（01）486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIh7myVstiF
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一九九三年，他六歲。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnVxaHU3ldU
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夏夜有風。媽媽替他更換小背心當睡衣，撥扇哄他入睡。睡得香甜，不願醒來，懶理微微發癢的臉頰。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJO18MbIxQR
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夏日惡毒，毒不過他臉頰上的無名腫毒。媽媽焦急收拾銀包和證件，說要帶他到醫院。爸爸睄他一眼，認為他近日吃過量煎炸食物，長暗瘡，純粹熱氣，無需花錢求醫。媽媽沒好氣，匆匆拖著神智不清的他前往醫院。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ14zIOdCoVx
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7hJ7ENE5up
醫院離家不遠，不過二十分鐘腳程。相識的鄰里、熟悉的街景，既近且遠，扭曲模糊折疊……天旋地轉，手腳一軟，眼前一黑，倒下。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaLyBbQta2T
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLzNthnU8r9
看不見，聽得到。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqqQUaebCRZ
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSDPEkkzL3C
尖叫，呼救。心跳，鼻息。人，車。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqlXYAze6kl
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJCrYFkQVco
電車。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA94KjXnfKC
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFHn1ULmMgh
叮叮——叮叮——486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYPS6NaWHrz
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ12Qa8v3h1d
他曾取笑它慢吞吞。媽媽說電車再慢亦會比他快。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvoV0ZXugaq
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBSAFkrdsVp
媽媽喜歡電車那叮叮聲，平凡而獨特，隱隱卻嘹亮。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdVp1qK54Mt
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYPYmEv3Gvg
他仔細聽、認真聽。平凡而獨特，隱隱卻嘹亮。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2zRYE4pPru
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeGEZfGShui
刻骨銘心。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLuShDxOzAe
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYOmvss22OP
叮叮——叮叮——486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ92UhZ0QLLZ
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBl6g42bT4D
（02）486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡasNCrUAxaW
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjVcthOEJIF
看得見，聽不到。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy6hyWa4T7J
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp3WELMo6yB
聽不到醫生說他內耳受感染，無法康復。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxsTIkfoz6G
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY6Dwno8ley
聽不到爸爸怪責媽媽疏忽照顧他。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdzEQcW2GCw
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRY2M7cZk1P
聽不到媽媽自責飲泣。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi4kdvfwlZo
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMzPU1jGQ0c
但他統統看見了——他看見聲音。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwO43VXWfMq
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBvomnFErDk
絕望聲音是揚沸的黑煙。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy70dhat5d2
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2qXO0kqqg0
憤怒聲音是燃燒的血紅。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFsggGW9G99
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL9f4Zk9egB
罪疚聲音是混濁的海藍。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdJYL2RuJIn
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡln3QIzp61t
世界五顏六色，暴烈狂亂。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgNbonlISyp
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡonPSSBxft8
他受驚瑟縮在家，直至媽媽的顏色徹底消失。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmRqvH9mMZJ
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWDFZlmW7PP
爸爸指向電車，比手畫腳，示意媽媽昨夜在電車自殺。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW6gVRXyWAE
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdKShdQE1fQ
叮叮——叮叮——486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡenSCsLXOn4
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG653HxxqVv
叮……486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtRuuG786HO
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡekoykeoSJc
（03）486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6YoYuBBqD
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGg01wXcSmw
二零二三年，他三十六歲。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwUHEO0u53P
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQj2w4xaFkw
當年媽媽離世後，爸爸帶他遷離港島，遠離電車，遠離傷心地。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzNKOCwUVT1
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmX3FrW8PvY
時日漸過，傷痛漸退，他漸漸看不見聲音的顏色。他明白那是幻覺，是自身心理防禦機制產生出來的，用以舒緩情緒和壓力。聲音的顏色日益淺薄，如煙如霧，再也妨礙不了他的人生路。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1bMSTjK4cA
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡselENTs4Sy
他決定要勇敢，走出陰霾，好好過活，不然會像爸爸一樣帶著哀傷終其此生——爸爸去年自殺，同樣在電車上。明明爸爸比他更抗拒港島和電車，為何偏偏在電車自殺？因為媽媽？沒能知道，沒能問個清楚明白。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRqeb7qVjHk
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpHKAkF4Gmp
二十七年來，他首次踏足港島。心情緊張，有如當年踏入新居。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzE8tt4eHgq
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ETqwsUFVd
熟悉傢俬配上陌生單位，有形無神，是家不是家。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj5JXEYBhHo
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6QrXw4Q9mW
常見事物配上獨特氛圍，舊瓶新酒，突兀不協調。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4TYqsW2QBt
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF2k7KIjVYh
周遭顏色頓變濃稠，阻擋視線，如屏成障。看不見前路，聽不到指引，忽爾忘記將來。人總沒法拋棄過去吧。過去構成現在，現在組構將來。過去如何，將來也必如何……486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaSvqHuMM6L
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOmrPjjf9yd
一抹綠影突然冒出，撥開重重色彩，在他眼前掠過，緊隨而來是隱隱卻嘹亮的聲音。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS0beq5nIfc
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWp0pTP7qBW
叮叮——叮叮——486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCSikewinEr
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwmePjifK0c
震驚。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSPicCgfktz
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7SZZqu5P1S
怎麼可以聽到聲音？486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgjfqJxH9mi
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0i8hXB2DIc
叮叮——叮叮——486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwkUtfjOcH3
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuC6iAdNU9l
一股莫名衝動驅使他拼命追趕電車。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA4IotaB0yN
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOsZ1fu7qGe
累。電車再慢亦會比他快。他再快亦追不到那些經已遠去的。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0WnV65dlOh
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyA4wXAx9aW
他開始不明白自己為何要追趕。他沒有追趕的原因。他再努力亦無法追回那些人事物。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmi24s5ISTe
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhCkydkOI8X
他不想再追。很累……486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxxWMJvG6mI
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzvoNVnuZf9
叮叮——叮叮——486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡttFTuERlOb
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwdx7PHigRI
乘客陸續發現行為怪異的他，將手提電話伸出窗外拍攝。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsc6ua4AO7Y
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUuqlQ82dsT
電車似是擁有生命，生出無數觸手，向他招迎。當中有兩隻全綠的右手沒有手提電話。揮動姿勢與其他手臂不同，是多麼的熱情親切，充滿期盼，彷彿在講：「來！快來！」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVxCuICPsyf
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzOJAMT1hF4
他咬咬牙，跑得更快，想要看看綠手主人——會是他們嗎？486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYa5FJJ3Q7R
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrHZGtEvNMX
他沒能看見綠手主人的臉，但他堅信那是父母的手！486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOswTi55wEf
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡodQ0p3SyFJ
這可能是他有生之年最後一次與父母團聚！486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5HqBczVGMm
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlFBW8hplkA
父母都是自殺的，在他毫無心理準備之時離他而去。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7so7iDTjmv
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbfLkKrdOPc
他接受不了。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrkcKNtbEfh
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHQ4zp5Re0e
叮叮——叮叮——486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgSKGjOAsR1
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqsARr9YBK9
電車準備靠站，他快要追到。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCrvR6ALcBd
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfnCwuAJaEF
綠手開始氣化。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyzy1LMAHq1
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZaywSoLNCQ
再努力亦枉然？一切努力只顯得他是那麼無能無力。他唯一做到的僅是無奈接受……486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡShxTjROjRu
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjj5MjAh6cl
綠手在他眼前消散無痕。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKBDmXCXgzy
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRKe9Gwy4v6
他力竭倒地，哭得像個孩子。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ56pqaMLNjC
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWqdCjOjDbV
叮叮——叮叮——486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa91pxt9Cqj
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡudmODyWkNG
電車靠站，乘客分道揚鑣，世界運轉如儀，沒有因為他的怪異行徑而改變本身命運。正如他沒有因為努力而及時握著兩隻注定要消散的綠手。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6nOax1RIOu
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEayN3EgGiD
緣盡。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPPFysRVyyR
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgCQfaWBoV4
無謂執著。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUKjULu5iAo
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQVoXRe2UC6
忽爾澄明。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQTZYXrHyrP
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQdID5Z013P
汗止，氣平，淚盡。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA5Dyrd7POb
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv89px8Lyfp
他重新站起來，拍拍褲管塵灰，抬頭挺胸走向電車站。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnyKkcvHNOH
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGg7P9ZDMq
排隊，付款，上車。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7KuB8HAZgJ
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVUcjYGQn58
如同其他乘客。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXpTAJUhGun
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNeHuGCfrq1
如同其他同樣平凡而獨特的乘客。
