I wake to see dad sitting in the chair next to me, watching me with a faraway look in his eyes. God, he looks terrible his clothes are dirty his hair is a mess, and it looks like he hasn't slept in a month never mind a day. He hasn't noticed me looking at him so I bring him out of his stare."You look like shit, dad" I tease groggily180Please respect copyright.PENANAmwjSOKVYhL
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He looks to me laughing "Thanks, baby girl, am going for the grunge look," he says with a wink180Please respect copyright.PENANAYFAEEKPj7n
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Laughing at him, I sigh "I've missed you daddy" I croak180Please respect copyright.PENANAjDEZS90AG6
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"Oh baby girl, I've missed you too, am sorry I stayed away so long," he says holding my hand180Please respect copyright.PENANAbhAczjfCTU
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"It's okay dad, everything that happened, dad. It wasn't your fault" I say "I was stupid to go there by myself at night" I say shaking my head of my stupidity 180Please respect copyright.PENANAB94tTWpBZu
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"You wouldn't of went out the house at all if I didn't open my fucking mouth, baby girl" he growls in frustration and sorrow180Please respect copyright.PENANAQN7b0u4xpQ
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"Let's just agree to disagree, Eh? Am fine okay?" I grab his hand squeezing it180Please respect copyright.PENANAp3sWgVA0gq
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He smiles and huffs "So, I hear you're coming home tomorrow?" He says happily180Please respect copyright.PENANAfSS1RG4AOg
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"Yeah, I can't wait to get out of here, am excited to see Justin in action on Saturday too" I say excitedly 180Please respect copyright.PENANAUaI1ExTfA5
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"You still wanna go?" Dad's asks in shock180Please respect copyright.PENANA5RFrqZwmne
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"Of course I do, why wouldn't I? Daddy, I just want my life back, I don't wanna be cooped up indoors scared to go outside, feeling vulnerable. Cos that means they win, the bastards that did this to me will not win, they may have broke parts of my body" dad winces at my choice of words "But they haven't broken me," I growl180Please respect copyright.PENANAC81gERJzti
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Dad's looking at me proudly "You are so strong baby girl, so brave," He shakes his head in awe 180Please respect copyright.PENANATyZZYtxyMA
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"Hey," Justin says softly "Mind if I come in?" 180Please respect copyright.PENANA37ejzLTQIP
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He looks between me and dad, I smile brightly at my boyfriend "Course son, I was just talking to Eva here, asking if she's excited to come home" he smiles at Justin180Please respect copyright.PENANA0fXgWIiPJb
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Justin smiles back—no awkwardness anymore, hmmm?180Please respect copyright.PENANArALHfM6CpC
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Justin kisses me briefly as he sits next to me on my bed "I was just telling dad that I can't wait to see you in action, on Saturday" I tease with a wink180Please respect copyright.PENANAs1fo0A4OTg
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He smiles shyly at me "I honestly wasn't sure whether to take part in Saturday's game really baby" he admits180Please respect copyright.PENANAn7QIBb3MI1
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"What the fuck? Yes, you are. Me and dad will be there, cheering you on" I say 180Please respect copyright.PENANAwosGvTfriM
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"Baby, I don't need..." he goes to say but I cut him off 180Please respect copyright.PENANAJuyZPewUtv
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"Fucking hell, Not you too Justin, am going on Saturday, dad is going—YOU are going. You hear? Like I told dad, I am not. Repeat. NOT going to be imprisoned in my own home, scared to live my life, No. They've have already broke parts of my body, and I fucking refuse Justin—fucking REFUSE them to break me. They will not break me, I won't let them!" I growl "So, I'll say this once more then that's all I wanna hear of it yeah? I am going to that game, and YOU are going to kick motherfucking arse—you hearing me, babe?" I ask Justin with a grin.180Please respect copyright.PENANAgImBQn1a7O
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"Fucking loud and clear baby, fuck that was hot" he growls in my ear 180Please respect copyright.PENANA0F8XYEGmKp
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"Ahem— still in the room people" Dad growls 180Please respect copyright.PENANAV4VnoQ6f9J
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Me and Justin blush profusely "Sorry," we say 180Please respect copyright.PENANAjjgPIEG70t
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Dad shakes his head laughing "Your ma was right, fuck, I'm never gonna hear the last of this" He groans180Please respect copyright.PENANAPKnC360MQs
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Me and Justin look to each other in confusion and shrug Don't know what he means by that...180Please respect copyright.PENANAQlUKtn57fL
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"So if you're, I mean if we're going to the game. Baby girl, we're gonna need Everton tops" he stands clapping his hands together in excitement180Please respect copyright.PENANAS10zBkij81
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"Actually dad..." I go to say but Justin finishes for me180Please respect copyright.PENANAOgRleA2sj9
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"I've already ordered your tops for tomorrow's game," He says to dad sheepishly 180Please respect copyright.PENANARXtxFBnQaS
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"Really?" Dad asks shocked180Please respect copyright.PENANAJAk8pIeHGG
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"Yeah, dad, it was meant to be a surprise on Saturday..." I say180Please respect copyright.PENANAY5sDiDRDc2
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"Has Russ invited Amber?" Dad asks180Please respect copyright.PENANAfJOh3WBF2R
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"I haven't got a clue to be honest dad, I've hardly seen her," I say 180Please respect copyright.PENANAaQ721eTuYq
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"It wouldn't surprise me if she is baby, they're inseparable them two, these days" Justin laughs 180Please respect copyright.PENANAKYNmCd6vYz
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"Fucking hell, tell me about, they're worse than you two" Dad scoffs 180Please respect copyright.PENANAvHaMTLws8o
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"Well wait till am out of here, I'll have to rectify that," I say winking at Justin, I hear dad's groan 180Please respect copyright.PENANA5XLkEWZ993
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"Actually, I forgot to mention, apparently they got chased out the hospital by a nurse. She caught them in a room together," Justin says trying to keep a straight face180Please respect copyright.PENANAYZYXKey1L9
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"Shut up!" I say in shock, I start giggling my arse off 180Please respect copyright.PENANAar8jfzL7vK
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"Really baby, Russ is lucky the nurse didn't recognise him. But that's the reason they didn't come back, sorry baby I forgot to mention it" he says sheepishly 180Please respect copyright.PENANAsSvG0pWXqR
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I shrug "It's okay" I look back to dad "So how's everyone at home? Have you let the school know?" I ask dad 180Please respect copyright.PENANAuQcrWdpXLE
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"Everyone is fine, we miss you, Holly's behaviour has started to go bad again. We don't know if it's because you're not there or what," dad says sadly "Catherine's good, hogging the bathroom of a morning as usual" he laughs "And your mum, don't tell her I told you this, but your mum has been reading books on your kindle" he laughs 180Please respect copyright.PENANAM5zir5gXQx
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"Looks like am gonna have to buy her one for Christmas" I tut shaking my head 180Please respect copyright.PENANA99lCbfSG9q
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Dad laughs "I don't mind like, I love it when she gets all these ideas from them books" he winks at me laughing 180Please respect copyright.PENANAZ8z1AIz5gG
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"Daaaaaad" I groan "Too much info," I say putting my hands over my ears 180Please respect copyright.PENANAQYRGclIGY3
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"And Nikki, Tracy, Jill and Michelle have said They'll be out to visit you when you're out of here," He says 180Please respect copyright.PENANAofrbvdyuxN
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"The erm, the police wanna take a statement from you, once you feel up to it too baby," Justin says nervously 180Please respect copyright.PENANAKBlkKumtVM
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"I can do it, it's okay," I say giving him a reassuring smile 180Please respect copyright.PENANAb9yeSOMqrD
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Dad gets up from his chair "Right, well, erm, I best be off. Your mum can't wait to see you tomorrow, oh she asked if you want a special meal for when you come home?" he asks 180Please respect copyright.PENANAfH1ol42YVK
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"Oooooo dad, you know I can't choose between mum's cooking" I moan 180Please respect copyright.PENANANWYOXsOjjZ
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"You're right, I'll tell her to do them all" he laughs winking at me, he leans over and kisses me on the head. "I love you baby girl, I'll see you tomorrow, let me know if you need anything, okay?" He says raising his eyebrows at both me and Justin 180Please respect copyright.PENANA6RSX5MRbvj
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"We will and I love you too dad, tell mum and the girls I love them too" I smile at him 180Please respect copyright.PENANA3nZmzB10Au
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"Will do baby girl" he waves leaving the room shutting the door, Leaving me and Justin together 180Please respect copyright.PENANA2QW5oammFV
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"I love you baby" he says softly 180Please respect copyright.PENANAHQrv53dZ83
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"And I love you," I say back placing my forehead against his180Please respect copyright.PENANA7owBpQFEc9
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The rest of the evening flies over, We watch films on the little hospital telly I have hanging over my bed 180Please respect copyright.PENANA2HaEsQVCcI
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"So do you think your da would mind if I stayed with you?" Justin asks180Please respect copyright.PENANADJyBELbPjp
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What? 180Please respect copyright.PENANAJGz4tbztBA
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"I've gotten so used to being by your side whilst your sleeping, I don't wanna go back to normality," he says stroking my arm 180Please respect copyright.PENANA1vi7kPBwED
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"Am not sure babe, but you being in my bed, holding me, sounds real nice" I whisper180Please respect copyright.PENANAQKcsAkJOeR
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He groans "I love you baby"180Please respect copyright.PENANAz7nfaoumf3
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I giggle "I love you too"180Please respect copyright.PENANAqqFwa5NtVh
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"And besides, it would be good practice sleeping in the same bed, you know, once we start living together," he says seriously 180Please respect copyright.PENANAT82fpnykFZ
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I look at his face, the man is serious "See that's the second time you've mentioned moving in together, don't you think it's going a little fast?" I ask softly looking down at my hands 180Please respect copyright.PENANACsz4mA8kM8
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He lifts my face to meet his eyes "Do you love me?" He asks seriously 180Please respect copyright.PENANAudDhMHGy53
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"What?" I ask in bewilderment 180Please respect copyright.PENANAtvmN1XoMuD
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"Do. You. Love. Me. Eva?" he says his eyes holding mine180Please respect copyright.PENANAI8IlFnQbKQ
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"Of course I love you, Justin" I sigh180Please respect copyright.PENANAZNN4X8VpHc
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"Then what's the problem?" He says throwing his hands up in exasperation180Please respect copyright.PENANAeyl4kGIiUE
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"I don't wanna fight Justin" I croak " I love you, I truly do, but maybe If we wait a little while, then we can move in together," I say 180Please respect copyright.PENANApYRtSMiOD6
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"On Our birthday's," he says seriously 180Please respect copyright.PENANAxNgcDNmHkC
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"What?" I laugh180Please respect copyright.PENANA6B80MtHrl7
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"Our birthday's," he says again "I'll be 22 and you'll be 21, yeah? It's nearly the end of September, we'll have been together for nearly seven months by then, what do you say? He says excitedly 180Please respect copyright.PENANAwEAOr5GInS
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"I think it's crazy," I say with a grin "But yeah let's do it" 180Please respect copyright.PENANABkjYvKM91f
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"Really?" Justin's face lights up 180Please respect copyright.PENANA3SFhI9unG0
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I shrug nodding "Yeah, why not? My mum and dad were engaged after four months of being together" I laugh 180Please respect copyright.PENANAItxnE6ufv3
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"Reaaaally?" He smirks at me 180Please respect copyright.PENANAFQlBZ50Cv3
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"Oh hell no, I've already said yes to one thing, one step at a time, eh?"I laugh shaking my head180Please respect copyright.PENANA3LGUtpOWnT
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"I bet I could get you to say yes if I asked you" he purrs licking my earlobe 180Please respect copyright.PENANA8M36ztkGCM
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"I bet you could" I laugh "But can you do me a favour?" I ask180Please respect copyright.PENANApbct2wldqO
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"Anything baby" he says softly 180Please respect copyright.PENANAjzEEZkHIQG
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"Help me get in the shower, I feel rotten as fuck" I whine "I must stink" I moan, Justin's eyes light up like a little boy at Christmas.180Please respect copyright.PENANAGZ2muVhoDx
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"Wait, are you allowed? Hang on, I'll ask." he gets up off the bed kissing me, then goes out to ask a nurse. A minute or two later he comes back in with a nurse behind him carrying what looks like a plastic bag "So your hubby here tells me you wanna take a shower, is that correct?" The nurse asks me 180Please respect copyright.PENANAtiO6Abe7kt
I mouth hubby? to Justin, to which he smiles brightly shrugs with a shrug.180Please respect copyright.PENANAkyhqS74hzH
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"Erm, yes, would that be okay?" I ask her180Please respect copyright.PENANAOupYlq6JHL
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"You'll be fine darlin, I just have to wrap your bandage up and give you a shower cap first, as stitches and bandage can't get wet" she says smiling at me "Try and let your husband clean as much as possible cos you'll still be a little tender and won't be able to stretch much" she adds as she focuses on wrapping the plastic around my arm. She can't see the look of victory on Justin's face he's currently raising his fists in triumph.180Please respect copyright.PENANAqts513z1V5
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"Stop it" I mouth to him 180Please respect copyright.PENANAyACQQo8vJj
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He does but he's still got that gleam in his eyes "Perv" I mouth to him 180Please respect copyright.PENANAE3BHRkPfIB
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"You love me" he mouths back, I shake my head grinning and blow him a kiss. The nurse finishes "Right then, I'll leave you to your hubby" she smiles winking at me 180Please respect copyright.PENANA0Q1L2DpaLV
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I blush and croak out "Thanks"180Please respect copyright.PENANAMwDdGwQNaW
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"Pull on the red string if you need anything though okay?" She adds 180Please respect copyright.PENANAFIpEbvVxtz
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"Will do nurse" Justin says and she leaves us with a chuckle "Oh my god, that nurse probably thinks we're gonna have it off in the shower" I laugh hiding my face 180Please respect copyright.PENANAXgyAfztZpa
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I hear Justin chuckle "Come on, beautiful, let's get you clean," he says pulling me to the ensuite bathroom 180Please respect copyright.PENANAiAfjb0n6js
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"I've already put your toiletries, underwear and pj's in here, so we're good to go," he says as he takes his top off pushing me inside the room closing the door behind us...180Please respect copyright.PENANAUp4orR0JoQ
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"Let's get you clean baby" He purrs
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