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一次意外，我失明了。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYErzCsJWKl
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明明再也看不見，卻感受到有一道目光正在凝視我。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVxYFSf6XDA
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「是誰？」我問。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP5mlZmb7fS
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無人回答。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAfxQA1DpfA
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有人說我未習慣黑暗，有人認為我疑神疑鬼，有人擔心我被變態盯上了。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaldtmn1oWq
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無論旁人如何安慰、陪伴，我仍然感受到那道目光。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJA3La78IJ
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總覺得自己的一舉一動盡收他人眼底，總覺得有人正在對自己評頭品足，總覺得有人會在我不為意之時撲出向我施襲……551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzVpSyiihOa
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雨夜，我獨自上街散步。雨聲淅瀝，偏偏掩蓋不了那人的喘氣聲。那人尾隨我已有好一段時間。我急步拐到小巷去，那人加速追上。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRWccRw0Pyl
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插——551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL0pgj63VvJ
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憑著腳步聲，我準確估算出自己與對方的距離，精準將小刀插入他的喉嚨。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1VMPbZAeZr
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「就是你一直在凝視我嗎？」我問。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCAvfDXAeYb
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他沒能回答我。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5GB1qUplUU
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終於解決了那道煩人的目光。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYVoghCH5DU
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誰料還沒走上兩三步，我又感受到那道目光。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM7mZiBFODP
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「是誰？」我問。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡufu0CxdlX9
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無人回答。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGLOB5biGAr
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數日後，又一個雨夜。我又殺了一個跟蹤我的傢伙。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBT1ULahw4b
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沒來得及高興，我發現那道目光尚未消失，陰魂不散。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAFYH8TwxtJ
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「是誰？」我問。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlpujgUhxJS
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無人回答。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO5hCN79Gcv
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我不再逃避，往目光源頭走去。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5gtqCl3bGa
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聽不見對方逃跑的腳步聲。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs3VLp22SIa
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難道對方打算待我走近時向我施襲？551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5nznsHziKh
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我止住腳步，佇立原地，靜觀其變。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2etkVDRvDa
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不變。對方徹底融入環境當中。沒有呼吸聲，沒有體味，沒有任何能夠揚起身邊氣流的動作。彷彿沒有形體，甚至是……不存在。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcOgeXYYjs4
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鬼？551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3VRVJ5KLgb
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寒意蝕骨。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡig4h7YUdRp
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接下來的數天，我接連參加多個聚會，希望熱鬧歡樂的氛圍可以將鬼邪驅趕。奈何那道目光如影隨形。時而在與我暢談的某君背後，時而在室內一隅往我一瞥，時而透過牆身反光物料朝我一笑。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJMWMXdy61Q
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我瀕臨崩潰。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNnmMmzLqEs
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某天，我參加一個朗讀會，聽同路人朗讀名著。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8QkRiOmXfO
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「當你凝視深淵，深淵也凝視著你。」有人朗讀尼采的名句。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI51Z7ZpDfH
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一言驚醒夢中人。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv5YZ2SagVD
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我開始明白是誰正在凝視我。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXw6CACkshw
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決不坐以待斃。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiPfseIPnIA
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我要主動解決他們。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbQIhvFciv5
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備好小刀利刃，智取一眾惡人首級。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ96IYbyBE2L
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死不暝目。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK8E9eOUt2h
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首級們整齊排列在地，質問與我無怨無仇，何解痛下殺手。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡurAvUsNgis
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「現在無怨，不代表將來無仇——我擔心你們將來會襲擊我。」551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAPyCh20aRu
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首級們笑聲震天，笑自己死得冤枉。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡICMcgDd0t0
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「我一介弱質女流，雙目失明。擔心被害，實屬正常。」551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOn9i95104q
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首級們痛罵我發神經，心理變態。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡokJaUsKMnd
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我氣得擸起利刃，亂手將首級們砍成肉醬。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3VnlTtGGdu
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但我砍漏了兩片薄唇——我看不見它的位置。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiGFrxeAVm3
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薄唇說：「你擔心，是因為你有『心』。」551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡms0Ev6FqAs
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手起刀落，薄唇二分為四。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1OX2BpyiF3
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死寂。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3A8TQDSzLd
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又是那一道目光。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGL6BnBbW8w
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哪來？551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJiN1czeuuX
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不在別處——在我心中。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9KquJPXDwP
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我驀地憶起薄唇的話。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtwuGK7CXTb
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我擔心，是因為我有「心」。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ74OhHVfEwj
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如果我沒有「心」，我就不會再擔心。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡla5qADGgrJ
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開膛，欲取心。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkgOOSCc1zt
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發現沒有心。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡscCnzvjMlG
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只有一片虛空的黑。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkru6uLI8FI
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如深淵。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Pa1SvykyO
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無盡。551Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡePHOWUMg0R
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