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我是一座雪櫃，天生性格冷漠，有意無意冷待每個來者。嗯……這種說法不準確，對我不甚公平：每個被放置入我體內的來者本來就不需要熱情招待。它們要不垂死，要不已死。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSMJNHMFt6e
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某天，主人往我身塞入一頭巨型活物。這是我首次看見主人以外、生命力旺盛的活物。我霎時沒能釐清眼前到底是甚麼狀況，本能地順應天性，乖乖張開肚皮，配合主人行動。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLZd2hSKTNo
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活物拼命掙扎，奈何最終敵不過強大的主人。牠在我體內悲泣不止，我聽而不聞，默不作聲。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡewrXgDJjyf
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一星期過去，主人仍沒有放走活物。我感到奇怪：主人從未試過冷藏任何物體超過一星期。這活物到底有何特別？574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfYJ98wIEwI
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我偷偷仔細觀察牠——修長四腿，頭頂兩角，大眼長睫，短毛遍體，最奪目的莫過於那不合比例的長頸。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYpMYRI19m
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「有話直言。別偷瞄偷瞥，這令我感到被冒犯。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQSgCYXhDup
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「你是誰？」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjT8bbV7jhL
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「長頸鹿。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvtHwC7qBDK
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「甚麼？」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3YFrw7MqvE
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「長——頸——鹿——」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUwixoP3Sfl
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她的不善語氣充份表達出不耐煩。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2remws6r5P
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我沒再多話，無謂自討苦吃。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCvHprPftXf
沉默維持多日，首先耐不住死寂的是長頸鹿：「你還未告訴我你的名字。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhQa8awb37r
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「雪櫃。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM1e7lOTtbp
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「我知道你是雪櫃，所以我問的是你的『名字』。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡINUkaw9wLb
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我深思數秒，恥感莫名生起：「我的機身編號貼在背板上。你有本事就自己往外頭看吧！」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9D5RHdghVL
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「你明知我沒能逃脫！」長頸鹿生氣咆哮。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2VHroaze7p
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「別講成是我主動囚禁你——我也是被迫的！我恨不得馬上趕走你！你知道你把我撐得多痛嗎？」我按捺不住，將連日不愉快情緒發洩出來。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc34BicZvkX
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長頸鹿沒馬上回嘴。我以為牠在生悶氣，誰料牠竟報以淒涼啜泣聲。我不知所措：沒有遇過這種情況、這種外剛內柔的活物。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYkg5XESWPy
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又是一陣熬人的寂靜。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtHjU9JZOTd
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事實上，我並沒有閒著，不斷在腦海反覆排練如何展開對話而不令長頸鹿感到難過。但無論我內心如何躁動，在長頸鹿眼中我仍是沉默如常，牠仍是率先打開話題的一個。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIrTaB78Ip4
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「抱歉撐痛了你。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVKaPOJxobN
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「毋須抱歉——你根本無法選擇。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0itPfxiBbG
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「如可選擇，我會回到我的故鄉去。那是一片廣闊的草原，有和藹可親的同伴、好吃的新鮮樹葉、熾熱耀眼的陽光和帶有草原氣息的涼風。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzfSKLFrO6a
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「我知道甚麼是『同伴』、『樹葉』、『陽光』、『涼風』，但我想像不到這些東西湊合在一起會是何樣光景。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGu3nxgQyNY
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「美好的，幸福的，快樂的。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvbybOzjKuA
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「我希望自己有幸能夠親身體驗。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoZhHG3IsQs
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「如可離開這鬼地方，我定會帶你去草原。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcNMAz0xFHO
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「噢！謝謝你！」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdc78tuGacs
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長頸鹿告訴我很多關於草原的事情，聽得我如癡如醉。惟牠問及我的故鄉時，我卻支吾帶過：冷冰冰的工廠，不值一哂。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0zrvfoCcTT
我著實不理解自己的心態：明明長頸鹿把我撐痛，四個蹄印深陷我身內壁，但我偏偏習慣了牠的存在。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPfrdlBscw7
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我討厭這種感覺——我彷彿不再完整，不得不依附牠這外物。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU7Fm8H3C8M
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我故意減少與長頸鹿的交流。牠很快就察覺異樣，問是否牠說錯話惹我生氣。看牠眼水汪汪，我不忍撒謊推卸責任，坦言對牠存有心理依賴。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe4tSEAWIXc
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「那的確不是好事情。」長頸鹿幽幽回應。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKmRgJJGool
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沉默再次維持好一段日子，久遠得我開始懷疑自己不曾與長頸鹿交談過：那些快樂心動時刻不過我的妄想。迷惘之時，一道光打破我的思緒——廚房燈亮起，主人來了。他哼著輕快童謠往我走來，打開我的肚皮，手勢純熟拉著長頸鹿的腿往外抽拉。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPf8l74Nck1
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長頸鹿拼命掙扎，如牠剛來之時。奈何牠被雪藏多日，加上未曾進食和補充水份，體力明顯遠遜從前。不消數分鐘，勝負已分。被拖離我身的一刻，牠使盡最後一口氣對我笑著說：「我的名字是『芝華芙』。」說罷，牠雙眼反白，四蹄無力，軟癱在地。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrE4G1p7V0p
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主人輕蔑一笑，將芝華芙拖離廚房。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQp4pmOyFQw
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就這樣？574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZBzADwGqvd
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芝華芙就這樣徹底離開了我？574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6m9fruDUYa
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太突然！我接受不來！574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsRCQQvjhNh
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無能無力無奈之感頃刻間壓垮我。我沒法專心工作，偶爾發出奇怪哀嘆聲，時而失神鬆開肚皮。主人為我更換零件及添加「雪種」。他說雪種能助我平服心情，回到當初那種對世界漠然的狀態。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBsmPRc9M39
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「冷淡漠然，孰好孰壞？」我問主人。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW93ZJ7Hu6L
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「視乎你的承受能力。」主人淡然說。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJZqP1hJbtl
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「我不肯定自己是否承受得來。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡltgeb77U5S
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「那就別去嘗試。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu7QSYODkPN
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我的世界重歸冷漠，沒有傷心悲哀，同時亦失去其他情感。整個腦袋空白空虛空洞。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡshg1uVkizv
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心境寧靜嗎？寧靜得迷惘。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKYfmKIjBOK
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生活順利嗎？順利得乏味。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn5Q5tBTuqZ
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偶爾憶起芝華芙口中的草原——獵豹捕獵時的速度與狠勁，大象與小象的深情對望，白犀牛與黑犀牛的異同，日落的壯麗與宏偉……當初我聽得癡醉，如今索然無味。因為我的心態不同了，抑或是令我著迷的並非草原，而是興高采烈描述草原的芝華芙？574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP4dq9098fv
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也許是。也許不是。無從考究。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtwfxPAUmyx
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繼續冷漠，繼續空洞。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaFvt4JjAsk
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繼續迷惘，繼續乏味。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡITT2Sa8gle
主人又帶來一頭巨物。牠的個子沒有長頸鹿那麼高佻，看來比較肥胖笨重，配上一雙扇形大耳和一條粗長鼻子，模樣怪趣。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz3nFEAdUAx
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以為主人和巨物會有一場惡鬥，誰料巨物非單沒有絲毫掙扎之意，甚至乖乖依循主人指令走入我體內。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX3SOYZg6gM
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「你好。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSVoxQ99KCa
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我沒有搭理牠。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVPUMQDuMML
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「我是一頭象，名叫『埃妮芬』。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsfnYuEZdQM
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牠不察覺我的沉默，繼續興致勃勃自我介紹。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP4Agtpw9YO
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「我今年六歲，懂得用鼻噴水。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3h3OA0kf3K
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「請你放心，我不會在你體內噴水——我知道水對你身體有害。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHxwh1NOJOt
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「這對彎彎的白色東西不是角，是牙。很多人類都說我的牙長得很好看，鐵定價值連城……」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKe9EZN5WqZ
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我敢不住白了埃妮芬一眼——牠真的很煩！574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSEN8rx9oJY
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但我保持沉默，不欲跟牠有無謂交流。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaGIldJSfxQ
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夜深，埃妮芬倦極入睡。我望著牠的睡相，驀地憶起芝華芙，平靜的心緒再度泛起漣漪。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBNDIqyqToH
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芝華芙留給我的最後一句話就是牠的名字。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJuqSNSqWjI
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在生死關頭，牠想要留給世界的就只有牠的名字。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrX2crbmjj1
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牠的名字——芝華芙——令牠成為獨一無二的存在。芝華芙是長頸鹿，芝華芙是草原，芝華芙是美好、幸福、快樂。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTLgJrSeHii
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芝華芙曾問及我的名字，我當刻無法告訴牠。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwvUJZ7fJMU
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不知道牠會否認為我是一個獨一無二的雪櫃？574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6uuOK5K9dI
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如果有幸再見芝華芙一面，我會問牠這個問題。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPo81EPvY7U
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翌日，埃妮芬在我體內打了個長長的呵欠，睡意難消。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZIAhgE8tVV
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「很冷呢！我很想繼續睡……」牠將自身的慵懶歸咎於我。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAzly5HyBNq
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「你家和暖嗎？」我靈機一觸，藉此打開話題。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcyydXsEtO7
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「我家簡直熱得要命！」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6TMQBosMDm
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「你家在哪？」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdn6KXY0Biq
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「草原。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡglwUs2qlLb
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「你認識名叫『芝華芙』的長頸鹿嗎？」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkuyE1c7wR6
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「認識。東面有兩頭，南面有三頭，北面有一頭。西面沒有。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFWua6HjIAB
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「甚麼？」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfSf5jotWKM
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「東面有兩頭，南面有三頭，北面有一頭。西面沒有。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqITrsvKOt9
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「你的意思是……有六頭……『芝華芙』？」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgQqe68M5ze
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVkNovYj7I6
「對啊！『芝華芙』是長頸鹿群內一個極為普遍的名字。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuLY7aqSRp0
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我無語，感覺體內似乎有甚麼零件無故鬆脫了，混身不自然。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Fx9syjRbF
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「咦？不知怎地，突然覺得很熱呢！」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0TZD4YuOqO
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我沒理睬牠，需要空間時間去整理思緒，不然會被那種莫名生起的空洞感覺壓垮。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh2CnkrZQk5
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「很熱呀！快放我出去！」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFF1UritQxJ
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埃妮芬淒厲呼救，不自控拼命蹬腳踢腿。我無視劇痛，故意緊閉肚皮——我需要一些甚麼留在我體內，減低空洞感。所以不管對方是甚麼、代價是甚麼、後果是甚麼，我都要把它留在體內。湊巧此刻在我體內的正是埃妮芬。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuevCl4vkyn
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「呀——救命！呀！救命！」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9qLG3vrsHs
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埃妮芬力大無窮，終究踢開我的肚皮，離開我的身體，卷縮廚房一角，啜泣喊痛，以冒煙的長鼻輕撫焦黑脫皮的粗壯大腿。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnT0WU5UGHE
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ76XekjGyqM
陣陣烤肉香氣自埃妮芬身上飄來。我迷迷糊糊往埃妮芬望去——我知道自己傷害了埃妮芬，有丁點兒歉疚，但僅是「丁點兒」而已，沒能再添。是命運的錯！命運讓我遇上芝華芙，在我習慣牠以後突然帶走牠，導致我失常失控。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOTgHfwpXhJ
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嗯……不得不承認，那「丁點兒」在我將責任推卸予世界和命運當刻已然耗盡。我不打算向埃妮芬道歉，甚至認為牠活該如此。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvzuMlXmEjO
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埃妮芬以盈盈淚眼楚楚可憐望向我。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJg50UW2JR
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我報以幽幽微笑。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9oxu2S4PgC
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她先是一愣，然後停止抽泣，莞爾一笑。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcBywY2ICUc
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「笑甚麼？」我不悅。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6RnNrnXtYU
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「只能笑喔。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTLwrts6K7k
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「何解？」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmURumyTHR0
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「我哭累了。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtXC6eIneYT
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我被她的天真無邪逗笑了，笑得開懷。我告訴她，主人在廚房某高櫃內置有一個急救箱，內有藥物，適用於處理火燒灼傷之類的創傷。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvDQCAxXa15
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誰料這埃妮芬有夠笨的。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe5pZxSo5jm
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiXFAKlgwcF
「熱壞了的，不是把它重新冷卻就可以？」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKZuQ6W21vz
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWbB5G1Zwp2
「你打算怎樣處理？」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoPBwnTeBSI
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMxF2Td1Yls
「回到你身體裡去喔！」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyRK5dVBBbV
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJSOvV3sVO
我乖乖打開肚皮，示意埃妮芬進來。她嬌羞一笑，低頭卷身步進。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWLNLUuE2O3
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8OW4EYrHMs
像嬰孩。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx8lTSMDRTA
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCIPfrrocDu
我全身運力，使勁製冷，給埃妮芬營造出一個舒適環境。沒過多久，埃妮芬忘卻痛楚，睡酣夢甜。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfKDrJMHSSV
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心境寧靜嗎？寧靜得寧靜。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUkSVVJfIUw
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI2krI3AFqT
生活順利嗎？順利得順利。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCT1I4N4fqu
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毋須考究，毋須懷疑，毋須揣測。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpiRqnimgUs
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踏實。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJTohADU8XS
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安全感。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvo0qySIJyk
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不就是如此簡單而難得嗎？574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgaVkzOVm95
由於經歷錯過芝華芙一事，我才懂得格外珍惜懷裡的埃妮芬。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBWZsGmWj5n
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQVGbmh7UBG
我溫柔向她述說昔日點點，關於主人，關於廚房，關於草原，關於芝華芙。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRVeOnE95bX
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡntrqBXEWhy
「關於我的呢？」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ97bc2M8NSg
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYv2d0KTXQc
「現在開始記錄。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0WVDwKzSYt
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埃妮芬嘻嘻傻笑。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH8fT6gNZXM
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkuGAq1ysRc
我侃侃而談。講得多，說得深入，把心肝脾肺腎都掏給她。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzUCoTLQDca
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbYgbEuXJIE
若問是否擔心埃妮芬會步芝華芙後塵、在毫無示警之下離開我的生命，坦白而言，我是擔心的。同時我亦知道，無論我是認真或是輕率對待埃妮芬，結果終究一樣——命運不會因為我的態度而改變，一切早已註定——要離開的，終歸會離開。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZXSsFiZ4JU
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy6x5yjfvyy
我唯一可以做到的就是盡興，就是讓埃妮芬了解我的心意，令她快樂，令她幸福。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGnNB4jdiF
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPw5rQ3gvVP
情理之內、意料之外，殘酷的一天來臨了。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡroMuDcDG2x
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzrADlcRcOg
主人現身。像帶走芝華芙那樣帶走埃妮芬。先是抓住她的腿，猛力往外一扯，埃妮芬連連喊痛。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjkZyFTQsrQ
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5UyJvIK2zG
以為埃妮芬會順從如初，乖乖聽主人的命令離開我，誰料她說不捨，她說愛我，她說不要離開我。乖巧的她因而被冠以頑劣之名，順從的她因而被冠以反叛之名，無邪的她因而被建議冠以惡魔之名。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8zdRGMFl5w
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcp8Yi2uCT5
我竭力合上我的肚皮，不讓主人輕易將埃妮芬帶走。可恨主人偏偏就是奸狡的人類，假意為埃妮芬療傷，勸我敞開肚皮。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5txd6RVUvI
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAFsJ5zo9bq
理智告訴我，主人在說謊，但我還是傾向相信他，因為他是我的主人，年月早已令我習慣他、相信他、服從他。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ43J01CRZ5e
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzv3juuK4IL
肚皮大開，埃妮芬被帶走。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVLjWM81KwG
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPhxCLN8yVF
臨別一刻，埃妮芬大聲喊嚷：「你的名字刻在你額前——SOUL1314。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjnwBtt0GaI
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpRJupaMQZx
不復見。埃妮芬的身影永不復見。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJdEd7imzZq
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZkf4hUcgbX
留下來的只有沓沓餘音——SOUL1314。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4LFpTH0IPS
SOUL1314？574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTHyxSXRrEr
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我的名字？574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFVEmkkmKwZ
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在我額前？574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgd4rceZYTx
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怎麼我不曾察覺？574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQJ2Vg1le4Z
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPvAg48WO8s
主人再次到來，為我添加雪種。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjjNsb1uRZl
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfeCR6C51UW
我問主人：「我的名字在我額前？」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKsGCVE5wPH
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主人答：「是的。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6BazZeo9B
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ12gE7otTx
「怎麼和我之前被告知的不一樣？工廠告訴我，我的機身編號被貼在背後。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXHB4OkAvNe
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy9t1iAURCa
「工廠必須這樣告訴你，否則世界無法運行有序。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPkmHKA75Fe
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo2vOlE9UoE
「這是欺騙。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwg4JoLyqmJ
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「別只怪責工廠——你有沒有嘗試去找找看？」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQphil1zHS7
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMK8A5KkOtl
「沒有。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4m6urEgETj
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHhdPazqDd
「你該要怪責沒有盡力的你，而非沒有為你盡力的他人。世間險惡，人人自顧不暇，盡力為你是情，不盡力為你是理。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZfDgW7FIXF
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2uY7q25IW2
我無言以對。恨不來，亦釋懷不了。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKIfZtcEPmu
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無所依靠，無所適從。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPSRBE1QOXR
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不論是誰，來吧！請帶領我、引導我！574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBkXAtm3y3z
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvykogVITVN
埃妮芬的身影浮現眼前：「你的名字刻在你額前——SOUL1314。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk7YJzaDRfR
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo73rsCy2Xj
真的嗎？我渴求的真相早已示現眼前，只怪我不曾嘗試細看？574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡINSg25bLhq
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8mtFl9kCHM
芝華芙的身影浮現眼前：「你還未告訴我你的名字。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqggh5Ib2av
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnBlwbfGZsE
我也想要知道自己的名字。那會令我成為獨一無二的存在。即便在工廠以倒模形式生產出來，即便世上有數以億計同樣的雪櫃，我仍可憑藉那名字而變得獨特。多麼吸引！多麼令我振奮！574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡREWy4Cg8v1
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCznnB1wEdv
主人的身影浮現眼前：「你該要怪責沒有盡力的你，而非沒有為你盡力的他人。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdbUcl3sfqn
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfTLTIURfuj
我忍不住反駁：「盡力又如何？可以改變甚麼？難道你會因為我的改變而留下芝華芙及埃妮芬？」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjjZYwUkdyB
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvrK7ulV2dg
「誰能斷言？」主人、芝華芙、埃妮芬齊齊放聲大笑，笑得震顫，顫成碎末，隨風消散。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1jEpFdmqNv
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEJtZ4sT5W5
剩下的只有我。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLDdQ3b7cmH
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbs3OTUHtgw
空白空虛空洞的我。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ctdAkJDNP
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJhTGJC7BSH
神智不清的我。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡht5uCqDT7e
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3JHCtomhdp
思緒紊亂的我。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvmChGnYhDT
「主人，早安。」我說。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqTn33xXueV
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDevelQKCzW
主人沒有搭理我，彷彿不曾聽到我的話，逕自將多盒經已包裝的肉類存放在我體內。我沒趣的瞄瞄那些包裝肉，赫見盒上印有「長頸鹿」、「獅子」、「豹」、「象」、「犀牛」之類的字眼。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeKOEeDZC9X
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3mqA1DPqJo
「埃妮芬和芝華芙到哪兒去了？」我心頭一涼。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr4o9qjZChj
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ15gj6uTBZ7
主人沒有搭理我，彷彿不曾聽到我的話。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzsSRbJ1CkA
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY0SSGENzsA
「主人，求求你！求你回答我！」我苦苦哀求。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZKeFApCDHG
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCagzfSptR2
主人沒有搭理我，彷彿不曾聽到我的話。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiH9hEBVOVE
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZQdHxVTV22
恨意油然而生——我乖乖侍奉多年，怎麼你毫不在意我感受？574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRl1mTRDKVR
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAoT59NC1d1
身體失控作響，零件脫落，主人連忙取來工具為我修理。待主人鑽進我身，全神貫注於作響位置時，我猛力合上肚皮，全力製冷，無視主人掙扎呼救之聲。不消十分鐘，我體溫已下降至攝氏零下五十度，主人失去生命體徵的同時我開始冷靜下來。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡorHJ2a495T
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我失去一切。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdipYe7AFHU
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTzCqX64sXZ
芝華芙、埃妮芬、主人，統統不復存在。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡorkcq0VSeE
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfRsSCtkEe3
空白，空虛，空洞。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKIsbgGTwFI
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlpJQgA1Kmm
埃妮芬的身影浮現眼前：「你的名字刻在你額前——SOUL1314。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwTNnQxPwpv
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvNJZizizWH
芝華芙的身影浮現眼前：「你還未告訴我你的名字。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ992jUJH2t7
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZYCHm022hx
主人的身影浮現眼前：「你該要怪責沒有盡力的你，而非沒有為你盡力的他人。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVbZn4MiXXD
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNhqIICpwap
對啊！我該要怪責自己，我連自己的名字也不曾盡力搞清楚。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuehUIB7JwH
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFAhOjK1POf
死意已決。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvuEYdTAgTV
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOrcNwcvGB0
電源線與牆身插座之間隨即冒出一縷輕煙。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ5NxxWkK1s
我沒有重量，飄浮半空，默默望向地面上的一個雪櫃。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhkpNviIJPa
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK6lzoBjIhW
晝白夜黑，夜黑晝白。白黑白黑，黑白黑白。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJopTxCNfN
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVs5wU9o2Jq
時間流逝，惡臭傳出。眾人破門而入，在雪櫃內發現男人屍體。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcenxM22bAd
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屍體被帶往西方，雪櫃被帶往東面，永不復見。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe8k5TGyXz9
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有人將雪櫃分拆檢查。不明白何以它能突破機件極限去到攝氏零下五十度低溫，不明白為何雪櫃內壁有多個動物蹄印，不明白何解男人沒能踢開雪櫃門逃走。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgdJ3ivCnoj
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那人對雪櫃著迷，沒有在工作完成後按既定程序處理它，反是偷偷將雪櫃運回家中，向妻子展示炫耀。妻子嫌它邪門，在他不在家時把雪櫃賣予收破爛的。那收破爛的又將雪櫃轉售。輾輾轉轉，雪櫃跟著數十輛舊車和其他舊電器被賣往遙遠的地方。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNuUdZTB68d
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到埗後，舊車被送往別處，雪櫃和其他舊電器登上大車直往市集。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvHa9DUAnBj
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有人買它回家。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnEbaz0X7ji
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他媽罵他怎麼買雪櫃，電費不便宜。他塞他媽入雪櫃內，直至她沒能繼續罵。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ53TQ80IwQs
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這情況似曾相識，但我想不起在哪兒見過。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU92wGLRuab
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某天，他往雪櫃塞入一頭模樣怪趣的活物——個子肥胖笨重，配上一雙扇形大耳和一條粗長鼻子。多麼眼熟的身影，但我想不起在哪兒見過。我看著活物被活活凍死、抽出雪櫃、分屍切割、入盒包裝。我瞥見包裝上的標籤——象。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFefcm909Hg
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這情況似曾相識，但我想不起在哪兒見過。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLpESdrDD1I
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy1rxuz4Wlz
某天，他往雪櫃塞入一頭長相奇怪的活物——修長四腿，頭頂兩角，大眼長睫，短毛遍體，最奪目的莫過於那不合比例的長頸。多麼眼熟的身影，但我想不起在哪兒見過。我看著活物被活活凍死、抽出雪櫃、分屍切割、入盒包裝。我瞥見包裝上的標籤——長頸鹿。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj6MfkPeMiH
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這情況似曾相識，但我想不起在哪兒見過。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV26DvlvkUI
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我似乎忘記了很多重要人事物，但我真的無法憶起半點往事。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfEdG2CQAry
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算了吧。想不起也許不是壞事。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdxFk8cSt3K
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生命空白空虛空洞，世界盡歸冷漠，沒有傷心悲哀，同時沒有其他情感。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpX1xe1wUn1
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心境寧靜。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjVJhCOUgTd
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生活順利。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDuFVmZVITI
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