I was in the room for a few hours thinking and smoking on the balcony. I don't know what kinda feelings I had for Booda but I knew I liked being around him. His ass was different from anyone I met before his ass had this mean ass demeanor but the first few weeks I was here he was soft towards me. Then he got in 'business mode' and became an asshole over night. He didn't want me to go no where he didn't want me to talk to nobody so I was just isolated all the time. It was getting to the point where I was getting back into my depression.
I had just stuffed another cone. I was about to spark it up when he came outside and sat down his ass didn't say shit he just looked at me. Like her was trying to find his words. His ass was fine in this weird ass way. He was on the slime side locs coming down his shoulders. Pretty ass lips but he always wore a mug on his face so you wouldn't even know he had a pretty ass smile.
"I had this girlfriend a while ago thought her ass was the one. I always been faithful never was too much on having a bunch of bitches around me. Anyways I thought I loved this bitch but she just kept cheating and I forgave her because I loved her but then I came home and she had somebody in my house. I lost it and shot both of them. When I realized who I shot it was too late. It was my brother. I had a little brother and of all people she had to fuck him. My pops was pissed for years but eventually we got back on talking terms." He shrugged.
"Im sorry that happened to you." I said passing him the blunt.
"I like you around and I wanna be selfish with you. I'm not trying to have you as my prisoner. I just need you all to myself just for a little while longer. Come here." He said grabbing my hand. He pulled me to my feet and sat me in his lap. He didn't say nothing just held me there.
"You gotta at least let me outside the house Booda." I sighed.
"Fine outside for now. Just let me enjoy you alone for a little while." He said and put his head on my back.
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