跟大家保密,但作為交換,剛才的事情你也得幫我保密才行。」100Please respect copyright.PENANA521ImBUDKr
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「メノウ……原來是你啊。剛才的事情……別隨便對人做比較好。」100Please respect copyright.PENANAPY4Qf7NgYO
「為什麼?リンドウ不覺得舒服嗎?」100Please respect copyright.PENANAdrKptPKSoD
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「並不是只要舒服就什麼都可以做,嗚——」100Please respect copyright.PENANArCUF2dlfmo
メノウ按住リンドウ的手,再次銜住リンドウ因為緊張而發顫的唇。100Please respect copyright.PENANAKGcp9SrCKs
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「不過,リンドウ不否認舒服這點吧?」100Please respect copyright.PENANAhB91Wtk8Ew
「哈……我不否認メノウ接吻的技術很好,但接吻並不是這種對誰都能做的行為。」100Please respect copyright.PENANABlm6fm8zMY
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「那從リンドウ看來,接吻應該跟誰做?」100Please respect copyright.PENANApeKhNOOugb
「那當然,是跟喜歡的人……」100Please respect copyright.PENANAsqd8S7q9Bx
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「是好孩子會有的答案呢。リンドウ既然這麼說的話,那就是正確的吧。」100Please respect copyright.PENANAIRvGvsbZ0f
但是我不是好孩子,也不是リンドウ這樣的人。メノウ壓低聲音,在リンドウ耳邊說道。100Please respect copyright.PENANAajLj3ga44s
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「至少,在對方說了『不』的時候,應該住手才對吧?」100Please respect copyright.PENANAgkGzSkSSrU
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「如果是舞台上的接吻場景呢?即便這樣也要跟喜歡的人一起嗎?」100Please respect copyright.PENANAzOhYCH9eGF
「舞台的話那是另當別論。」100Please respect copyright.PENANAuSc0PA6FAK
「那把這個也當成戲劇的練習就好了不是嗎?這樣的話你能配合我?」100Please respect copyright.PENANADwMdFVTi5D
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舞台是不一樣的。メノウ對此心知肚明。100Please respect copyright.PENANAU3ZGTRTKLf
在舞台上,即便是相互仇視的角色之間也可能產生激情的熱吻,即便說了「不」也不可能停下。100Please respect copyright.PENANAyoQQjEDnRe
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但在現實裡,リンドウ是正確的——跟メノウ相比。100Please respect copyright.PENANABqnNf5oEpz
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「只要當成練習就好了。」100Please respect copyright.PENANAcfRsA11RmJ
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リンドウ沒有接著回應。100Please respect copyright.PENANAO0n9QLQe86
最初メノウ認為他是在斟酌字句,直到低頭確認時,才發現リンドウ已經睡著了。 100Please respect copyright.PENANAvdppj7MbYJ
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啊,忘記問リンドウ換人的問題了。メノウ後知後覺的想到,明明是為了第一時間從リンドウ那裡得到回覆所以才在醫院過夜的,卻偏偏忘了最重要的事情。100Please respect copyright.PENANAgrIu9eTT96
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「吶,你該怎麼補償我?」100Please respect copyright.PENANAEJpMzP4aLS
將自己過分的胡鬧歸咎於リンドウ,メノウ趴在床邊,聽著淺淺的呼吸聲入睡。100Please respect copyright.PENANA2jqnbC0QLa
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リンドウ的下一次清醒是在隔天早上,メノウ去沖澡的時候。100Please respect copyright.PENANAreTSwzooWM
等メノウ沖完澡回到病房時,リンドウ正在跟マイカ討論住院期間的安排。100Please respect copyright.PENANAG2oBuAB9yC
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這段時間得跟人換班才行。100Please respect copyright.PENANAHDCheMJk4A
メノウ在你住院這兩天一直在翹班,等會見到他的時候得說他一頓。100Please respect copyright.PENANAtjLq10eUnP
真珠他很擔心你喔,下午他會過來看你,到時你多跟他聊聊吧。100Please respect copyright.PENANAXGAZ3qWTbx
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接下來練習時間的也得跟大家商量一下才行。100Please respect copyright.PENANAa1bTC4Mujm
在那之前你還是再多休息一會兒吧,眼睛不是還看不清楚東西嗎……100Please respect copyright.PENANA8VRwY5K0Si
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「リンドウ。」100Please respect copyright.PENANA94yBDjp4Ok
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メノウ在旁邊看著リンドウ跟マイカ的對話,但直到マイカ收拾東西準備離開的此刻,真正重要的公演問題一次都沒被提起過。100Please respect copyright.PENANAY5ZBTzrhNm
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「メノウ,怎麼了?」100Please respect copyright.PENANAfaaewy5ziC
「關於公演,我有事情要跟你說。」100Please respect copyright.PENANAQyrUx3X4X7
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メノウ將公演延期的消息轉達給リンドウ,對方許是早已猜到了,臉上並沒有太多驚訝。100Please respect copyright.PENANAqmhjAnKi8R
愛操心卻又不喜歡表達的リンドウ就算猜到也會裝作不知道,想趁大家不注意偷偷解決吧?100Please respect copyright.PENANArkjhKjZrQ8
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如果藏起來不讓リンドウ知道的話,他也會更理所當然的躲著人獨自煩惱。100Please respect copyright.PENANAj4HJxmZVfC
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「リンドウ,如果你沒能在時間內出院,就請你找人代替你上台,這樣你也能好好休息。」100Please respect copyright.PENANAoBGEZKzghZ
「嗯,我知道。但我不打算讓P的公演延期,也不打算輕易找人代替我。」100Please respect copyright.PENANASp49qD4KjQ
所以,再給我一點時間好嗎?リンドウ說道。100Please respect copyright.PENANABjOtaEdsxv
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「嗯,Top的你這麼說的話,我就會等著的。」100Please respect copyright.PENANADJ5jF0mHBI
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有這個約定的話,這就會變成屬於你跟我的問題。100Please respect copyright.PENANAMKG0UClgxk
我們走在同一條鋼索上,如果你摔落的話我也不能倖免,所以在你摔落之前——在你失手把自己弄壞之前——,我會好好拉住你的。100Please respect copyright.PENANA2aKyRHwG4T
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得到回應的メノウ滿足的離開了病房,遠遠的,他聽見マイカ長長的嘆氣聲。100Please respect copyright.PENANAcETaktxZ9f
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結果還是讓メノウ說出口了。マイカ頭痛的按了按太陽穴。100Please respect copyright.PENANAyCfHyHPMNr
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早上過來的時候正好碰上リンドウ清醒,當時他還很樂觀地想著離出院的日子不遠了。結果現實並不如所想那般一帆風順。100Please respect copyright.PENANAxS2q4AYcrs
雖然抑制劑的副作用一兩天後就會完全消退,但算上等在後頭的發情期,出院日期可能會超出ケイ給的期限。100Please respect copyright.PENANAWxHxEAUUbA
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マイカ原本只打算簡單說明狀況,讓リンドウ先好好休息,否則因為壓力而影響到恢復就糟了。100Please respect copyright.PENANA9WutU90nKs
雖然做好隱瞞的心理準備,但卻沒能避開在醫院裡過夜還順便洗澡的メノウ。100Please respect copyright.PENANAY7G99CTm06
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「那樣跟メノウ承諾,リンドウ你打算怎麼做?醫院是不會讓你以這個狀態出院的。」100Please respect copyright.PENANAwz5mbI7Mgi
「我知道自己在做什麼,等副作用減弱之後我就會請醫院停掉抑制劑,把發情期處理掉。」100Please respect copyright.PENANAxqes0d6n7e
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「你要在這種狀態下一個人度過發情期嗎?不是說了要找個Alpha會比較好嗎?」100Please respect copyright.PENANAPeeCewRJJ2
「但現在要找到適合的人幫忙也需要花時間,就先算了吧,我可以一個人解決掉的。」100Please respect copyright.PENANAE95T5ndKey
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確實,擔心歸擔心,但不管是マイカ還是吉野,都不是能對リンドウ說出「我來幫你」這種話的人,要現在的リンドウ找出能解決發情期問題的Alpha並不實際。100Please respect copyright.PENANAAul3V0e3YN
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「你這麼決定的話,我也不好多說什麼,那來說些別的事情吧?」100Please respect copyright.PENANAldmQ9RvP5P
「什麼樣的事情?」100Please respect copyright.PENANAKKbWW6sgyc
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「喜歡的人造費洛蒙的氣味之類的,你會用到的對吧?」100Please respect copyright.PENANA15yO16Zsj9
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「吃哪個好呢?」メノウ在醫院內的商店繞了幾圈,原本是想省麻煩的挑個微波食品吃就好了,但最後卻停在了零食貨架前。100Please respect copyright.PENANAWuIWU894GU
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「メノウ,你有沒有想過,リンドウ不在的話會怎樣?」100Please respect copyright.PENANAwdih7vjCej
在吉野找到リンドウ之前,ソテツ問メノウ的問題。100Please respect copyright.PENANAKNeKgjZFiv
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「只要能演戲的話不管在哪都無所謂。」100Please respect copyright.PENANAvf81wVQe6s
不管有沒有リンドウ都無所謂,少了誰都沒關係,只要自己能一直演戲就好了。100Please respect copyright.PENANApyuBFXn5bd
就算日常的煩躁感揮之不去,一旦站上舞台,這些都會變得無關緊要。100Please respect copyright.PENANAffBQ01kCCf
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失去リンドウ並不會對「舞台上的メノウ」造成任何打擊,只要這樣就夠了。100Please respect copyright.PENANA3CYj2GnkKa
リンドウ也是如此,只要「舞台上的リンドウ」安然無恙,其他的事都無所謂。100Please respect copyright.PENANAbmZsc1wwRM
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砰咚。100Please respect copyright.PENANANzYHvNpZ79
面前傳來物品掉落的聲音,メノウ低下頭,幾個被自己撥弄過的零食正躺在地上——應該是被他弄掉的吧。100Please respect copyright.PENANAKeaw79JxZS
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「這下就不用選要吃什麼了。」メノウ將掉落地上的零食們抱起,到櫃檯結帳。100Please respect copyright.PENANAYy3LJSJB8m
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病房裡頭只剩リンドウ一個人,他正靠坐在病床上,不發一語的看著窗外。100Please respect copyright.PENANAfeQovo1PpW
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「窗外有什麼東西嗎?」100Please respect copyright.PENANA2CJtHxAQjS
「不,只是醫生讓我多看看遠方,這樣眼睛能恢復的快點。」100Please respect copyright.PENANAJJwYkZ05m3
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「リンドウ要吃牛奶糖嗎?」100Please respect copyright.PENANAn26GilVBMv
「不了,謝謝你的好意。」100Please respect copyright.PENANApBqgJ2px5K
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メノウ把買的零食一字排開,看看自己到底都買了些什麼。100Please respect copyright.PENANANiKCQAdvKA
牛奶糖、口香糖、汽水糖,喉糖和巧克力。100Please respect copyright.PENANA7oOEnnLElA
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「リンドウ沒有什麼想吃的東西嗎?我買了很多。」100Please respect copyright.PENANA5GBg7d6gsQ
「嗯,我剛吃過藥,現在不管吃什麼都是苦的,就不浪費你買的東西了。」100Please respect copyright.PENANA6o6OnoOELz
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昨天好不容易弄出點血色的嘴唇,現在又變成青白色了。メノウ盯著リンドウ的臉想。100Please respect copyright.PENANAsAFrXiQcs2
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嗯,真浪費啊。100Please respect copyright.PENANAv45Vjz8H8x
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メノウ低下頭,剝開一顆牛奶糖含進嘴裡。因為在路上一邊發呆一邊吃糖的關係,回過神來連甜味都被舌頭厭煩,變成苦味。100Please respect copyright.PENANAIlZg7CDkzn
他接著將一旁的巧克力包裝拆開,掰成兩塊。100Please respect copyright.PENANAJ9MRbmuDSv
メノウ將一半握在手裡,嘴裡咬著另一半朝リンドウ走近。100Please respect copyright.PENANAPyKr9VpSN4
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甜過頭的巧克力在嘴裡融化,苦澀感黏呼呼的糾纏著舌頭和喉嚨。100Please respect copyright.PENANAovKmsQabaU
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「メノウ,マイカ說你這兩天都待在醫院裡照顧我,但是我已經醒了,明天開始還是要好好到店裡才行喔。」100Please respect copyright.PENANA4602rOcsy2
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說謊。咬著的巧克力融化了大半。100Please respect copyright.PENANAQAueMbkx9w
你明明知道我待在這裡時都做了些什麼。100Please respect copyright.PENANA8U3qw9ZJ3j
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メノウ將手伸向リンドウ,在他反應過來之前捏住他的下巴,而リンドウ也握住メノウ的手想把他拉開。100Please respect copyright.PENANAC01TALa8a6
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他可以感覺到リンドウ將牙齒咬緊。100Please respect copyright.PENANAzSKQwULW64
雖然說是「照顧」,但昨晚的事情可沒那麼快就能忘記。如果沒有抑制劑阻攔,昨天那種程度的吻就能算是個臨時標記了。100Please respect copyright.PENANAvSLIDzU8Ss
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メノウ用拇指撩開リンドウ的嘴唇,讓リンドウ張開嘴。接著將那手上接近融化的巧克力塞進リンドウ嘴裡。100Please respect copyright.PENANAZEAxd8pz2E
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融化的巧克力被蹭到リンドウ的唇上、臉頰上。慘白的臉沾上了一點一點的棕。100Please respect copyright.PENANA8HNsjZWDwC
メノウ皺了皺眉,將臉貼近リンドウ,伸舌將那些巧克力舔掉,從耳後、臉頰、嘴角。100Please respect copyright.PENANAa19bq5j85m
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塵土是巧克力的味道。100Please respect copyright.PENANAwB5wTggizZ
在疲憊的味蕾上,甜味狼狽的匍匐著,リンドウ無力的手指揪著衣角,抗拒著。100Please respect copyright.PENANA4fZitKDT1X
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「嗚……メ……」リンドウ試圖推開他,但結果就跟昨晚一樣徒勞無功,只能任由メノウ將舌頭伸進口中,將逐漸融化的巧克力塗滿他的舌尖。100Please respect copyright.PENANA7bQendVJ06
像這樣能完全壓制リンドウ的機會可不多呢。メノウ半瞇著眼,看著羞赧的緋色從リンドウ的脖子蔓延到耳尖。100Please respect copyright.PENANAGPTbvWODYb
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「你有沒有想過,リンドウ不在的話會怎樣?」100Please respect copyright.PENANAFbv71dCrlc
「我只要能演戲的話在哪裡也無所謂。」100Please respect copyright.PENANAuOBEkQg0Er
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不管有沒有リンドウ都無所謂,少了誰都沒關係,只要能一直演戲就好了。這個想法大概會永遠持續下去,不會有任何改變。100Please respect copyright.PENANA2PIi0N6fu5
只是在昨晚看到リンドウ蒼白的臉色,看著他乾裂的唇時,那一小段「有沒有リンドウ都無所謂」的想法出現動搖。100Please respect copyright.PENANA9zIbc77XL3
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雖然結論不會改變,但リンドウ對他來說並沒有到沒了也無所謂的程度。100Please respect copyright.PENANAbBd9oQSeV7
他會在暴風雨般沉重的費洛蒙裡生起壓倒リンドウ的渴望,也會在無味的空氣裡親吻リンドウ。100Please respect copyright.PENANAo7sfKQjRJ9
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メノウ放開リンドウ的唇,滿意的看著リンドウ的臉色因為他而再次泛起紅潤。100Please respect copyright.PENANA8rqW7Nymfo
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「病人可不能挑食,你不快點好起來我會很困擾的。」100Please respect copyright.PENANAl1MvqerKbX
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「メノウ,甜食可不能算是正餐。」100Please respect copyright.PENANArxzLLgxeBD
「巧克力不可能有錯的。」メノウ用拇指擦了擦リンドウ的嘴角。「現在,リンドウ想吃牛奶糖嗎?」100Please respect copyright.PENANAFOVBpmiYro
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リンドウ看著他,有些無奈的點了點頭。100Please respect copyright.PENANAvHCB9kew0t
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怕苦其實是說謊。100Please respect copyright.PENANAMlRAnWL0IC
リンドウ嘴裡含著牛奶糖想。100Please respect copyright.PENANANEGXbbOUsJ
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他只是不想跟メノウ有太多接觸而已,可結果上不管給出什麼理由都無法阻止メノウ。100Please respect copyright.PENANASX0HfVVpgt
表面上是想催促他早日康復,但在リンドウ看來似乎不只如此。メノウ也知道這是著急不了的事情吧?100Please respect copyright.PENANAZ9o2qjBv9N
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「リンドウ午餐想吃什麼?」100Please respect copyright.PENANAksf943LVKy
「我吃醫院的餐盒就可以了,你今天應該有排班對吧,不用一直在這裡顧著我。」100Please respect copyright.PENANAPAXxbcrH7N
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「但從這裡出發去店裡也已經確定遲到,乾脆不去好了。」100Please respect copyright.PENANAZaZSfbyCCX
「遲到和翹班還是不一樣的。」100Please respect copyright.PENANA9NFOkSjsS5
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「那請假就沒關係了吧?」100Please respect copyright.PENANANjmDhBfgMa
「如果已經請好假的話我確實不好說什麼,但是在醫院度過假日並不有趣喔。」100Please respect copyright.PENANAsl2KBjOAfd
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「平常的話確實如此,但今天我覺得還蠻有趣的。」メノウ一邊說著一邊用手指在棉被上劃圈。「那我午餐也跟リンドウ一樣的吧。」100Please respect copyright.PENANAFcb6oPhdpO
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「要吃餐盒的話,メノウ得快點去登記才行,不然會趕不上的。」100Please respect copyright.PENANAnIHnkMxyL5
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手指劃圈的力道隔著棉被傳到大腿上,帶來微妙的搔癢感。100Please respect copyright.PENANAjdden4ffYP
リンドウ難為情的將腿併攏,往床的另一邊挪。100Please respect copyright.PENANA0f8bPCHHgk
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「趕不上的話,跟リンドウ分一半好了。」100Please respect copyright.PENANAwA5sOr25xO
メノウ將臉抬起,在舞台下總有些慵懶的眼神反常的亮了起來。100Please respect copyright.PENANAt3rA47hewm
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即便在這種視線模糊的情況下,他仍然能看出メノウ眼中的變化。100Please respect copyright.PENANAkuWVZEM7El
——那是メノウ在找尋靈感的眼神。100Please respect copyright.PENANAiMzxiWVj68
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「哈哈,那可不行。」100Please respect copyright.PENANAkdfPoQth09
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從那些示愛、吻和照顧裡,リンドウ可以猜到メノウ想得到什麼靈感,這種情感他非常熟悉,它會出現在某些客人眼裡,也會在鏡子的另一端看見。100Please respect copyright.PENANAtnIZTYYAzG
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然而,不是每種感情都可以讓人試試味道的,也不是所有「希望」都被期望成真。100Please respect copyright.PENANAjcopSUdn1q
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適合他倆的世界,一定是孤獨且自由的。100Please respect copyright.PENANAlmhYIR3ovM
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「請假」的日子來到了第三個早晨,從今天起床開始,リンドウ就一直看著窗外發呆。100Please respect copyright.PENANAxEDH6fToKd
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若是平常的話,他應該會無聊的開始打瞌睡,但就在剛才メノウ找到了排解無聊的方式。100Please respect copyright.PENANAsCddOWwBkY
微微突出的嘴唇線條、收在耳後的頭髮、意識到メノウ的視線而繃緊的肌肉。連自己也不明白為甚麼這樣看著會覺得這樣很有趣,只是看著リンドウ就能度過無趣的時間。100Please respect copyright.PENANAqwvw5lWuUS
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「メノウ,有一件事想拜託你跑一趟,可以嗎?」100Please respect copyright.PENANAzrYC918WVp
「什麼事?」100Please respect copyright.PENANALzf9bjDe3p
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「可以幫我拿我下次公演的劇本嗎?」100Please respect copyright.PENANAcuttPUAxn7
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早上的時候リンドウ也跟マイカ說過同樣的話,看來是沒能從マイカ那邊要到。100Please respect copyright.PENANAsvvtEZIPhp
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雖然現在リンドウ的狀態看起來很平穩,但實際上昨天半夜他才因為做惡夢驚醒,在床上翻來覆去的,剛睡醒時臉色也很糟,這種情況下マイカ自然是不會幫リンドウ拿劇本的。100Please respect copyright.PENANAZdkOtaKYwX
病人就應該好好休息。マイカ這麼說。100Please respect copyright.PENANAK7ZnrkVr0K
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不過メノウ就沒有マイカ這樣的顧慮了。想練習的話,就這樣讓他做到精疲力盡好了,或許這樣反而能睡得更好。100Please respect copyright.PENANA2Kkw20WH7W
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「那作為幫忙的代價,我回來之後要跟我一起對台詞喔。」100Please respect copyright.PENANANsfwL2lbXw
「嗯,拜託你了。」100Please respect copyright.PENANAT8MJeAGwTA
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「你應該也知道,在發生這種事之後要再從醫院拿抑制劑是不可能的。」100Please respect copyright.PENANAxKfLsizqyI
昨晚醫生這麼說。100Please respect copyright.PENANAtZF6iMHkKF
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「接下來半年內你的發情期都會很不穩定,不標記也沒關係,你最好找個Alpha陪你度過。」100Please respect copyright.PENANAFlVVroVhoO
「如果不願意找Alpha的話,安全起見必須讓你在醫院裡度過發情期才行。」100Please respect copyright.PENANAuZw2wyibBN
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發情期被過度壓抑的後果,是為期半年的劇烈反彈,以及厚厚一疊的同意書,用來確保自己在發情期時不會做出讓自己後悔的決定。100Please respect copyright.PENANAzd5Y9OrMFr
但是,如果連清醒的時候做的決定都會讓人後悔,這些紙張和證明又有甚麼意義呢?100Please respect copyright.PENANAAHdWTVQsZa
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發情期中發生事故的第一和第二聯絡人是誰?100Please respect copyright.PENANArXGhuKH0Jf
如果發生必須被標記的情況,第一和第二選項是誰?100Please respect copyright.PENANAkJq40cwjQ6
有希望能一直陪在身邊的人選嗎?100Please respect copyright.PENANAA9CZhp3Qzp
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不知道、不知道、說不出口。100Please respect copyright.PENANAz9eEEOAkfn
即便所有的選項早已有了答案,但紙上的回答只有後悔和躊躇。100Please respect copyright.PENANAQXr4BrqIP0
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早知道就不要跟メノウ做約定了,リンドウ嘆了口氣。100Please respect copyright.PENANA5eHXMlAGrE
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「メノウ,我差不多要出院了,得做些準備。明天開始你就不用過來醫院了。」100Please respect copyright.PENANArrGgrTButf
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按照約定,リンドウ跟メノウ將各自的台詞都對過一遍,就連メノウ臨時想試其他角色的台詞,リンドウ也都笑著配合。100Please respect copyright.PENANAeTR8FyRFHF
在メノウ心滿意足地將劇本放下時,窗外的景色已是夜幕低垂。100Please respect copyright.PENANA2aVBGwDJ2P
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「準備的話,我在這裡也沒關係吧,我不會礙事的。」100Please respect copyright.PENANA0MKlRRXB2R
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而且,リンドウ你是需要我的吧?100Please respect copyright.PENANAxKA3knxCBV
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「不是這個問題。」リンドウ輕輕地搖了搖頭。100Please respect copyright.PENANAnRsnF2jVuI
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他的耳尖泛起了一點緋紅。啊,是指發情期的準備啊。100Please respect copyright.PENANA0VDFTBH8et
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「那今天晚上我就直接回家好了,一旦在這裡過夜,總會讓我覺得明天還是假日呢,趁現在有那個念頭,我就先離開好了。」100Please respect copyright.PENANAYOBZKq4Bw5
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你明明是需要我的。メノウ一邊收拾行李一邊回想這幾天在醫院度過的時間。100Please respect copyright.PENANA83nGLt6tpV
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第一個夜晚,リンドウ在高燒中醒來,從那時起他就發現リンドウ非常不喜歡待在醫院裡。100Please respect copyright.PENANAbEORsP3NsE
因為他難受的哭了,全身上下都發著抖,所以メノウ吻了他。100Please respect copyright.PENANAxoiseuA4a2
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第二個夜晚,リンドウ的燒已經退了大半,他安靜的躺在床上發著呆。100Please respect copyright.PENANASq3eGnwg4F
或許是失眠了吧,所以メノウ擠上病床緊緊抱住他。100Please respect copyright.PENANA6KYieCYYhv
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昨晚,リンドウ在睡著後不久因為噩夢而驚醒。100Please respect copyright.PENANAyNaJkrYuGI
因為他睡夢中的呻吟實在太過可憐,所以メノウ將手伸進リンドウ的衣服裡,用身體的愉悅哄他入睡。100Please respect copyright.PENANAl8XJztKbJw
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說是安撫リンドウ,但メノウ自己也知道這算是惡劣的騷擾。100Please respect copyright.PENANAPZMv0k3aqp
可即便是這樣過頭的身體接觸,リンドウ都沒有推開他。100Please respect copyright.PENANAKqol0te28K
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リンドウ很溫柔,但沒有到能一再容忍他人親吻和愛撫的程度。100Please respect copyright.PENANAPpy1ILEKzD
在他小睡時特地脫下外套幫他蓋上也好,將他抱起來換地方睡覺也好,這些好意都已經超出了待人和善的範圍。100Please respect copyright.PENANAyWf55dni5L
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「リンドウ人真好呢,連外套都借我。」100Please respect copyright.PENANAMBx4eyPydI
「是只對你這樣不是嗎?」100Please respect copyright.PENANAcinog5uQw5
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他有許多證據證明リンドウ對他有所縱容,而這些縱容最後都指向同一件事情:100Please respect copyright.PENANA18jXb4zvNL
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「リンドウ,你喜歡我對吧?」100Please respect copyright.PENANAVZ5zWJhBtq
然後,對你做出這些事情的我大概也是如此。100Please respect copyright.PENANAkLeQsm2vPz
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「我表現得這麼明顯嗎?」100Please respect copyright.PENANA5hvdwxKOMa
在這幾天的相處裡,在メノウ一次次試探底線的行為下,リンドウ早已預想到這個場面。腦中閃過的不是「該怎麼轉移話題才好」,而是單純的「啊,你終於開口了嗎」的感慨。100Please respect copyright.PENANAZa8PwC20KK
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「因為你總是對人很好,平常的話其實不太能察覺到。但是這幾天就不一樣了,就算是我也覺得這幾天做的事有些過頭了,但リンドウ卻一次都沒趕我出去,這樣還不明顯嗎?」100Please respect copyright.PENANA5MdVrk4325
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「啊……對不起。」リンドウ苦笑著垂下眼。100Please respect copyright.PENANA3KHlOHs6ZM
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「リンドウ,只要你願意,我就會標記你。」メノウ將嘴湊近リンドウ耳邊,用和昨晚相同哄他睡覺的聲音說道。100Please respect copyright.PENANA1xHLAssjAE
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「謝謝你的好意,但是這幾天我已經很滿足了,到這裡就行了。」100Please respect copyright.PENANARSp1n1jETz
「我也覺得你會這麼想。以後如果反悔,我是會跟你索取代價的。」100Please respect copyright.PENANABe00w9Xmv6
「嗯,謝謝你。」100Please respect copyright.PENANAI7gxITqFCK
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這幾天就像做夢一樣。100Please respect copyright.PENANAww1OwswzHr
嘗到了一直以來都不敢想像,害怕自己一旦知曉就會迷失其中的情感。100Please respect copyright.PENANAxXy9DnAcjt
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已經到夢醒的時間了。100Please respect copyright.PENANAEx7czEnmGf
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「メノウ!」在メノウ即將消失在視野裡之前,リンドウ忍不住叫住他。100Please respect copyright.PENANAA8yQqvidtW
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「怎麼了?」100Please respect copyright.PENANAEpZ2O0MyvV
「不,沒什麼。在店裡見吧。」100Please respect copyright.PENANAYwRVZyNTB0
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