After Damien left the following day I decided it was time to suck it up and go home. I wanted to stay close to Damien before he left. If Cleo had a problem, she would have to deal with it. I was very excited to go back to him; spend with him the last twelve days. And in order to get a full dose of Damien was to be brave and finally face Cleo; even if she didn’t called me at all the seven days I was in the City.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ZG3crhj6o
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Later that afternoon, when Damien called me after work, I was still considering telling him that I’ve decided to return home, but I changed my mind quickly. It would be easier for me like that; not feeling any pressure. I still had to ask him what would happen with us after he moves to Italy for the next two years. That was one of the things that made me anxious.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoT32cNto2l
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I was worrying about Cleo way too much. I left town because Cleo wasn’t talking to her brother. How was I supposed to be with Damien before he left and stand by my decision and belief that nothing should come between two siblings?443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpgRwe2ynxe
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As I was too wrapped up in my drama to be in a mood for drinks the past week, I asked James to go out together.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVJ8ILdIO0
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I was done eating my lasagna and excused myself from the table I was having dinner with my brother, in order to go to the bathroom. As I walked by the restaurant bar, I noticed a tall blonde, familiar figure leaning alone against the bar counter.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt0SiijF2fT
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That’s what confused me. He was never alone. If he was in the mood to go out, he would probably have company; or at least Louis, his bodyguard, would be there. I shook my head and walked towards the bathroom.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡex9OldIwiB
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No way that that guy, drinking alone in a restaurant, was Alex. Alexander White was never alone. In public at least. Because he was the loneliest person I’ve ever met. The time when I tried to get close to him and almost made him feel something, felt like a million years ago.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIobcdOCyp4
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I opened the heavy door of the bathroom and walked into the hallway. I had to put a lot of strength to pull the door towards me and open it. From the force I used I almost stumbled on my feet in the hallway and bumped on to someone.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeLPzwXnAJA
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“I’m so sor-,” I begun to apologize but my breath caught in my lungs. It really was Alex. But it wasn’t the same Alex I once knew. He was unshaved and looked exhausted; and drunk. My heart didn’t flinch as I was afraid it would.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxvLEYmeO5a
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“Yeah, whatever,” he mumbled and turned his eyes towards my direction for the first time. I saw the look in his eyes as he realized it was me. He masked his expression and turned his eyes elsewhere before he started walking towards the bathroom.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYV8yxBG1u5
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“Alex?” I called, my voice almost pleading. I’ve never seen him like this.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZVhBWp0jXA
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“What?” he replied as he stopped. He only turned his head sideways; his eyes staying on the ground. The Alex I knew never looked down at the floor.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUYWO9Fz67s
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“What’s wrong?” I asked and took a step forward. I heard someone walking behind me and turned towards the sound. A woman walked passed me and entered the bathroom.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6zrBHXiO7I
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“Mind your business,” he said and started walking again. I frowned and bit my lip. His words hurt, but not the way it used to be. I finally walked back to the table where James was waiting for me.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhtvtdW9DvH
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“I was about to send the SWAT team looking for you,” he joked but when he noticed me he frowned “What happened?”443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe3J0aQ6lzE
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“I just saw Alex back there,” I said slowly; still trying to comprehend what had happened.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU659xUK7r1
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“Oh,” he only managed to say but I knew he was worried; his brown eyes searching for something on my face.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡViobE4pF4U
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“No, don’t worry, I’m completely fine,” I assured him. And I wasn’t lying. “But he wasn’t,” I winced and explained in full detail what happened.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7MvOW451pA
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“I never thought I’d agree with something he’d say,” James said as he put his spoon down. I ate the last morsel of the chocolate cake I had in front of me and stared at him.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrKSTieiScj
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“He just,” I frowned “He didn’t look right,” I breathed. Luckily the bar was behind me so I didn’t have to pretend I wasn’t searching for him because I couldn’t do it anyway.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqF2Ud13uL1
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“Erica,” my brother said with a tone that demanded to look at him. “He’s not yours to worry about,” he said.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtSwFjq52lt
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“You’re right,” I nodded and smiled.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ppiL4zav2
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But his face was constantly on my mind for the rest of the night. I only managed to forget about him when Damien called me to say goodnight. As always, Damien could see right through me, even if he wasn’t actually looking at me. I tried to avoid the subject as much as possible but he insisted.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj0U4CnUayy
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“It’s not about you or Cleo,” I sighed because I realized he thought I was upset about Cleo.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEM3F2z6LfN
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“Oh, okay then,” he said defeated. I groaned.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTSaoRvlLyD
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“It’s not even that big of a deal, I’ll forget about it until tomorrow probably,” I sighed.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR8rM4qJBKh
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“You’ll tell me about it tomorrow if you don’t forget it?” he asked.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCkYHc1chVP
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“I will,” I chuckled.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIIbyHLvdyb
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There was no way I would tell him I run into Alex. I always noticed how he flinched and tensed whenever Alex was mentioned, though he never said anything. And I never asked.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6MFBLT2Uto
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I woke up the following morning and turned on the television as I always did. I made breakfast and watched the morning shows. I didn’t really liked gossip but I preferred them rather than the News where lots of reporters and politicians where yelling at each other. I sipped my coffee and left it on the coffee table to put strawberry jam on my bagel.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhAGPx0L7GU
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“ …Alexander White apparently was arrested…” a voice through the television reached my ears. I froze and looked for the remote control to turn the volume up. “…last night, after causing a fight…” the voice continued.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5pg0edALWV
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“He’s still in jail?” a blonde woman next to the brunette that spoke first, asked.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Hytbarcx4
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“Of course not. They said it was a misunderstanding. Come on, you wouldn’t let a multimillionaire in jail!” the brunette scoffed.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkA03uTXODw
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I ate my bagel in two mouthfuls and run for my clothes. I folded my sheets and blankets on the foot of the couch and put my ladybug teddy on top of them, put on my make-up, grabbed my bag and left the apartment.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡefhEVb8mYo
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I didn’t know where he lived in the city but I knew where his office was. I needed to see him. After what I saw last night, hearing he was arrested didn’t sound so unlikely. I tried calling him on my way there but he didn’t pick up. Not that I expected him to do so.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyOB1enJbqm
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“Erica Starling for Alexander White,” I said at the information desk in the lobby of the skyscraper his office was.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKm775cgyOw
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“I’m sorry miss, but Mr. White won’t take visits today,” the red headed woman behind the counter told me.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp3cCaCP2WM
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“Please,” I smiled “I saw him last night and he didn’t seem alright. I’m a friend. I need to be sure he’s okay,” I pleaded.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡopY7RFm7NK
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“I’m sorry but I can lose my job,” she whispered.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuBJMN0mYN1
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“Just tell me where in this chaos his office is and I’ll make sure he won’t fire you,” I assured her as I leaned over the counter in order not to be overheard. “I really am worried.”443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXqE6bfCh8A
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“Take the elevator,” she sighed “Twenty first floor, I’ll call his secretary,” she said almost inaudible. “If you can pass her,” she raised her eyebrows.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtlbGimoZdB
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“Thank you,” I smiled and walked towards the elevator.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0wjPFsyg3d
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About ten minutes later, I walked my way towards a white desk, where a woman in her late thirties was seated. I greeted her and told her what the lady downstairs told me. She seemed to recognize me.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP3DKcecoUs
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“He strictly said no visitors today,” she winced.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDFzAuAt5e1
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“If he yells, he’ll yell at me,” I said “Please,” I tried to smile “I’m really worried,”443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCibUQBTTt5
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“That makes two of us,” she mumbled “He was already here when I arrived this morning,” she said.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIgoukKIUnX
“I’m going,” I whispered.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlR5uSayKXQ
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“No no,” she said but she nodded. I walked fast towards the two huge black doors and she walked behind me. I opened the door and walked in the office.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpVOz5UiogB
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“I said no one enters this office today!” Alex yelled from somewhere in the room. I spotted him across the room, staring outside the big glass, wearing the same clothes he wore last night.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNkD1EzQ2C8
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“I’m sorry, I tried to stop her Mr. White,” the woman said.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx5ux9MlXDv
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“Don’t yell at her,” I frowned. He never raised his voice. He never was out of control like he was now. Once he heard my voice he turned on his heels and sighed. In the light of the day he looked even worse.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrLg1sHMXdV
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“I told you to mind your own business,” he told me “Leave us,” she said to the woman and I turned towards her, giving her a small smile before she closed the door behind her.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡycs8A1us5W
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“I was doing that, but then I heard you were arrested,” I raised my eyebrows and walked towards one of the chairs that was in front of his desk. I sat down and waited for him to talk.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnC4sgMyOvr
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“What do you want from me?” he asked; hatred in his voice. His tone took me by surprise. I breathed sharply and stood up. I walked towards him but didn’t approach too much.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPUxliFel7r
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“Tell me what’s wrong,” I pleaded.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcttwnQzz0K
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“Why do you even care?” he asked. He looked hopeless and that scared me. I felt my eyes blurring and blinked to keep the tears back.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdZpQXn1aS8
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“Because you’re not okay,” I whispered in response. He laughed and walked towards me. I just blinked.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCVpYc7ZuYT
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“I’m fucking fabulous, love,” he leaned to my face; a mocking grin on his lips. I told him the very same thing when he came back to find me after the first time we broke up. I looked down and exhaled deeply.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzdlCZU6YZ3
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“I’ll leave town at four o’clock, call me if you change your mind about talking,” I told him. He didn’t even reply. I grabbed my bag and walked to door. Said goodbye to his secretary and the woman at the information desk in the lobby and returned home.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDevGzDfHSK
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James was surfing the internet while I cleaned the apartment before I packed my bag. I was a little moody because Alex’s reaction bothered me but my brother was right; he wasn’t mine to worry about. In two or three hours the most I would be with the love of my life and probably forget that Alex even existed. And I couldn’t wait.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRfIT0KiJU5
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“Going to put my bag in the car,” I informed James but as I moved towards the door, my mobile rang. I reached in my back pocket and froze as I saw the number. Alex.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡihGE9FVR8G
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“Hello,” I said as I answered the call.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK0lHqc40Xq
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“I’m outside your brother’s apartment,” he informed me.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmkJZf0WRjS
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“Oh!” I frowned and left my bag on the floor.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj8fhtBPh0c
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“I’ve updated the bat mobile, want to see it?” he joked.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGFSkxSVl1G
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“Sure,” I replied “Give me a minute,” I said and hang up.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP6N7KlJOyO
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“What happened?” James asked from his desk.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlttlXfNqIT
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“Alex is downstairs,” I told him as I got out of my converse and wore my black wedge shoes.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYMk8eszNCJ
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“What the fuck Erica?” he frowned and turned his chair towards me and stretching his arms.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡja31RYUAin
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“He was arrested last night,” I raised my eyebrows “I went to see him today and he threw me out,” I tried to explain.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa7k0hOof1F
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“You should take the hint then and go home!”443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQlCw4eYm4
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“If he’s here, he wants to talk! He doesn’t have anyone else,” I winced at my brother.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡguLvx8GqPG
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“Fine,” he exhaled. “Call me if you need me,” he said and sipped his coffee.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJFWOm2QSI
I smiled at my brother, got the keys to his apartment and my mobile before walking out the house. Alex was waiting in a black Aston Martin outside James building. At least one thing didn’t change; he still drove expensive cars.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsvG0TiBVzt
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“Hello,” I smiled as I sat down in the passenger’s seat.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcLve8IfKCN
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“Hello to you too, love,” he smirked. He was acting like yesterday never happened.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeqe1bDmpnK
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“Elusive,” I raised my eyebrows, grinning, as I motioned towards the car.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBOfPAS8Xk9
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“You know me,” He chuckled.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQAKlnZ7ERe
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I think we both didn’t want to get in any real conversations until he were seated somewhere. The only meaningful conversation we made in the car was if I wanted to eat or have coffee. Other than that, we kept the talk light; making jokes.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmufxK3eQce
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“So, what are you really doing here?” Alex asked me once the waiter placed our order on the table. I looked at him. He really didn’t look like himself.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQeVBAQc5nc
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“It’s quiet out here,” I smiled and sipped my coffee. I turned my head towards the beach; away from him.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ8EXuxqcdN
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“You hate the silence,” he called out my lie with that intimidating tone of his. For a flash of a second I recalled telling him that I wanted to live my town because it was too quiet. But his tone bothered me.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz2ppC7eYGT
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“Lose the tone Alex,” I said and sipped my coffee again.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaEJw1XVR17
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“You’ve changed,” he stated.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrgwpqdxqJq
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“I did,” I smiled.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9xokX9wCDY
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“You haven’t answered my question,” he smiled back.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBFBdjV7lkZ
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We’ve been seating on the same table for only ten minutes and already playing games. He sat back on his chair, eyeing at me. I mimicked him. Like last night, I was aware of how much unlike himself he looked.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6zvmnyfbuR
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“What happened?” I breathed and spontaneously leaned closer to him.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjHhy3pEQYQ
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“You just can’t leave it alone can you?” He replied and sipped his coffee.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhdUX7xySmk
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“No, Alex, I can’t.”443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmI6I3zSsME
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“You should,” he raised his eyebrows; his tone suggesting that he wasn’t going to talk about it.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKaick4m7fN
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“I will not, because something’s wrong with you,” I breathed. He seemed very irritated as I pressured him. “Just talk to me,” I pleaded and put my hand over his on the table. As soon as I touched him however, he pulled his hand away, like the contact burned his skin. I breathed.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ39dYwgfSx1
If he really didn’t want to talk to me, he wouldn’t have called me. But I knew it was very difficult for him to talk about what he felt. We were so much alike in that area. So much, that for a moment I actually realized the strength Damien needed in order to be with me and be so patient.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwWYcYz3k8r
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“Thank you for the coffee,” I said and stood up. With the corner of my eye I saw him frowning as I took my bag from the chair between us.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvHuH7TlMEq
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“Wait,” he said and I heard his chair moving. I turned towards him and saw him leaving money on the table. “Let’s go for a walk, shall we?” he suggested and motioned towards the beach. I exhaled, unsure if he was willing to talk, even now but followed him anyway. “First, I want to apologize about last night and this morning,” he begun.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjiovoIEZ6O
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“That’s okay,” I replied.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkbhGu2IrWz
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“No, it’s not. It was inexcusable,” he said as we walked “I’m sorry.”443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGpoK4lhV3Q
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“Apology accepted,” I smiled. “Now, you want to tell me what did you do after I saw you last night that got you arrested?”443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmUNQJtYZNG
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“No, not really,” he said. I stopped on my heels. He turned towards me and sighed. “The police wasn’t there to arrest me,” he tried to explained.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ32cIAKs3HU
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“Oh,” I frowned and turned to look at him; the light but cold breeze hitting the side of my face.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCS3PNGkLxB
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“Um,” he trailed and his squished the spot between his eyes with his fingers.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVm5SK5RJmW
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“What’s really going on Alex?” I asked. He turned towards the sea and put his hands in his pockets.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFwyUmoXe0y
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“Too much stuff,” he mumbled.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJG6FQDD7v
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“I’ve got time,” I said and turned towards the sea as well; my fingers curling up into fists inside my pockets.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8SmTVixZx
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“Mainly,” he begun “It was my mother’s twentieth death anniversary two weeks ago,” he confessed.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD7NCMwx7PH
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“Oh,” I breathed “Have you gone to the cemetery?” I asked; unsure if that was the right question or not.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgYsQAoeDTz
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“No,” he said and clutched his jaw. At least I found the weak post.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjmfwU9et8n
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“You said «mainly», what else is there?” I changed the subject.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf6iwXsYDZ9
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“I got into a fight with my father three days ago,” he said.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9LWtPl56kY
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“This isn’t news,” I chuckled lightly; trying to keep the mood light.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSZP0VbB8Pp
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“He threatened to remove me from the company,” he replied “The Company is all I have,” he whispered.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DSWrdhTSo
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For a split of second I wished I was his girlfriend so that I could have the right to hug him and tell him that everything would be okay.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPXgWHD0NLp
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“No it’s not,” I frowned. He shook his head. “What did the police want?” I asked suddenly remembering that he didn’t actually tell me what happened last night.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeYDzawyIvy
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“I was with an escort,” he mumbled but I didn’t interrupt him even it surprised me. Alex didn’t need an escort; he had every woman he wanted. “She was supposed to put some whiskey in my glass but I had forgotten some pills on the bar counter, she found them, left and called the police,” he said. I was stunned.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0lqR23tBbV
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“What kind of pills?” I mumbled. He didn’t reply. “Drugs?” I asked incredibly. He remained silent. His silence was an answer itself. “Jesus Christ,” I tried to catch my breath. “Have you,” I tried to speak “Have you been using?”443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9qFRXvtdFU
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“Just a couple of times,” he replied.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMDH7CcA1vB
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“Why?” I breathed “Why why?” I couldn’t stop myself. I was hyperventilating trying to put a meaning to what he just confessed. I put my hands over my forehead; squishing the area as if to stop my head from exploding.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYxc0cZMDnp
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“I’m a mess Erica,” he said and run his fingers through his hair. I took a step and stood in front of him to make him look at him.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7o5AWMPqBm
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“You should have come to me.”443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu0Sp1VT6g3
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“You made it clear the last time we saw each other, that you wanted nothing to do with me,” he replied. I shook my head. I never told him something like that. I might not be his girlfriend but I did care about him.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ03qPUbnBXh
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“I would have listened. You know I would,” I whispered as I looked into his tired brown eyes.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8DHCootVEg
“Yeah,” he breathed.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5cqDrEGlgt
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“Hug me,” I whispered; my hands falling on his shoulders.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAY6pjVuqZL
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I knew that Alex was a dominant creature. He must have felt too vulnerable already. By asking him to hug me I tried to give him some power. He put his arms around my waist and pulled me even closer than I already was.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKN61XhYwmt
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“I’m here for you,” I whispered to him as I rested my face on his shoulder for a moment.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHBahdFSeR9
“Remember that.” I told him and put back slightly “You need to shave,” I mocked as I pulled away from him completely. His brown eyes were liquid and they sparkled as he chuckled. He touched his cheeks his with hand as he released me.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX2qLXuoLHh
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“Yeah, I do,” he smiled. I put my hands inside my pockets and tried to warm up as we started walking back, towards the car. I felt my mobile vibrating from inside my pocket. I got it out and saw who it was. I pushed the busy button and opened the messages folder.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLRCcMxZZCi
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“I can’t talk right now, I’ll tell you later. I have some weird news! I miss you xxx” I texted Damien. How much I wished that I was in my car right now; driving home. Damien was leaving in two weeks and I didn’t know how much time I had left with him.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqTNaVfKcrk
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“When are you going back?” he asked as he opened the passenger’s door to his black Aston Martin for me.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTeTt9CH1fu
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“I was supposed to be back right now,” I sighed, thinking of Damien.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpa59iKX4wS
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“Oh, I apologize for keeping you,” Alex said. I stood between the car and him and turned to look at him.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfgKSvQrkBy
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“That’s okay,” I smiled and looked into his brown eyes. He took my hand in his and looked back at me.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhMQZbQOLpx
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“Can I hug you again?” he whispered.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRFpLMAI6IH
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“Yes,” I smiled and turned my body completely towards him. He put his arms around me and pulled me against his body as I put mine around his waist. “Everything will be okay,” I whispered.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLvtRSe5v7n
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“Thank you,” he mumbled in my hair; his fingers running through my locks.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzV593icQQu
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“I just wish you’d come to me earlier,” I breathed.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhoF7H3bUAu
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“You found me just in time,” he breathed out a bitter laugh and averted his eyes from mine.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzZIjafGqQh
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“What do you mean?” I pulled completely away from him and frowned.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMECvB4YjWt
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“Nothing,” he shook his head. He put his palm against my cheek and looked at me. “You were the best thing that ever happened to me,” he mumbled.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmpKfPycJda
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“Alex, don’t,” I pleaded and took a step back; my calves hitting the car.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW4DEBRDoyI
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“I’m sorry,” he apologized and run his fingers through his blonde hair.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP1BLvCNmjJ
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“That’s okay,” I said “Come on, I need to get back home,” I said and squished his hand.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbLY3Penoyi
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“Okay,” he smiled as I sat down in his car. A few seconds later he was seating beside me; driving away from the beach.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9JKIkRnpcp
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“Will you be okay here on your own?” I asked, really worried.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpStZv0xU11
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“Hopefully,” he said as we entered the freeway.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡql4Z7zv2MV
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“I need to get back home and I can’t leave for another two or three weeks,” I begun “I need] to know that you’ll be okay,” I told him while looking at his profile.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpI2PMI6NvI
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“I’ll be okay,” he said and a small smile appeared on his lips. When I didn’t speak, being busy studying his expression, he turned towards me and smiled a bit more. “I promise, I’ll be okay,” he assured me.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgPyi9WgKHb
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“Okay,” I nodded “You know where you can find me if you need anything.”443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzz0KLAJehR
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By the time I got to James apartment it was too late to drive back home. I haven’t made the trip many times and the road wasn’t familiar. Also, I might defend my bug to others that insulted it, but it was actually quite old and didn’t want to drive a two hour trip in the middle of the night.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6uO0pt4XY8
James of course was waiting for me to return and asked me what had happened. He looked calm when I told him in full detail the conversation we had.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRjAAy4Oqw6
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“Erica, do me a favor,” he said once I sat down on the armchair. I turned to look at him. “Just, keep your distance from him.”443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9FAadZzM6Z
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I understood that he was worried but if I turned my back on him, especially after I made him open up, he would definitely end up worse than I found him. He was already on the road to destruction.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ihpfUeKYd
Since my stuff was already in my bag, I only had to search for my pajamas. I made my bed and a bowl of cornflakes and got ready to watch television. I squished my ladybug teddy bear and remembered that Damien noticed I had it with me when he visited two days ago. I remember his smile when it slipped that I held it in my sleep since it gave it to me, four months before we got together.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEzGncKpoFk
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I smiled at the thought of his beautiful smile as he stared at the teddy that sat comfortably on his bare stomach and grabbed my phone.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVqs0ZzHFUn
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“I’m coming home tomorrow,” I texted him.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEjneMWA9Jc
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“Finally!” he replied soon after. “What’s the weird news by the way?”443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZQsfe2DhxS
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“Too big for a conversation at this hour, I’ll tell you tomorrow in person!” I just wanted to tell him the full facts and be able to see his reaction.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPnWFzcod9o
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“Okay ladybug…so what are you doing?” He somehow managed to turn every late hour text into a devious and lustful conversation. Not that I minded. It amazed me everytime I stopped and realized that I was talking to him. I doubt that I ever fully grasp the fact that we’re together.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Y6xEkdwCm
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"So now weve come upon the hardest thing ive ever done/Its telling you that im a mess/What sort of mess i mean/Is self-destructive gasoline"443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡimJUskUMz0
“Chameleon boy by Blue October”
So what do you think it will happen next??? Can’t wait for your comments!!443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuE8JGtwcwX
P.s. I know grammar on some really sucks. I’m working on it!!443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfKmih9i4AY
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P.S.2. This chapter was based on Smallville - 9x05 – Roulette. If you check out the Characters, you'll see details about Alexander White.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3BBbeMFnY8
