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他舉起一幅畫,是深夜的時候病床上有人坐起來。8964 copyright protection174PENANAymdk6Fd3Vn 維尼
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畫中的人就是小明。8964 copyright protection174PENANA4zDKjlmuwE 維尼
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廣祥沉默了一下,久久才說。8964 copyright protection174PENANAxrmtYjTX1W 維尼
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「在病床上躺著躺著,慢慢地就斷氣了。」他說。8964 copyright protection174PENANANiwEHP22ud 維尼
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我表示疑惑。8964 copyright protection174PENANArfLG9gtGrK 維尼
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「他說是的我們那邊的醫院,很多年輕的傷兵都救不來。」童遙解釋。8964 copyright protection174PENANA8ypHn1lrJe 維尼
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「所以你就想小明醒來?」我問。8964 copyright protection174PENANAgsrNLIh9vV 維尼
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「醒來才能繼續優雅,不是嗎?裡面不會有一篇是〈如何優雅地死去〉吧?」他說。8964 copyright protection174PENANAn83PVVOjoG 維尼
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「首先你要優雅地活著。」——〈如何優雅地死去〉8964 copyright protection174PENANAe0sxn3aV05 維尼
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「所以,小明能夠醒來嗎?」廣祥喜悅。8964 copyright protection174PENANAPRe4QK54xm 維尼
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「但是身為致鬱系畫家的你,真的想看到他醒來嗎?」我問。8964 copyright protection174PENANAXO7iwoyzAN 維尼
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「大概我也有點改變了吧。」他看著我。8964 copyright protection174PENANAMbYwmie5Hs 維尼
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「你改變了?為什麼改變了?你想小明醒來之後做什麼?」我問。8964 copyright protection174PENANAtsEIkCi5ZA 維尼
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「當劉文青來到小明床前,一副勉強樂觀的臉。當爸爸來到他床前又是嘆息又是後悔。」他說,「我就覺得不能這樣憂鬱下去。」8964 copyright protection174PENANAfh7UCjbpWo 維尼
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「你再寫媽媽在床前,再寫醫生在床前,也只是重覆的情緒罷了。」他說。8964 copyright protection174PENANAMNdP0vO79F 維尼
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「所以你覺得劇情是時候變了,小明應該要醒來了?」我問。8964 copyright protection174PENANAwVckpAvmIo 維尼
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「沒錯。」他說。8964 copyright protection174PENANAA1BbDqm5cJ 維尼
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聽罷,我點點頭。8964 copyright protection174PENANArqd3OHy5al 維尼
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「告訴你一件事。」我對他說。8964 copyright protection174PENANAVVvaLX567G 維尼
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「我在這個世界認識的畫家,但凡自稱是致鬱系的,都會兼稱為治癒系畫家。」我說。8964 copyright protection174PENANAqDKlUIFO0l 維尼
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「為什麼?」他問。8964 copyright protection174PENANASFdUn4vH4S 維尼
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「用一個比喻來說,如果致鬱系是畫黑夜的話,治癒系就是畫完黑夜後,再加一點光明。」我說。8964 copyright protection174PENANAt3X6C2SEen 維尼
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「必須先熟悉黑暗,掌握畫黑暗的技巧,才能畫出最溫暖的光明。」我說。8964 copyright protection174PENANAt1B6ltBIYj 維尼
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「例如你畫了一百幅致鬱系的單人畫像,有天你畫了兩個人坐在一起的畫。」我說,「心靈就被治癒了。」8964 copyright protection174PENANAx84qPBkrup 維尼
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「又如你畫一百幅哭的人,有天你畫他哭完的樣子。」我說,「心靈就被治癒了。」8964 copyright protection174PENANAeDh16WzgfY 維尼
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「所以我聽過的致鬱系畫家,抬頭都是寫『致鬱/治癒系畫家』。」我分享一下。8964 copyright protection174PENANAaTNWfmkUqk 維尼
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安靜片刻。8964 copyright protection174PENANABhCgTwJyZd 維尼
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「江郎才,你覺得,小明應該醒來嗎?」廣祥問。8964 copyright protection174PENANANtD3wmgzwI 維尼
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我正在考慮時,童遙招我過去。8964 copyright protection174PENANAb8ZL1IWBEN 維尼
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「應該。」她在我耳邊說。8964 copyright protection174PENANAkC9nibxQ58 維尼
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我再若無其事地走到廣祥面前。8964 copyright protection174PENANA2UYcQaxCCZ 維尼
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「應該。」我回答。8964 copyright protection174PENANAO75k0VsIwu 維尼
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「我都聽到了!」他說。8964 copyright protection174PENANAy3GBJUUIQb 維尼
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