Ok so people at my school act so fucking weird. It's a free for all here and no one bats a fucking eye. Like people talk about other people even if they didn't do shit. Like tf is wrong with you? I don't know others at my school talk about me too and they think I don't know it's fucked. Because I don't even do shit to them it's like they hate me for no reason and I fucking hate it. Like there are people who are just as fucked as I am and they act like they're not. They caught a girl getting gang banged but she still calls other girl sluts like she didn't do shit. It's fucked up and there's just so many two faced bitches at my school and I wish I could just fucking expose they're lying asses so people see how horrible they are. And the school doesn't give a fuck. They make you feel horrible. I hated my ELA class because there always people judging you and looking at you making sure your every move is perfect and if it's not you're made fun of they make you look like a fucking joke. The way they make you feel is horrible. You feel uncomfortable and gross in your own skin like being you is fucking wrong. Do you know what it's like to sit with people who hate you in a cramped up room while their this random fucking dumbass talking to you about fucking George Washington while your just trying to not drown in a sea of fucking misery? Like shit man, it's just fucked up and I hate it here. These people act like they know it all like everything is perfect with them but it's fucking not and then you have to smile and be friendly with them like it's all okay but you know it's not okay and they smile back at you like they never made you want to take a knife to your fucking wrists but you know they did. Ugh I'm tired as fuck rn and I have an F in history so i'm fucked. Whatever. Go away now. Go touch some grass now.
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