Most of the time and since i was 14 years old i wanted a boyfriend and i wanted to be with a man/boy/guy/hand holder-keeper.I was what nowadays is discreetly called chubby just a tad bigger boobs than her age girl.
At my school years and am talking like proper deep in the teenage world years i was introduced to the phenomenon “all my friends have bf and i sit here alone reading the classics and listening to awesome music”. Here i’d like it point out that i caught myself doing the unspeakable which is mingling my interests and faves weather it was music or movies so that i could see the devious smile and the momentarily sparkle in the eyes of a boy.
I didn’t know then the friend-zone term to be honest i think it was invented much later than i needed it. All my years in elementary i was a very outgoing kid with loads of friends and shy at the same time.It was the begging of what i’d late to talk about later on and for the sake pf this post named as “You are so fat please don’t eat written and directed by my mother”.
When i was in the middle of my last year at elementary also known as the 6th year to some (i hope ) the most beautiful boy of the whole school confessed at my party that he was in love with me. I should be very excited and flattered but i’d like to point out and that wont look good for me that i was neither flattered nor excited , i felt a very strange feeling of overpower like when you are in charge or something big or when your mother tells you to take care of your little sibling ,i felt power like i was given a very the key to a very desired full of chocolate room and i was told that it was only for me.
I knew if i decided to say yes to this boy and we went steady almost every girl at my school would envy me and give the look i have something i want but i am too intimated by you cause i tried by didn’t gotten anywhere.
He was a very sweet little boy and very handsome with great style i liked him but i was into the idea of having a boyfriend than actually feeling an equivalent of love for this sweet boy. I said yes of course and we dated for quite some time i do’t remember very well but i think that he was my first kinda almost kiss. He used to send me love texts on my phone while i was sitting in the same room just across from him.
I broke up with him at the summers starting because i had a thing for another boy. He is now studying abroad .He is also fat and it doesn’t look good on him.
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