gray skies.
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Silver.
Your eyes when you spoke are so happy,732Please respect copyright.PENANAevDskvqPko
like a bright message to the future.732Please respect copyright.PENANA5y4z0JYVRK
You show me your dreams and thoughts and wishes,732Please respect copyright.PENANAm21uTdU2Ow
and I keep them close to my heart.
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a shadow crosses your visage.
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Argent.
You don’t tell me straight away, (am I not worth telling?)732Please respect copyright.PENANA2E0F21UPyp
and instead, I find out with days to spare.732Please respect copyright.PENANAkgWhf21H2E
It’s panic, pure panic, that keeps me gone.732Please respect copyright.PENANA2DzTDiPlpk
I can barely bring myself to say goodbye.
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the skies steadily darken.
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Iron.
The first days are the worst.732Please respect copyright.PENANAv705xGFNXZ
All that exists are you and the knowledge that you’ll no longer be here.732Please respect copyright.PENANAJBEFKybAIB
And that empty, yawning space in my heart.732Please respect copyright.PENANAc2Cc7EPq9A
It hurts, you know. It really does.
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the memory of you keeps me going.
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Lead.
I deal with the pain.732Please respect copyright.PENANAeqK2DDuNg2
If I ignore it and constantly distract myself,732Please respect copyright.PENANAUtMzPodAEe
It’s like nothings there. Well, no. That’s a lie.732Please respect copyright.PENANAMg2ptwyvxN
But you’ll never know, will you.
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i miss you.
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Smoke.
The burden has lightened.732Please respect copyright.PENANApv168QjiJK
The throb has lessened, and the ache has dulled732Please respect copyright.PENANA2aHMjovUdQ
It still hits me hard, that I’m now alone, that you’re no longer here732Please respect copyright.PENANAvxOiUl09M0
hard enough to keel me over in tears.
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i wonder where you are.
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Stratus.
The worst of it has ended. Instead, I’m left with my thoughts, my memories,732Please respect copyright.PENANASG3A0GLZRb
and a broken heart. It could be worse.732Please respect copyright.PENANAYynIbGJK85
I still want you here thought, by my side.732Please respect copyright.PENANA7O2eDfHahz
That still hasn’t changed.
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the skies begin to clear.
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Chromium.
And now, my fractured heart has mended. The pain has slowed to a throb,732Please respect copyright.PENANAyMT9DqZBXj
that chooses to visit once in a while.732Please respect copyright.PENANAMT6NnPlZtc
I just have the recollections of our good days.732Please respect copyright.PENANAKDcxX4f0jO
And the image of you, happy and bright, shining like the sun.
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you’re the light that brightens my world.
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