1月14日,凌晨5時多。538Please respect copyright.PENANAj12iT0XFtl
天還是黑黑的,四周的住戶,內裡都是暗暗的。538Please respect copyright.PENANA3yJMB1w4gy
大家都在熟睡中,538Please respect copyright.PENANAVfKG9AQs0N
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不自覺的再次想起她。538Please respect copyright.PENANAKSh5iRvA2a
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這至少可讓我不用面對一切殘酷的事實。538Please respect copyright.PENANAC6dx39dKpZ
我的心靈,亦可得到一點安息。538Please respect copyright.PENANA75HdkCdaEy
無奈我閉上雙眼,一幕幕的情景又再湧現。538Please respect copyright.PENANAOOZh8eDDTf
電鋸留下的傷痕,又再破裂,538Please respect copyright.PENANAylbV2leve6
血水慢慢的滲出。538Please respect copyright.PENANAshul1ucF5n
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暗黑的天空,終於變淡為藍。538Please respect copyright.PENANAHAOHriMGTm
我知,是時候為長洲之旅作最後的準備。538Please respect copyright.PENANAQIiM4VKZHZ
起來梳洗,538Please respect copyright.PENANAhOpebkkpfb
執拾行裝。538Please respect copyright.PENANAtsH5FnOrss
準備與朋友集合。538Please respect copyright.PENANAgHplea1cOR
我,有小鋒這班好朋友,538Please respect copyright.PENANAXCwb8Nyxnt
但再老友,也無法說出這數月來的心事。538Please respect copyright.PENANAGVA3VrDEIo
有點可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。538Please respect copyright.PENANALnGgORWaGg
或者一切都因為我的被動,538Please respect copyright.PENANA8FiXlrsFqu
我的被動,導致我沒有很多的朋友,538Please respect copyright.PENANAdUqrupGxgx
導致我的失敗。538Please respect copyright.PENANAQTMc2exLew
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若不是早已應邀,538Please respect copyright.PENANAgT63l6qnHo
我想,我還是留在家中,538Please respect copyright.PENANA1mYQZUqgUH
白白的消磨時間。538Please respect copyright.PENANAcARMqeTxgm
能夠外出遊玩,或許就藉這個機會,538Please respect copyright.PENANAnCQUH69NDY
散散心,忘記這數月來的事。538Please respect copyright.PENANAuwB9ww3Zus
反正沒有做過什麼特別的事,538Please respect copyright.PENANA9eg7izUGFm
忘記了,對她也沒太大影響吧。538Please respect copyright.PENANA0WRtfYIt8A
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我們乘坐慢船。538Please respect copyright.PENANARs6mSWx5zH
踏上船後,我們找了個有利玩牌類遊戲的位置,538Please respect copyright.PENANANWWooNxN4B
然後開展我們的「賭局」。538Please respect copyright.PENANAt4oumNuKcc
我們玩得有說有笑,538Please respect copyright.PENANA2sHAX08UBP
而船外卻白蒙蒙一片。538Please respect copyright.PENANAOCSvwCGvIr
我內心的景象,也是如此。538Please respect copyright.PENANAZcO3IpqtbQ
眼前有一班好友,卻無法在濃濃的白霧中,538Please respect copyright.PENANAkDAZzWYfuU
尋得他們的燈光。538Please respect copyright.PENANAMmO8lnIKH7
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下船後,我們按著早已編排好的行程。538Please respect copyright.PENANAWKm13yRjDq
先到不同的地方吃長洲的一些特色小吃,538Please respect copyright.PENANAzFt4xlm7zP
直到中午才到沙灘坐下,538Please respect copyright.PENANAZuxCtZB1SM
玩玩聊聊。538Please respect copyright.PENANA0kfzjsBeK5
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「欸,這個景不錯啊!在這裡拍個照吧。」小鋒說538Please respect copyright.PENANAerRapltd9I
「我們四個男人,拍什麼照,搞著女人的東西。」朋友甲說538Please respect copyright.PENANAdd7iTTW2Ls
「留念啊,記錄我們的長洲遊啊,拍一張又不是很花時間。」小鋒回應538Please respect copyright.PENANAKKOye1YHf5
「好吧,好吧,就拍一拍。」538Please respect copyright.PENANANJCHaak1Dm
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就這樣拍下我們四人第一次外遊的照片。538Please respect copyright.PENANAXkvLy8e4Cb
這樣的一個舉動,又再想起了她。538Please respect copyright.PENANA5DqtmaDJ42
記得,538Please respect copyright.PENANAQS1bchwqme
聖誕假期前的數天,她與不少女同學一樣,538Please respect copyright.PENANAwigLevHkxR
四處找朋友拍照留念。538Please respect copyright.PENANAtd8fy8WyRQ
我,只是一個留級的同學,538Please respect copyright.PENANAxd0RBUOjaa
又不主動認識其他人,538Please respect copyright.PENANAUaUY6Am8EB
沒有人找上,也正常不過。538Please respect copyright.PENANAHVa3Hxnodb
只是,我特別想跟她拍一張。538Please respect copyright.PENANAcefM1TZscN
不過,538Please respect copyright.PENANAgGKOHOTRiB
她對我已經……538Please respect copyright.PENANANnROxS2rj4
我早就打消念頭,但話雖如此,538Please respect copyright.PENANAble1Iq8rzR
其實,538Please respect copyright.PENANAeWJhcvCswx
心裡還是渴望著。538Please respect copyright.PENANAXBohGa0qzh
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最終,都得到實現。538Please respect copyright.PENANAAHgRB62r0Y
不過,538Please respect copyright.PENANABRKSkx7YEF
當時她單手指著我,然後示意出來。538Please respect copyright.PENANAV9xHpdOowI
我不喜在她這樣的態度,538Please respect copyright.PENANAj3Solxfbas
不是想說她態度欠佳,538Please respect copyright.PENANAjlq4z1wVkY
而是,我更加覺得,一切都可能是時候完結。538Please respect copyright.PENANAIG0sNCWFZX
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眼見面前一班好友,538Please respect copyright.PENANAitWhhlOkQk
我很快便專注眼前的遊戲。538Please respect copyright.PENANA1yCawJPpgi
過了好一段時間,538Please respect copyright.PENANAVhTWkfr7RE
我們決定上山走一回,遊歷這個長洲。538Please respect copyright.PENANALBIoOUNJxm
偏偏在上山的時候,538Please respect copyright.PENANAVK4pZdPicc
我突然感到一陣納悶,538Please respect copyright.PENANAVjOICvCibL
那刻,我在想,538Please respect copyright.PENANAdtOGXaJ8aD
難道這就是我太想念她的後果?538Please respect copyright.PENANAkBmx22Vd5C
我不知道,只覺這種狀態有點辛苦。538Please respect copyright.PENANAk6S30YopwL
良久,終於下山,538Please respect copyright.PENANAHs9MtmUnJe
時間來到下午五時多,538Please respect copyright.PENANAix0KtCBxGU
我不適的感覺重了,538Please respect copyright.PENANA52hUufLZlm
最終我還未來得及找洗手間,538Please respect copyright.PENANAwmNOxjIFgC
便嘔下這天第一灘髒物。538Please respect copyright.PENANAtZQgRTT9VD
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終於舒暢了,538Please respect copyright.PENANAbAAxdWAGlf
可惜,538Please respect copyright.PENANAcy5XEdakck
過了不足兩小時,538Please respect copyright.PENANAJ4qz3DaR5b
我,又再次感到一陣納悶,538Please respect copyright.PENANAcWiJDRYKKp
最終又再嘔下一灘髒物。538Please respect copyright.PENANAhmgZ5HKErP
再過一會兒,便吃晚飯。538Please respect copyright.PENANAQjbxKB3GDs
經過兩次嘔吐,我沒胃口吃了。538Please respect copyright.PENANAZyr7l9UNvD
只是喝了數杯汽水,便一起回家了。538Please respect copyright.PENANAg0MuMf883r
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「阿仁,沒事嗎?」朋友甲538Please respect copyright.PENANA88kXqXqIqI
「沒事,好多了。只是還怕再來。」538Please respect copyright.PENANAsKo4eeJT3Q
「回去好好休息吧。」538Please respect copyright.PENANAzUkyLFgke0
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若能由她說出這番話,就好了。538Please respect copyright.PENANAB6sC7TLSTt
我猜,這是不可能的幻想。538Please respect copyright.PENANA7kocytp8ip
我相信,要是能博得她的關心,538Please respect copyright.PENANA7VX8zxwP02
再嘔數十次,也是值得的,538Please respect copyright.PENANACd7PBIknvh
無奈已經沒可能了。538Please respect copyright.PENANAFIZLgddhaX
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晚上十時多,538Please respect copyright.PENANA4JMmiF7YJV
終於回到家裡,538Please respect copyright.PENANAvnZipCQfMG
洗澡後,本想好好的休息,538Please respect copyright.PENANAS51r3isUPy
但,肚子又感到陣陣不適,538Please respect copyright.PENANAl8QJ8niC0p
我,肚瀉了。538Please respect copyright.PENANAH3ouudHvRq
來來回回的穿梭洗手間與房間,538Please respect copyright.PENANAbv7WEEBrx2
大約十一時,我躺在床上,細想著這數天的事。538Please respect copyright.PENANA8brovkf6iD
本打算藉今天散散心,538Please respect copyright.PENANAuYqRoyqrF4
卻又嘔又瀉。538Please respect copyright.PENANABwalSYqi9u
身在分岔路,卻由殘酷指引明路。538Please respect copyright.PENANA6G0NitKEx8
閉起雙眼,538Please respect copyright.PENANAuMTPrSNNc3
更見黑暗,538Please respect copyright.PENANAdyUbcFDxKH
更感孤寂。538Please respect copyright.PENANAwLJpOTXQAs
我,很想很想...538Please respect copyright.PENANA7dzs9Q8RXo
很想痛哭一場。538Please respect copyright.PENANAe4ljjAIW2A
瑟縮在床邊的我,流不下一點淚水。538Please respect copyright.PENANAkJKXyRRovN
哭泣,是為釋放冤屈的方法之一,538Please respect copyright.PENANAbbPTGZlcZC
但我卻無法哭一場。538Please respect copyright.PENANA1Jq5osQD1q
味苦,538Please respect copyright.PENANAMlXLqo0v8S
感覺,就像那把悟空關著的五指山壓在胸前,538Please respect copyright.PENANAKtrweJSvep
辛苦。538Please respect copyright.PENANANwJFy4IHAq
整晚,就處於這種煎熬中,538Please respect copyright.PENANAD964BuRpcF
不論外與內,都是苦澀的味道,538Please respect copyright.PENANAT15aAjZBZx
中醫藥也比不上的苦澀味。538Please respect copyright.PENANAn14lq7v0ln
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可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。538Please respect copyright.PENANAIBk2aLIHRn
其實,我想不出一位。538Please respect copyright.PENANAAoQb0mvALM
其實,我身邊都沒有。538Please respect copyright.PENANA0uwJIPlrEu
唯有,讓時間來減下壓力,538Please respect copyright.PENANARfoKATNPNk
減下痛苦。538Please respect copyright.PENANAdIgeMmqFcO
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人群中 哭著 你只想變成透明的顏色538Please respect copyright.PENANACBKA25PuTB
你再也不會夢 或痛 或心動了538Please respect copyright.PENANA7IDtmkexkj
你已經決定了 你已經決定了538Please respect copyright.PENANAYDMqkcSjHy
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你靜靜 忍著 緊緊把昨天在拳心握著538Please respect copyright.PENANAS2J9cP4BJN
而回憶越是甜 就是 越傷人了538Please respect copyright.PENANAFH7MTB8X1G
越是在 手心留下 密密麻麻 深深淺淺的刀割538Please respect copyright.PENANAtdZkyV7Z6G
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色538Please respect copyright.PENANAWQgWB1KVnx
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了538Please respect copyright.PENANA9R3QQJPKkI
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼538Please respect copyright.PENANA3pMPoLR3Ey
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這世界 笑了 於是你合群的一起笑了538Please respect copyright.PENANAs6UFfxlb4l
當生存是規則 不是 你的選擇538Please respect copyright.PENANAjyTg6Js0NW
於是你 含著眼淚 飄飄盪盪 跌跌撞撞的走著538Please respect copyright.PENANAj6yE5zNasx
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色538Please respect copyright.PENANAROBdgiHfXS
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了538Please respect copyright.PENANA8Ewwrkb2qs
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼538Please respect copyright.PENANAKkU58DXO7W
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你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合538Please respect copyright.PENANAPZgfG5kCjh
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河538Please respect copyright.PENANA6pYJWUV1T0
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了538Please respect copyright.PENANAwS4UdNXIfF
然後才後悔著538Please respect copyright.PENANAOfrmiStBxT
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色538Please respect copyright.PENANAjY9VGL1mi0
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了538Please respect copyright.PENANAGiO27CFOsM
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼538Please respect copyright.PENANACn7by0Lsyd
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你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合538Please respect copyright.PENANALzowRXMuo9
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河538Please respect copyright.PENANAE4iBpbwWwV
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了538Please respect copyright.PENANAIK6ttbStWr
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你值得真正的快樂 你應該脫下你穿的保護色538Please respect copyright.PENANAuUfWYkjlBe
為什麼失去了 還要被懲罰呢538Please respect copyright.PENANAD5KlsNoomm
能不能就讓 悲傷全部 結束在此刻538Please respect copyright.PENANA0EvmWYxrss
重新開始活著538Please respect copyright.PENANAah7b4KsgHs
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《你,不是真正的快樂》538Please respect copyright.PENANA3HL7qyGdOZ