I stood on top of a platform with a microphone stand three feet away from me. Three stage lights pointed at my direction making everything in front of me pitch black. This is how it feels to be on the spotlight. I don't know why Lucian brought me here when we only have a few hours before the meeting with the press. My label, The Grid, released the album ahead of time to combat a growing online leak. My scheduled live performances on radio and television are still a go with their original dates. It's the press junket for the release I have to do early as Lucian stated.copyright protection472ＰＥＮＡＮＡAsv7vUezyA
"What does this album mean for you?" His voice boomed in the dark.476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS2Z7QuFN9s
"It's uh--"copyright protection472ＰＥＮＡＮＡYYrtcUKVXB
All of a sudden, a splash of water came over me and a repetitive sound of laughter echoed in the dark. I shrieked but his voice silenced me at once.copyright protection472ＰＥＮＡＮＡi6P1z3haCe
"You have to be quick. Snappy. Reporters will be throwing questions at you in succession. Give them quick answers. The media loves one liners. It makes their job easier to find a headline."copyright protection472ＰＥＮＡＮＡ92h2ZUiDdU
I wiped my face and found one side of my dress drenched in water. Was that necessary? The wet fabric stuck on my skin making the cold temperature much more obvious to me.copyright protection472ＰＥＮＡＮＡbm0tmpKrgH
"How is this any different from your previous record?"476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRgG6Xa631U
"With Emergence, I worked with music genius Div Aika to create a new sound for my second record. And uh--"copyright protection472ＰＥＮＡＮＡyctQFWHpVS
Another splash came from the right. I flinched in shock as I felt the cold water running down my spine. My hands started shaking as the cold became more evident to my skin. I heard the same laughter roaring in the dark. It was starting to get on my nerves.copyright protection472ＰＥＮＡＮＡJDiA3O3Wzk
"Short and concise. Do not add anymore than necessary. The lesser words you spit out lower the chances of making any mistake. The media is going to twist your words and make you out into a villain for their story. Keep it simple so they have less to work with."copyright protection472ＰＥＮＡＮＡh8q4Vmtokx
I had my arms crossed to give myself a little warmth but to no avail. There is no point to what he's doing, I thought. This is probably not how interviews go and I'm pretty sure no one is out there to throw glasses of water at me for every question. My lips shuddered as I tried to keep my composure.copyright protection472ＰＥＮＡＮＡybbhX3p3MQ
"Are you dating a pornstar?"copyright protection472ＰＥＮＡＮＡCJQ7YbTp1G
The question caught me off guard but before I could speak, another splash came over. The laughter grew louder and it made me feel smaller.copyright protection472ＰＥＮＡＮＡZCr0BYvMtT
"Don't give them that look. You have to be quic- Hey! Don't you leave that spot! That's rude. You don't want these people to write bad things about you. Glory, listen to me. Just listen to me. I'm not always gonna be there. You gotta hold your own. When you speak to them, think about how you would talk to me. You don't want to disappoint me, right? Then don't."copyright protection472ＰＥＮＡＮＡXmNXmCTcrk
I was about to step down but I couldn't. Before I could open my mouth to answer the question, tears burst down and my body was shaking. All the lights went on and the function hall was empty. There were no one on the red seats and it was just me on the stage. Lucian came up from behind me and wrapped me in a thick towel.copyright protection472ＰＥＮＡＮＡFiQ1V1gLcE
"It's gonna be alright."copyright protection472ＰＥＮＡＮＡfWkpLIfqyK
Something inside me wanted to be angry. Another was scared. All in all, I felt powerless in the spotlight but when I saw that there was no one before me, it gave me peace.copyright protection472ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7YTbqgEPo5
"It's all in your head, Glory." It felt warm in his arms this time. "It's just you telling yourself that you cannot do it. But I believe in you. I've always believed in you. You are in there somewhere and we're all waiting for you."copyright protection472ＰＥＮＡＮＡj60y2VwBJg
In that moment, I felt something in myself change. Like something breaking free from the chains in my head. His voice crawled deep within the depths of my head like a hand reaching out down a cliff. I reached for his hand even if it was too far. Somehow my hand made it to his and his grip tightened as he pulled me up. It was like being underwater for so long and finally reaching the surface to take one deep breath to life. And I felt an overwhelming sense of assurance come out from inside me that my lips moved.copyright protection472ＰＥＮＡＮＡZPOyVlJIPS
"I'm here now."copyright protection472ＰＥＮＡＮＡ21fJSi0sVX
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