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Knuckles withering away to bone and bits of flesh torn from your fingers,520Please respect copyright.PENANAyNTxarVgiX
A hushed scream that doesn't quite reach your lips,520Please respect copyright.PENANAahOdWFTtBb
Why does it hurt like this?520Please respect copyright.PENANAo8E7TIpCxR
It would feel so much better to cry, to let it out, to have gross, throbbing sobs that pucker up your face and squeeze your throat shut and punch you in the gut with godly force and take your heartstrings, one string in every finger and yank them all in different directions mercilessly so...520Please respect copyright.PENANAB3E76olGoY
So...520Please respect copyright.PENANAkWwWLwh3zS
So why can't you?520Please respect copyright.PENANAxmmXUVDKnm
You try. You think of the worst and double it, triple it quintillion times so,520Please respect copyright.PENANAts5pak3RUM
Your only company is the silence that follows.520Please respect copyright.PENANAKqr5PCLyrL
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You dig.520Please respect copyright.PENANArz8U4rwi0c
Grasp a shovel between shaking, clammy hands and thrust it down into your brain,520Please respect copyright.PENANAWkb6WCmgs3
Deeper, deeper,520Please respect copyright.PENANA74DGpuYf6q
There has to be something.520Please respect copyright.PENANAmhwVK2A2Ml
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Something that just didn't click.520Please respect copyright.PENANA4Mna2k5Ce6
Deeper, deeper,520Please respect copyright.PENANAuQqXRFQE2i
What else is there?520Please respect copyright.PENANAKNu1pAGFYS
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You're getting close to the bottom. Was it all the way down there?520Please respect copyright.PENANARYhPxx9jEb
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It has to be the answer!520Please respect copyright.PENANAB39ivdjJoQ
Deeper, deepest.520Please respect copyright.PENANAL2XqkflfQ0
Your shovel hits the base, a tinny clang ringing through your head.520Please respect copyright.PENANAH2HWSTvDsK
This is it? This is the bottom? This is what's left in your brain?520Please respect copyright.PENANAnH2fiG7ZQk
There's nothing.520Please respect copyright.PENANAksS4XgjlkL
It's empty!520Please respect copyright.PENANA0Y8C81o9X8
The sadness passes, and you're left with...nothing. 520Please respect copyright.PENANABANR1R9KHN
A numb sensation; you watch your breath evaporate into the night air. 520Please respect copyright.PENANAj9bvaJdg7C
You close your eyes, but the tears never come.520Please respect copyright.PENANA1UmFC2fIGr
They never came.520Please respect copyright.PENANA4jTgJBKy2c