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一九九三年，他六歲。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpPXoJ9kCcI
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夏夜有風。媽媽替他更換小背心當睡衣，撥扇哄他入睡。睡得香甜，不願醒來，懶理微微發癢的臉頰。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkOn0dkxmkm
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夏日惡毒，毒不過他臉頰上的無名腫毒。媽媽焦急收拾銀包和證件，說要帶他到醫院。爸爸睄他一眼，認為他近日吃過量煎炸食物，長暗瘡，純粹熱氣，無需花錢求醫。媽媽沒好氣，匆匆拖著神智不清的他前往醫院。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV0pJc65X5l
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醫院離家不遠，不過二十分鐘腳程。相識的鄰里、熟悉的街景，既近且遠，扭曲模糊折疊……天旋地轉，手腳一軟，眼前一黑，倒下。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn1wd16OuN3
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看不見，聽得到。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs8v6T9w1Mo
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尖叫，呼救。心跳，鼻息。人，車。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7i189FzubV
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電車。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYD9ELwVu6d
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叮叮——叮叮——432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCqLvppF3uL
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他曾取笑它慢吞吞。媽媽說電車再慢亦會比他快。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDovLVP5ErT
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媽媽喜歡電車那叮叮聲，平凡而獨特，隱隱卻嘹亮。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIiW9sUW2iz
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他仔細聽、認真聽。平凡而獨特，隱隱卻嘹亮。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdlyFyfEejg
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刻骨銘心。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCJ5MQuWmLl
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叮叮——叮叮——432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl6A7E6v61a
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（02）432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH8fmLNHk0c
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看得見，聽不到。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtQm4VtT92N
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聽不到醫生說他內耳受感染，無法康復。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEdS5rQj3EY
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聽不到爸爸怪責媽媽疏忽照顧他。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYpISuwt8dM
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聽不到媽媽自責飲泣。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKEmAnwcmfU
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但他統統看見了——他看見聲音。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3lfHfgDvNq
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絕望聲音是揚沸的黑煙。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkaU1OoIBDg
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憤怒聲音是燃燒的血紅。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgQNsD4FO7W
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罪疚聲音是混濁的海藍。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwpLaxW4H3i
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世界五顏六色，暴烈狂亂。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6HRMD0NgDI
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他受驚瑟縮在家，直至媽媽的顏色徹底消失。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDnDr0RxPmv
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爸爸指向電車，比手畫腳，示意媽媽昨夜在電車自殺。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsp2WxgWjpt
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叮叮——叮叮——432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbUIjls1rcI
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叮……432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaqmXbX8WCF
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（03）432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAVOx2g06IS
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二零二三年，他三十六歲。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqHYRjTECoU
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當年媽媽離世後，爸爸帶他遷離港島，遠離電車，遠離傷心地。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNKxphuXiwJ
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時日漸過，傷痛漸退，他漸漸看不見聲音的顏色。他明白那是幻覺，是自身心理防禦機制產生出來的，用以舒緩情緒和壓力。聲音的顏色日益淺薄，如煙如霧，再也妨礙不了他的人生路。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpnjPJ3Aebi
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他決定要勇敢，走出陰霾，好好過活，不然會像爸爸一樣帶著哀傷終其此生——爸爸去年自殺，同樣在電車上。明明爸爸比他更抗拒港島和電車，為何偏偏在電車自殺？因為媽媽？沒能知道，沒能問個清楚明白。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡInWHntPHza
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二十七年來，他首次踏足港島。心情緊張，有如當年踏入新居。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmEHKtCb7So
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熟悉傢俬配上陌生單位，有形無神，是家不是家。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoOrQOtFMMb
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常見事物配上獨特氛圍，舊瓶新酒，突兀不協調。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡakiQ6D8kzs
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周遭顏色頓變濃稠，阻擋視線，如屏成障。看不見前路，聽不到指引，忽爾忘記將來。人總沒法拋棄過去吧。過去構成現在，現在組構將來。過去如何，將來也必如何……432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXb3v9WU2wW
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一抹綠影突然冒出，撥開重重色彩，在他眼前掠過，緊隨而來是隱隱卻嘹亮的聲音。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4BBZgPE8Ky
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叮叮——叮叮——432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg3f4gFICy8
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震驚。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgzM5Oied2G
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怎麼可以聽到聲音？432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJg8xf2ci49
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叮叮——叮叮——432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcKpyMz7GG1
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一股莫名衝動驅使他拼命追趕電車。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm59oNBd7bY
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累。電車再慢亦會比他快。他再快亦追不到那些經已遠去的。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSK9UlV7gXl
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他開始不明白自己為何要追趕。他沒有追趕的原因。他再努力亦無法追回那些人事物。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQSIX2VXLIW
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他不想再追。很累……432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSStdNldXrb
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叮叮——叮叮——432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8jNVug5vSM
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乘客陸續發現行為怪異的他，將手提電話伸出窗外拍攝。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH32BAGGotN
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpHOiIY3qmH
電車似是擁有生命，生出無數觸手，向他招迎。當中有兩隻全綠的右手沒有手提電話。揮動姿勢與其他手臂不同，是多麼的熱情親切，充滿期盼，彷彿在講：「來！快來！」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Tltp5OV6n
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他咬咬牙，跑得更快，想要看看綠手主人——會是他們嗎？432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBhUsuNyAky
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他沒能看見綠手主人的臉，但他堅信那是父母的手！432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGliigI3uBA
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這可能是他有生之年最後一次與父母團聚！432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnHR3ohvTzD
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父母都是自殺的，在他毫無心理準備之時離他而去。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ198GSnpIng
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他接受不了。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxGqsJ6uDYL
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叮叮——叮叮——432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyrblg9M3q6
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電車準備靠站，他快要追到。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg60qd1BwP8
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綠手開始氣化。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlNBkKk5Msb
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再努力亦枉然？一切努力只顯得他是那麼無能無力。他唯一做到的僅是無奈接受……432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGNotyzJdjG
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綠手在他眼前消散無痕。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC0PXQICPL9
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他力竭倒地，哭得像個孩子。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡncFkQgCdLv
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叮叮——叮叮——432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDRGNR7lrdY
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電車靠站，乘客分道揚鑣，世界運轉如儀，沒有因為他的怪異行徑而改變本身命運。正如他沒有因為努力而及時握著兩隻注定要消散的綠手。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNPXAfIgVgN
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緣盡。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl3I99oCyKT
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無謂執著。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk5ZyH1kHjC
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忽爾澄明。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4hGXTrm3zX
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汗止，氣平，淚盡。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpH3W2Qtju5
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他重新站起來，拍拍褲管塵灰，抬頭挺胸走向電車站。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡthagvKXF1N
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排隊，付款，上車。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx2tdcRAUeY
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如同其他乘客。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPjPV20jmEh
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如同其他同樣平凡而獨特的乘客。
