I've been taught to just start writing and see what happens so that's what I'm doing except I'm half asleep. Maybe I'm always half asleep... the world seems so distant and daily events slip away from my memory like a dream that is lost upon awakening. If it's not all a dream then I think I should be scared. Scared of getting older. Scared of my own decisions. But maybe for now I should get some sleep. I'll miss it in the morning.
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