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No Plagiarism!TxsrJPtEOfriBeHvRpFIposted on PENANA 本來當我以為我身上的傷口都康復愈合過後,醫院就會順理成章入我出院。8964 copyright protection74PENANAbYqkQFz5E5 維尼
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但是讓我沒想到的是,事情並沒有那麼簡單的說。8964 copyright protection74PENANAy1Rt0OAcei 維尼
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因為前幾天我在醫院胡鬧的行為,為醫院帶來不少的影響和麻煩。8964 copyright protection74PENANAdltNBbFMmP 維尼
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而且我是精神病患者的緣故,他們決定將我移動到另一所醫院繼續留院觀察。8964 copyright protection74PENANAqLFLHj6Gnn 維尼
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我結果來到了熟悉的地方,這就是盧小桐也在住的精神病醫院。8964 copyright protection74PENANAoNtn8tCHo0 維尼
78Please respect copyright.PENANAPnbcZkfcBu
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好巧不巧的我也恰好成為了盧小桐的新鄰居。8964 copyright protection74PENANAigRPeCRtik 維尼
78Please respect copyright.PENANAceFE0WmoeM
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“為,為什麼?為什麼小糖大大你會在這裡?!”8964 copyright protection74PENANAkNVvwuOfb0 維尼
78Please respect copyright.PENANA3bGlePwo71
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我尷尬地對著盧小桐笑著道。8964 copyright protection74PENANAGrs6xoY0rO 維尼
78Please respect copyright.PENANACerYYmXfrU
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“這個說來話長,唉...”8964 copyright protection74PENANAsUAVV7GX7f 維尼
78Please respect copyright.PENANALry74r3PmE
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盧小桐似乎第一次看見如此情緒低落的我,比較她所認識的那一個唐可可。8964 copyright protection74PENANABGhJS05IX0 維尼
78Please respect copyright.PENANAEAmeMrETbA
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可是十分開朗,對生活十分憧憬積極的人。8964 copyright protection74PENANAfej0zabkya 維尼
78Please respect copyright.PENANAm0OTJDNubP
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而現在....8964 copyright protection74PENANAhuBgjSTxLE 維尼
78Please respect copyright.PENANAkQdrSE5kwJ
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我的視線緩緩從盧小桐的眼睛,下意識移向自己前臂上的傷疤。8964 copyright protection74PENANAf1BIwvymvp 維尼
78Please respect copyright.PENANAZ6xKgHJM7g
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當然盧小桐也意識到我的手。8964 copyright protection74PENANAHmDQXW4Oje 維尼
78Please respect copyright.PENANAydIsgVFYJa
8964 copyright protection74PENANAsz29IXO83J 維尼
她詫異地坐到我的床邊,然後緩緩摸著我的疤。8964 copyright protection74PENANAhxUawqPVM4 維尼
78Please respect copyright.PENANAFjz0TVUxIE
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“我終於理解你為什麼一直會穿長袖衣服了。很痛吧?”8964 copyright protection74PENANAXv0FxCFvwF 維尼
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讓我更是出乎意料,或者是說很意想不到。8964 copyright protection74PENANA1beUn81LVP 維尼
78Please respect copyright.PENANACVYJt32cD2
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她一邊摸著我的疤痕,居然哭了起來。8964 copyright protection74PENANAFnrfwwmuHU 維尼
78Please respect copyright.PENANA73d1qaK5j6
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叩叩叩8964 copyright protection74PENANARYPmQuioJ2 維尼
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忽然一個素未謀面的男人走進了我們的病房,看著他手裡拿著用美工紙疊出來的花束。8964 copyright protection74PENANADDNrdlfzNY 維尼
78Please respect copyright.PENANAxGNw9yfhlB
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看來盧小桐在這裡也沒有少艷福啊。8964 copyright protection74PENANAo2pnYamDRi 維尼
78Please respect copyright.PENANALK99JHI0oZ
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當盧小桐看見這位男士走進病房,立馬慌慌張張地擦掉自己臉上的眼淚。8964 copyright protection74PENANA4nkv7eThGl 維尼
78Please respect copyright.PENANAe3kddQLar8
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更是春光滿面地,用著滿都是愛意的眼神看著他。8964 copyright protection74PENANAlHNa7X1ncx 維尼
78Please respect copyright.PENANAr4MJnL1Ylf
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當我看見臉上全都寫滿了幸福二字的盧小桐,我心裡很祝福她很開心。8964 copyright protection74PENANAzWh8ZmBKoJ 維尼
78Please respect copyright.PENANAAhYH1w2UqN
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但卻心底有一絲一瞬間覺得十分嫉妒的感覺。8964 copyright protection74PENANARnWt9YuDNX 維尼
78Please respect copyright.PENANAGLddf55O0F
8964 copyright protection74PENANAiy9qD0UdS2 維尼
為了不打擾他們二人,我準備要離開病房之際。8964 copyright protection74PENANABmbYAqG9QR 維尼
78Please respect copyright.PENANAHxzBXl7TCX
8964 copyright protection74PENANA0Kv7nQI5LW 維尼
這男人視線緩緩看向了我。8964 copyright protection74PENANAj13Se8lbdl 維尼
78Please respect copyright.PENANADGRmqfTddk
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“小桐,這位不是之前一直來探望你的可可姐嗎?為什麼她會在這裡?”8964 copyright protection74PENANAAtSGFgYVgj 維尼
78Please respect copyright.PENANAqxUlAMff2y
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雖然這聽起來好像只是普通的一句疑問句,但是我看著他的眼神和語氣。8964 copyright protection74PENANAYtJRiBq1j3 維尼
78Please respect copyright.PENANAYUzGwWGkph
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壓根就不是那麼一回事。8964 copyright protection74PENANAYAOtyrcOWZ 維尼
78Please respect copyright.PENANAji3hcitujP
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但是此時此刻的我,快要分不清到底是這個人真的不懷好意。8964 copyright protection74PENANAnloVDIy8GG 維尼
78Please respect copyright.PENANAfYZKLeX6MB
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還是單純我的情緒病受到影響,看著誰都似乎不喜歡我。8964 copyright protection74PENANAiJYvQ3OzEg 維尼
78Please respect copyright.PENANAVOeipgI1BT
8964 copyright protection74PENANAfoALjVvag0 維尼
腦袋再一次不受控制地,莫名其妙有許多奇怪的想法冒出。8964 copyright protection74PENANA0Oq6GBdnwy 維尼
78Please respect copyright.PENANA8klXi2zPVP
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停下來丶停下來丶不要再說了。8964 copyright protection74PENANAKlglRVlzu0 維尼
78Please respect copyright.PENANAhaqwWhRgpG
8964 copyright protection74PENANA3FD6gwmAgT 維尼
許多不懷好意的聲音,不斷在我耳邊環繞。8964 copyright protection74PENANAFOwgCNizyg 維尼
78Please respect copyright.PENANACTMkXFMYeW
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“對不起,我先出去,你們兩個好好聊。”8964 copyright protection74PENANAD00Fy9M9nA 維尼
78Please respect copyright.PENANAyaCOrDaxyh
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我二話不說,一鼓作氣衝向病房外。8964 copyright protection74PENANA8ekNi4a5Lt 維尼
78Please respect copyright.PENANAYmLuF6S54I
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我也不知道自己走到那裡,在那裡。8964 copyright protection74PENANAQRKITZVfU5 維尼
78Please respect copyright.PENANAAVfBFlJr6w
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只是找到一個陰影的角落,蹲坐在那邊。8964 copyright protection74PENANA3y8Di6Uslh 維尼
78Please respect copyright.PENANAuxeAN9i59d
8964 copyright protection74PENANAkfvACpi6AM 維尼
用力地按緊了自己的耳朵,希望聲音快點消失。8964 copyright protection74PENANAQ3un6olSXh 維尼
78Please respect copyright.PENANA2klNasOLfs
8964 copyright protection74PENANAh7xRNEecaM 維尼
這些不知道哪裡來的聲音,能不能快點消失。8964 copyright protection74PENANAwyoTnNt4MI 維尼
78Please respect copyright.PENANAgDWVyjTEt7
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他們不斷在我旁邊告訴我,我的人生多失敗,我這個人多可笑。8964 copyright protection74PENANA9iwjh9XKnO 維尼
78Please respect copyright.PENANAkZL4d6g4TS
8964 copyright protection74PENANAA9kCn1Tw48 維尼
身邊沒有一個人喜歡你,你只是一個存在世界的負累,毫無意義的存在。8964 copyright protection74PENANAkxaSKnN7md 維尼
78Please respect copyright.PENANAn3nIlwGjsd
8964 copyright protection74PENANArZl5mNugdk 維尼
這些聲音丶這些聲音丶拜託....拜託...停下來好不好。8964 copyright protection74PENANA1wH9VgqSvH 維尼
78Please respect copyright.PENANA6FhmvxJNnz
8964 copyright protection74PENANAjo9Z2AJvrJ 維尼
我的情緒又再一次不受控制地,瘋狂在哭。8964 copyright protection74PENANA3bRlZWtj3q 維尼
78Please respect copyright.PENANATx7s82ivpx
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直到有人輕輕地不斷拍打我的肩膀,溫柔地輕聲呼喊我的名字。8964 copyright protection74PENANAKT6rOAx5U9 維尼
78Please respect copyright.PENANATDbxfBSt03
8964 copyright protection74PENANAiMOsxSZf8R 維尼
“可可?可可?可可?”8964 copyright protection74PENANADhOZipzX6n 維尼
78Please respect copyright.PENANA3riK1Z5CYy
8964 copyright protection74PENANAGqFG8fVX89 維尼
直到我回過神來,發現自己不知從哪裡撿來了一把膠片。8964 copyright protection74PENANAOouER5CWD9 維尼
78Please respect copyright.PENANAoNx2ZMbPb6
8964 copyright protection74PENANAEGWLy0OCYm 維尼
又再一次嘗試著傷害自己。8964 copyright protection74PENANAQwKHLPp8M7 維尼
78Please respect copyright.PENANAObSXtbFxLQ
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幸好這裡有許多的護士醫生看著,他們在我失控的時候一直嘗試。8964 copyright protection74PENANAx05hwIaS5B 維尼
78Please respect copyright.PENANAGtsw5KAyPM
8964 copyright protection74PENANARqa6gwZwXA 維尼
不傷害到我的情況下奪走我手上的鈍器,結果發生了現在僵持的畫面。8964 copyright protection74PENANAIKXNuITIyQ 維尼
78Please respect copyright.PENANAOQHt7ijLtv
8964 copyright protection74PENANAUInoBep3qu 維尼
然後另一位護士,嘗試不斷叫我的名字,讓我恢復理智。8964 copyright protection74PENANALjlCWhRxCc 維尼
78Please respect copyright.PENANACJ4qYm9SCH
8964 copyright protection74PENANAeuHVQCsLUO 維尼
大家發現我開始平復情緒之後,也緩緩鬆開了我的手。8964 copyright protection74PENANAQy4FxTiIjp 維尼
78Please respect copyright.PENANAHwCqWIm9es
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除了被自己用膠片磨破皮的手腕以外,還有各種被大家用力勒出的紅印。8964 copyright protection74PENANAiJa8dDUGvz 維尼
78Please respect copyright.PENANAhEM2ftv0pc
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“對不起,對不起。我不是故意的,我不知道自己在幹嘛,對不起丶對不起。”8964 copyright protection74PENANAoCmo8iWwZr 維尼
78Please respect copyright.PENANA4YexHDoDCK
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護士仿佛在呵護一個三歲的孩子一樣,溫柔地摸著我的頭。8964 copyright protection74PENANAapkLFnFg54 維尼
78Please respect copyright.PENANAdfuofCGLp3
8964 copyright protection74PENANAA4PTx6djZa 維尼
溫柔地一直對我說,沒事的,沒關係的,不是你的錯。8964 copyright protection74PENANAne42Kcjpzq 維尼
78Please respect copyright.PENANAWOMKOIpdcq
8964 copyright protection74PENANANzkCUJdDEk 維尼
其實這些情緒早在我小時候就開始出現,8964 copyright protection74PENANA2MdecGNaNw 維尼
78Please respect copyright.PENANAk7KJFOwQhe
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但是因為這些情緒困擾了我很久,我早把他當作理所當然習而為常的東西。8964 copyright protection74PENANA3NNhcsEJzz 維尼
78Please respect copyright.PENANAGgUfFCsN4F
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我也以為習慣用美工刀自殘自己是正常事。8964 copyright protection74PENANAiTdmpXIsdK 維尼
78Please respect copyright.PENANA3Cr5EkN5Z4
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是從開始創業壓力特別大的時候,發現一直伴隨著自己耳邊的聲音越來越大聲。8964 copyright protection74PENANAzCK9PFa4dx 維尼
78Please respect copyright.PENANA7sfe9L2feR
8964 copyright protection74PENANAG9uGJGwZzt 維尼
說的話越來越清晰,我才意識到自己原來有幻聽。8964 copyright protection74PENANAQKfbqmpCKy 維尼
78Please respect copyright.PENANAv02qdfy2jq
8964 copyright protection74PENANAA5g2sdDjpL 維尼
自己主動去過醫院接受心理輔導,才發現原來這些事情根本不正常。8964 copyright protection74PENANA3dVrpeP5RH 維尼
78Please respect copyright.PENANAh6Z1p8ihi9
8964 copyright protection74PENANAPfhnC1K8yK 維尼
當醫生詢問我是從什麼時候開始,我便說我從小到大就能夠聽見耳邊奇怪的聲音。8964 copyright protection74PENANAZwOaD4v6Oj 維尼
78Please respect copyright.PENANAFb55dWmu1K
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但是並沒有把他當一回事。8964 copyright protection74PENANAFh15Rozani 維尼
78Please respect copyright.PENANAkXV5J69hZJ
8964 copyright protection74PENANAgcotpFO3R0 維尼
然後他開始嘗試問關於我童年的事情,也讓他找到了答案。8964 copyright protection74PENANAfAHcfVpRBM 維尼
78Please respect copyright.PENANAKS1M8PYySV
8964 copyright protection74PENANAilYjNEBvCn 維尼
沒錯,就是唐靈靈帶來給我的童年陰影造成的。8964 copyright protection74PENANAgX5M5I3jBI 維尼
78Please respect copyright.PENANAMJiDaOrWFu
8964 copyright protection74PENANAVblENNzqwt 維尼
隨而伴隨著的壓力便是,來自父母那傳統觀念無形的壓力。8964 copyright protection74PENANAEatuZBDApO 維尼
78Please respect copyright.PENANA7u8gAZB4YL
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因為內向的自己,選擇將情緒收起用自殘的方式令自己舒服一點。8964 copyright protection74PENANAzUQv25qoKf 維尼
78Please respect copyright.PENANARdnVPLOVtw
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一直以來都沒有人告訴我這是不對的行為,所以我一直在用錯的方式來發洩情緒。8964 copyright protection74PENANAE1gFbHdae0 維尼
78Please respect copyright.PENANAqf5qrx51Bo
8964 copyright protection74PENANA1dBAU89Az5 維尼
我曾經也有嘗試向父母表示,我有情緒困擾的問題。8964 copyright protection74PENANAybVgrsjxCW 維尼
78Please respect copyright.PENANAwQfO9SGUdN
8964 copyright protection74PENANA8W4BLN3GSl 維尼
經常性莫名其妙擁有自殺的念頭,認為自己的存在是多餘的。8964 copyright protection74PENANAIVLjXDbSE5 維尼
78Please respect copyright.PENANAAGOaAwvsrR
8964 copyright protection74PENANAkWfvdcu2qx 維尼
但是在父母的眼裡,只認為這是我逃避現實的藉口。8964 copyright protection74PENANAqgLTgta1Ge 維尼
78Please respect copyright.PENANATbjL0aSUx8
8964 copyright protection74PENANAp5GAq8PkMj 維尼
認為我作為成年人,應當由自己承擔去處理自己的問題。8964 copyright protection74PENANAO6n6SKskPP 維尼
78Please respect copyright.PENANASsmYgXaEa4
8964 copyright protection74PENANAXFIfrTSSDr 維尼
認為我顧作用自殺作為威脅,讓他們覺得自己是不及格的父母。8964 copyright protection74PENANAvaThHVHvjp 維尼
78Please respect copyright.PENANATOzHLvRlne
8964 copyright protection74PENANA1rL8c4SAaq 維尼
但我只是希望得到他們的支持和陪伴,希望他們能夠相信我的困擾。8964 copyright protection74PENANAh3aTJwdqsB 維尼
78Please respect copyright.PENANA0viBKCYVlG
8964 copyright protection74PENANA2n1G6RWBsW 維尼
我有嘗試過向很多人表示自己的困擾,自己的情緒問題。8964 copyright protection74PENANA1dyG8tpJoQ 維尼
78Please respect copyright.PENANACE34hF2ehV
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卻是得到的答案只有8964 copyright protection74PENANAjrzOu07w0R 維尼
78Please respect copyright.PENANAiI0BlBmoTQ
8964 copyright protection74PENANA25jHMjB65m 維尼
“是你自己想太多了,別想那麼多就可以了。”8964 copyright protection74PENANATd2REzX6ZS 維尼
78Please respect copyright.PENANAxV41qQDeez
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“你看開點就好了,這沒什麼大不了的,而且比你慘的人還很多。”8964 copyright protection74PENANAmEEfopiy4R 維尼
78Please respect copyright.PENANAZU1EWTvUUz
8964 copyright protection74PENANApgWQL9RwrZ 維尼
但是我想得到的說話只是簡單的一句。8964 copyright protection74PENANAqF6BatUPbp 維尼
78Please respect copyright.PENANAIvlRrjlHYV
8964 copyright protection74PENANAMnYuC3ZYPI 維尼
別怕,我在呢,我會陪著你。8964 copyright protection74PENANAOOiINNTrrl 維尼
78Please respect copyright.PENANAnORmpmqLm9
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就那麼簡單的說話而已,偏偏這簡單的說話,不知何時變得那麼奢侈。8964 copyright protection74PENANAqbOJ4iTyht 維尼
78Please respect copyright.PENANAO3aM23kRDr
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久而久之,我自己的情緒問題變成了我心底最深處牢固地鎖起來的箱子。8964 copyright protection74PENANAyHKs0MDcIq 維尼
78Please respect copyright.PENANAyanFZRf8hs
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