I placed my fingertips against my face and snorted in disgust, my
face screwing into a scowl. I played with my short black hair pulling
and twisting it. I looked at my scrawny body that I hide behind
boyish clothes and at my face that held self loathing behind a smile.
I averted my eyes away from myself.443Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJN9nMp1RoV
I was disgusting.8964 copyright protection439ＰＥＮＡＮＡiGmrIQM1Ig 維尼
Walking out of the bathroom, I slowly shuffled to my bed and flopped onto it with a sigh. I turned towards the wall letting a tired scowl accommodate my face.8964 copyright protection439ＰＥＮＡＮＡUsjlmbmLYc 維尼
I was sick of pretending to be what I wasn't even if it was my idea. I mean I brought this upon myself and it worked out good for a few years, but lately I felt that I was restricted. I want to go back to being able to play with my hair all the time and be able to wear dresses and wear skirts.8964 copyright protection439ＰＥＮＡＮＡBgfzsmmcxV 維尼
I sighed. Why should I though? I would just look revolting. No one would go for a girl like me. No one would go for a girl who crossdresses as a boy. I'm not supermodel material. I don’t have long hair ever since I cut it, beautiful long legs, a perfect button nose, full lips, full eyelashes........8964 copyright protection439ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0FCwHyF2Oo 維尼
I'm not beautiful. And I can accept that. Even if it hurts like hell.8964 copyright protection439ＰＥＮＡＮＡbX3eLV8Tx3 維尼
Shutting my eyes I held back the tears threatening to fall as I drifted into unconsciousness.8964 copyright protection439ＰＥＮＡＮＡDVVoci8ddL 維尼
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I opened my eyes and noticed I was in a bright white room. It was small, Simple. There wasn't any furniture except a beautifully hand crafted mirror painted silver. The glass was shining brightly as it contrasted in the white room. I looked at myself in the mirror before promptly looking away.8964 copyright protection439ＰＥＮＡＮＡgTGfZjgP2j 維尼
Then I felt two hands land on my shoulders. They made me shiver. They weren't cold. They were the quite opposite actually. They were very warm. That warmth seeped through my shirt making me blush.8964 copyright protection439ＰＥＮＡＮＡQLO48ELVrL 維尼
I looked into the mirror again and just saw a shadow. I stared curiously. How can a shadow be so warm? So comforting?8964 copyright protection439ＰＥＮＡＮＡpMovk6Ghyx 維尼
Then I whispered quietly. “ Who are you?”8964 copyright protection439ＰＥＮＡＮＡMO9T8u7tY9 維尼
I felt him chuckle behind me and he slid his hands until they rested on my bare arms making me shiver again. Then I felt his warm breath ghost over my ear as he whispered to me.8964 copyright protection439ＰＥＮＡＮＡTNBvKOeQpe 維尼
“ That is of no concern.”8964 copyright protection439ＰＥＮＡＮＡAtcjBgskq6 維尼
His voice was soft and husky and I wanted to just lean into him, but I snapped out of my little trance and tried to turn around but found I couldn’t. My eyes widening, I asked as calmly as I could:8964 copyright protection439ＰＥＮＡＮＡBdWMJowIjo 維尼
“ Who are you and what do you want?”8964 copyright protection439ＰＥＮＡＮＡb0mavfADeK 維尼
He chuckled again. I felt his chin rest on my shoulder. “ Like I said my identity is of no concern. What I want is to help you.”8964 copyright protection439ＰＥＮＡＮＡzKorHliUqv 維尼
“ Help me? With what?”8964 copyright protection439ＰＥＮＡＮＡmI7a4CNil1 維尼
“ To help you see how beautiful you truly are. I'm here to show you that.” He whispered.8964 copyright protection439ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7mccm47jro 維尼
“ What do you mean? I'm not beautiful. I don't need anyone to tell me I am because I know their lying.” I snapped jerking out of his hold. Then regretting it once coldness took over those once warm spots.8964 copyright protection439ＰＥＮＡＮＡXsKhNkEb3Z 維尼
I heard him sigh deeply. I felt him touch my arm that sent warmth coursing thorough my entire body but I just shook him off.8964 copyright protection439ＰＥＮＡＮＡXx07RoNt41 維尼
“ Don't touch me.” I hissed.8964 copyright protection439ＰＥＮＡＮＡGCJ7bVI4a2 維尼
He sighed again. “ Samantha I'm just trying to help you. I know your upset-” 8964 copyright protection439ＰＥＮＡＮＡFd3h5ERXVK 維尼
I stopped him by raising my hand. “ What did you just call me?”8964 copyright protection439ＰＥＮＡＮＡLghaKFkAqv 維尼
“ Samantha. Isn't that your name? Or was I mistaken?” He said confused8964 copyright protection439ＰＥＮＡＮＡw7JUbnCz3y 維尼
I felt tears sting my eyes. “ My name's Sam always has been. You have no right to call me by my birth name. I don't deserve it.”8964 copyright protection439ＰＥＮＡＮＡvXGs1XDO5M 維尼
I heard him sigh again for the third time. “ Sam I'm just trying to help you. You may not believe me right now but your a beautiful individual and you deserve to be called Samantha as much as you want. Trust me when I say that soon you will.”8964 copyright protection439ＰＥＮＡＮＡdTIhxLyVJa 維尼
I crossed my arms still unable to turn around. “ What do you mean?”8964 copyright protection439ＰＥＮＡＮＡKXEeZk9EPC 維尼
I heard the smile in his voice as he spoke again. “ I mean that I will visit you for five days and show you that your a beautiful woman and that you shouldn't hide it from the world and especially from yourself.”8964 copyright protection439ＰＥＮＡＮＡvTbIEMZeXo 維尼
I dug my nails into my arms. “ I don't hide anything from myself. I always tell the truth.”8964 copyright protection439ＰＥＮＡＮＡhkvMnxBY0I 維尼
I didn't push him off this time as he wrapped his arms around my middle. Then he whispered to me:8964 copyright protection439ＰＥＮＡＮＡOg4720c5f9 維尼
“ I know the views you have of yourself and it isn't healthy. Your deceiving yourself. Your truly a beautiful person and I don't know how many times someone has to tell you until you figure it out. So I guess you need to figure it out for yourself.”8964 copyright protection439ＰＥＮＡＮＡTlb428LCJm 維尼
His arms slipped away from my waist. “ Samantha Maria Brown. A beautiful daughter and growing woman. To everyone else she's perfect. Now you just need to feel the same.”8964 copyright protection439ＰＥＮＡＮＡcFX7IxAqAF 維尼
I felt my lip tremble. “ Why are you helping me? What makes you think I'm beautiful? Huh?!”8964 copyright protection439ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZ9DS2Bgj7 維尼
“ Because you are. And I'm helping you because your someone in need of help. You wont go to your friends or family and because of that you'll break if you don't get help now.”8964 copyright protection439ＰＥＮＡＮＡi5qN6bsykR 維尼
“ I still don't get it! Why help an ugly duckling like me? I not worth your help.” I said tears running down my tan face.8964 copyright protection439ＰＥＮＡＮＡgX1gQOEOIa 維尼
I felt him brush a piece of hair behind my ears and spin me around hugging me to his chest. I gasped at how warm he was. His strong arms wrapped around me making me feel safe and secure. 8964 copyright protection439ＰＥＮＡＮＡEEigg8p3ga 維尼
That's when I broke down.8964 copyright protection439ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0RFwlWuIdd 維尼
I cried and sobbed. I didn't even feel when I was getting lightweight and when his arms disappeared from around me. But I did hear him say:8964 copyright protection439ＰＥＮＡＮＡHIYT7OC5NJ 維尼
“ Your beautiful Sam. Now I just have to show you I mean it.”8964 copyright protection439ＰＥＮＡＮＡayCkVyeiua 維尼
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I shot up with a gasp as I looked around my small room. Sunlight was streaming in through the window.8964 copyright protection439ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5wyHDvvBR2 維尼
Everything was quiet except for the sounds of birds chirping outside and people talking loudly.8964 copyright protection439ＰＥＮＡＮＡPZ2tmISjFc 維尼
I shivered as warmth cascade throughout my entire body making me shiver and blush. 8964 copyright protection439ＰＥＮＡＮＡwJMwzjXOeT 維尼
I remembered everything.8964 copyright protection439ＰＥＮＡＮＡuM7PnTG3XI 維尼
Yet I shook it off as one of those weird dreams that people get for no reason. Planting my bare-feet on the carpeted floor, I reached up to rub my eyes, but I almost screamed at what I uncovered that changed my thought process on the dream I just had.8964 copyright protection439ＰＥＮＡＮＡlwabhlmOtg 維尼
My face was wet with fresh tears.8964 copyright protection439ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Opytte3Ch 維尼
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