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No Plagiarism!yGVCxkoXC4AtdWnowcwKposted on PENANA 「接下來的事,要慢慢地想,包括這星期還發生了什麼事。例如班會的事、周樂樺的事,以及其他未來聯盟成員的事。」我說。8964 copyright protection465PENANAtHM4Uu08ms 維尼
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然而關於進化,需要的絕不止是挫折。否則每天都有人遭受挫折,難道人人都進化了嗎?8964 copyright protection465PENANA7OeXHhbEcX 維尼
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「他身邊有好的環境,有很多優秀的好朋友幫他,他也可以幫其他人。」她說,「感覺有很好的將來。」8964 copyright protection465PENANAJS92ElC2Lr 維尼
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我走近她,點一點她鼻子。8964 copyright protection465PENANAvL1og4DrOe 維尼
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「只有你就夠了。」我露出微笑。8964 copyright protection465PENANAGt27Wy46jw 維尼
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「咳咳,不好意思,有個多餘的人找你。」門外有聲音說。8964 copyright protection465PENANAFZM9tIh2XA 維尼
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我打開書房門,是好久沒見的廣祥。8964 copyright protection465PENANAtz3OmvqJlW 維尼
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「我想跟你商量一點事。」廣祥說,穿著黑色連帽外套。8964 copyright protection465PENANAcab2LlbfJD 維尼
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「說吧。」我說。8964 copyright protection465PENANAm9KExYfOjd 維尼
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「能不能讓小明醒來?」他問。8964 copyright protection465PENANAwirvb77yjY 維尼
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他舉起一幅畫,是深夜的時候病床上有人坐起來。8964 copyright protection465PENANAOLXEVQGQuO 維尼
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畫中的人就是小明。8964 copyright protection465PENANA5yVdqbQJ3C 維尼
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「不能進入腦死狀態?」我問。8964 copyright protection465PENANAJCw5HZEZal 維尼
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「不能。」他說。8964 copyright protection465PENANAIac9ITeppJ 維尼
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「不能在夢中度過優雅的十年嗎?」我問。8964 copyright protection465PENANA8daMu95ZXx 維尼
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「不能。」他說。8964 copyright protection465PENANA0bbEoX1aa2 維尼
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「為什麼?」我問,「為什麼要醒來?」8964 copyright protection465PENANAy7zrzQDNcg 維尼
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廣祥沉默了一下,久久才說。8964 copyright protection465PENANAQnxCgwkTJa 維尼
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「因為我曾經見過人死。」他說。8964 copyright protection465PENANACzoK2XDgXE 維尼
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「在病床上躺著躺著,慢慢地就斷氣了。」他說。8964 copyright protection465PENANAdwFRpfbUSU 維尼
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我表示疑惑。8964 copyright protection465PENANA73ced4KsEp 維尼
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「他說是的我們那邊的醫院,很多年輕的傷兵都救不來。」童遙解釋。8964 copyright protection465PENANAConcU1GGP1 維尼
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「所以你就想小明醒來?」我問。8964 copyright protection465PENANA5rvz7WkHSA 維尼
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「醒來才能繼續優雅,不是嗎?裡面不會有一篇是〈如何優雅地死去〉吧?」他說。8964 copyright protection465PENANAZoTZ8GHPzi 維尼
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此刻,我好像聽到一個不錯的提議。8964 copyright protection465PENANABVlRX9OvD2 維尼
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「有的,這一篇。」我說。8964 copyright protection465PENANA2r5NAbgxkt 維尼
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「居然有?」廣祥錯愕。8964 copyright protection465PENANAjzByqwwtOr 維尼
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「這篇應該……只有一句。」我即時構想。8964 copyright protection465PENANACfmF44ooTD 維尼
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「首先你要優雅地活著。」——〈如何優雅地死去〉8964 copyright protection465PENANA3Sw92s3ZRX 維尼
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「所以,小明能夠醒來嗎?」廣祥喜悅。8964 copyright protection465PENANAG9YeczGJRP 維尼
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「但是身為致鬱系畫家的你,真的想看到他醒來嗎?」我問。8964 copyright protection465PENANAkZ6LNblSzh 維尼
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「大概我也有點改變了吧。」他看著我。8964 copyright protection465PENANAYLEkYpEl8a 維尼
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「你改變了?為什麼改變了?你想小明醒來之後做什麼?」我問。8964 copyright protection465PENANA9fBkOHre3X 維尼
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「當劉文青來到小明床前,一副勉強樂觀的臉。當爸爸來到他床前又是嘆息又是後悔。」他說,「我就覺得不能這樣憂鬱下去。」8964 copyright protection465PENANAibqe0SAWLA 維尼
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「一直憂鬱,也沒有用吧。」他輕聲說。8964 copyright protection465PENANAuWas3Z30Mc 維尼
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「你再寫媽媽在床前,再寫醫生在床前,也只是重覆的情緒罷了。」他說。8964 copyright protection465PENANAd2ZisOlfl3 維尼
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「所以你覺得劇情是時候變了,小明應該要醒來了?」我問。8964 copyright protection465PENANAxAHDikzAql 維尼
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「沒錯。」他說。8964 copyright protection465PENANAMrkDETuSG0 維尼
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聽罷,我點點頭。8964 copyright protection465PENANAFoxVen1Ohk 維尼
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「告訴你一件事。」我對他說。8964 copyright protection465PENANANTk2NDFrm3 維尼
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「我在這個世界認識的畫家,但凡自稱是致鬱系的,都會兼稱為治癒系畫家。」我說。8964 copyright protection465PENANApdW9Iwzjfw 維尼
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「為什麼?」他問。8964 copyright protection465PENANAhMzd3UXepF 維尼
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「用一個比喻來說,如果致鬱系是畫黑夜的話,治癒系就是畫完黑夜後,再加一點光明。」我說。8964 copyright protection465PENANAQBKGFa4FFV 維尼
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「必須先熟悉黑暗,掌握畫黑暗的技巧,才能畫出最溫暖的光明。」我說。8964 copyright protection465PENANAqurP7zq7EE 維尼
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「例如你畫了一百幅致鬱系的單人畫像,有天你畫了兩個人坐在一起的畫。」我說,「心靈就被治癒了。」8964 copyright protection465PENANAhaaXsznvvJ 維尼
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「又如你畫一百幅哭的人,有天你畫他哭完的樣子。」我說,「心靈就被治癒了。」8964 copyright protection465PENANAeQHs1xzk4i 維尼
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「所以我聽過的致鬱系畫家,抬頭都是寫『致鬱/治癒系畫家』。」我分享一下。8964 copyright protection465PENANAz9vQR8CrD1 維尼
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「不過那是畫家的範疇,跟我沒太大關係就是了。」我說。8964 copyright protection465PENANA8i0KjivOjJ 維尼
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安靜片刻。8964 copyright protection465PENANAasg4jE4bfr 維尼
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「江郎才,你覺得,小明應該醒來嗎?」廣祥問。8964 copyright protection465PENANAFr8c6mrwSx 維尼
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我正在考慮時,童遙招我過去。8964 copyright protection465PENANA6GC9Ydf09g 維尼
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「應該。」她在我耳邊說。8964 copyright protection465PENANAZNyhHCcZLu 維尼
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我再若無其事地走到廣祥面前。8964 copyright protection465PENANAlffid0daHJ 維尼
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「應該。」我回答。8964 copyright protection465PENANAJG0oSEOkV3 維尼
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「我都聽到了!」他說。8964 copyright protection465PENANAUCaRwiX3g0 維尼
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