“Am speechless.”A raspy voice said behind me.941Please respect copyright.PENANAZczzEawn1H
I was in the verge of tears. Why I thought that was a good idea.941Please respect copyright.PENANAVHtMQ3W9uU
“Look am really sorry. I didn't mean to say that.”941Please respect copyright.PENANANKds39xLPX
He closed the door behind him and almost sat on the floor next to me. I could smell his fresh clothes.941Please respect copyright.PENANAclQluHZMbs
He smiled at me grabbing my chin with his hand.941Please respect copyright.PENANAXPs8x90wIX
“I can see that you are hurt.”He said with a velvet voice almost whispering.941Please respect copyright.PENANA7UL0NOZyuf
The truth was that I am. Memories flashed and I felt tears forming in my eyes.941Please respect copyright.PENANADOHnJfkZvm
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“I am sure you are a nice kid.”He cupped my face. Kid really? I can't be that much younger than him. His hand was warm and a little bit sweaty.”But if I ever see you again I will make sure you regret it. Are we clear?”941Please respect copyright.PENANAxE1QfidJ1G
I looked at him. Something inside me shivered. Excitement?He was threatening me,why was I excited? He smiled at me. I should answer something, the guy was practically threatening me. I shouldn't make it worse though.941Please respect copyright.PENANAih3VJ84hhk
“I...” didn't know what else to say941Please respect copyright.PENANAChD6P8LGHL
“Your cheeks are so red. You look cute when you flush.”941Please respect copyright.PENANA2kuHtz61ud
I was flushing?Still?Shit!941Please respect copyright.PENANAtdLtRfbgde
My breathing became irregular again. I started feeling my surrounding. I was sitting on the floor with my back on the wall just outside his class and Him,this blond good looking guy was kneeling beside me cupping my face.941Please respect copyright.PENANA7KBACD9XLd
I should speak ,i should say something.941Please respect copyright.PENANAmgKQxYkWsn
“Listen,i don't think we'll ever see each other again. I don't do math.”Wow state the obvious much? I said trying to keep my voice steady.941Please respect copyright.PENANA4U5aspWpQG
Please don't get your hand off of my face. It feels so good. Please please941Please respect copyright.PENANAAXQOuU50sH
He gently grabbed my neck and leaned in. His lips were almost touching my earlobe. I felt his mouth open.941Please respect copyright.PENANANYvxiUUAN5
Was he trying to kiss me? Why am I excited? Do I like him?no no no941Please respect copyright.PENANAFSDxOi3iLa
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“I can feel you pleading me with those big eyes of yours.”941Please respect copyright.PENANADubFyEvTPP
I felt my legs pushing together and my parts tingle.941Please respect copyright.PENANAiTKJNth6l7
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“Mr Cannington?Are you ok?Is there something wrong?”941Please respect copyright.PENANAYwXi87ilCa
I was abused by the voice. I stood straight trying to get up. He nonchalantly looked at her.941Please respect copyright.PENANAbj21jcil6y
“No Jennie,we are fine. I haven't started the lecture yet. Get in I'll be right behind you.”He winked941Please respect copyright.PENANAfwZnz5OVeD
She didn't anything. Just gave him a big naughty smile and went inside.941Please respect copyright.PENANAzoWXRyaRNM
The moment was gone.941Please respect copyright.PENANAZLr6etz65u
Why was i sad? Really? Did i wanted to make out with this rude man?He is cute though.Eleanor stop!941Please respect copyright.PENANAUX244SZVk4
He lifted me up by grabbing me with both hands and put me on my feet. He cleared his throat with a cough.941Please respect copyright.PENANAV41dApP5Fk
“You are looking for C211.Down the hall turn left.”941Please respect copyright.PENANAr52sBhUxSd
“Thank you very much and am s-”I said trying to apologize for my outburst941Please respect copyright.PENANAnPdQvHl84T
He looked straight in the eyes whilst he bit the bottom of his lip.Carrington's eyes were the same color as the rainy sky. Blueish with gray undertones.941Please respect copyright.PENANA7rvxTf0PT1
“Don't ruin it. It was fun. I'll be seeing you again.”said as he went to the door941Please respect copyright.PENANALZjrTzqenC
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No you wont. 941Please respect copyright.PENANA9MFbcjKC0j
I run making a mental note not to come near C209 ever again.941Please respect copyright.PENANAa9JYOPwq7u
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What was that?Did I almost make out with him?941Please respect copyright.PENANADDcVOkvINk
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Outside C211 the lesson has started and if I got in everyone would look at me and I would be the center of attention. I felt my face burning and my breathing getting heavy. I don't need that right now.941Please respect copyright.PENANAhDTmb5KRvK
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Grabbing my bag I turned away from C211 and took the stairs leading out of the building. Day one,not cool thus far.941Please respect copyright.PENANAUH1t9TWePj
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I looked at my watch it was almost midday a.k.a. best time for coffee. One block away from uni was a bus stop that i could take and be in town in less than 20 minutes. I headed there taking my time to enjoy the sunny day.941Please respect copyright.PENANAZIgVzKo486
The bus arrived after a ten minute wait,i got in sat beside an old lady and closed my eyes for a bit. This bus stops almost outside of Jace's cafe which is immensely convenient for me.This time though I forgot to push the stop button and I ended up a little further than planned.941Please respect copyright.PENANAeEhBNb1FAb
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Great now i'll have to walk .Damn my distracted brain.941Please respect copyright.PENANAJ54hieIte4
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Walking pass the little shops I saw people going in an out. Families with their children running here and there. There was a man taking photos of the old fountain located in the middle of the street. I looked at his camera the big body of his Canon and the bold lens unlock memories in my mind. A few years ago I was posing nearly naked in front of one just like his. Only the man that promised to love me more than anything held it and not an unknown person. All that time had passed and still small details like this trigger my memories. We were smiling back then, we were happy,i loved him , I gave him my all but apparently that wasn't that enough for him.941Please respect copyright.PENANA4YAcNefSn1
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I must have looked at the man with the camera for quite some time because he put it down and looked at me confused. Disappointment run threw me as my eyes didn't met the ones I was daydreaming about.941Please respect copyright.PENANAygY6uK9xaY
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Cole...941Please respect copyright.PENANAj18xhxyTV7
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I shook my head and smiled at nothing. I was far from being happy but I deserve to smile, not to cry about the past.941Please respect copyright.PENANAFHdC0wnoOe
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It's just a memory. You will forget hopefully941Please respect copyright.PENANAPVmqJwh2FL
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After a 15 minute walk I was outside of Little Sunshine. I waved at Jace who was sitting at a baize bar stool.941Please respect copyright.PENANAGAkeqpoF5s
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“Hey,done so early?”941Please respect copyright.PENANAQnDQYsDGkO
“You could say that.” I felt my voice crack.941Please respect copyright.PENANA8QvYYjgwPR
No no no941Please respect copyright.PENANA8EXe8v1zQv
“El?Did something happen?”941Please respect copyright.PENANAENuhNOaCFu
I just nodded afraid that if I opened my mouth tears might fall off my eyes.941Please respect copyright.PENANAannkMZrAXq
“Did something happen in class?El?” She stood down from the stool.941Please respect copyright.PENANAkvwtyw5Byp
Class? what class?941Please respect copyright.PENANA5ciP9mrlGp
“El?You are red. Talk to me please?”941Please respect copyright.PENANAzlWbWcUU70
I let out a sob941Please respect copyright.PENANAla4PDnHCUh
“I was...walking...camera...a man...fountain...remember...Cole.” I said between sobs.941Please respect copyright.PENANAqvXKgD7cw0
She just nodded941Please respect copyright.PENANAc474CzoEm4
“Damn that Cole.” was all she said and she put me down on a pillowy chair near the window.941Please respect copyright.PENANAlOPhMSMpTd
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Today couldn't get any worse. Or so I thought.941Please respect copyright.PENANALfE2oRXFoo