You're suppose to make a choice by now. Which is the future? Where can you find satisfaction? You might not be running out of time but you are getting lazier and stubborn as time pass by. Why do you always delay it? Is it because you can't predict the future but you are 'positive' because of what you can do? You still think that you're the centre of universe, am I right? You always want people to understand you yet you pray to be wise? And because of this recent acts and thoughts that you have glorified for your convenience, I am very sure that you are a monster yourself. That's right, you slowly but surely became the monster that you fear and loath. You always believed that you're different; now look at what that difference lead you! Day, don't look at the past, you are as worst or even dreadful to compare. I seriously don't know what to do to you. And you even dare to think about killing yourself! You're really pathetic... and really ungrateful... but I will still be with you no matter what. Because I believe that you can change; you always change. I just need to be more patient and passionate on everything that you choose. This really makes me laugh because you were very pessimistic before while I was the opposite but now it’s sort of the reverse (then you still cry while I scream in your head). We hate this drama and we love to blame the bad days but I know we'll be happy someday. We will get there someday. Do you still remember when we were on the same sides and everything we did was right? I deeply believe that we could be in such agreement and harmony again. You just need to think straight and have a realistic plan - like you once did in college. Day, I wish you understand that I never meant to hurt you. I just want you to realise that you are retreating back to the cave and there is never a good outcome to that, remember? Anyway, can you still recall the difference between the shadows and the real objects? Please don't forget about what you have learned as well as the things that you will learn. We don't want to hurt him as well right? So, stay chill but not too chill; be balance as preferred. Take care of yourself but don't be too intimate with yourself because that's bad. Find someone to hustle for... it might be the push that we are looking for. Only love is in this letter for you... so please consider my voice.226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuYd3G7Jpck
Penana
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