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「你最多試過暗戀一個人幾耐？」我向一位認識多年的朋友問道。411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIXocm56d71
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「暗戀好辛苦㗎，堅持落去幾耐都好，對方係永遠都唔會知道㗎，何況，如果對方真係鐘意自己，又點會亳無表示？所以，我最多鐘意一年就迫自己放棄㗎啦。」她的笑容很輕鬆，相信她的笑靨背後並無隠藏着辛酸的單戀故事。411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg3Ag0eYrjD
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「咁你呢，你又暗戀過人幾耐啊愛情大師？」她反問，儘管我們相識於微時，但對於愛情話題，我倆甚少過問對方，她不主動牽起這話題，我也不敢問津。411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJ0e0Khp3j
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我想，作為她的異性朋友，感情話題，是彼此不可捉摸的界限。411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS7Jny2aZEi
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她首次談及感情生活，就只有一次，便是我倆初次見面的時刻。411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLpysp1kkz6
「我啊？我暗戀嗰個人已經有六年咁耐啦。」我亦勾起笑容。411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOLxkIsQZQ7
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她驚訝得瞪大眼睛，隨即好奇地向我套話「等陣先！你講真㗎？Oh My God！咪住，係男定女嚟㗎？我識唔識？」411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4MdE1vjKlQ
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「女啦當然，你可能識掛......等陣！點解要問係男定女！」411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbuhfoLLGfQ
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「無啊，我見你收山之餘又Dry咗咁耐，以為你中途轉基咋嘛，不過，你直又好，Gay又好，只要你揾到自己鐘意嘅人，我一定會祝福你哋㗎！411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMMfLyZsDW6
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話時話，到底個女仔係邊個嚟姐？我真係好好奇，到底邊一位令你咁牽腸掛肚，可以掛足六年咁耐？而且，仲要係我可能識嘅！」
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「其實......」頓時，我啞口無言。411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡApzTY5qTp5
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「比啲提示！我一定估到嘅，話曬我哋都識咗八年喎，我都記曬我哋啲Common friend㗎，只要你求其講佢一樣嘅性格比我聽就得！」411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5q1iDuu52y
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「好啦，我講㗎啦，你唔好後悔。411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtK8Z5eerDp
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佢係一個好傻好可愛嘅人，會因為睇一套悲劇電影喊足一星期，聲稱自己太投入所以抽身唔到，但又會因為一啲生活上嘅小確幸而開心一個星期，呢種嘅性格，就由我認識佢耐咗先慢慢發現，之後，我就開始鐘意咗佢，原本，我打算將秘密埋藏係心底，永遠守口如瓶，但既然當時人親口問我，咁我就坦白承認啦，咁唔知當時人，又肯唔肯呢？」我鼓起畢生勇氣，吐出六年來的心聲並且偷偷觀察她的神情，只見她瞬間漲紅面頰，逃避我的神線。411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqDhC18D6aZ
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「當時人......都覺得......ok啊。」她小聲、吞吞吐吐地說。411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcia0If84nS
「Yes！不枉我等咗你六年！我終於得咗！我哋可以一齊啦！」我欣喜若狂地地喊道。411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrhisrKxcQC
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以上，純粹幻想。411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDwGYn2xhc6
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要是我願意表白，我就無需暗戀她整整六年。411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYhPH4pai5e
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不願表白，只因害怕失敗。411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkPCNlhVCFE
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害怕失去彼此的朋友身分，也害怕失去她，更害怕失去她的未來。411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg4xdHaRU7X
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我不敢想像，她拒絕我的尷尬場面。411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdcKjuaRmT3
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為何我會膽小如鼠？411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTj2tduH6OH
因為，她早已為這段關係下定「友誼」的界線。411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ADj2nYtVx
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