Revision: Laito’s mind (?)
P.O.V: His
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I grin widely at the messages displayed on my phone; reading them over and over. ‘Darrrrrk!’ I typed, waiting for a response. I must admit, it’s getting hard to control myself; but hey! There’s no real problem with that is there?
Someone's hereMy phone rings as my love responds, causing a distressed growl to slip past my lips. I was tempted to decline it, but the name made me wonder. “Kanato?” I don’t usually receive calls so why does he even bother? Plus, it’s late; he stays up but why does he think I’m up?
They can see meI answer after a capricious moment of thought, “Kanato?” I hear a shrill gasp of surprise. Apparently he doesn’t assume I’m awake either. “Laito can I ask you something.” He demands, not even a hint of confirmation travels through the phone to him before he spits it out.
And where I'm goin'“What is Dark to you?” I tensed.400Please respect copyright.PENANAb81ZRPdHFW
I've been sleepless
MY love..? What does he want? I refrain from scowling, resulting in tone dropping octaves, “Why?” by what black magic that prevented me from hissing I have no idea, but Kanato seemed persistent, repeating his question. “She’s…—“ I drifted off, my ears being guided back to my chat with her, ‘Laiii~ are you sleepinggg?’ I smiled softly, typing back a response: ‘Soon, I’ll brb do something real quick, I love you!’ I nodded to myself, returning my attention to the call which had gone mute.
In my head”Kanato? You still there?” I asked, my voice becoming less harsh and more challenging. “Yes. Answer.” Woah, chill out, “She’s mine. What do you want with her?” A near silent authority laced my words, like stilts in the muddy soil. “…mine…” came the mumble from across the electronic.
Feels like they're watching me”Yours?” I laughed breathily; Hell NO, is he taking away what’s MINE. But…what’s the trick here? “Mine. So back off.” I raised an eyebrow, even though he couldn’t see it…something tells me that he could sense the provocation in my octaves, I chuckled again, lowering my voice even more if possible… “She loves me. So you back off and I’ll hang up. How ‘bout that?” And on that note, I cut the line.
People watching me, ah’Hello!’ I greeted my love, watching the three dots bounce up and down in their places. ‘Hai, my love ❤️‘ she responded and my heart skipped. We continued talking for a bit; me completely relaxing. It’s perfectly normal to be calmer when talking to the love of your life isn’t it? 400Please respect copyright.PENANA1urylZUjdc
Feels like I'm losing my mind
And it’s also incredibly normal to be possessive with her as well. ‘Hey Lai!’ ‘Yes?’ ‘I love u!’ I giggled childishly, scrolling down to find the rest of the message, but my heart thumped, troubled, as my eyes scanned over the end: ‘The letter U! Azusa showed me that!” She seemed so…happy.
Feels like a dream of me all of the time, babyThat’s good…she should be happy…but Azusa…Ohohohhh nononono— he shouldn’t. My phone chimes again, that doesn’t sound like Dark’s notification? I squint, confused as I push up my glasses and answer.400Please respect copyright.PENANAvP64zAOWXy
Feels like I'm losing my mind
“Can we have a deal.” Kanato. I thought I told him to back off? “What?” “A deal. Akiyama.” I sigh, but then a cruel yet sly idea pricks in my mind. “Depends, what deal Ikami?” “Dark will be both of ours.” Tempted to type something, my fingers traced the built-in keyboard. This could be interesting. He went on. “She will be ours and only ours. I wont hurt her so don’t worry.”
Feels like a dream of me all of my life, babyI hummed slightly, “Hm, Fine. But if you hurt her Ikami, I’ll make you regret it.” I growled, I couldn’t help it. I don’t like sharing. “Alright Akiyama.” And he hung up. Well then. I laughed to the air and all it’s dust particles. What he doesn’t know is that whatever happens will shift blame to him.400Please respect copyright.PENANA28x9uV187c
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Im crazy so what? It’s–again–perfectly normal. I lay my head back to ponder; “...whatever goes wrong…whatever happens…it’ll be his fault.” I breathe, a snake hiss escaping from my quivering grin.400Please respect copyright.PENANAwiYokZbtiN
Feels like I'm losing
Dark…she’s hypnotic. It’s odd, really. My heart isn’t easily swayed, and here she is; caressing and kissing it. I feel warm whenever I think about her–which is always–but who wouldn’t? She’s absolutely perfect, so cute and precious. It’s making me go insane.
Every day I'm losing my mind (feels like they're watching me)Dark is mine. I’m willing to let Kanato in, but she stays MINE and MINE ALONE. Again, completely normal to be possessive over the love of your life. She’s my Queen and I don’t want her captured by another King.400Please respect copyright.PENANA6kZsx7VDsM
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I sit up, looking at my phone; ‘Lai-kun! I love you! I’m sorry if you’re angwy!!’ Again, perfect. ‘I went out, it’s okay.’ She doesn’t need to know what I was actually doing. It would worry her.400Please respect copyright.PENANAC6G1QcX7yA
If I do this, it's for real
But if this actually works out, Kanato and I will be stuck in a never ending game of chess;
There's no turning backExcept this game is different. Two white kings, one black queen and the desire to get to her, no matter how much sanity breaking we have to go through.
There's no turning backEach and every person. They’d be enemies; rivals. 400Please respect copyright.PENANAXTJXDYWNi4
I've been sleepless
No knights or bishops.
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People watching me
Just us three and the mountain of pawns, all thinking they can be Dark’s king. Never. They can pray, wish and dream. It’ll never come true though, she belongs to us.400Please respect copyright.PENANAIyjYiXvz9a
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Feels like a dream of me all of the time, baby
Actually…400Please respect copyright.PENANAXumRMtcFlJ
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Feels like a dream of me all of my life, baby
Scratch that.400Please respect copyright.PENANA3t9mqQrLJn
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Dark belongs to me. 400Please respect copyright.PENANA2o4QsxzfNz
Feels like I'm losing
Strangely enough, I’m not going to harm Kanato, he already seems to be at breaking point. Maybe I’ll use that to my advantage? Maybe.400Please respect copyright.PENANAWUcP5amA0r
Feels like I'm losing, ah
I do some research, recalling and reminiscing on past chats my love and I shared, flooding my mind with knowledge about her.400Please respect copyright.PENANAeOHbJAa2wZ
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Even the little facts like her favourite food, favourite drink.400Please respect copyright.PENANA8KjMJF4K1D
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Those were all I needed to fake a persona to mask my true intentions, inevitably scaring her off. 400Please respect copyright.PENANAuw6v18G0VT
Feels like I'm losing
For now though, I closed my eyes and fell asleep.
Every day I'm losing my mind (feels like they're watching me)After all.400Please respect copyright.PENANAIqcQjmEk2I
Feels like I'm losing my mind
Monday was going to be exciting.