I placed my fingertips against my face and snorted in disgust, my
face screwing into a scowl. I played with my short black hair pulling
and twisting it. I looked at my scrawny body that I hide behind
boyish clothes and at my face that held self loathing behind a smile.
I averted my eyes away from myself.348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVUlf2KqvWH
I was disgusting.8964 copyright protection344ＰＥＮＡＮＡaZZRies6K9 維尼
Walking out of the bathroom, I slowly shuffled to my bed and flopped onto it with a sigh. I turned towards the wall letting a tired scowl accommodate my face.8964 copyright protection344ＰＥＮＡＮＡUSTjp0B6gl 維尼
I was sick of pretending to be what I wasn't even if it was my idea. I mean I brought this upon myself and it worked out good for a few years, but lately I felt that I was restricted. I want to go back to being able to play with my hair all the time and be able to wear dresses and wear skirts.8964 copyright protection344ＰＥＮＡＮＡyNgVgD46J7 維尼
I sighed. Why should I though? I would just look revolting. No one would go for a girl like me. No one would go for a girl who crossdresses as a boy. I'm not supermodel material. I don’t have long hair ever since I cut it, beautiful long legs, a perfect button nose, full lips, full eyelashes........8964 copyright protection344ＰＥＮＡＮＡ27po7DgF9j 維尼
I'm not beautiful. And I can accept that. Even if it hurts like hell.8964 copyright protection344ＰＥＮＡＮＡQgtDBGilmm 維尼
Shutting my eyes I held back the tears threatening to fall as I drifted into unconsciousness.8964 copyright protection344ＰＥＮＡＮＡeBPDFgdxDY 維尼
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I opened my eyes and noticed I was in a bright white room. It was small, Simple. There wasn't any furniture except a beautifully hand crafted mirror painted silver. The glass was shining brightly as it contrasted in the white room. I looked at myself in the mirror before promptly looking away.8964 copyright protection344ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7C4IoGmNro 維尼
Then I felt two hands land on my shoulders. They made me shiver. They weren't cold. They were the quite opposite actually. They were very warm. That warmth seeped through my shirt making me blush.8964 copyright protection344ＰＥＮＡＮＡwL38pTD9kU 維尼
I looked into the mirror again and just saw a shadow. I stared curiously. How can a shadow be so warm? So comforting?8964 copyright protection344ＰＥＮＡＮＡQylxdQwXGI 維尼
Then I whispered quietly. “ Who are you?”8964 copyright protection344ＰＥＮＡＮＡX4otiju3lG 維尼
I felt him chuckle behind me and he slid his hands until they rested on my bare arms making me shiver again. Then I felt his warm breath ghost over my ear as he whispered to me.8964 copyright protection344ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQAxaHzyRD 維尼
“ That is of no concern.”8964 copyright protection344ＰＥＮＡＮＡdRoYA5GXP7 維尼
His voice was soft and husky and I wanted to just lean into him, but I snapped out of my little trance and tried to turn around but found I couldn’t. My eyes widening, I asked as calmly as I could:8964 copyright protection344ＰＥＮＡＮＡSZzuYFVoqG 維尼
“ Who are you and what do you want?”8964 copyright protection344ＰＥＮＡＮＡert2Y1e04Q 維尼
He chuckled again. I felt his chin rest on my shoulder. “ Like I said my identity is of no concern. What I want is to help you.”8964 copyright protection344ＰＥＮＡＮＡKyiuPmloQH 維尼
“ Help me? With what?”8964 copyright protection344ＰＥＮＡＮＡWSUfkGDbZl 維尼
“ To help you see how beautiful you truly are. I'm here to show you that.” He whispered.8964 copyright protection344ＰＥＮＡＮＡk6MSvtIVsX 維尼
“ What do you mean? I'm not beautiful. I don't need anyone to tell me I am because I know their lying.” I snapped jerking out of his hold. Then regretting it once coldness took over those once warm spots.8964 copyright protection344ＰＥＮＡＮＡuLLQ09BQJh 維尼
I heard him sigh deeply. I felt him touch my arm that sent warmth coursing thorough my entire body but I just shook him off.8964 copyright protection344ＰＥＮＡＮＡcdlICMfXXu 維尼
“ Don't touch me.” I hissed.8964 copyright protection344ＰＥＮＡＮＡgbB3JpHjK2 維尼
He sighed again. “ Samantha I'm just trying to help you. I know your upset-” 8964 copyright protection344ＰＥＮＡＮＡk64spcHrmT 維尼
I stopped him by raising my hand. “ What did you just call me?”8964 copyright protection344ＰＥＮＡＮＡiKHr9guofr 維尼
“ Samantha. Isn't that your name? Or was I mistaken?” He said confused8964 copyright protection344ＰＥＮＡＮＡaWocpeWYt5 維尼
I felt tears sting my eyes. “ My name's Sam always has been. You have no right to call me by my birth name. I don't deserve it.”8964 copyright protection344ＰＥＮＡＮＡTCcUPXwboB 維尼
I heard him sigh again for the third time. “ Sam I'm just trying to help you. You may not believe me right now but your a beautiful individual and you deserve to be called Samantha as much as you want. Trust me when I say that soon you will.”8964 copyright protection344ＰＥＮＡＮＡz9T0AouXIe 維尼
I crossed my arms still unable to turn around. “ What do you mean?”8964 copyright protection344ＰＥＮＡＮＡlUNQ1M6xQB 維尼
I heard the smile in his voice as he spoke again. “ I mean that I will visit you for five days and show you that your a beautiful woman and that you shouldn't hide it from the world and especially from yourself.”8964 copyright protection344ＰＥＮＡＮＡzMPBtURjRp 維尼
I dug my nails into my arms. “ I don't hide anything from myself. I always tell the truth.”8964 copyright protection344ＰＥＮＡＮＡyvbEdgmxgh 維尼
I didn't push him off this time as he wrapped his arms around my middle. Then he whispered to me:8964 copyright protection344ＰＥＮＡＮＡSyaC0RSnSr 維尼
“ I know the views you have of yourself and it isn't healthy. Your deceiving yourself. Your truly a beautiful person and I don't know how many times someone has to tell you until you figure it out. So I guess you need to figure it out for yourself.”8964 copyright protection344ＰＥＮＡＮＡnCoVF8j2bT 維尼
His arms slipped away from my waist. “ Samantha Maria Brown. A beautiful daughter and growing woman. To everyone else she's perfect. Now you just need to feel the same.”8964 copyright protection344ＰＥＮＡＮＡGpJicG2W5U 維尼
I felt my lip tremble. “ Why are you helping me? What makes you think I'm beautiful? Huh?!”8964 copyright protection344ＰＥＮＡＮＡTcifwFyAto 維尼
“ Because you are. And I'm helping you because your someone in need of help. You wont go to your friends or family and because of that you'll break if you don't get help now.”8964 copyright protection344ＰＥＮＡＮＡfsnJ0zrbvj 維尼
“ I still don't get it! Why help an ugly duckling like me? I not worth your help.” I said tears running down my tan face.8964 copyright protection344ＰＥＮＡＮＡRoOfBReYd6 維尼
I felt him brush a piece of hair behind my ears and spin me around hugging me to his chest. I gasped at how warm he was. His strong arms wrapped around me making me feel safe and secure. 8964 copyright protection344ＰＥＮＡＮＡykkpwNG77N 維尼
That's when I broke down.8964 copyright protection344ＰＥＮＡＮＡVtBl6b3bgT 維尼
I cried and sobbed. I didn't even feel when I was getting lightweight and when his arms disappeared from around me. But I did hear him say:8964 copyright protection344ＰＥＮＡＮＡKcsG4hopnI 維尼
“ Your beautiful Sam. Now I just have to show you I mean it.”8964 copyright protection344ＰＥＮＡＮＡaa2lddehWH 維尼
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I shot up with a gasp as I looked around my small room. Sunlight was streaming in through the window.8964 copyright protection344ＰＥＮＡＮＡQvcYv8eUwW 維尼
Everything was quiet except for the sounds of birds chirping outside and people talking loudly.8964 copyright protection344ＰＥＮＡＮＡXI8Z5MrtnV 維尼
I shivered as warmth cascade throughout my entire body making me shiver and blush. 8964 copyright protection344ＰＥＮＡＮＡBxXZvhBxtR 維尼
I remembered everything.8964 copyright protection344ＰＥＮＡＮＡuXT43lDlLc 維尼
Yet I shook it off as one of those weird dreams that people get for no reason. Planting my bare-feet on the carpeted floor, I reached up to rub my eyes, but I almost screamed at what I uncovered that changed my thought process on the dream I just had.8964 copyright protection344ＰＥＮＡＮＡte9Erltt0L 維尼
My face was wet with fresh tears.8964 copyright protection344ＰＥＮＡＮＡL7iSOeQRpv 維尼
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