Hullo. This is me rewriting because my stupid computer died on me and deleted everything from my last draft. Uhm, this is gonna be juicy. I know there is already tea in this cup (the story), but I'ma still add more. This cup shall be overfilled with tea! So, uh, yeah...There will be hella tea in the chapter. Sorry if it gets long, lol. Sorry for any missing words, misspelled words, or any idiotic jokes I put in this story like I did the Jimin one and the Yoongi 18+ one. I know I'm not funny, lmao. 사랑해~! <3
~💛🥺 A L E X 🥺💛
You
You stare at the boys. "You want me to what?" You choke out. Taehyung smiles. "We want you to be in our next performance, Y/n. And not just a backup dancer. We want you to dance with us." He says. "I feel like I'm being invited to be the eighth member." You say. --I just realized that I never really knew how to spell eighth until now. It's a hard number to spell. Why is it spelled so weird? That's some weird shit. Not gonna lie. Anyways, bye.-- The boys laugh. You grab Olivia's hand for support.
"Let me get this right...You guys? You want me to...? To be in your performance? As a dancer?" You ask, shocked still. "Yes," Namjoon says as they all nod. "What you showed last night? That was amazing. You know our dance rountines by heart. You know a lot of dance routines by heart." Jimin says. "I-- Thank you some much, oppa!" You say. You finally start getting excited. You jump up and down, turning to Olivia. You jump onto her. "Bestie, did you hear it!?!" You say. "Mhm," She says. You smile.
You feel her hand cover your lower back where you were getting cold. Your hoodie and jersey must've been coming up. Her hands are protective. You jump off of her and hug all of the boys. You are so happy to do this with them. Your friends. Your older-brother figures (except for Taehyung). The older brothers (except for Taehyung *wiggles eyebrows*) you never had to save you and protect. To love you. Now, they are here. Even if they are famous celebrities. You love them and they love you. You're happy to have them as friends (except for Taehyung, akekeke).
"We've had fun today, Y/n. Thank you." Jungkook says. "You're welcome. Are you ready to leave, guys?" You ask. "Yes," Jin says. You nod. "Okay. C'mon." You say. "Are you coming back with us?" Taehyung asks. "No, not tonight. I'm going to go with Olivia." You say. "Oh," He says. He looks hurt. "Hey, it's okay." You say. He nods and looks happier. "When are you guys leaving for South Korea?" You ask. "In two days. Meet us at the airport on Monday?" Hoseok says. "Yes," You say and turn back to Olivia. She's looking at the ground. Oh, no.
You turn back to the boys. "If I go, Olivia goes." You state. "Oh, okay." Namjoon says. "That's fine." Yoongi says. "Okay, thank you." You say. "Oh, and cam you guys keep my car until we meet at the airport? Bring it to the airport?" You ask. "Yeah, our guard can." Namjoon says. You nod. "Want to go get our things?" You ask. "Race ya!" Jungkook shouts. He starts running. "Oppa~!" You yell and start to chase after him.
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Outside - Taehyung
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I watch her walk next to her best friend. "Oh my God! Did she really do that?!" She says, laughing. "Yes!" Olivia answers, nodding and smiling. She is beautiful. She amazes me. She intrigues me. She is Y/n. I think I love her. I've never felt this way about someone so special to me. When I first met her at that concert years ago, I knew she was special. Now she is just proving me right. How do I tell her I love her, is the question? How will she react? How do I express it to her and prove it to her? How do I show her? By the end of next week, I will show her. I promise myself.
Olivia
"That's ridiculous. Really?" Y/n says. I watch her lips. I smile. "Yes, really. My sister really did that." I say. She fell off her bed in her sleep. It's not as funny as it is unbelievable. My sister is known for sleeping like a stick. Y/n continues to laugh. "That's crazy." She says. Taehyung walks up behind us. "Hey, Olivia, can I borrow Y/n?" He asks. I nod. Y/n laughs once more while walking away with Taehyung. They walk over away from the boys and me.
You
You guys stop by some cars. Not right in front of any but around some. It is a parking lot for cars to park. "Hey, what's up?" You say. He smiles at you. You pokes his dimple. "Cutie." You say. He chuckles. He looks down at the ground and grabs your hands. You smile. "I'm going to miss you so much." He says. "Taehyung, you'll see me on Monday." You say, giggling. "I know but I will feel all alone in my bed without you next to me." He says. "Kim Taehyung! Are you saying you need me in your bed?" You joke. "No, no! I'm saying I need you. For comfort." He says.
You breath catches. No one has ever said anything like that to you. Ever. He moves his hands, still holding your hands, up above your head, making you step closer. A deep noise comes from his throat. You step closer. He leans down and kisses you. When you pull away, you rest your forehead on his chin. "Call me?" He asks. "I will call you, Taehyung." You say. He sighs and rests his head on your head, letting his hands fall. You wrap your arms around his torso and his wraps his arms around you.
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In the boys car - Taehyung
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"So, Taehyung...When're you going to tell Y/n you like her?" Jin asks. "Mmph.." I say, not wanting to answer. "Do you LOVE her though!?!" Namjoon yells, adding extra bass into his voice when he says 'love'. "Maybe." I deadpan, then smile. "Taehyung is in love! AGHH!" Yoongi yells. "Leave me alone," I say, laughing. "Tell her!" Jimin says. "No, I feel like I'm moving too fast. We first met three years ago, but I haven't spoken to her or got to know in those past years. I just now am. What if she thinks it's too fast?" I say. "I don't think she will, hyung. I think you and her are ready." Jungkook says. I chuckle.
"Wait, look. I got a song." Jimin says. "I'll be the harmony." Hoseok says. "Oh, no." I say. Everyone laughs. "Okay, look. TaEhYuNgIE iS In LoVe, gEuNEun GeUnyOreUL saRaNgHAnDa~! CaN't SEe tHiS bLUr oF, geUnEuN geUNyorEuL geURiwOhAnDa~! TAeHyuNgiE aND yOdOnGsAEnG! LoVe iS In AiR, Ay~!" (Taehyungie is in love, he loves her~! Can't see this blur of, he misses her~! Taehyungie and yodongsaeng! Love is in the air, ay~!) Jimin sings, terribly, with Hoseok in the back harmonizing. "That was...terrible." Yoongi says, laughing. "Hey! Be niceu!" Jimin yells, laughing. "Let's put you in the studio. That was terrible. Let's put that on our next album!" I say.
"Leave our beautiful song alone!" Hoseok says. We all laugh. "I loved it! Perfect!" Jungkook says. He claps. I laugh. "Did anyone record it?" Jin asks. "I did." Yoongi says. I laugh more. "Ojetppam geunyoga chumeul chul ttae geunyoneun jochi anannayo?" Jimin says. (Wasn't she good when she danced last night?) "Ne! Naneun geunyoga urie chum dongjageul baewotttaneun goseul mideul su optta. Naneun geugosi geunyoege swiwonneunji himdeuronneunji gunggeumhada?" Hoseok says. (Yes! I can't believe she learned our dance moves. I wonder if it was easy or hard for her?) "Joneun geunyoga oraetttongan daensoyotttago saenggakamnida. Amado geunyoga igottteureul baewosseul ttae, geugoseun geunyoe chum silryoge doumi dweosseul gosida." I say. (I think she's been a dancer for a long time. Maybe when she learned these, it was to work on her skills.)
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Olivia's car - You
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"Welcome to my Hollywood!" You and Olivia sing. You laugh. The car stops at a red light. Then a song comes on. "AGH! Oh my God~!" You and Olivia scream. "I'm gonna be a bad boy! I'm gonna be a bad boy! I'm gonna be a bad, bad boy! I'm gonna be a bad boy!" You two scream. "We're not boys but still!" Olivia says. "It's fine! We're fine!" You say. "Yes, we're fine!" Olivia says. You try to do the dance to Rainism as best you could, while sitting down, and being in a seatbelt. "Remember when Jungkookie did a cover to this?!" You say. "Oh my gosh, yes~!" Olivia screams. "I'm going to tease him now. Watch this." You say.
You open your phone and text Jungkook the stupidest, most driest, weirdest text he'll ever see without context.
You: I'm gonna be a bad boy 🤠
'What did you do, Y/n!?" Olivia says, pulling up to her house. "I texted him the lyrics." You say, smirking and climbing out of her car. She laughs. "Seriously?" She says, walking into her apartment with you following. "Yes. This is going to be so funny." You says. You phone vibrates in your pocket. You pull it out and look at it.
Jungkook: 넌 뭘 할 거야!?!
(What are you going to do!?!)
You sit down on the couch and text him back and forth.
You: 내가 뭐라고 했는지 알잖아, 오빠 😏 I'm going to be a bad boy.
(You know what I said, brother 😏 I'm going to be a bad boy.)
Jungkook: 여동생, 안돼! 무슨 말이야!?
(Sister, no! What are you talking about?)
You: "레이니즘~!" 🤣
("Rainism~!" 🤣)
Jungkook: 세상에! 안 돼! 그건 정말 오래 전 일이야.
(Oh, my God! No! That was a long time ago.)
You: 레이니즘을 듣고 있었는데 네 표지가 생각났어 그래도 재미있었어, 오빠.
(I was listening to Rainism and I remembered your cover. But it was fun.)
Jungkook: 그 비디오를 몇 번이나 봤니, Y/N?
(How many times have you seen that video, Y/N?)
You: 음, 어쩌면 조금...많이는 아니지만...
(Well, maybe a little...Not much, but...)
Jungkook: 그런데요? 그리고 거짓말 하지마.
(But? And don't lie.)
You: 좋아요, 정쿠키 씨. 많이 봤어요 🐻
(All right, Mr. Jung Cookie, I've seen you a lot. 🐻)
Jungkook: 부끄럽다 😣
(I'm ashamed 😣)
You: 하지만, 정국 오빠, 부끄러워하지 마세요! 너무 좋았어요! 정쿠키! 부끄러워하지 마세요!
(But, Jungkook, don't be shy! It was great! Jungkookie! Don't be shy!)
Jungkook: 그리고 다음날 학교에 가서 시험을 봐야 했다 🤣
(And the next day, I had to go to school and take a test. 🤣)
You: ㅋㅋㅋㅋ! 정말 웃겼어!
(LOL! That was hilarious!)
Jungkook: 여동생, 나 좀 내버려 둬 🤣!
(Sister, leave me alone 🤣!)
You smile. "Y/n, I'm ordering food! What do you want!?" Olivia calls from her room. "Hold on, I'm coming!" You say. "Okay!" She says. You answer Jungkook.
You: 오빠, 내가 사랑하는 거 알잖아! 그래도 가야 해요. 모두에게 안부 전해주고 나중에 밥 받으면 전화한다고 전해줘, 알았지?
(Brother, you know I love you! But I still have to go. Say hello to everyone and tell them I'll call you when I get my meal, okay?)
Jungkook: 좋아! 우리도 사랑해! Jin과 Yoongi가 당신의 음식을 원합니다. 호석이가 발이 시리다고 했어요. 호석이 형이랑 지민 형이랑 노래 만들었어요. 월요일에 부르실 거예요. 남준이가 잘 자라고 했어요. 태형이는 월요일이 빨리 왔으면 좋겠고, 그래야 당신을 다시 볼 수 있어요. 안녕히 계세요!
(Okay! We love you, too! Jin and Yoongi want your food. Hoseok said his feet are cold. Hoseok and Jimin made a song. They'll sing it on Monday. Namjoon said good night. Taehyung wants Monday to come soon so he can see you again. Goodbye!)
You: 안녕히 계세요 <3
(Goodbye <3)
You walk over to Olivia's room. "Do you want food?" Olivia asks. "Nope. I want ice cream!" You say. "Movie night?" She asks. "Yed, yed, yed!" You say. --Yes, I mean yed and not yes...I'm weird.-- "Let's do it!" She says. "To the car?" You ask. "To the car." She says. "Ice cream!" You say, excitedly. "You know what? We're making SUNDAE'S! We're gaining weight tonight!" Olivia says. You two laugh. "Tomorrow will be spent working it off." You say. "I'm so happy." She says, laughing. "Shut up and get in the car," You say, giggling.
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Later
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You and Olivia run out to her car with tubs of ice cream. "Ice cream~!" You scream. Someone in the distance yells back. "IcE CrEAm~!?!" They scream. You and Olivia laugh and jump into her car. In the car, Olivia's phone connects to the car. You guys scream again. "Mwonga dalrajilkka, geuron gon anil goya." You sing along to 00:00 while FaceTiming Taehyung. He answer the phones. "Annyeong." You say. "Oh, she's playing zero o'clock! Jungkookie, come here! Guys, she's playing zero o'clock!" Hoseok says. You smile. The chorus starts. "And you gonna be happy! Ooh, ooh, and you gonna be happy. Mak naeryoanjeun jo nunchorom, umeul swija choeumchorom!" You sing with the boys.
After the song, you laugh. "Y/n eun hangugoe neungtonghamnida! Jinjak arassoya haenneundeyo! Kkamjjak nolrasso! That surprised me!" Jin says. "Jin, oppa! Jega hangugoe neungtonghan jul molrassoyo?" You say. (Jin, oppa! Didn't you know I'm fluent in Korean?) "Ani! Nega jal malhan gon aljiman nega yuchanghal jureun molrasso! Ije hangugoro daehwahal su isso! Haengbokaeyo. Yongoneun oryopjjiman namjunnii doumeul batsseumnida!" Jin says, stealing Taehyung's phone. (No! I knew you'd say it well. But I didn't know you were fluent! Now we can talk in Korean! I am happy. English is difficult, but I get help from Namjoon.) You laugh. "Ne, Jin ssi. Hangugoro malhal su issoyo." You say and laugh. (Yes, Jin. You can speak in Korean.) He smiles.
"Hey, hyung! Give me my phone back!" Taehyung says. You think Taehyung takes back his phone until you see that familiar bunny smile, smiling down to the phone. "Hi, Jungkookie." You say, smiling. "Annyeong, yodongsaeng." He says. "Jeon Jungkook! Give me my phone!" Taehyung says. Olivia laughs. She pulls up at her house and climb out of the car. "Never!" Jungkook screams. You giggle. You carry a tub and a bag of toppings into the house. You set the bag down. "This ice cream is going to be good." Olivia says. "Jungkook, stop!" You hear Yoongi yell, close to the phone. "Thank you, hyung." Taehyung says.
Yoongi grabs Taehyung's phone from Jungkook and doesn't give it to Taehyung. You laugh. "You're eating what, child?" He says. "Ice cream." You say. "That's very unhealthy. You need rice." Yoongi says. "You want some?" You ask. "Of course." Yoongi says. Taehyung finally takes his phone. You giggle and set the phone down. "Ice cream? You're eating ice cream for dinner?" He asks. "Yed, I am." You say. You make your bowl huge and delicious. "Hyonmyonghan sarameun, 'Madisseumyon kalroriga gong i dwenda rago malhan jogi ittta.'" You quote Jin. (A wise man once said, 'Delicious makes zero calories.') "Naega geuroke malhan go aljana!" Jin calls, hearing you. (You know I said that!) You laugh. You follow Olivia into her room with your bowl and a water.
"I'll be right back." You say. "Okay." Taehyung says. You turn your camera and microphone off and turn your phone over on top of Olivia's dresser. You go in her drawer and take out some of your left behind clothes. You change in the bathroom connected to her room. After you change, you walk out into the room. "Momchwoyo! Kkaejigi jone! Namjuna, momchwo! Omaigat. Geuneun rimokoneul manggatteuryottta. Joneun i hotereul pogihamnida." You hear Jin say. You crack up at what he said. (Stop! Before it breaks! Namjoon-ah, stop! Oh my God. He broke the remote control. I give up on this hotel.) "Poor Namjoon oppa." You say. You pick up your phone and turn your microphone and camera back on. "Mianhae, Jin!" Namjoon says. "Jega dasi watsseumnida." You say. (I'm back.)
"Y/n, come on! Let's watch the movie!" Olivia says. "Okay." You say. You grab your bowl and walk over to her bed. "I have to go, Taehyung. Call you tomorrow?" You ask. "Yeah, that's fine." He says. "Bye." You say. "Bye, Y/n." he says and hangs up. You smile. You sit on Olivia's bed. She starts the movie. "What're we watching?" You ask. "'The Hate U Give'." Olivia says. "No~! You know I'm going to cry!" You scream. "I was just playing! We're going to walk Mickey Mouse." Olivia says, smirking. "Do you want to die?" You deadpan. She cracks up. "I'm playing~! We're watching 'The Princess Weiyoung'. We're going to watch our show." Olivia says. "Bet!" You say. Your phone vibrates. You look down at it.
Taehyung: 아이스크림 때문에 아프지 마, 애기야.
(Don't get sick with the ice cream, baby.)
You smile at the text as Olivia puts the show on. He calls you baby.
You: 나는 그것 때문에 아프지 않도록 노력할 거야. 그리고 저녁으로 아이스크림만 먹는 것은 좋지 않다는 것을 알지만 정말 맛있어요.
(I will try not to get sick because of it. And I know it's not good to just eat ice cream for dinner, but it's really good.)
Taehyung: 보고싶, Y/N 🥺
(I miss you, Y/ 🥺)
You: 태형아 더 보고싶어 🐻
(Taehyung, I miss you more 🐻)
Taehyung: Sleep well.
You: Goodnight.
The show comes on. You turn off your phone and watch the show. "ShE's s0 be@tiFuL!" You scream every once in a while. You have fun with Olivia, eating ice cream. My best friend, you think while looking at her.
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Later; at the hotel - Taehyung
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I stare at the TV in my room. It's off and the room is dark. I toss and turn, upset. I know I miss Y/n. I want to protect her from everything. Now she is not near me. I want her here with me. But I must protect her and love her. I pick up my phone. It turns on. I open up my phone and look at my homescreen. There is a picture of me and Y/n a few days ago while I was back stage.
"Good luck out there guys! I believe in you guys just like I always have." Y/n said. "Thank you, aegiya." I said. We started to walk away. "Taehyungie, wait." Y/n said. I turned to her. She had my phone in her hands. She walked up to me and kissed my cheek. "Wanna take a picture really fast?' She asked. I nodded, smiling down at her. She smiled up at me and her pretty eyes squinted. She has such a smile. She positioned my phone and smiled at my phone. I smirked down at her. She giggled at me and pushed me gently. "Go out there and do good. I'm cheering you on, Taehyung." She said. I chuckled and jogged to where the boyis were waiting for me.
I made that photo my homescreen and I love looking at it. Not my lockscreen though. My lookscreen is a photo of my and the boys. I smile at my phone and wondering what Y/n is up to. I miss her so much. I fall asleep thinking about her and how she is safe with Olivia.
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Little did Kim Taehyung know, Y/n was not very safe with Olivia...
(And y'all don't shit your pants. She's not hurting her or drugging her or anything. Just calm your tits, babe <3)
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Olivia
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Y/n doesn't snore loudly. Y/n sleeps like a baby bear. Y/n is damaged. These things and more, I've known for so long. I am in love with my best friend and I can't admit it. Sometimes, I can act like nothing is wrong and I don't want to kiss her. But I know deep down how much I want to kiss her. She's perfect. She's beautiful and smart and amazing. I know so much about her. I've loved for years but I don't think she's noticed. I haven't tried to make her notice either. Until now. Now I want her to know.
Her balled up in my bed, in my arms. Her wearing a crop-top hoodie. Her hair down. Her sleeping. She's everything and more, even when she is sleeping. I don't know what to do with these feelings. I don't know if I want her with Taehyung. I don't know what I want! I just know I want her. But I can't have her. She groans in her sleep. She must be having a bad dream. She smiles in her sleep. Or not? She goes out of a ball form and streches out, turning the front of her body away from me.
I sigh and wrap my arms back around her stomach. My fingers spread out on her stomach. She shivers when I do that. Her body feels right in my hands, familiar to me but not her. I wish she would love me. But I've done such a good job at hiding my feelings so, she doesn't love me back. At the concert, I ran away because I can't see her with anyone else anymore. It hurts me. When she came to my house, I lied to her. I want her. She knows I like girls and boys but, that never fazed her. She still became my best friend.
Now, I feel like Taehyung is taking her away from me, just like every other guys has done and I hate it. I love BTS, I love Taehyung. But this hurts me.
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Jiung
(*wiggle wiggle* Heh, heh, heh, heh. Like I said, hELlA tEa~! AGHHH!)
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I first saw her today. She was beautiful. She could rap really well. She looks like an amazing person. I first saw her at the trampoline park. When that man came onto the stage in the trampoline park, I was confused. --I mean, I would be confused why there even was a stage in a trampoliine park period but, I'ma shut up because I am the one writing this. That was my stupid idea :]-- When he spoke Korean, I was surprised. I was sure I was the only one who could speak Korean in that trampoline park.
But, when I saw her, I was mesmorized. And when she started to rap in Korean, I was amazed. I wish to know her. I was going to go over and talk to her. I would've asked for her number. But she ran over to a group of boys and one girl. I understood her Korean. I am Korean-Australian, visiting this country. I may never see her ever again and, that's what keeps me up tonight.
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I should probably stop. I think I'll stop. Good day, guys. Hope you like it. I know I'm weird and dramatic. But, yeah.
💛🥺 A L E X 🥺💛
Wednesday 2021.02.10
2:57PM
(I know I did too much. That's my job, lol.)
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