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No Plagiarism!ZXllaVNbR84XLgZaJib6posted on PENANA 我們先是乘坐捷運,再轉搭公車。從公車裡往外看,屬於城市的淡漠已漸漸被柔和的綠色植物取代。駛進山裡的公車,就像突然誤入一場奇妙的夢。8964 copyright protection37PENANARbtUmokpCp 維尼
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有時陽光會從窗戶照進,隨著外頭樹木時有時無的遮蔽,我也看到學姐身上有著忽隱忽現的和煦。8964 copyright protection37PENANAMQ8qR9ppx7 維尼
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下車後,我們循著登山步道走,能感受到人潮越來越多。不愧是著名的旅遊景點,尤其是在這賞花的季節。8964 copyright protection37PENANAyQTmRxTcUz 維尼
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在快接近目的地時,我向學姐問:「學姐,真的要去看嗎?」8964 copyright protection37PENANAwIKuKW5ZVU 維尼
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她點頭。8964 copyright protection37PENANAswJsKJYZgP 維尼
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「可能會被發現喔。」8964 copyright protection37PENANAJOHqFPYnHm 維尼
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我幫學姐把帽子又壓低一些。8964 copyright protection37PENANATa2stIhgLU 維尼
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「沒關係。」她小聲地說。然後,拉了拉自己的口罩。8964 copyright protection37PENANAEHyG4evo1s 維尼
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進入園區時,首先映入眼簾的是一片繡球花海。遊客們不斷地將眼前的景色以相機記錄下來。不過仔細一看,只看到白色和紫色的繡球花而已,沒有學姐想看的藍色。似乎是意識到這點的學姐,沒有多作停留又開始沿著園區的動線走。8964 copyright protection37PENANAGG6VbqcYMI 維尼
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很快地,我們便在園區裡頭發現藍色的繡球花。8964 copyright protection37PENANAm6aRyN4JcL 維尼
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充分展現生命力的繡球花在各處叢生。有些遊客站在花田中央欣賞,也有些遊客背靠著繡球花牆拍照。8964 copyright protection37PENANAQp2PAboOsF 維尼
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「好美。」8964 copyright protection37PENANABLOxQCX9xy 維尼
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學姐有些恍惚地走到無人的花牆,我也從後頭慢慢跟上。8964 copyright protection37PENANAxcBRmIyfSg 維尼
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站在花牆前的學姐,像被疼愛般,受到來自周圍的藍色繡球花環繞。就算只有背影,我也被眼前的美麗所吸引。8964 copyright protection37PENANAnHqRpHHGWx 維尼
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我也走到花牆前,向身邊的她問:「為什麼學姐只想看藍色的繡球花?」8964 copyright protection37PENANAwsWZzrECW3 維尼
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而且還如此執意。8964 copyright protection37PENANAAD7pFnyBOZ 維尼
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她拉下口罩,畫上唇膏的嘴輕輕顫抖著。8964 copyright protection37PENANAkAn39Xjq2f 維尼
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「學弟,你知道藍色繡球花的花語是什麼嗎?」8964 copyright protection37PENANAk7g7vN9pcN 維尼
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我對她搖了搖頭。8964 copyright protection37PENANAFsyaCkR9QY 維尼
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「是——」8964 copyright protection37PENANAq6qvxsbOx7 維尼
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——背叛。8964 copyright protection37PENANA5OOkz5BgK5 維尼
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我突然對學姐說的話感到窒息,周圍的空氣彷彿被抽乾般。8964 copyright protection37PENANAyT5FJDtuo8 維尼
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「如果學姐不想看藍色繡球花也不必逼著自己。」8964 copyright protection37PENANACb8yqHW2Vc 維尼
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我盡量保持冷靜。8964 copyright protection37PENANA1jYbZHiRec 維尼
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「我想看啊。從在網路上意外得知它的花語時,我就一直想看。」8964 copyright protection37PENANAdnt1Dcpnt9 維尼
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「……為什麼?」8964 copyright protection37PENANAN5dtYpwXED 維尼
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「因為我覺得它和我很像。」8964 copyright protection37PENANAU07d9Sty00 維尼
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「我不懂。妳這笑話太高級了。」8964 copyright protection37PENANAHcYeTJ5jK0 維尼
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「白癡。」8964 copyright protection37PENANA5EsqXuuZF4 維尼
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學姐一如往常地瞪了我一眼,這動作反而讓我心情平靜下來,但她又馬上將視線放回花的身上。8964 copyright protection37PENANAPO1ihpPKwv 維尼
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「我不是說過……我被公司背叛了嗎……」8964 copyright protection37PENANAELcCyHQeP6 維尼
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「嗯。」我向學姐點頭。8964 copyright protection37PENANAnIyLNTYtpv 維尼
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「但……其實背叛的人一直都是我喔。」8964 copyright protection37PENANABWRYpU6wSj 維尼
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她開始向我揭露她心中更為複雜的那份沉重。8964 copyright protection37PENANAv7BjyMNrcS 維尼
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——剛開始,我憎恨身為偶像的自己。8964 copyright protection37PENANAwJE3R8UPBd 維尼
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既不能專心地寫歌,也不能唱著自己喜歡的歌,還得和我一點都不想認識的團員們一起在宿捨生活。8964 copyright protection37PENANAAxi5xm2FFc 維尼
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甚至是那些粉絲。他們只是喜歡著被公司包裝的我,真正的我沒人曉得。8964 copyright protection37PENANAcPzszlGr5E 維尼
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這一切雖然令人討厭,但我還是隱忍著,努力維持身為偶像的自己。因為將來如果有機會以個人名義出道,目前公司的資源是不可少的。8964 copyright protection37PENANAjTpvAgFkVJ 維尼
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我就這樣抱著厭惡的心態一路走來。8964 copyright protection37PENANAlH1szo2It3 維尼
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直到我們獲得年度歌曲獎的那瞬間,我終於瞭解到——8964 copyright protection37PENANAdPB0MEE3j3 維尼
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我已經喜歡上成為「偶像」這回事。8964 copyright protection37PENANAtZhJFjdW7j 維尼
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證據就是得獎時,那些在粉絲的歡呼聲下不由自主的淚水。8964 copyright protection37PENANAsmUxB2QbM3 維尼
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原來這一切並沒有我所想的那麼糟。8964 copyright protection37PENANAJeDA4qymQD 維尼
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團員們其實都是很好的孩子。與她們日漸相處,我發現工作再怎麼疲憊也很有趣。8964 copyright protection37PENANAJohYsFC4dx 維尼
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每當站在舞台上,粉絲們的應援聲直到上床睡覺時,都還在耳裡迴盪著。8964 copyright protection37PENANATRKoPcV7vh 維尼
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雖然網路上總有些不舒服的惡評,但其實喜歡我的人更多。 8964 copyright protection37PENANAQ49ZMWENEB 維尼
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但同時我也發現——8964 copyright protection37PENANAGhLN7kqzKB 維尼
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心裡的夢想還是緊咬著我不放,我還是想成為期望中的自己。8964 copyright protection37PENANA8BroVK1zkp 維尼
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之後每當粉絲和我說聲「謝謝妳成為IsLilac」或是「IsLilac缺一不可」時,我就會愧疚地想死。8964 copyright protection37PENANAlwlIUH2eES 維尼
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我一直在背叛著。8964 copyright protection37PENANAcQGahQ17YY 維尼
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一面背叛著喜愛我的人,卻又和真正的理想背道而馳。8964 copyright protection37PENANAMztjaYZKxf 維尼
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「我曾經恨著『你們喜歡的我』,如今卻開始不知道該選哪一邊。」我好想這麼說,卻說不出口。8964 copyright protection37PENANAnskRqPGOuO 維尼
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只能感到害怕,然後等著自己再也無法走下去的那天到來。8964 copyright protection37PENANAK0RzOHqS49 維尼
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漸漸自我毀滅。8964 copyright protection37PENANAJXKLLMuk8o 維尼
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說到這,學姐看著我,帶著一抹虛弱的微笑。8964 copyright protection37PENANAAargDVmgzj 維尼
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「所以,當學弟在天台聽到我的抱怨時,我竟然有種解脫的感覺。如果因為你的一句話能將我的偶像生涯毀掉……我是不是就能脫離這狀態了呢?我是這麼想的。」8964 copyright protection37PENANAV6mLppeYvI 維尼
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原來當時的學姐給我有種無所謂的感覺,就是這個原因。她希望藉由他人之手將她目前的現況強制摧毀。8964 copyright protection37PENANAetnuvSEiqa 維尼
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「雖然說這花和我很像,但實際看看還是比我漂亮多了。」8964 copyright protection37PENANAH9WtLLn9wQ 維尼
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對著花失笑的學姐,表情有些悲哀。8964 copyright protection37PENANArSRxdlf4p9 維尼
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將剛剛學姐所說的話,在腦袋整理一遍,我說:「我認為學姐應該要繼續當偶像。」8964 copyright protection37PENANA9MhAXUqqsD 維尼
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聽到我這麼說,學姐倒吸一口氣。8964 copyright protection37PENANAMmjhJkQeJ9 維尼
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「即使……即使繼續抱著這份愧疚?」學姐以薄弱的語氣向我質問。8964 copyright protection37PENANAjxiQKuRBBw 維尼
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我想她心裡比較希望我叫她放棄吧。但在得知了學姐真正的心情,我更不可能這麼做。8964 copyright protection37PENANAKaQut6fTIo 維尼
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「這份愧疚,不就是粉絲如今在妳心裡的重量嗎?」8964 copyright protection37PENANAq1FbPd7Zgc 維尼
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像是受到衝擊般,學姐瞳孔微張。8964 copyright protection37PENANATVgcuk1JB2 維尼
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「妳其實喜歡著追求夢想的妳自己。」 8964 copyright protection37PENANAxKz1iap1eI 維尼
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我注視著她,深怕遺漏一句話。8964 copyright protection37PENANArR970REvBo 維尼
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「也喜歡著當偶像的自己。」8964 copyright protection37PENANAbE1vQdcHP0 維尼
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「但是……」8964 copyright protection37PENANACoDe3nWBJN 維尼
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「這兩種都是妳。妳不必刻意選擇其中一方。」8964 copyright protection37PENANAeniHwUrMXy 維尼
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「我……無法不去選擇啊……」8964 copyright protection37PENANAMXr4DbTVpS 維尼
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「如果沒有『堅持夢想的Kay』就不會有『IsLilac的Kay』;如果沒有『IsLilac的Kay』,或許將來大家也不會看到『實現夢想的Kay』。」8964 copyright protection37PENANAtsJPyr3f07 維尼
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我接著說:「以現在為跳板。然後將未來的夢想告訴粉絲,讓他們一起支持妳。也是一種辦法吧?」8964 copyright protection37PENANA2wLgiFwcR3 維尼
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「可是……」8964 copyright protection37PENANALQ6nKNUeJH 維尼
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學姐垂下目光,長長的睫毛在她臉上留下陰影。她似乎還是害怕粉絲會討厭自己。8964 copyright protection37PENANA9FTpBfTQg3 維尼
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「如果我是粉絲,知道學姐這麼對我深懷愧疚又害怕被我討厭。那隻會讓我更加喜歡妳而已。」8964 copyright protection37PENANAPgekgqetjd 維尼
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我對學姐露出微笑,試著消除她的不安。8964 copyright protection37PENANAPA6B4CnXmo 維尼
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「如果因為這些愧疚就無法繼續走下去,妳才是在真正背叛粉絲。不是嗎?」8964 copyright protection37PENANABZgtz4dXLS 維尼
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學姐呆愣地看著我,緩緩地開口。8964 copyright protection37PENANA38aioDMLf0 維尼
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「或許……是吧。」8964 copyright protection37PENANAb7hZb2AbDI 維尼
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「笨蛋。一定是。」8964 copyright protection37PENANArDVEYMUoP9 維尼
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我想學姐應該懂我的意思了,因為她已經默默露出一抹認同的微笑。8964 copyright protection37PENANATf5C2aiaHN 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANArgbFz4fPtx
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「改天直播時,就這麼說吧——『其實我未來想做獨立歌手。如果大家支持我話,我就告訴你們我現在的內褲顏色』之類的。」8964 copyright protection37PENANAgL5UhYlsey 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAG9YSWtkstR
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「去死吧。噁男。」8964 copyright protection37PENANAZrxjO77WMS 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANA33R1HbPzCr
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學姐一副「這男人真差勁」的表情,看來精神是恢復不少。8964 copyright protection37PENANA9Ux623IUJm 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANA5qNCmsqxYi
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「嗯。搞不好這種謾罵,粉絲們會更喜歡妳喔。」我認真地點頭說道。8964 copyright protection37PENANAYem8BO97An 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAnTiElwS5U4
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「只有你這變態才喜歡。」8964 copyright protection37PENANAmSm0OwGwup 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAZceicNmUXl
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學姐踢了我的小腿,小聲罵了我一句「白癡」。8964 copyright protection37PENANA2eKbrJaQwq 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAmqnRXip0Yn
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或許是剛剛彼此的情感碰撞有些害羞,我們相視一笑。但……這下終於輪到我了。8964 copyright protection37PENANA0CuCQPjnJa 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAXisWEuzgdQ
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「學姐。」8964 copyright protection37PENANAIhM9DDmr8N 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAelMlHQ7rfE
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「嗯?」8964 copyright protection37PENANAlDQJ5KFgCa 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAo2KsCMIrf9
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「有件事必須向妳坦白。」8964 copyright protection37PENANAY1J1jU1oHN 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAx0Mslqa1EL
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什麼意思?她歪著頭,彷彿在跟我這麼說。8964 copyright protection37PENANA957Luy39xN 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAS4MbjPK8oN
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我深呼吸一口氣,說出我一直想承認的事。8964 copyright protection37PENANAUHWURWCIaN 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAk64QrCUBgH
41Please respect copyright.PENANAunzUVwIS3M
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「其實背叛的人一直都是我。」8964 copyright protection37PENANAXRUX6wDYWH 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANABoMCcfkcsG
41Please respect copyright.PENANAUF12GK4ozu
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我對一臉茫然的學姐說「在這等我」接著,我走向後方約十五公尺處。那裡站著一位拿著單眼相機,假裝在拍攝繡球花的男人。8964 copyright protection37PENANAVqrEsEtf9h 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAstGju0zhMO
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他是八卦雜誌的記者。8964 copyright protection37PENANAAgbbyLY0As 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAo8c5UKlGE9
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看到我朝他走近時,他臉上露出訝異的表情。8964 copyright protection37PENANAgUokRT44G1 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAFEAWnlOIOs
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「不好意思。」我向他低頭,「可以麻煩你把相機裡的照片刪掉嗎?」8964 copyright protection37PENANAKaOrdcwJVk 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAUtESQFElaq
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「可、可是……這……」8964 copyright protection37PENANA5u3p8M17NK 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAK205nxJfh1
8964 copyright protection37PENANA6fJFvBmCLm 維尼
他有些尷尬地笑了笑。8964 copyright protection37PENANA4C0kTCrA2K 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANA3cNiby383N
8964 copyright protection37PENANAZIMoJvohyu 維尼
「拜託!麻煩你了!」8964 copyright protection37PENANAT7HbHMN2UD 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAadUXFolOda
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我把頭壓得更低。想著如果還不行,就當場跪下吧。8964 copyright protection37PENANAK7zHHeO9gr 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAfs6KdkzzdI
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就在我與記者周旋時,耳邊突然出現一道明亮的聲音。8964 copyright protection37PENANAc9wqVsmis2 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAudoC8J8k0b
8964 copyright protection37PENANAbX588TBBEU 維尼
——「啊!經紀人!」8964 copyright protection37PENANARxC05zySNA 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANA5qyKxEvU9r
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我與拿著相機的男人同時朝聲音的主人看過去。8964 copyright protection37PENANAG2yXAxR8X7 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAAjcxIKU3Yy
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那是理應不該出現在這的人——IsLilac的隊長Aya。8964 copyright protection37PENANAGb5mxgSjFj 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAUXQSEmpieb
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不只是Aya,更驚訝的是連其餘的三位成員也都在場。她們手裡拿著各自的口罩和帽子,代表她們四人剛卸除掉偽裝而已。8964 copyright protection37PENANAXNhGyJKkM7 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANACsL5mdjjCl
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「經紀人,差不多該走了喔。」8964 copyright protection37PENANAUMMc4LkaUf 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAKociCrS2mx
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Aya這麼對我說。8964 copyright protection37PENANAFFu79zHez5 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAnOhawSWWn9
41Please respect copyright.PENANAHdx1F4q03U
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41Please respect copyright.PENANAToEi9zWwfG
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當時和學姐在天台相遇的時候,我只是抱著好奇的心情與學姐搭話。沒想到學姐竟然對我說出她並不想當偶像這件事。8964 copyright protection37PENANAZFcdydjFmc 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANALVjufmLHqh
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那時我馬上想起了持續延燒幾天的八卦,然後腦裡出現了某種想法。或許我可以——8964 copyright protection37PENANA6k1FamqeFp 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANA2FPpGE4cCU
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利用她。8964 copyright protection37PENANA5gqBvPjvwX 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAAGzvrPCdKB
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於是我向學姐建議在週末時,丟棄一天偶像的身份和我約會。在敲定了學姐想去看藍色繡球花的行程後,我馬上打電話匿名向八卦雜誌爆料。8964 copyright protection37PENANAucueNmLz55 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAcRWo90COrJ
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IsLilac的Kay將會違反公司的禁愛令。8964 copyright protection37PENANAI1HCDoKeeq 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAEql9hOWg7x
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對於嗜血的媒體來說,知名偶像團體的醜聞可是能讓他們上鉤的消息。而我甚至並不需要告知媒體我是誰,反正到時候事情爆發後,在Kay身旁的我自然會被起底。8964 copyright protection37PENANASVBmxGxLwc 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANA5GrgImiFc1
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在演藝圈,不怕沒有實力,怕的是沒有話題。只要能被大眾們討論,不論好壞,都能作為我在演藝圈的新開始。8964 copyright protection37PENANAPI2xugiNhC 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANALzf5Jvglc0
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況且我只是默默無聞的過氣童星,我也沒有違反任何規矩。到時候被採訪,我只要在鏡頭前說明我們只是學弟與學姐的關係就好。8964 copyright protection37PENANAr1WtTNdSIy 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAySWgB8mNB6
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所以在形象上被傷害的人,只有違反禁愛令的Kay。8964 copyright protection37PENANAVW10RHwOZe 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAoZMLgWr6t9
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當然,我並沒有詳細地向媒體透露全部。我給了自己一條能緊急剎車的路。那就是約會當天才告知記者,今日Kay將會在某知名繡球花景點出現及她的穿著服裝。而告知的時機就是我去買冰淇淋時,順便打的一通電話。8964 copyright protection37PENANAg0AxAHIKQb 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANA308KvOFRZG
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如果不這樣做,那記者就會在IsLilac的宿舍附近就開始跟蹤,到時就沒有能反悔的餘地。8964 copyright protection37PENANAttiAlTxZ81 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAFyYjHkGDIu
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而在約會的過程中,我一直不斷向學姐詢問她是否真的討厭成為偶像這回事。如果她親口向我說其實她並不討厭,或許在那瞬間我就會馬上被罪惡感所壓垮,然後向學姐坦白一切,取消約會。8964 copyright protection37PENANA7h3DNulrGm 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAMyKsUKl6G6
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但在最後,我還是帶著學姐去看她想看的藍色繡球花。8964 copyright protection37PENANAmTHoSKN1t4 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAC3BsczamYi
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一踏入景點,我就意識到有位拿著單眼照相機的男人一直在跟著我們,但我還是沒有行動。直到學姐終於向我坦白了她真正的心情,我才轉而去請求記者。8964 copyright protection37PENANAFqJ3NLGZiq 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANANO8RVNOxpP
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IsLilac的隊長Aya手握著方向盤,瞬間與後照鏡的我四目相望又專心開車。我現在正處於一台六人座的休旅車中。自從上了這輛不知道會通往哪裡的車,已經過了十分鐘。8964 copyright protection37PENANAvykVy3Agwd 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAoQwQJL9QSv
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剛剛突然出現的Aya向記者謊稱我是她們的經紀人,而今天只是單純的「經紀人陪伴IsLilac全員出遊」而已。證據就是其餘的成員們都在。8964 copyright protection37PENANA92IkXzpS9t 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAxWiCe4zJXW
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因為我匿名的關係,所以不知道我真實身份的記者,大概也以為我是真的經紀人。所以他丟下一句「搞什麼,如果是全員都在,那這些照片也沒用」就離開了。8964 copyright protection37PENANATTKQB4IrBE 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAWVAebQDZfx
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而且卸除掉偽裝的IsLilac也被周圍的群眾們發現,那這件事自然真的變成IsLilac在今日全員行動。8964 copyright protection37PENANAHufXEwvhpV 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAfsCVjopdHQ
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發現的民眾們大概是還不瞭解眼前的明星究竟是不是本人,所以並沒有造成太大的騷動,我們就從那裡離開。8964 copyright protection37PENANAooxPyNgxCD 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAAtzCkPDjq8
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本身就有種年長氣質的Aya,開著車使她更不像是個三年級的高中生。而坐在副駕駛座的Nana一上車就開始呼呼大睡。Maya和Alina坐在最後面兩個位置,我和學姐則坐在中間的雙人座。8964 copyright protection37PENANAOShmGdo3yO 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAhr47MGXpNX
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從剛剛開始,學姐就一直低著頭,像在躲避什麼。大概是沒想到自己會被發現做出違反公司規定的事,而正感到慚愧吧。8964 copyright protection37PENANASAD1YCNkNW 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAQ5cnEdwmws
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在這令人尷尬的氣氛中,Aya突然開口。8964 copyright protection37PENANA1MeRKbwsFh 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAXA4eUX5SrV
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「Kay。」8964 copyright protection37PENANAm4M7MoMwEG 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAzF6rYJxDPN
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「……是。」8964 copyright protection37PENANAlGp0phuqSK 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAVv0M4bGM9c
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「妳所做的事,我都會跟經紀人報備的。啊,我所說的經紀人是『真的經紀人』。」8964 copyright protection37PENANAO4Qx98gYmO 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAEwDfPAbbaK
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說到這,Aya又從後照鏡看了我一眼。8964 copyright protection37PENANAFXiBGhjPBf 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAuVjO8JmUhe
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「沒想到平常最容易害羞的Kay姐,竟然會違反禁愛令偷偷跟男人約會耶~」8964 copyright protection37PENANAj4CwoqMvAA 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAai2q8JFBVf
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從上車開始Alina就在後座一直嘲弄著學姐,那也是使學姐抬不起頭的原因之一。8964 copyright protection37PENANAcmYAKDCEFp 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAckY9zfs1zH
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「話說……妳們為什麼會知道……?」8964 copyright protection37PENANAsRkVyP4bmJ 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAoU6zNO55Y9
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「因為每次Kay姐說謊時,語氣總是很彆扭啊。那天向我們說禮拜六要回家時,我們就開始覺得有問題喔。但主要是這個——」8964 copyright protection37PENANAlKJhrJDxVW 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAKYhc6zesiC
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Alina用手機開啟某種程式的畫面,「鏘鏘~手機定位系統。」8964 copyright protection37PENANAVsaouvfrr4 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAfQQjtfD3Y9
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「……為、為什麼!?我的手機也有!?」8964 copyright protection37PENANAvC8fYzA19m 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAhjoCW2R9nG
8964 copyright protection37PENANAuwKAKpJHFC 維尼
學姐慌張地在自己的手機上反覆敲打。8964 copyright protection37PENANAbrHkGCcO23 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAd2gvWugl37
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「Kay姐果然對機械不是很瞭解呢。沒關係,等回到宿舍我們會好好教妳。」8964 copyright protection37PENANASEmJnERrl9 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAjE3rbf8lI5
8964 copyright protection37PENANAhkYNRHBXeV 維尼
Alina突然靠近學姐的耳邊愉悅地說:「全、部。」8964 copyright protection37PENANANoBQtYZ1MR 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANABVVVN2AEOk
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看到學姐害怕似地縮著身子,我起了莫名的同情心。8964 copyright protection37PENANAaSO5iTOHST 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAJs5ylNTdhL
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「Alina妳先安靜。」8964 copyright protection37PENANA6ZZE26k20A 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAcd7r0gGL88
8964 copyright protection37PENANAb8UERRnFul 維尼
「是~」8964 copyright protection37PENANA3Vk24YsENz 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANA20FN1RlMll
8964 copyright protection37PENANAtJ6lDkc7Gw 維尼
Aya的一句話又讓車裡恢復平靜,我大概多少瞭解她們的上下關係了。8964 copyright protection37PENANAPZ2lPjB1GS 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANABmN9CaMO1D
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「學弟。你說你叫什麼名字?」8964 copyright protection37PENANAbYhyS9nGvy 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAK4iu9rQmjd
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Aya又透過後照鏡看著我。那嚴肅的眼神,讓我不自覺地肅然起敬。8964 copyright protection37PENANAdiYIsr9anu 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAifdYNbITnt
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「李罌。木子李、罌粟花的罌。」8964 copyright protection37PENANAS5cxk1S3OB 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAkqPGI8HsCu
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「聽到了吧,Maya。妳在玩手機遊戲吧,順便用手機查一下。」8964 copyright protection37PENANASBRGAjVbR9 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAIiNUURLr5X
8964 copyright protection37PENANAQZD8C2J1fE 維尼
「……めんどくせぇ。」8964 copyright protection37PENANACKY1sdIblf 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANA6oJ0XPktm5
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接收到Aya命令的Maya不情願地用日語抱怨。8964 copyright protection37PENANAwGQfKLEd8A 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANA6Yvr1aOPit
8964 copyright protection37PENANAIT0LXpxVzb 維尼
「不要以為妳說日文,我就不知道妳在嫌麻煩。」8964 copyright protection37PENANAJ1l03JrfuZ 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAnRpoZPbXO0
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「……是。」8964 copyright protection37PENANAh3RMJASbX7 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAoLRWuWaa4m
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過了片刻,似乎是查到了我的資料,Maya用著毫無生氣的語調說道。8964 copyright protection37PENANAHL7EK0SvXc 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAV1s3sBezDn
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「李罌。作為童星曾出演過多部電影和電視劇及廣告。就這樣,沒有任何東西了。」8964 copyright protection37PENANAoLvActDy1r 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAKidswFCiiM
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得知了有關我的消息後,車內又過了一段寂靜的時刻,只剩Maya手機遊戲的聲音和Nana的打呼聲。8964 copyright protection37PENANAb0EZE3qnRV 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAs62oKN7sCL
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率先打破這氣氛的又是Aya。8964 copyright protection37PENANAOz1KAQrmAw 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAiSGXQ7tcOf
8964 copyright protection37PENANAzkSOXWgfHk 維尼
「剛剛的男人是記者吧?」8964 copyright protection37PENANAeyoM5kSfw0 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAs8Lr2LdgEM
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「是。」我老實回答。8964 copyright protection37PENANAPMaSdXzxpT 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANALmAfcUxUQv
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「我們跟在你們後面很久了,卻都沒發現那位是記者。而走在前方的你卻知道?」8964 copyright protection37PENANAdJ2HPOborc 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANA5T0QvU2eC5
8964 copyright protection37PENANA0vsU0rUVk6 維尼
「…………」8964 copyright protection37PENANAIerAYzPE8I 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAGxXWfVFRQI
8964 copyright protection37PENANA41K3ne74kc 維尼
「要不就是你觀察力很強,不然就是你早就知道有記者吧?」8964 copyright protection37PENANAFf4bHmKryG 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAz2YPWisj6c
8964 copyright protection37PENANA76mdvRwbUT 維尼
車子突然停下,我瞄了一眼窗外,是在某個無人的海岸邊。8964 copyright protection37PENANAzvgAVHecd6 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANA78wsTAQyUs
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「不解釋一下嗎?李罌學弟。」8964 copyright protection37PENANAA6Q2OtKWGv 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANA3YmSboNmoa
8964 copyright protection37PENANAPtSY1tccTe 維尼
Aya冷峻的聲音傳入我耳裡。8964 copyright protection37PENANAOLqpQSF5Oz 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAzpO7Nv4VSk
8964 copyright protection37PENANAwy7vcLql4l 維尼
我深呼吸,然後一五一十地將我的計畫全盤托出。8964 copyright protection37PENANA8CVh4kBVtz 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANA3IxIkMAT9N
8964 copyright protection37PENANArsL3mWYbPg 維尼
從Aya開始盤問我時,我就感受得到坐在我身旁的學姐看著我的視線。還有對於我的企圖,她倒吸一口氣的聲音。但我沒有勇氣與她對望。大概說到一半,學姐就不再看著我了。或許是對我失望得難以忍受。8964 copyright protection37PENANAGeGvZ6grP2 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAwrOAYIvzfH
8964 copyright protection37PENANAj5k4CbUn1Y 維尼
將一切毫無隱瞞地道盡後,輕鬆與後悔的心情隨之而來。8964 copyright protection37PENANACN0sHnSUxy 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAG18CqEHEZK
8964 copyright protection37PENANAHig1co8HFO 維尼
緊繃的氣氛充斥著這六人的空間,直到Aya叫我跟學姐下車。8964 copyright protection37PENANAriSgvfpicN 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANARXBV9yp5uE
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「再來是屬於你們倆的問題了。我們會在這等你們。」Aya這麼說。8964 copyright protection37PENANA5mU3REnH9M 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANA4eVLanWM1Q
8964 copyright protection37PENANAL52rSVaFzC 維尼
和學姐下車後,我跟著她走到距離車子約十公尺的空地。8964 copyright protection37PENANABkV5wsbxAy 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAjDwinyE6W8
8964 copyright protection37PENANA4x6JXTnSJ0 維尼
天空沒有多餘的東西,所以整個藍天一覽無遺。在這風景中的學姐停下,轉身面對我。她的臉上既沒有憤怒也沒有傷心。8964 copyright protection37PENANAlPLZXuLLjf 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAvxHayfndDE
8964 copyright protection37PENANA0xEyB5tX6x 維尼
學姐主動向前與我拉近距離,原本以為她會給我一巴掌,但她什麼都沒有做。8964 copyright protection37PENANA5baMAtuMZS 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANALTw3bnPFiY
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「對不起。」8964 copyright protection37PENANAAUBySZNZQO 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAH0XJGQDdDA
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我先開口。這也是我早就該說的話。8964 copyright protection37PENANAEs8x8TLZ8V 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAiRq62L7PQ3
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「……你對我說的那些話……是真的?」8964 copyright protection37PENANAZLsgk8cH3H 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAjR3wLdQ1OW
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學姐淡漠的語氣讓我想起了第一次遇見她的時候。8964 copyright protection37PENANAu2I0PmG2ej 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANATdVU6r0LmB
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「是真的。」8964 copyright protection37PENANA1mdYL3VT5A 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAPgy4IwMlTH
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我可以真心地說,不是演技,那些話的確是認真的。8964 copyright protection37PENANAvWfs8fB8vS 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAnPbiyxnuyJ
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學姐輕嘆後,說道:「為什麼那個時候……你會改變心意去拜託記者?」8964 copyright protection37PENANAx037RJDnsw 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAcEeLc9nOx5
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「……因為我說的那些話,讓學姐有了繼續努力的念頭……可不能再因為我的自私而去破壞。」8964 copyright protection37PENANAYIjC46afwO 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAfC0mLEOcj2
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但當時憑我的請求是無濟於事的。如果沒有IsLilac的成員們出現,我想事情就會如預期地發展到不可挽回的地步。8964 copyright protection37PENANAQ3b2y41jwa 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAcXPM2hF6gC
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「就這樣?」8964 copyright protection37PENANAs0EYl3iODv 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAsK5mtcwnTQ
8964 copyright protection37PENANAHUliogE0FZ 維尼
學姐瞇起眼,由下往上的視線注視著我,讓我很不自在。8964 copyright protection37PENANA3T8ERaSy9C 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANALg4FQzhAco
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「還有……」8964 copyright protection37PENANA4ktXJ8GZX8 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAOiA8vr3KE4
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就只是……8964 copyright protection37PENANABliFRmIzQw 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAf56MlbhZk5
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「只是單純不想讓眼前的女孩繼續受傷而已。」8964 copyright protection37PENANAvAX31GkNpQ 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAWqk6rY98yK
8964 copyright protection37PENANAzKHe3rctYK 維尼
我下意識地躲避她那雙沉著的鹿眼。8964 copyright protection37PENANAyAg3Ac1VNn 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAsyYwipsF7k
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或許早在打電話給八卦雜誌的那刻開始,我就覺得自己大錯特錯。但我還是選擇違背良心。8964 copyright protection37PENANA9sciThecj1 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAZGAD5rf8bq
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但是……8964 copyright protection37PENANAVvKNc2HT55 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAJUjUYULvoi
8964 copyright protection37PENANA7SMC4GXr1g 維尼
吃著草莓塔的她。8964 copyright protection37PENANA7U8szviq1c 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAlMD8eYJhyi
8964 copyright protection37PENANAQ8ugfKoOTp 維尼
在鋼琴聲中透露軟弱的她。8964 copyright protection37PENANAerPqG2yNwv 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAoETrIityAr
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顧及著我的過去的她。8964 copyright protection37PENANA76oERqhjNi 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAhPfHo6BeNo
8964 copyright protection37PENANAEYeyARqtf9 維尼
容易害羞的她。8964 copyright protection37PENANAn8rtqCGIa0 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAwRkovTAcWP
8964 copyright protection37PENANAVZeuR7zAXZ 維尼
愛逞強卻又透明的她。8964 copyright protection37PENANAXev7LjASWU 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAHDzAT45Z0V
8964 copyright protection37PENANA9uiJuGmE9d 維尼
藍色繡球花前的她。8964 copyright protection37PENANAEAJr41ko1j 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAVBcJvonfwM
8964 copyright protection37PENANAqapsqwLKgk 維尼
我漸漸發現,我不能讓這樣的她再繼續受到傷害。光想像她因為我的私慾,而在心裡劃下一道更深的傷口,我就毛骨悚然。8964 copyright protection37PENANAkbdjQsHSQr 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANA5tjqX0gcP5
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我也是在拉扯的人。在理想與罪惡感,還有那段與她在一起的短暫美好。8964 copyright protection37PENANAMhyN6Cy8PF 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAQ7TWUPwqq1
8964 copyright protection37PENANANFXy3eJ0oU 維尼
身後就是汪洋的學姐,讓此刻的她像是會在我面前就此迷失。海風捎來她的氣息,讓我矛盾地既不安又感到安心。8964 copyright protection37PENANAqJeG0skOSF 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAidmIVwo7XJ
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過了片刻,她微微動了一下嘴唇說道。8964 copyright protection37PENANARcaIw76tV5 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAPp3wbeHQ7i
8964 copyright protection37PENANA0GGTF2QkHd 維尼
「你有在反省了吧?」8964 copyright protection37PENANAB7NG1ZGQ49 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAQG8XCq6ZCw
8964 copyright protection37PENANAS8LeRxY9g5 維尼
「嗯。直到現在。」8964 copyright protection37PENANAljb5ODyDRL 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAw34FQcLbOM
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「跪下。」8964 copyright protection37PENANAAOkwkAkC0Z 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANASenROu29bY
8964 copyright protection37PENANAUu0ayEUirI 維尼
「……什麼?」8964 copyright protection37PENANAA7HC1BwiA8 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAzWXNqDPVkP
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「想要我原諒你,就跪下。」8964 copyright protection37PENANA4IoyHX5NOd 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANA25rbcZkfN7
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聽到學姐這麼說,我馬上雙膝著地。8964 copyright protection37PENANAEEQaGQYgzE 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAzGmkKfk53M
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就在我想著學姐要做什麼時,下一秒我的臉上傳來一股劇痛。8964 copyright protection37PENANAynLIEXtAZ0 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANACJRNQUqG2x
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仰躺在地上的我,終於意識到是學姐用膝蓋狠狠踢了我的臉。溫熱的液體流淌在嘴唇邊。是鼻血。8964 copyright protection37PENANAJrC59HdlRY 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAvFZl28CxeT
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耳邊則傳來學姐快步離去的腳步聲。8964 copyright protection37PENANASI3hlest2R 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAlayk2zn79a
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41Please respect copyright.PENANA6JidDTnVcG
41Please respect copyright.PENANAckqTQSrtML
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時間已經來到九月。升上二年級後,似乎對於我的心態沒有任何變化,我還是一個人選擇翹課,然後坐在天台上。8964 copyright protection37PENANAPzUoE80pM0 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAvpG9ChzqUP
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頭頂上方的藍天,沒有太陽。卻和被學姐狠踢後,仰躺在地所看見的風景很像。8964 copyright protection37PENANABUe0E4SMgq 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAaaE5ZRycNu
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自那天後過了三個多月,我和學姐斷了連繫。彷彿我們又回到了素不相識的時候。8964 copyright protection37PENANAdVNuNn0nwh 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAtH7Uh0C5lz
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當時躺在地上感受臉上的痛苦許久。等到我站起身,那台六人座休旅車早已消失。8964 copyright protection37PENANAzhPOklgEH3 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAZEAhNTR82y
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一個人想辦法回到家。面對鏡子,才發現自己有多狼狽不堪。8964 copyright protection37PENANA5RWz6nTZtb 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAV2IUAVcjyi
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當晚,心中懷抱著這份後悔與罪惡,讓我躺在床上卻闔不上眼。向學姐傳了一封道歉的訊息,不過她並沒有回應我。取而代之的是一封不知道寄件人的簡訊。8964 copyright protection37PENANA8px5tl1agN 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAYoeh72379M
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但我很快就知道那個人是誰,因為她開頭就署名Aya。8964 copyright protection37PENANASzYK8VwaBh 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANA0LxPMc6NtH
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訊息內容寫著——8964 copyright protection37PENANAvcDH9BOTbK 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAK7OEWNcKeV
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『Kay現在覺得自己對你下手太重,正可愛地苦惱著。不過,她就是如此心思細膩且善良的人。所以得知了你對Kay做的事,我很生氣。但在看到Kay踢你的那腳後,我也覺得算了。8964 copyright protection37PENANA4QKqlxfYwB 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAurLm5L7U8Y
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還有一件事必須向你道謝。8964 copyright protection37PENANAknVfCTyEvu 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANADqvOY93553
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謝謝你對Kay說的那番話,是你讓Kay有了繼續與我們成為IsLilac的想法。這陣子Kay都不願意和我們敞開心胸。是你改變了她,也改變了我們團體的未來。8964 copyright protection37PENANAaZ12bQ4FED 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAdcNS2EKwTQ
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至於謝禮,到時候你就會知道了。雖然不知道對你來說有沒有用就是了。』8964 copyright protection37PENANAJMxyWcoHj7 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAHckpueRn0I
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以上就是訊息的內容。8964 copyright protection37PENANApr99bsvTMo 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAcNMNj4y1yR
8964 copyright protection37PENANA3eGkbdmIo9 維尼
對於Aya的這封簡訊,我好好地收藏在手機裡。至於她所說的「謝禮」,大概過了一個禮拜後,我就瞭解了。8964 copyright protection37PENANAy4DV1PejLP 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAHrYTdpVnkF
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網路上正流傳著一部少年在彈著鋼琴的影片。不管左看右看,影片上的人確實是我。那是當時我為了學姐彈鋼琴的畫面。8964 copyright protection37PENANATKmFRy1BFC 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANANGtn0bv9No
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而影片的來源正是IsLilac的官方社群網站。上頭說明了,這是隊長Aya在公園散步時,遇到了一位不錯的街頭藝人,所以錄下來與大家分享。8964 copyright protection37PENANAGQr4vPB3iK 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAZW4R7JmzBq
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多虧了Aya這舉動,關於我的話題在網路上掀起了一陣波瀾。很多人都認出來我就是以前的童星,也收到了一、兩個標題為「童星長大了,正在做什麼?」的談話節目邀請。也有經紀公司主動與我連繫,願意和我簽署合約。8964 copyright protection37PENANA7lBOYVQXJW 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAPbOx3Nv0Mm
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更重要的是,我接到了出演電影的機會。雖然不是主角,但也是個需要彈鋼琴的重要配角。聽說是導演看了那部影片後,被我在彈琴時的神情所吸引。8964 copyright protection37PENANAdh0hoNxyEi 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAUBlAfjlJza
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當然我也被君賀大罵是個幸運兒。不過,他的這份「幸運」的定義是被IsLilac遇上。8964 copyright protection37PENANAt5TzCs1Wld 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAIvYojvRZfm
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說到君賀,他即將被公司安排前往韓國參加當地的偶像選秀節目。他在和我說這個消息時,自己也是一臉不敢相信的模樣。所以這陣子在學校也見不到他了,因為他終於確實踏在前往夢想的路。8964 copyright protection37PENANAFBOsuQ4KUn 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAHUrNGtdaPz
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天空真的好藍啊。我仰躺在學校的天台。突然,有人遮蔽了我的視野。8964 copyright protection37PENANAotJvGjuCDM 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANATNMDMfkxls
8964 copyright protection37PENANAX7JSJYpYZf 維尼
「白、癡。」8964 copyright protection37PENANA8VlK0wVoF2 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAMIPQJsYyj1
8964 copyright protection37PENANAhr2xuogVPu 維尼
熟悉的辱罵聲,自我上方傳來。對方帶著受不了的無奈看著我。8964 copyright protection37PENANAWiznJkRsXF 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANA7qXkgKsKWy
8964 copyright protection37PENANAK1WiJBbUfI 維尼
「學姐,好久不見。」8964 copyright protection37PENANAW6a8oBYaTh 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAft69016wiE
8964 copyright protection37PENANArtKAx2nsYf 維尼
我坐起上半身。擺出「到時候遇見她時,就這麼微笑」的表情。8964 copyright protection37PENANAuOYPFUlqu4 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANATgT5TO99Ng
8964 copyright protection37PENANA4ZXVnzNilO 維尼
「那噁心的微笑是怎麼回事?」8964 copyright protection37PENANA9Q1Pb8Ohay 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANA9l4wotlZRf
8964 copyright protection37PENANA3b2eiLQdUx 維尼
「那是我用來掩飾與學姐久別後想抱妳的心情。」8964 copyright protection37PENANAUpzVau8vCy 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANA0pUMH7b1tb
8964 copyright protection37PENANACNc9Jj24X4 維尼
「別說這種話!我對你可是還在生氣!」8964 copyright protection37PENANADAEc881qkM 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAd9bEHcJP1D
8964 copyright protection37PENANAhI3qqmw02Q 維尼
雖然學姐這麼說,她還是在我身旁蹲下,撫摸著當時被她踢的地方。溫柔的香氣直撲而來,大概是護手霜的味道吧。8964 copyright protection37PENANA8S9P5NCAUg 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAjiAJfPxh34
8964 copyright protection37PENANA68q537v0wJ 維尼
「那怎樣才能讓學姐原諒我?」8964 copyright protection37PENANAD5zecXg2LR 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAtSscHvTBOH
8964 copyright protection37PENANA9EWv2YycQB 維尼
「一輩子都作我的奴隸。如何?」8964 copyright protection37PENANAiF8QPgi8HK 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAAxL0rCk0k5
8964 copyright protection37PENANAsa0Nekz9fN 維尼
「那我的這輩子跟下輩子都交給學姐吧。」8964 copyright protection37PENANAhv6SnBkNix 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAI3FAytjXDZ
8964 copyright protection37PENANAjYRMoZXNeV 維尼
「哼,少得意忘形。」8964 copyright protection37PENANArsZz87q2s0 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAiiY3fSMsbx
8964 copyright protection37PENANA28g1jiNg4f 維尼
學姐捏了一下我的鼻子。然後,走到前方的欄桿前趴著。那慵懶的背影和我當初在這遇到她的畫面一致。8964 copyright protection37PENANABeWoqUzd2W 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAtTrnRH62rB
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我從地板上起身,才發現原來我沒有關門。難怪學姐剛才進來時,我沒聽到那刺耳的開門聲。8964 copyright protection37PENANAzxd0haU7Qq 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAwIhlFt5lea
8964 copyright protection37PENANAC7dAFeSSnm 維尼
我將門關上後,走到她身旁。8964 copyright protection37PENANAE19TMJw5IQ 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAD4uf7ks3JA
8964 copyright protection37PENANA2Cf60WFqAW 維尼
「恭喜學姐們的新專輯大受歡迎。」8964 copyright protection37PENANAxQ4wJP2D5E 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAEHR4nzlQiH
8964 copyright protection37PENANABa3eYMcgNb 維尼
IsLilac在前兩個月發行的新專輯又破了幾項紀錄。尤其是主打歌刷新了最快破千萬的觀看紀錄。8964 copyright protection37PENANAhIMGEk2yV1 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANA6BhWgsqpSi
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「這不是廢話嘛。」學姐理所當然地嘆了口氣。8964 copyright protection37PENANAbz0py3uHRJ 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAcBnshN8fTO
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真是不懂得謙虛。不過,這樣才有讓人欺負的價值。8964 copyright protection37PENANAfsP4g8uubA 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAofJQFXZYJ6
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而說到新專輯,其實我更在意的是裡頭的某首新歌。8964 copyright protection37PENANAlLfVJs0QgX 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANARL1sJaWWIL
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「學姐作詞作曲的《致彼此的藍色繡球花》,我可是聽得心有戚戚焉喔。」8964 copyright protection37PENANAgFUCGaaL6E 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAPCoXcovHou
8964 copyright protection37PENANAq7M8JkGqMA 維尼
「你聽得出來那首歌的意思?」8964 copyright protection37PENANADGeYuGiyxa 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAmCZMSQjvin
8964 copyright protection37PENANAJQosgeF4mP 維尼
學姐以懷疑的態度睥睨我。8964 copyright protection37PENANAOeci5qaDrC 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAU0pvIJS89q
8964 copyright protection37PENANAmt7j8xV0ZJ 維尼
「我怎麼可能聽不出來學姐對我的愛。」8964 copyright protection37PENANAL1l4UxjwgM 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANA1u4iNEfklB
8964 copyright protection37PENANAr0cnmL60fd 維尼
「……白癡。那首歌是我寫來諷刺你的。」8964 copyright protection37PENANAErfInDUFtk 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANACqKXKCmCkJ
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我看著她發紅的耳朵說:「也是寫給粉絲的吧。妳對粉絲的愧疚。」8964 copyright protection37PENANAN24VPRqPZ1 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANA3FLn87B2g6
8964 copyright protection37PENANAr6DBJiJjmw 維尼
她尷尬地點頭。8964 copyright protection37PENANA6UjtJuXVoB 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANA40p011btHW
8964 copyright protection37PENANA3MzoqBPeJk 維尼
那首《致彼此的藍色繡球花》是除了主打歌外,人氣也特別高的一首歌。只要聽過的人,都會感覺到自己被觸及了心底最柔軟的部份。8964 copyright protection37PENANAaOjmdDSYPm 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAKxTGduMup0
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這首歌被廣泛解讀成——就算這世界再怎麼殘酷,也盼望能和重要的人一同走下去。8964 copyright protection37PENANAlr2DbQZ5UL 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAOz84VlEKxS
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除了每個成員都對各自的部份唱得感情至深外,學姐在副歌中的部份也令人共鳴。8964 copyright protection37PENANAoWIBkKms7F 維尼
8964 copyright protection37PENANA5ZdzDTVXez 維尼
那是一段沒有歌詞,只有抒發情感的哼唱。卻因為沒有歌詞,反倒能將更深沉的意思藉由學姐淒美的聲調傳達出去。儼然是整首歌最美的部份。8964 copyright protection37PENANADfwJFE5P3M 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANARBXGTJ9yJ6
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雖然是首聽起來較灰暗的歌曲,但卻能從中找尋一絲希望。8964 copyright protection37PENANApWyMHN7x4u 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAdpvg5cyhxP
8964 copyright protection37PENANAZ3POuD1pOi 維尼
一絲對浪漫與美滿未來的希望。8964 copyright protection37PENANAR7RevCuga0 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAPzX6S0MyVI
8964 copyright protection37PENANApFoXWk7kqt 維尼
浪漫與美滿也是藍色繡球花的另一種花語。8964 copyright protection37PENANAcXJ2soidZL 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAnwQ1nziExw
8964 copyright protection37PENANAWlbFPO6ua4 維尼
「你不是準備要拍電影了嗎?」學姐突然向我問。8964 copyright protection37PENANAPPuOe1tTJt 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAhFyYit5vcm
8964 copyright protection37PENANAoZ6ufE5F6f 維尼
「嗯。終於要回去了。」8964 copyright protection37PENANAugqxTu0IL4 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANABjmFRWYlKx
8964 copyright protection37PENANAY5diQqUVy9 維尼
回到那個地方。8964 copyright protection37PENANA8XqKwBC2zR 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAZibjs31cRa
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「……如果,」學姐停頓了一下,「如果到時候你失敗了。就來應徵我的經紀人好了。」8964 copyright protection37PENANA0XaQRrBUqW 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAylEjClAHUs
8964 copyright protection37PENANA8c016PWpuE 維尼
還以為學姐要說什麼,原來又是這種不吉利的話。8964 copyright protection37PENANAsZagw08Xbe 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAohodGFa0Gq
8964 copyright protection37PENANARjdOyf8Sjv 維尼
「我還在想等哪天學姐過氣了,就準備養妳一輩子。」我笑著反擊。8964 copyright protection37PENANAyU82swUMHs 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANA5kDPBuJH5j
8964 copyright protection37PENANA6STnA2TC5N 維尼
「……你說的喔。」8964 copyright protection37PENANAiuDFBlW5vD 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAgegRspksBC
8964 copyright protection37PENANAdAW3ZxlIz4 維尼
學姐輕輕拉著我的衣襬,因羞紅而濕潤的眼神直視著我。8964 copyright protection37PENANAwBuD2auVia 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAAaQExbA7Ln
8964 copyright protection37PENANAyEGWxD1jLS 維尼
這意外的反應,讓我措手不及。8964 copyright protection37PENANAgRvJDxDo4B 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANADhDbrksqX2
8964 copyright protection37PENANAamFXdujLEq 維尼
我們就這樣專心注視對方,害怕下一秒的到來。因為到了明天,彼此的目標將會對自己招手,而我們必須要各自前進。8964 copyright protection37PENANAugbQknbrnu 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAFvwuoHCwWz
8964 copyright protection37PENANAiP95TXIPQB 維尼
突然,背後傳來生鏽的門刺耳的聲音。8964 copyright protection37PENANAo70aUAaZRM 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANA0nImCJupMt
8964 copyright protection37PENANANYSx5u9DhZ 維尼
我和學姐一驚,同時轉頭大喊。8964 copyright protection37PENANA9Dfz0BGc7V 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAs2hRU48vZo
8964 copyright protection37PENANAOoKrB2j3IW 維尼
「誰?」8964 copyright protection37PENANAydqZJFF9Ui 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAcMGaL1A2cd
8964 copyright protection37PENANAFewluHPNX6 維尼
沒想到竟然是IsLilac全員。8964 copyright protection37PENANA6E47X1YbDP 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAXvvr24T7jF
8964 copyright protection37PENANATPAUSn92at 維尼
大概是Nana推開的門,她兩手茫然地放在空中,和她呆愣的表情互相配合。從門裡還走出一臉尷尬的Aya和對著我們壞笑的Alina。而Maya則是在玩著Switch。8964 copyright protection37PENANAZ4QARvnZ6L 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANA8bjv1B0yQS
8964 copyright protection37PENANAdJsL8Zyme7 維尼
率先有動作的是Maya,她看了我和學姐一眼,露出麻煩的表情說道。8964 copyright protection37PENANAqIitKKGd38 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAcxgwu7pDN6
8964 copyright protection37PENANAddLpLLlTQi 維尼
「啊,好閃。」8964 copyright protection37PENANA5PB6lNxOXO 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAmfND7WlUuW
8964 copyright protection37PENANApF1ombgaOk 維尼
語畢,她就離開了。然後是學姐急忙大喊:「才不是那樣子!」8964 copyright protection37PENANArBmgWihmvF 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANACFs0PTOIan
8964 copyright protection37PENANAUTFxJN30un 維尼
我很想先提醒學姐放開我的衣服,但似乎也來不及。8964 copyright protection37PENANAiyXTQcWKoT 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAz49v9Rs3Uz
8964 copyright protection37PENANAfEFKVMO3fY 維尼
接著是Alina露出心懷不軌的笑容朝我們走近。8964 copyright protection37PENANANCSnllIet2 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAitZO6YW856
8964 copyright protection37PENANAFMuy9tw4Yg 維尼
「明明就是~」8964 copyright protection37PENANA8f6dcg4DI7 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANACBV4cytBTU
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Alina以她那像貓的眼睛看著我,「Kay姐從昨晚就很期待能到學校喔。」8964 copyright protection37PENANAnuJ6AIEUr8 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANARap760wITM
8964 copyright protection37PENANAwwRVsbNEYY 維尼
「才、才沒有!」8964 copyright protection37PENANAU2mIm3gOyd 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAQPY6eDXTii
8964 copyright protection37PENANAsBSRIl3L3Q 維尼
學姐的表情完美背叛她所說的話。8964 copyright protection37PENANApxD4kPu7Nz 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAk4vk5W8nMV
8964 copyright protection37PENANAqJa3enKjeC 維尼
「而且今天一大早就起床洗澡和化妝,還一臉苦惱地站在鏡子前很久。」8964 copyright protection37PENANA94OkRiYKnS 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAwo5mHrJZ4U
8964 copyright protection37PENANAR3F6IGu0Co 維尼
「白、白……白癡!」8964 copyright protection37PENANAlrtiZCSLlo 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAwIJPwAiOIP
8964 copyright protection37PENANAPffx0PDLx8 維尼
「好痛!」8964 copyright protection37PENANA5K1baXsAZO 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANA5N9vCkLF7V
8964 copyright protection37PENANAm6Pl7xniVK 維尼
妳不要看著別人罵,打的人確是我啊!8964 copyright protection37PENANAht3SqeXmLV 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAzqyNghC3S2
8964 copyright protection37PENANADUfEx7dIzK 維尼
我揉著剛剛被學姐攻擊的地方,然後看著學姐就這樣追著Alina離開天台。8964 copyright protection37PENANAXy9NftonbX 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANA627R3dstqB
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搞什麼啊……8964 copyright protection37PENANAhurZ12CAY2 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAVUW40D0wFH
8964 copyright protection37PENANAAaLceAArtY 維尼
「我想起來了!」8964 copyright protection37PENANAxWMkggGAXy 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANATspDZncm1J
8964 copyright protection37PENANA2yKa0EbDND 維尼
突然一道激動的聲音傳進我耳裡,是Nana。8964 copyright protection37PENANAqzBLDq0gwU 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAVeC1G0lPyr
8964 copyright protection37PENANALilPSCGFjN 維尼
她指著我大喊:「你是前陣子那個很紅的影片裡,彈鋼琴的人!真是不可思議!」8964 copyright protection37PENANA9jzQC9E0Ai 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANA3tbMqy5dQX
8964 copyright protection37PENANA1PVG2G9z6o 維尼
我才應該要覺得不可思議吧!全世界大概就只有妳不知道而已。8964 copyright protection37PENANAHLRjrUUErZ 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAg5F3QysCez
8964 copyright protection37PENANA35EDmjUgCD 維尼
我無言地看著Aya。似乎對自家大姐也很受不了,她嘆了一口氣。8964 copyright protection37PENANATJqDva6SQL 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAic7JLvMcZP
8964 copyright protection37PENANAT2N9phFLzF 維尼
「可以跟你要簽名嗎?」8964 copyright protection37PENANAU0UcCjq2VN 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAIERcL2s5Fq
8964 copyright protection37PENANAiEMgsjwpWV 維尼
Nana期待的眼神看著我。8964 copyright protection37PENANAT7QwjfqOEq 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAwf7Wu17zQv
8964 copyright protection37PENANAybs5I9iLn6 維尼
對於這個要求,我當然說:「可以。但是妳也要拿妳的簽名跟我換。」8964 copyright protection37PENANAckBA61qH6A 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANA0hc7QJYwhq
8964 copyright protection37PENANAvC7Imvh08t 維尼
聽到我這麼說,她傻呼呼地說聲「好」,然後就跑走了。8964 copyright protection37PENANAIzxdcOuvGD 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAsVoHPo4rSf
8964 copyright protection37PENANA47lSwuAaGg 維尼
嗯,真可愛。8964 copyright protection37PENANAO8m7voBlbf 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAOImzAwfgYK
8964 copyright protection37PENANAFZQnV37Q27 維尼
「抱歉。她在舞台上以外,都是這個樣子。」8964 copyright protection37PENANAthsoWDVNpt 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAfcgdnJRYfb
8964 copyright protection37PENANAjnX4wHQsRv 維尼
Aya看了一眼Nana離去的方向。 8964 copyright protection37PENANAqWoLwXFiMk 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANA88srjCac99
8964 copyright protection37PENANAWmXTVMZMSP 維尼
「Aya學姐。要道歉的還有別的吧?」8964 copyright protection37PENANAKcex9wugJk 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAEBkcPvZ6Mx
8964 copyright protection37PENANAaU0Jrm2RDk 維尼
「……抱歉。不該偷看你們的。」8964 copyright protection37PENANAYVZdXzycUt 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANA5MXVgBk4wJ
8964 copyright protection37PENANA5ROZCNLWvI 維尼
「沒關係。妳關心學姐也是對的。」 8964 copyright protection37PENANAkY1K5DqqI3 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANA1JWQJsXXlV
8964 copyright protection37PENANA6X8FJUKXSN 維尼
我們理解對方般地相視一笑。8964 copyright protection37PENANAp0l0TE7gRd 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAzwRGtla1Ba
8964 copyright protection37PENANAry05VCPZc8 維尼
「對了!」8964 copyright protection37PENANACrSYLgIukW 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAXbHXtf9IVd
8964 copyright protection37PENANAuABZotSw7d 維尼
Aya像是想起了什麼般睜大雙眼。8964 copyright protection37PENANAtQv7awDs3K 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAY61s5qXxUM
8964 copyright protection37PENANAXROA3j1J0s 維尼
「學弟。」8964 copyright protection37PENANAYNgS9fe9wX 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANApjhbrS31OF
8964 copyright protection37PENANAN27KPEmM7Q 維尼
「嗯?」8964 copyright protection37PENANA3NOZxz15gp 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAotyOCX2aPh
8964 copyright protection37PENANAwP0re35Ia9 維尼
「我們的禁愛令還剩一年多喔。」8964 copyright protection37PENANANvVSP0N7CS 維尼
41Please respect copyright.PENANAKzv36Kv37P
8964 copyright protection37PENANAkTa71novyB 維尼
「Aya學姐說這番話,是在等我追求妳嗎?」8964 copyright protection37PENANA3UfRYDx1BN 維尼
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