I was hungry so I went to the outside, nobody was in the hospital which make me have doubt of could have happened the things is that the city was now a forest with gasoline tubes in fire and many people didn't make it because that is the only thing I could've suspect because of the cars burning slowly, there were no people and no animals, but in anyway I didn't distracted of my objective: getting food.
I found a Chinese market with broken windows so there was nothing else to do that going in, because at least I could find some water and a shelter maybe, a good shelter could be a children party place because if something goes wrong I can hide in the bottom of the balls pool, "Blue Moon Milk" is the best thing I found for drinking that is not a coke with suspicious smell and suspicious flavor and a spicy instant ramen and 3-5 eggs were under the refrigerator but I personally think the owner of the market didn't had the eggs to protect himself so he left them, and died because there was a corpse in a car when I was doing my Matutine apocalypse walk, now I have to get again to my walk to find a shelter, I have good luck actually there was a mysterious ikea but there is no one living in this city that is human, then, what can happen if I enter to sleep? At least there is enough places for my things like in the house inspiration that is on the second floor that has a room, a bathroom, everything I need(literally), I wondered where were Mika and Axel but then, a thing pushed me to some decorations and started attacking me in my face with table stick, the blood in my face was in a very minimal amount but the scars were painfull I asked the hours but nothing had happened but the person asks me: "Is that you Matt? " In a surprise tone in his voice and then I recognised the voice "Axel? " Yes he was him and he was very happy to see me again, he thought I was completely dead and then I remembered I was in a coma dreaming with him..! So why he exists in real life, exactly when I realized all that he's face gone blurry I was changing of dream once and now to any fantasy but nothing was going while I was thinking of that, so did his face just go blurry? It's the only theory so I need to talk to him, RIGHT NOW, then I was the announcer of a crircus which is probably the worst thing because I have no Idea of what to say now, all the looks of the adults and children fascinated but why? I looked into the curtains to see if there is any sign of somebody there but there were just normal circus people, I was freezed, unable to move or say something but then my 'dad' comes to the show and starts singing along a song that I know from my 'real' dad, but how is that even possible I don't understand why I am here, and if I am in a real coma or just sleeping too much but I am in a lucid dream and everything I do is crucial because every single dream is like a reality for me and there is real people in there and they die by MY fault and it hurts because I let every single FREAKING person die while I am OK and it doesn't feel right, the people was looking how I was having a several panic attack and appreciate it as a show while I was suffering and feeling all the pain that I had to support in every dream and then when I yelled it was enough a joyful young lady called the 911 preoccupied of my situation, fear in the faces of people then the children started crying and asking they're parents what was happening with me, I heard the ambulance siren loudly outside and so the public did I blink and blink once and once again and then I was going to the ambulance and heard my 'dad' say "WELCOME TO THE CIRCUS" joyfully hiding his nerves in a box in his heart. Who is that freaking dad sir
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