（1）死583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbQi12ki01n
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他在梳化上猛然醒來。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPBqYhlRd4F
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電視仍然亮著，新聞報導員正在講述關於疫情的新聞和消息。內容千篇一律，悶人又煩人。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8zViJB1639
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他打個呵欠，伸個懶腰。雙掌使勁按壓梳化，借力撐起整個人，避免膝頭過份受力。許是在凹陷的梳化坐得太長時間，大腿和臀部均感到少許麻痺。不至於會跌倒的程度，但他下意識地一邊倚扶著傢具，一邊拖著腳步走向浴室。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1UJYvl7rKC
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人老了，身體差了，動作遲緩了，連小便如此簡單和基本的本能也變得困難。甭提總是瞄不準便器，尿液還要是逐滴逐滴慢慢滴出來，彷彿要滴乾他的尊嚴。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJhDbliQU28
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怎麼辦？可以怎麼辦？吹口哨吧。口吹曲子，耳邊響起熟悉的歌聲，心裡默唸自勵自欺的歌詞。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiKg1hFGPsM
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莫再悲 莫再傷 遇到悲哀休誇張583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpslDUrMuOM
誰亦要經風與浪 誰遇挫敗不受傷583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9AEcBn3UYT
逝去的 莫再想 路正崎嶇更漫長583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkUOwKHOV86
何用嘆息風裏望 寶貴光陰笑著量583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTui6UaOwzl
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小便後，步出浴室，再次聽到報導員的沉悶腔調。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOHfnPzHRYl
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抵不住。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡduLTPr0Yvs
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他決定到公園散步。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKWSemtJD3a
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望望手錶，是上午十時半。難怪放眼所見多是上年紀的人。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ04kKZvHSof
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好福氣的，或是三五成群談天說地，或是在家傭的攙扶下散步。福薄的，或是推著購物車奔波買餸，或是顫巍巍地被送上療養院的巴士。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVdTw5uRBLQ
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自己有福氣嗎？托賴。能走能動能講能吃，與兒孫同住。雖偶有口角，卻也沒有特別煩心事。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnWupBygQh3
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他知道自己該要感恩，奈何始終沒能衷心感謝上天。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdg9ye2I26u
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輕嘆一聲。繼續走。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡen1UsnHHPh
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtQoLYzxPGs
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他不自已憶起亡妻……583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvGwuk1WfXn
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三年前的夏天，她在家跌倒，傷及腿部筋骨，自此總是步履不穩，走路時偶爾會突然腳軟跌倒。兒子勸她多休息，不要外出。她明白兒子苦心，奈何整天悶在家中令她心情抑鬱，精神越益差勁。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiMv795Dajf
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他偷偷帶她到公園散步散心。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcWbaBMuGYQ
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「我的腿康復不了，是嗎？」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ51rnvFnc9N
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「不是。你向來身體強健，這小小傷勢不是大問題。」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBudN5664NR
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「我何時可以痊癒？我想去探望朋友。」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvhvppdNJnU
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「快了、快了。不用著急！」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkt4hgY7dPm
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「即是何時？」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUemfIOjD4s
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「下一個夏天。」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZQS8fBpdHE
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她幽幽回望，驚訝丈夫斬釘截鐵交出一個確實答案——醫生也不敢斷言她會否康復。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC7BPtmsGG3
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ70hWiQuLAd
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感動，明明眼前只有絕望。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxuQtAJksyz
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她的手忽爾不再無力，牢牢緊挽住丈夫的臂膀。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7VN3rO4VYT
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奇蹟？希望？不。僅是信念，難以言喻的，難以理解的。他不是神、不是醫生、不是專業人士。他僅是一個脾氣古怪的躁狂糟老頭。但她就是相信他。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSYx3nScfgp
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內心終於安定下來。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsOSfFtkIkB
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她沒再糾結於健康問題，開始向丈夫講述她的未來夏日大計：「探望朋友前，我要先辦一件十分要緊的事——吃『菠蘿油』！」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAGyESHDvvZ
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「但你的血糖……」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJJsut0Eld
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「我向來身體強健，這小小血糖問題不是大問題。」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBjGtUGh5sq
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他會心一笑，笑她依舊貪吃如豬。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIHDnI5FHKD
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下一個夏天到來。她的腿傷還是沒能康復，走路時拐得更嚴重。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFcsYyFVOBY
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兒子送她一根拐杖。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjEusjTwyWA
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當晚，她躲在浴室裡啜泣。他沒有上前安慰，因為所有安慰說話都沒能扭轉衰老之勢，倒不如讓她盡情宣洩情緒。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe42JKBS7GM
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她不知道，整個晚上，丈夫徹夜無眠，眼睜睜望著天花，細聽她的哭聲，細想她的未來。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6WukZ9gtNy
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天亮，兒子和媳婦準時離家上班去。他送孫兒到學校後，馬上回家慫恿妻子一起外出逛街。「夏天嘛！當然要吃『菠蘿油』！」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpCRiPPrydQ
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妻子笑了，連忙穿上最漂亮的衣褲鞋襪，戴上最喜歡的髮夾，塗上最鮮色的紅唇膏。她沒有使用兒子送她的拐杖，因為丈夫就是世上最好的拐杖——依著他、靠著他，她安然走到今時今日的七十高齡。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcks38MC5hz
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鐵路車站裡，人流如鯽，彷彿有股無形的強力水流在背後催促著。他懶理，繼續保持慢調，只知自己不僅是自己。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ20uxqAJFlV
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終於來到馳名的冰廳，二人各點一客「菠蘿油」。不好吃，亦不是回憶中的味道。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMB90yhIAC
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不要緊，反正「菠蘿油」僅是一個名目而已。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnUzc8h6bXV
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夫婦相視而笑。笑甚麼，不知道，大概是完成了十分重要的事情吧。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ66kBWId89L
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於願足矣。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXuWlcZCKc3
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沒過幾天，還未開始探望朋友，她已於睡夢中悄然離世……583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvVKMdYbye8
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公園裡，樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd5rkgfAMQJ
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他不動聲息，藏起思念，繼續開步走。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9tya9ThDpO
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總得走下去，不是嗎？583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIjHx4Ry3Tf
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不努力走下去，就不會知道下一個夏天是甚麼光景。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl8F3fQ8PyA
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走到涼亭，看見熟悉的棋友正在對弈。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6m2PcmZfv9
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棋局中，事事分明，步步無情。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ52qqSGtbZC
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他專注觀賽，全然忘記身後的樹影鳥蟲。
（2）病583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVEplZgnySm
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他在床上徐徐張眼。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6WNzZVUzMI
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床褥太軟，腰骨微痛。這不是家裡的床。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlo32eLvxOH
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暈眩冉退，目光聚焦。看見多張整齊排列的病床和面無血色的老者，他瞬間得出以下結論——醫院。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLnpmKdTSMU
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嗯。醫院。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ25qCTVuR2q
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接受醫生的檢查，證實無恙後，獲告知可以隨時出院。護士根據過往紀錄，已通知兒子和媳婦，只待他們前來接送。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzBLuTkoeWw
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醫生離開後，護士也去忙別的。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzjsbIILWTf
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他呆坐床上，默默看著醫護人員在多張病床之間來來回回，感覺實在又虛幻——活到這個年紀，總得要到醫院走幾趟，實屬平常不過的事情，對吧？583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLBv3nFUpwf
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如他所料，兒子在晚上八時許現身。一臉倦容。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEEOJFLp0it
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「醫生說我沒大礙。可能是公園太熱，熱昏了。」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0fskdQvxck
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「那就多待在家裡避暑，不要外出四處走動。」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqCZ7aNLHg
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「知道。」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDj9b8DfqzU
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兒子攙扶他走出醫院，在街邊截下的士，直驅住所。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpzX2MVHFgL
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車廂裡，二人不發一言，各自對著窗外景物發愣。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwgJfWg05qu
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沒有怨氣或鬱結，只有緩解不了的疲憊。身心俱疲。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6MQRDFkaX2
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黃色街燈在夜幕下迅速往後退。一盞、兩盞、三盞……不盡，無窮。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwKo1uLGTyw
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兒子倏忽開口，神色惘然。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdxFP87nCNG
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「我有末期肝癌，剩半年壽命。」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWsR7LO9lIX
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「她知道了沒？」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcqBxatXxib
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「不打算告訴她。」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQfyg21uBJ
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「你如何在她不知情的情況下抽時間接受治療？」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEZcaSIiBgS
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兒子笑而不語。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy43g6e4LiA
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他愣住片刻，良久才道：「明白。」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ndGFG1b4G
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兒子輕拍他的肩膊，以示感謝。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAFk6HZriOH
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抵家。兒子依舊朝妻兒溫柔地微笑。他沒作聲，逕自到浴室洗澡去。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs8I2JnKCVD
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蒸氣瀰漫，看得見，抓不著。甚麼也抓不著。抓不著開始，也抓不著終結。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq6XFCS6GrQ
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沒選擇的情況下被生產下來，沒能選擇長大與否，沒選擇的情況下經歷病痛，沒選擇的情況下死去。生老病死，全是沒能選擇的。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ926Qx4fpo5
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翌日，兒子和媳婦如常上班，孫兒如常上學，家裡只餘他一人。百無聊賴。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0uBfnD2JQt
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他決定到公園走走。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPQ1PkHEfRX
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWY1bsuU4vy
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此樹是否去年那樹？此鳥是否去年那鳥？此蟲是否去年那蟲？要緊，不要緊。在意，沒能在意。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGasIYCEndm
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幽幽踏步，皆因內心焦躁。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsyfiDZh1Pg
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來到涼亭，棋友們向他問好。他笑說自己比年輕人更健康。棋友們以為再也看不見他，感到難過。他認為無論難過與否，該死的時候總得要死。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3LH7eJFbka
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全場一片默然。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRZ7vZqtj7U
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聊聊笑笑罷。下棋耍樂罷。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSUehODACSg
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不要問為何。不要問感受。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp4J4KnDHSn
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有如那樹那鳥那蟲。沒能在意。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYp0GQZHGBv
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正午，他前去學校接送孫兒。孫兒說吃過同學送的怪味糖果後身體輕微不適。他不以為然。下午，孫兒痾嘔不止。聯絡不上兒子和媳婦，他只好獨個兒帶孫兒到醫院去。輪候期間，一張發白的熟悉臉孔癱軟在擔架床上，被匆匆推送入急症室深處。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTg74Lnqv4R
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那是今早與他談笑風生的其中一位棋友。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvVW6GFEFvr
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數個身穿便服的男女先後抵達護士站，然後按指示守在急症室外。沒多久，醫生步出急症室，宣告棋友的死訊。男男女女隨即哭作一團。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTHu9RWj4FE
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他默默將孫兒擁入懷裡。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwDtoWENM4I
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk8CS349Y8X
心慌的極致原來是平靜和淡然，皆因透徹體悟到自身的無能無力無奈。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqMREddc48K
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0eQk3ZknhX
「爺爺，很熱啊！」不知袖裡的孫兒輕輕推開他。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3xKGiHNdO5
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsMIBTGTzBS
「嗯。」對於眼前一切，他花盡全身力氣發出渺小的一聲。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT2jgDmN7tK
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0pNo3suulL
晚餐後，兒子在露台抽菸，媳婦在廚房洗碗。孫兒是個好動的孩子，五分鐘前肚痾得雙腿發軟，此刻已然在梳化上跳個不停。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwbf36dpvXk
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跳跳跳，有節奏地跳個不停，像心臟。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuvIgVWNDrc
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ10hsr4Alvl
心臟停止跳動當刻，棋友有何感受？掛念未完的棋局？掛念急症室外的男女親友？583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZKFD1XxPyE
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他的目光不期然瞄向露台，看著兒子呼出個個煙圈，圈圈復圈圈，冉升消散不復見。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfRzqRLcxf0
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不復見。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVoeWr71nA8
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他莫名的被深深憾動。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡABAoa2v6sD
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走到兒子身邊，告知棋友的死訊。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3lwQTvzpdf
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcMJlwaOpXh
毋須明言，兒子已猜測到他的用意。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlpXVW5HxIU
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwGs1ANHC4l
「我不怕死。」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzKWKFspN35
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「我也不怕死——死亡並不可怕，只怕沒能完成想要完成的事。」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0YGC0MFDbA
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwQBVgGS0oJ
「你有沒有想要完成的事？」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf2er90hUYV
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAikw63hfCH
「每年夏天買『菠蘿油』給你媽。」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeWdepY6oHL
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0xur6oH6XA
「她的叮囑？」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmTG8iBkrFp
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3P705zBwF4
「不。她離開得太突然，我沒機會問她，只得按照她生前喜好去估計她的心思。」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXE76eKZnCp
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「別傻！她不願看見你耿耿於懷！」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX6E37NI1XV
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLABjx0sq27
「她沒這麼說。」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNVg1gsE8Li
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兒子苦笑，笑他彆扭。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlmktYeklSr
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再次不了了之？他以為是，直至夜半聞得媳婦哭聲不絕。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMJLFS8E5qB
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpb2p6KI3pL
無論大家怎樣勸說，兒子依然不願接受治療，堅持要盡量留下金錢予家人。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX5pFEDHAHV
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半年後，兒子沒死去。一年後，兒子仍活著。三年半後，兒子依然沒斷氣。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxVB1mBbENr
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzLdRbe4Fyb
問何解。醫生說原因不明，但癌細胞消失了。兒子說只想盡力工作賺錢養活家人。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6CaMp39jmM
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離開醫院、歸家路上，兒子和他拐到公園散步去。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSkmHWOUIvk
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4vM2ER3lvO
樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡml6JZLYB6z
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9e5viqgm0R
「你多活了三年半。」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWD0jUCbaUK
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「我多吃了三個『菠蘿油』。」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡndASThpj5Z
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「想繼續吃？」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7FqEtmDfTh
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「是。期待下一個夏天。」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDP7pTBd3uP
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兒子認為這次大病是上天的提醒，希望他往後好好珍惜時間。打算辭職休養一段日子，在接下來的暑假與大家出國旅遊後，才重回職場繼續拼搏。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwir1IajZN8
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtXDls0CsBp
他為兒子衷心高興著，亦感謝上蒼的好生之德，沒有帶走……583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN6WMyQ4wEc
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兒子呢？583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1O3emS4NCq
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM0uBif9yyn
悉才尚在身邊的兒子不見蹤影。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkJPUjZkhzr
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啊！記起來了。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC2miImEO3m
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兒子去年在暑假前遇上意外，下半身癱瘓。沒能出國旅遊，沒能重回職場，沒能享受期待已久的夏日。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuCcbm0AF17
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果然。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68NNhdU206
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不努力走下去，就不會知道下一個夏天是甚麼光景。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH0sHIcwadp
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婆娑樹影之下、鳥叫蟲鳴之中，他繼續走。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCSKKmN7vEz
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT0YcBW49cV
幽幽踏步慢慢走。
（3）老583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfPyvE7uzeQ
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他在搖搖椅上猛然醒來。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0K9ELpcN9I
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望望掛鐘，七時半。該要喚醒孫兒。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZHpQMPKHcb
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輕敲孫兒房門，不聞回應。推門內進，不見孫兒身影。房內枱櫃床鋪依舊，掛牆照片卻變了樣——相中人稚嫩不再，五官英氣。他頓時意會到孫兒早已不再是黏人的小孩子，不需要他的照顧。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjZJbUe7WNl
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若有所失。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQuQ7EjBrEK
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到公園散心吧。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZorIQ1qLR
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公園裡，美好回憶俯拾皆是。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnAblGxs4GC
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnl2rEh9TMo
憶起跟妻子慢步於蟲鳴之中，憶起與兒子傻傻追尋鳥叫源頭，憶起和孫兒偷偷在樹身刻字。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8eruNaiLxQ
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離開緩步徑，闖入樹林。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJtQInO5x8Z
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找樹。找到那樹。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO8NMDO8RkY
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不，不是它——因著樹身變得粗壯，刻記模糊難辨。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFsa8RQ4IQe
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此樹不是當年那樹，正如現時的自己亦不是當年的自己。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdmPVlkXZNj
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長大、老去、病倒、死亡，無論願意不願意。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLvEWXGMySU
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不願意。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu0UZlJhXCf
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想逃。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8BfuaCJ6ap
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逃！583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9JVmNpbb0m
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逃出樹林。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoIvqnkQHpn
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彷如隔世。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLbPmMIJBqV
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陽光刺眼，氣溫熬人。不是回憶裡的現實。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0y9XfN8TQz
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倏忽忘了路，忘了如何走下去……583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvhVgke5xZA
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一青年步入警署。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5iKh0TueBa
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「你是誰？」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡajcVKj63WV
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「我是你的孫兒。」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ820TumEJb1
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「嗯……」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIhCxlao42X
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「爺爺，回家吧。」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAsKjkCXtd0
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「嗯……」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMw24HAG1aj
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家。他在搖搖椅上搖著、搖著，天花燈在眼前晃著、晃著，孫兒在廚房裡頭忙著、忙著。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuyeWZzwhiL
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一切近在眼前，卻又無比遙遠。反觀那些遠在天邊的，竟顯得如此接近。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhgu4GLEebU
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是否忘記了甚麼？583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAk9SNKX3cI
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目光無意間落在緊閉的主人房房門上——何解兒子沒有一起吃午餐？583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfmfrHw2fh1
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輕敲主人房房門，不聞回應。欲推門內進，卻發現房門上鎖——自己被兒子嫌棄了嗎？583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4F3QbaSnTO
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激動。拍拍拍，踢踢踢，吵吵吵。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJREdU2coF3
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「快開門！我要跟你聊天！快開門！來！快開門！」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxodX3v8F9X
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqe0LJqc12Y
孫兒應聲衝出廚房，上前阻止他吵鬧。拍門的手轉而搥打孫兒。孫兒逆來順受，硬生生吃痛。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuk1jIlg6jk
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「爸爸不在房間裡。」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz9KTYCM72m
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmr3D9rYwJP
「你騙我！他一定在裡面！」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF2RLezB3Wu
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡApHzl5eg4D
「爺爺，你看看掛鐘——爸爸尚未下班，還在公司。」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgmRA2gMJhz
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRT7ZFe3xkh
未下班？在公司？他瞄向掛鐘——的確未到兒子下班時間。可是總覺得有甚麼不對勁……583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqf9FFesQxA
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY1fH3KG7fm
見他愣住，孫兒馬上抓緊時機分散他的注意力：「爺爺，不如一起到公園散步。」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtfaNePs8v7
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公園裡，美好回憶俯拾皆是。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTReWxeeenq
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他享受沿路的樹影鳥蟲，孫兒只著眼於面前的佝僂身影——希望他忘記剛才的亂局吧，那就不用向他解釋家庭現況……583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0aSmFf2ULb
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爸爸癱瘓後，媽媽獨力扛起家庭重擔。數年以來，乳臭未乾的孩子、癱瘓的丈夫、腦部日漸退化的家翁以及工作壓力狠狠將她壓垮。她捱不下去，離家出走。爸爸難以接受愛妻的絕情，一直鬱鬱寡歡。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5c29m3MdDu
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某個深夜，忽聞爺爺自言自語。起床查探，驚見爺爺對著垂頭不動的爸爸侃侃而談。窗戶半掩，冷風吹得爸爸頭髮凌亂，臉色慘白。滿房遍地都是涼透的菸屁股。淡淡的菸味在鼻腔彌留不散，卻偏偏嗅不出半絲生命的氣息……583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbN3Z9JihKJ
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他輕拍孫兒肩膀。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD5wQEGMYxL
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「不用發愁啊！」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwsS2bgw8tb
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「你知道我在愁甚麼？」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeRFbFsHFzk
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「考試成績嘛！」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzsnQo3DUQ4
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「對！我就是擔心考試成績！」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp4UDRsntZV
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「傻孩子！考試只是人生的一小部份，毋須將成績看得過份重要！」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4phYwzD2hE
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「嗯，我知道了……」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1m0n9KcrHs
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孫兒唯唯諾諾，以假笑作結。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5dPZVSlMXR
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結伴走了又一段路。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXBgYbzcJvz
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他望望孫兒——像曾經的兒子，也像曾經的他。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL4Cs9jOxsa
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憶起關於兒子的一切，憶起關於自己的一切。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqBq3OzyMp3
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希望孫身兒能夠好好活下去，活得比兒子好，活得比他好。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMEa6oeJm07
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絕不能重覆亡妻與兒子的錯誤，留下一堆永遠沒解的執著予孫兒。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT8elgPymaP
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他輕拍孫兒肩膀。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfzbu0U6FUM
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「不用發愁啊！」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgniKYsdUy6
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「爺爺放心！考試而已，難不倒我！」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3bbqCoHRHI
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「對於考試也好、爺爺也好，如果你累了，就乾脆放下吧！」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKYjzwaI3Ve
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmOybppzlX7
他淡然一笑，笑孫兒長高長肉不長大。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsZgmhxwVuy
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8KOwHEWRZn
孫兒傻了眼——他是真瘋或是假傻？583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9IZnZRL8L3
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI8GnYHfwZq
沒待孫兒辨清真假，他已然幽幽踏步開步走。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3vBgFQxdRh
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKRIbtyrz8E
孫兒沒有追上。知道自己該要追上，但雙腳偏偏誠實地佇立原地——多麼希望爺爺可以從此消失。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFghyWbKyr1
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佝僂身影幽幽遠去，沒入婆娑樹影當中不復見。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ61jxkiYeii
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鳥繼續叫，蟲繼續鳴，不過往後的夏天從此走了調。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxhxIAK22LS
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沒有在意的人，沒有在意自己的人，無論願意不願意。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2lBhdcmX33
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK1MWAvcg4g
幽幽踏步慢慢走。慢慢記起很多，慢慢忘記很多。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0n5TvxyGyx
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ91Kq0FTINn
忘記為何自己會獨自一人走在樹林當中。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwaGWrKqYer
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找樹？找不到那樹。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyHNm5LlPMS
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此樹不是當年那樹，正如現時的自己亦不是當年的自己。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCOtUaGFbcl
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長大、老去、病倒、死亡，無論願意不願意。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡecDZlqmtql
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願意。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFs4inljbKY
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無謂白花力氣去逃避。無人能夠逃過生老病死。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡurnbFi4WIm
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身累，心累。就此停下來，可以嗎……583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVyfnkg7l2z
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一青年步入醫院。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaumO5t79fG
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「你是誰？」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeAzPYpCPj2
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJ4ozLN8vK
「我是你的孫兒。」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvPD8Un9Cgm
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7d7HSyRIDs
「嗯……」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ81dKwJnXDY
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvLu4RqAM7q
「爺爺，回家吧。」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDtUEwMHRR0
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「嗯……」
（4）生583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdwnEW1T362
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他在輪椅上猛然醒來。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdL1LJpOcqu
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQFaYuX5cp
樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwic3oWtK20
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爺孫二人身處公園大道上。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVsDGBwydXb
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「口渴嗎？來，喝些許清水吧！」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIgQXayXzd5
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孫兒停步，從背囊掏出保溫水壺，欠身將插於壺嘴的飲管置於他雙唇之間。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsy7F1opDOw
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他沒有吸吮。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1oxtx7d7U9
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孫兒保持這姿勢好一會，惟見他沒反應，也只好收起水壺。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCrbeh6gx9M
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ74VNGFW2LK
罷。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOvQqSwCuaR
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKiV0UeD4RS
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI7gu2o0mxw
他覺得這地方很眼熟，卻又苦苦想不起更多關於這地方的回憶。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5s1f48xn3c
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不要緊。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTFOq6MhqCE
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反正該是不重要的事情——自己寶刀未老，才未糊塗得忘記重要事情。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl5SndlwC7J
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7zjLcoCpQE
他仍是那個身體健康的他，每天為養活妻兒勞碌奔波。妻子貪吃，尤愛「菠蘿油」，於是他偶爾會帶她到冰廳享用下午茶。兒子是個單純正直的小孩，深信「一分耕耘，一分收穫」，於是他一直暗暗為兒子籌謀、護航……他很自豪，自覺是個好丈夫、好爸爸。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ97Pu8Cz7CG
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嘴角輕揚。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ10JNYRMUQe
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一。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ99UaGlJBBQ
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二。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8TGZoY8vJT
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三。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ09yDTVB7wN
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那抹難以察覺的微笑僅維持了三秒。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGtTB3wGtgf
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSkEqM1HXtd
三秒後，他忘記了前三秒的快樂，正如他忘記了大半生的重要人事物。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqLSqT295mr
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyKjTIFGmqQ
要緊的，不再要緊。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEZFLr7BWuZ
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罷。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFeMHmYhKDf
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOAkr4MIyoT
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBlIFb4dgNN
循著鳥蟲之聲，他的眼珠子微微往上瞄。葉間隙縫的陽光誘人卻刺眼。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvZqRC7G6jn
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輪椅一直前進，映入眼簾的紛亂光影不斷交替、退去、消失。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnpa5mW0N4b
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在最後的最後，他眼前只餘一盞佇立於公園外的交通燈。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvgflmnD3Dp
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkfwApQYoYm
紅燈。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCm2h4EGwh0
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「爺爺，這可能是我們最後一次一起逛公園。」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwawFLt0zCv
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGc30eIAi3c
孫兒彷彿自言自語。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8EQbArYx5E
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綠燈。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxWOl9SBtMj
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孫兒沒有開步走。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKotQ3MtobK
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紅燈。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE4b6YIULH7
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「爺爺，我日後會盡量抽時間去探望你。」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB0sMJHaMOR
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孫兒彷彿對空氣許下諾言。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGoYlVpkgPY
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綠燈。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiT9HcDvoql
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxNdOXry5RA
孫兒仍然沒有開步走。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEFhCcSGWmc
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紅燈。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxxHJJOJEMi
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Oq4JgsgvN
「爺爺，你會怪責我嗎？」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjCrm2XM1MU
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7nwEvD1rgV
孫兒問空氣，縱使知道空氣沒能回應。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGsu6k2DN2e
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡevliJmJxT2
綠燈。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWZFm5CGNOX
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUWuJRi9WTr
「爺爺，放心。我會努力繼續走。」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTPHkSlnbqi
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUe0A15OaL8
孫兒抿抿雙唇，藏起憂思，推著輪椅開步走。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXdhwKVq6iG
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGPfzry5KjN
總得走下去，不是嗎？不努力走下去，就不會知道下一個夏天是甚麼光景。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIqhnN3n1EI
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這是從他身上學懂的。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzRUBUtoZ7k
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一生受用。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKoBLkzDtK9
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqHqeG4nqVN
「爺爺，謝謝你。」583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRBacnT4xTw
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5wDzHvPa5Q
孫兒的話猶如耳邊風，進不了他的耳，到不了他的心。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡviapHWMxf7
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZVMXZS8ZgK
要緊的，其實不要緊。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq2bFSFEnCM
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罷。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh3xpdn7HuM
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他被送上安老院專車。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIxaELabhYO
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7olQe2Pr3O
車窗外，無光街燈迅速往後退。一盞、兩盞、三盞……不盡，無窮。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡywzX6bwRjz
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMOR9tq9EbU
腦海裡，無數樹影鳥蟲交替、退去、消失。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDY3pql9CNI
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzqkfFs9RPB
他被動地遠離昔日一切。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDypV1gtZb1
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQa8dVhVLcU
要緊的，不再要緊。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMEqXShkKYM
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlmwXKeE7LK
他克盡己任，沒有遺憾。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZzEr7Bzhyl
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiD2dHrd7sS
他忘記前塵，沒有執著。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9KTHK2l7zQ
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv12vVv3B1J
有如被踐踏的梳化，有如被點燃的香菸，有如被吞吃的「菠蘿油」。583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlD1Uco7nUa
583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjwJKuKRLqB
毫不在意未來的每個夏日。
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