The sun has set on our perfect day as Matty drives us through the lanes, the headlights lighting up the path ahead. Trees lining either side of the car make it appear darker than it really is. The heater is on and the music down low. He rests one hand on my thigh, he's so confident. He doesn't have to overcompensate, he's just himself unapologetically.
62Please respect copyright.PENANAB5aavDGofD
My phone buzzes. And I scramble in my bag to retrieve it. I unlock it feeling like I haven't looked at it for hours. It's now a foreign object to me.
Matty's hand reaches up and down my thigh.
"Rhea again" I say to him
"They're with everybody" I say to him.
62Please respect copyright.PENANAI8B156XSVE
He smiles, "you wanna join them babe?" He says simply.
I think for a minute, What's the alternative?
I flick my brunette curls back amazed that my hair has remained silky and frizz free. I'm overdressed for a house party, but I do look great. Sophisticated almost. I'm slightly tipsy already after my two large glasses.
62Please respect copyright.PENANA8LkmUmUCi7
I wonder if Ross will be there. Maybe it would be an opportunity to iron things out between us. But what exactly is this between me and Matty? I look over at him. He's thinking too.
Concern shadows his face.
62Please respect copyright.PENANAUlVDEyeh9W
"They're at Ross' house" there I said it, the elephant in the room that needs to be addressed.
"we could go, his isn't far from mine and then we could drive back to mine" he says.
"I won't drink, you deserve to have a good time though. Looking like that" he says flashing my outfit a look.
"You look amazing by the way, I like the dress. Did I mention that before?" he laughs.
62Please respect copyright.PENANA3qVvhTdWtu
My mind says; are you ready to stay with Matty alone overnight? My heart says to jump at the offer.
"If it makes you feel better you can take Kim's room if you're not ready to stay in mine" he says realising my thought process.
"Matthew I would love to stay overnight with you" I say cheekily.
He laughs, it's dark but I swear I see him blush.
"Okay Taylor" he retaliates.
62Please respect copyright.PENANAvoudjjRT21
"I love that name" he says looking out the windshield
"I've never heard of a girl named Taylor but it is very you" he smirks
" and what do you mean by that"
"Well you're unique, unlike most girls"
Is this a compliment, or?
"My dad chose my name, he wanted me to stand out I think" I laugh.
62Please respect copyright.PENANAdldiINBJE0
I let Rhea know we're on our way she says she's kept quiet about our date. She informs me who's there. Looks like I might get to investigate Jen after all. For some reason she doesn't bother me all that much after mine and Matty's date. Although I haven't met her yet, I bet she's outspoken and domineering. I'm gonna have to outsmart her.
62Please respect copyright.PENANAJ2jbcy2xj2
Just then Matty glances my way, eyes shining "you really are gorgeous" he smirks.
"What are you deliberating" he asks
"Nothing really" I say
"please tell me" he is direct
"Sorry to be a downer, but have you got anything else at all to share with me before we do this" I want to know everything then I have no weaknesses to be exploited.
"Not at all, what else would I have to tell you?"
He says surprised.
"I know it all, the history with Jen and Rach? If so then we're all good."
"Completely, of course" he says reassuringly.
62Please respect copyright.PENANAgywimMtU5w
"Look I get it being around someone's ex is beyond annoying but don't overthink it. We didn't date I told you that right? I think Rach wanted more, and bastard that I am I turned her down." He explains.
62Please respect copyright.PENANApnWx1DBilU
I feel slightly better. He rubs my upper thigh, how does he do that and drive? Skills. It's making me want him more. I don't know how I'm going to keep my hands off of him so I won't.
62Please respect copyright.PENANAU5oMorfggr
Matty stops off at the off license, he buys me a bottle of Malibu as he says Ross has shit alcohol. He also gets tobacco, mint filters and some disaronno for me to try.
62Please respect copyright.PENANAGhuQ02BQ6M
We park up outside Ross' house. He leans over to me hand still on my thighs and kisses me. Urgently and passionately. When he breaks it off he keeps his lips on mine. "Let's do it right this time around yeah?" He says cheekily
I follow him out of the car slightly stunned by the kiss. He rests an arm around my shoulders I'm still wearing his jacket. I look down at my heels and long legs, my burgundy dress that shows off my abs. I feel confident, how could I not? Matty draped around me and I'm dressed to go out out for once. My makeup is still good too. His possessiveness pretty much screams she's with me. And this is one instance where I don't mind that one bit.
ns 172.71.254.82da2