望住個鐘,時間一分一秒咁過,我企左係度,而我旁邊就係坐住左既媽媽,佢好緊張咁捉緊左我隻手,口中不停碎碎念……「無事既……無事既……」佢既眼淚不停留緊落黎,但係,佢無喊出聲。312Please respect copyright.PENANAc4B5XSZYqY
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而我,腦海一片空白,望住一個又一個既醫生護士不停走黎走去,無錯,我而家,係急症室。312Please respect copyright.PENANAMLmWjEyHja
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我仍然望住個鐘,回想起,一個鐘前既事,同阿琪SD完MSG後,好開心咁返到屋企,一開門,好靜,靜到出左事都唔知。312Please respect copyright.PENANA7f44LTGIXi
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老牛大人今晚好早就去左訓,咁我媽媽當然都係啦,而我,心情好好咁沖左涼,換左衫後就訓左上床,睇緊我同阿琪一直而黎既對話回顧,仲諗緊,我上到去後有咩野應該要做。312Please respect copyright.PENANAHM8TeF05yL
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我好耐都無試過對一件事咁上心,即刻行到電腦枱前面,諗住上網搵d資料,當我開電腦果陣,見到枱面有封好厚既信,我好奇咁拎起,正想打開既時候,聽到……312Please respect copyright.PENANAY6YlpNuFjx
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「衰佬,仲咩事打我啊,訓緊覺啊。」我屋企其實隔音設備好差,所以有時都會聽到佢地傾計既野。312Please respect copyright.PENANAFY6V22tBwC
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可能,老牛大人發緊夢打緊拳。312Please respect copyright.PENANAt3lfSkWiKg
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不過……312Please respect copyright.PENANAQ5aoDhr2ln
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「做咩向我吹氣啊,未再搞拿……」然後,係好幾下好大聲既呼吸聲……「衰佬,咩事啊你……喂!醒下啊!仲咩事啊!你唔好嚇我啊!」312Please respect copyright.PENANAiq1lvlq4Kk
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點解?點解d說話好似有d唔對路!?312Please respect copyright.PENANA47dSHaed2U
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我放低左果封好厚既信,行去佢地間房度,見到媽媽拍打左老牛大人塊面幾下都無反應,我媽媽已經好緊張咁望住我,「牛仔,阿爸佢……」312Please respect copyright.PENANAQiFPT11Pda
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突然我意識到,有件大事可能要發生,我走上前摸一摸老牛大人既身,好凍……再摸一摸佢心口,好微弱既跳動……312Please respect copyright.PENANANg21pqDYq3
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「……報……報警。」我講完出黎後就即刻去左打電話,而我媽媽就不停咁叫老牛大人醒,但係,都好似無用。312Please respect copyright.PENANA5pCsbN9iWt
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直到,醫護到場……312Please respect copyright.PENANAH87Wu9QUZr
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直到,醫護搬左老牛大人出廳做CPR同電擊……312Please respect copyright.PENANAn0WmBu7kX1
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直到,我行上架救護車上面,見到佢地好落力咁搶救老牛大人……312Please respect copyright.PENANAPQcddkkHYY
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我都係,接受唔到呢件事既發生,我可以做既只有緊握自己既雙手祈禱,老牛大人唔好有事啊。312Please respect copyright.PENANARQtm3b5zuX
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急症室入面,今晚好靜,唔似我平時係電視見到咁,有係度等緊既病人,唔多,但佢地都不停咁投訴點解要等。312Please respect copyright.PENANAJWg4S6UQIz
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「牛仔……」媽媽叫我,哽咽咁叫我:「無事架,你阿爹一定會無事架,佢好返回醒返架,電視劇好多都係咁架,佢一訓醒我地就可以接走佢架拿。」312Please respect copyright.PENANA48f42TJx04
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呢番說話,只會有一種人先會講出黎,就係果d想有奇蹟出現既人先會講。312Please respect copyright.PENANAgEqlhVr8y3
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突然,我電話響左一下,係阿琪。312Please respect copyright.PENANAPmaoPqOKNP
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阿琪:訓唔著312Please respect copyright.PENANA7u8PEDVHfw
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我望住佢呢個MSG,眼淚慢慢咁流落黎,打左幾隻字後SD左比佢312Please respect copyright.PENANASpfb3J3skt
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我:我爸爸入左急症搶救緊312Please respect copyright.PENANAVvBkD58am9
阿琪:下!?312Please respect copyright.PENANAfGFDn7fCyC
阿琪:點解咁突然?312Please respect copyright.PENANAcynfp6oZ6M
阿琪:你有無事啊312Please respect copyright.PENANAUEovsEikg2
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我無覆佢,呢個時候我只係想好好咁陪我媽媽。312Please respect copyright.PENANAzx3zmfZw6u
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直到,一個卷頭髮既醫生行出黎,「邊個係老牛既屋企人?」312Please respect copyright.PENANAqYFS4oWEpR
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「我……我係!」媽媽成個人彈左起身行去醫生面前,而我,就係旁邊扶住佢。312Please respect copyright.PENANATQdecZ6EKa
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「你地可以跟我黎。」醫生同我地好輕描淡寫咁講,而我地跟係佢身後行左幾步之後,佢再轉身,用頭先果種輕描淡寫咁話:「伯伯佢走左架拿。」312Please respect copyright.PENANAd3SxXq8gjP
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可能,醫生每日都面對好多生死先可以咁輕描淡寫,不過,我同媽媽就唔可以,媽媽聽到醫生既說話後,佢成個人無力咁跌一下,如果唔係我扶住佢,佢一定會跌左落地下度。312Please respect copyright.PENANA1pzUCSPNso
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「下!?」媽媽呢一個下字叫得好有中氣,但後來換上既,係嚎啕大哭,而我d眼淚好似快過我既反應一樣,不停咁湧出。312Please respect copyright.PENANAJTSwxHkHle
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突然間,急症室入面既人全部都望住我地,就連本身投訴緊既病人都收左聲,望住我同我媽媽,好似覺得,而家呢一刻,就只有我地值得發出聲音一樣。312Please respect copyright.PENANAuKgcNl07Up
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入到去,見到既,係老牛大人訓左係一張床上面,旁邊既儀器,搶求用既喉管,以及醫生係旁邊同護士講:「去世時間,1點33分。」312Please respect copyright.PENANAVGNz7v4T9i
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媽媽見到老牛大人即刻行左過去,企唔隱既佢扶住床邊既把手,「點啊啊……點解你要抌低我啊……你仲未睇住牛仔結婚架……你仲有好多野未做架……」312Please respect copyright.PENANAqy54icXg8X
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點解?點解當一個人走左之後,先會覺得仲有好多野都未同佢做過?312Please respect copyright.PENANArFA8NVMsz4
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媽媽望住老牛大人,見到佢仲張大個口,「老公……你係未仲有好多野想講啊……唔駛講架拿……我地知架拿……」媽媽佢用手幫老牛大人合返埋口,而醫生呢一刻行左過黎同我地講:「你地可能要出一出去先,因為仲有d野要處理,處理完會再叫你地。」312Please respect copyright.PENANAWbYYBWVzi1
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又係果種輕描淡寫。312Please respect copyright.PENANAf4hgMD793b
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我扶住依依不捨既媽媽行出去,而媽媽口中仲係不停咁講:「我地要係度等爸爸,佢一定會醒返架,佢一陣就會返生架拿,好多電視劇都係咁架。」312Please respect copyright.PENANAZvZhzhnaPI
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我望住媽媽,不忍既眼淚流下。312Please respect copyright.PENANAjfOEhoLCkZ
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平時既佢只會叫老牛大人衰佬,到最後,叫左老公。312Please respect copyright.PENANAZp9gvX4aQy
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平時既佢同我講老牛大人會叫你阿爹,而家呢一刻,變返做爸爸。312Please respect copyright.PENANANxPpiRZztU
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而我電話又響起。312Please respect copyright.PENANALL6SMWuftF
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阿琪:好擔心312Please respect copyright.PENANAqgHkwoC8LJ
阿琪:你點啊312Please respect copyright.PENANAW4SAhGdIcS
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我見到阿琪呢兩個MSG,只係打左一句比佢312Please respect copyright.PENANAhD0ZlCM6OW
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我:我爸爸,走左312Please respect copyright.PENANANeBDvVLqiP