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Blue and I spend the next hour walking slowly around the Oval with Rebecca Wolfe, answering her questions while the camera zeroes in and Holmlund and Allie the producer trail behind.
Rebecca asks about our families. Her voice is sympathetic when she mentions the death of my mother and the demise of Blue’s father.
But her tone turns pointed when she brings up Virginia and her role in all this, and I soon start to seethe. 67Please respect copyright.PENANAq8DQ1c3PWK
She’s trying to imply, without coming right out and saying it, that somehow my grandmother is helping Blue evade justice. And that’s a lie. 67Please respect copyright.PENANApzDU1ImRfV
“It must be so hard,” Rebecca murmurs, “coming on the heels of your brother Buick’s. . .um. . .legal troubles.” 67Please respect copyright.PENANANLI7uHjWZ8
You bitch.67Please respect copyright.PENANAc1LJaq9qtJ
“My brother has nothing to do with any of this,” I snap, noting the warning look I’m getting from Holmlund. 67Please respect copyright.PENANAAoAo6QfHpG
I start to say more to defend my grandma, but then I swallow my words. Virginia is used to dealing with the press and she has plenty of resources to stand up for herself. She doesn’t need me to do it. 67Please respect copyright.PENANA9rExAi9cJn
Rebecca gives me a knowing, patronizing look than irritates the shit out of me. 67Please respect copyright.PENANAwLQreP1Zhq
Then she moves on to Blue, asking about Bootstrap and the plane crash and his decision to enlist in the Army. 67Please respect copyright.PENANAsWg9bYEVym
She seems to know that Blue’s father wanted him to work for Bootstrap and follow in his footsteps, and that Blue turned his back on all of it. 67Please respect copyright.PENANABAtWoSWYb7
She knows that Blue and his dad had been estranged when Bill Daniels died. 67Please respect copyright.PENANARb1I84fVdf
She even somehow knows about Blue’s guitar, an apparent peace offering that arrived in Afghanistan only a week before the crash that ended any chance of a reconciliation between father and son. 67Please respect copyright.PENANA3CsYBi4yir
Rebecca Wolfe obviously did her research. 67Please respect copyright.PENANASsbOoGlhY9
For a second, we both just stand here with our mouths open. 67Please respect copyright.PENANAyC9xFh4qa3
How the hell does she know all this?67Please respect copyright.PENANAmbs2i047cW
I see the flash of bewilderment and then anger on Blue’s face before his expression turns to stone. I’d let go of him as we walked, but now I weave my fingers through his again and squeeze his hand, trying to silently console him.67Please respect copyright.PENANAk4Q8mCfYyq
Our interrogator speaks again. “So now, let’s talk about the girl in Afghanistan. And what happened to the other members of your patrol.” 67Please respect copyright.PENANA13QQvZx6zm
We’ve already made the circle twice at that point, lingering occasionally in front of the Gothic-style buildings that line the Oval as Rebecca and Allie maneuver us into various shots they want. 67Please respect copyright.PENANAEThOGzRzQR
When Ikana was established in the sixties, its founders wanted it to one day be considered Oklahoma’s version of an Ivy League school, so they’d built it to look like one: stone walls splashed with acid to make them look old, pointed arches, fancy carvings. 67Please respect copyright.PENANA3ogtWkVzOi
I’d once read an old newspaper article that mocked Ikana’s pretensions, contemptuously calling it the “Okie Ivy.” 67Please respect copyright.PENANA9ChEpJfUCz
During the interview, Blue and I are positioned in the most picturesque spots, the places that show up on the college’s recruiting brochures. 67Please respect copyright.PENANAA5ctZta63j
By the time we’re standing in front of the elaborate fountain that anchors the Oval, with rubbernecking students streaming around us and gawking at Rebecca, I’m feeling sick to my stomach. 67Please respect copyright.PENANA9uGrdVU95t
I can already see how it’s all going to be packaged when the interview airs. 67Please respect copyright.PENANAa5mKIwvqOj
There’ll be a dramatic soundtrack, and Blue and I will be portrayed as a tragic, modern-day Romeo and Juliet. A collage of contradictory images will be added to the effect: leafy, insulated Ikana, the carefree college party house, the war zone of Afghanistan, the real-world deaths of three American heroes. 67Please respect copyright.PENANAOxTk1SEJ81
It’ll probably be hard-hitting and mesmerizing: love and ambition, sex and sacrifice, death and dishonor, all taking place among two powerful Oklahoma families. 67Please respect copyright.PENANAtMtC1tWUsb
It is probably going to be regarded as good journalism. Truth be told, it is good journalism. And already, I hate it. 67Please respect copyright.PENANAgeqCVajNBF
We stand in front of the fountain for half an hour. Blue does most of the talking, his voice veering from calm and almost aloof to quivering, on the edge of panic.67Please respect copyright.PENANANkZtmg4h1s
Rebecca’s persistent questioning takes him back, over and over again, to the attack that killed Monti, Cunny, and Hud. And she keeps focusing on Blue’s actions in the days after. 67Please respect copyright.PENANAbNNvQJs1Jg
“You lied,” she says bluntly. 67Please respect copyright.PENANAlJwvzdflYd
“Yes.” 67Please respect copyright.PENANAgTClrJyfRW
“You lied to your commanding officer, to those interrogating you. To your fellow soldiers.” 67Please respect copyright.PENANAVZO1qKyfgl
“Yes.” 67Please respect copyright.PENANABwrX3vsSd2
“You lied, again and again. You allowed that lie to spread. You allowed the families and friends to believe that lie.” 67Please respect copyright.PENANAWwSfYoUQZE
“Yes.” His voice is just a croak, and his face crumbles. “I did.” 67Please respect copyright.PENANAvz2azRPQRT
I glare at Rebecca, then look over at Holmlund, wanting him to intervene. But he is on the phone, walking around in a circle several feet beyond the fountain and waving one arm around a lot. 67Please respect copyright.PENANAhrVVVuXOV1
How the hell can he not be paying attention to this?67Please respect copyright.PENANAhoWtrEtxmZ
It’s like watching a vulture pick at the open wound of a loved one as Rebecca’s questioning intensifies. After a while, I start to come to Blue’s defense. But he squeezes my hand and shakes his head slightly. 67Please respect copyright.PENANAGxMnnud5YB
So I close my mouth. But when I feel the camera focusing on me, I almost panic. 67Please respect copyright.PENANAvYk1dtoVgt
This is much harder than I thought it would be. 67Please respect copyright.PENANAlilSL8K7gF
Finally, the interview comes to an end, and Rebecca signs off with some melodramatic bullshit. 67Please respect copyright.PENANA7nTsknvZpo
She hands off the mic and steps closer to us, giving us a warm smile that I do not trust. 67Please respect copyright.PENANA8OhZP5GaJ5
“I know that was difficult,” she says softly, looking from Blue to me and back again, “but you both did really well. I tried to be even-handed, but I had to ask the hard questions. I hope you understand.” 67Please respect copyright.PENANAwIFdwFitS6
Blue’s face is expressionless as he unclips his mic and hands it to Rebecca. “I’m just glad it’s over with,” he says, his voice wooden.67Please respect copyright.PENANAwuBLlNshNS
But I know it’s just beginning. 67Please respect copyright.PENANArimlUOAJre
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