晦暗的天空彷彿隨時都會吞噬大地,烏鴉從高樓頂端飛過,不做任何停留,沒有一絲留念,我在高樓頂樓邊緣坐著,短髮隨風微微飄動著,環抱著雙腿,靜靜的凝視著比這幢大廈還矮些的高樓。120Please respect copyright.PENANAxnGt71r69R
我緩緩站起身,抬起頭看著晦暗的天空,沒有一絲光芒,沒有一絲廣闊,此時這片天給人的只剩下壓迫,微微蹙起眉,回想著自己到現在所發生過的所有事,被父親毆打、被母親拋棄、得不到關注、被班上同學孤立、找不到生存意義……120Please respect copyright.PENANAIRZ1JVZmDG
低下頭往下看著樓底的道路,車水馬龍,行人熙攘,大家看起來都相當繁忙的樣子。120Please respect copyright.PENANA5EqFFPiBUT
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「……那我呢?」120Please respect copyright.PENANAadn9JDeyzr
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我輕聲的說著,雖然我早已聽不見自己的聲音。120Please respect copyright.PENANAROkwyJ1uuI
抿起雙唇,將左腳往邊緣邁出一步……120Please respect copyright.PENANALMRVjxn9JA
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「你在做什麼!」120Please respect copyright.PENANAwkOXqNinyx
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一個有些熟悉的聲音從身後響起,並拉住我的衣服將我往後拽,因突如其來的動作,我們都跌坐在了地上。120Please respect copyright.PENANAA2va9CUJqh
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「你到底在做什麼啊?從這裡跳下去是不可能活下來的!」120Please respect copyright.PENANACKmOz45EV1
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粉色短髮的少年有些氣喘吁吁的說著,綠色的瞳眸散發出陣陣的氣憤和擔心。120Please respect copyright.PENANAKOAfIPwyvO
我愣愣的看著眼前這名將我拉回來的少年。他是誰?我認識他嗎?不知怎麼,我竟覺得有些氣憤,明明都已經下定決心要跳下去了,這人到底是來攪什麼局?120Please respect copyright.PENANA7ZjgKv1vEb
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「我才想問你到底想做什麼呢……」120Please respect copyright.PENANAtwpokEPHaV
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我低下頭,說話的聲音有些顫抖,不是因為恐懼亦或憤怒,而是懊悔剛剛因聽見聲音就遲疑的我。120Please respect copyright.PENANAiTnrL30CSo
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「你知道做好跳下的準備需要多久嗎?就被你這樣拉回來的動作給毀了!」120Please respect copyright.PENANAT6upvTuo1L
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抬起頭朝著粉色短髮的少年吼道,眼鏡底下的眼睛似乎有些濕潤,我……哭了嗎?120Please respect copyright.PENANAnZT0TRiNZb
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「我已經……沒有動力繼續活在這世上了……」120Please respect copyright.PENANAG7GwJEtWVY
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默默的將眼鏡拿下,用袖子擦拭著眼淚,努力的用那早已快發不出聲音的喉嚨說著,明明剛剛只要跳下去就可以什麼都不用管了,明明剛剛只要跳下去一切就可以得到解脫。120Please respect copyright.PENANA6xvlDTUCMj
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「……沒有動力繼續活下去,那我就帶你尋找那所謂的動力!」120Please respect copyright.PENANA1yj9JzsC68
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沒等我反應過來,那名粉色短髮的少年便已經拉著我沿著樓梯往樓下跑,我不明白,不明白為什麼這人要如此的幫我,明明我應該不認識他才對。120Please respect copyright.PENANACpH8Gr9KGV
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「斐月,你喜歡音樂嗎?」120Please respect copyright.PENANAExblPkthml
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聽到對方喊出名字,不免覺得有些驚訝,我明明對眼前的人沒印象啊!120Please respect copyright.PENANADrFgzGxowF
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「你怎麼知道我的名字?」120Please respect copyright.PENANA4i8Fbrhynu
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對方似乎覺得這問題十分荒謬而停下腳步停在樓梯間,轉過身用著疑惑的眼神看著我。120Please respect copyright.PENANAMCSo4iFezL
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慘了,要挨罵了……!120Please respect copyright.PENANAydHJBhiWac
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「這還用問嗎?我們是同學耶!」120Please respect copyright.PENANAcc3GjTevmn
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而我這才驚覺或許並不是大家孤立了我,而是我心裡築起的那道高牆阻隔了自己與大家們的距離。120Please respect copyright.PENANA94WZNC25qy
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「……你叫……什麼名字?」120Please respect copyright.PENANADqBElPnYNH
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戰戰兢兢的問著,深怕問了一個蠢問題而又遭責罵,跟父親一樣。120Please respect copyright.PENANAfKwabPoZZs
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「洛陽,我叫做洛陽。」120Please respect copyright.PENANAQvYOIbFWWx
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與預期的相反,洛陽揚起笑容,那是我不曾見過的,充滿陽光又溫暖的笑容。120Please respect copyright.PENANAdEOfzlb3ES
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好耀眼。120Please respect copyright.PENANABzMPojTTCR
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「所以斐月,你喜歡音樂嗎?」120Please respect copyright.PENANAJ10IOaDhXe
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洛陽用著誠摯的眼神看著斐月,如此炙熱的目光,對生命充滿了期許的目光,為什麼……他可以擁有這樣的眼神?120Please respect copyright.PENANAY1QzZZbklg
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「不討厭……」120Please respect copyright.PENANA0zNxkRiPPN
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我有些不知所措的回答著,這一切都發生的太過於突然,無法在短時間內反應過來。120Please respect copyright.PENANABMsEZLo5ri
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「我帶你去一個地方,你肯定會喜歡的。」120Please respect copyright.PENANA1nxCqsfVcb
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洛陽再次拉著我的手繼續沿著樓梯往下走,我們穿過人群,經過各式各樣的店面,最後洛陽的腳步停留在一間樂器行前面。120Please respect copyright.PENANAN7f6rxDSu4
從那之後,洛陽開始教我彈吉他,雖然是我自己選的,但吉他果然不好學,但不知道為什麼,這把有著海藍色烤漆的吉他深深吸引著我,也是在這個瞬間,我的眼睛中才開始出現色彩。120Please respect copyright.PENANA4XYfdj4DHa
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如果我沒有遇見你,或許我早就不在這裡了吧?120Please respect copyright.PENANAOSgvYNO7Ha
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謝謝你成為那顆,給予月亮光芒的太陽。