我想活下去....390Please respect copyright.PENANAiPYhFK0nZU
所以...好想流血.....390Please respect copyright.PENANA8ZfvnQKGhk
流血的時候才覺得自己還活着....390Please respect copyright.PENANAcWRe9U2i2C
明明流多了就會死....390Please respect copyright.PENANArxE8RgVTc0
會不會在手上多插幾針就會不辛苦了...390Please respect copyright.PENANA5qryhrD9eA
可是又不是....390Please respect copyright.PENANAXWvQb6Pvqc
真的...一點也不覺得痛.....390Please respect copyright.PENANAsGTHxET0Qp
就像個不合格的瑕疵品...也不能退貨...
就像個沒心沒肺沒血沒肉的人390Please respect copyright.PENANAPGKgDmQ5TR
為一次又一次的那種自殘帶來的痛感到興奮390Please respect copyright.PENANAHj5X0EHG8C
然後卻又埋怨自己的扭曲....390Please respect copyright.PENANAgjHm8vy4GE
直到真的感到麻痹...可又明知這只是沉淪390Please respect copyright.PENANAG3YJkuEFfB
睡在過去中一睡不醒390Please respect copyright.PENANA9OJdNNXH5U
明明心裹得清楚...390Please respect copyright.PENANAjDmAXq9ETA
明明並不想死...怕痛...也討厭受傷.....390Please respect copyright.PENANA7hWLfWCr6A
但又沒辦法去停止追求痛....390Please respect copyright.PENANA4hYsfVtkkO
也沒辦法離開死亡的引力390Please respect copyright.PENANArLijHnWlUv
美麗得讓人窒息的笑話...390Please respect copyright.PENANAhVpnK3I8Nd
好討厭自己...390Please respect copyright.PENANA7G0YO2ssBy
好討厭這無可救藥的自己...390Please respect copyright.PENANASZMPcJ4DT8
自殘就像吸毒390Please respect copyright.PENANA6FNCTB1caN
開始了第一次就算停了也忍不住回頭390Please respect copyright.PENANAHimKSVcWMZ
既害怕又讓人不能停止390Please respect copyright.PENANA3tlVrMMjie
每次也在想倒不如死了算了...390Please respect copyright.PENANAL46ohODQ9M
可是你也會在...然後又給予我希望....390Please respect copyright.PENANAaSS7mMnWZG
捉住後便開始想要更多去填補自己的絕望....390Please respect copyright.PENANA0RtvRpI4B2
然後又一次又一次地發現這不可能...390Please respect copyright.PENANAJ0wSV2gWDe
想死又想活下去390Please respect copyright.PENANABisg1APJaF
想流血但不想受傷...390Please respect copyright.PENANAmXNgrXeVIY
怕痛但沒感覺....390Please respect copyright.PENANA40VIWzu3zJ
我就在這裏苟延殘喘....曾哭著向自己求饒...
也曾找過結束的方法....卻狠不下心....
好辛苦...好累....好想哭.....390Please respect copyright.PENANAt5MVMXo8wH
血流多少也不夠....390Please respect copyright.PENANAcC5thrd9PR
淚卻已經流不出來了......
所有鬱結塞在胸口中....無發宣洩這苦悶和壓抑.....
活過的這17年裏我已經自殺了4次在醫院垂死掙扎
聽到醫生課我會比別人早死...我竟然感到安心...
我的是個無可救藥的垃圾
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