"Once we've all done a round, we will spin for three people" Rach grins.
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She hastily spins the bottle again. Not wanting to discuss her idea further incase anybody disagrees.
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I look up at Jay and he winks at me. Instantly my body is on fire and I kiss him slowly.
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"You two!" Rach laughs.
"It's spun on both of you and well we all know that you've already kissed each other enough, so let's add in another person" Rach beams.
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She spins again and I ignore her removing Jays jeans.
"Taylor" he whispers softly as he pulls my dress down leaving me in my bra and panties.
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"Okay okay break it up" she huffs at us.
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I pull away from him and smile.
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"It on Ross" she laughs.
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"Just kiss both at once" she huffs ready to move on when I look at her incredulously.
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I position myself in between the two of them again, they both lean into my lips and I part them ready. I feel their lips connect with mine and I kiss them both back. I pull away and open my eyes seeing both of their blue eyes staring into mine. I clear my throat and we all move away from one another.
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Rach is already spinning the bottle when I turn to face the circle again. I lean back into Jay. Thankfully the bottle lands on Rach again. I was beginning to think that she would explode should she not get her chance next.
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"Matty" she laughs when it stops on him.
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"We have kissed so we can spin again" she says elated.
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She spins the bottle eagerly. I'm not planning on another little three way tonight and I hide my face.
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"Jay" she exclaims quite happy with the outcome indeed. I almost claw onto him but I let him go.
Rach positions herself between the two and as they go in for a kiss I watch Jay. His blonde hair pushed back and his toned shoulders. I want him to myself. And the second he pulls away much to Rach's annoyance I pretty much pull him towards me and he laughs.
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"You wanna go don't you" he whispers.
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I kiss him in response, for some reason me kissing him feels like I'm erasing the kiss he just shared with Rachel and Matty.
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"Mmmm" he smiles his hand going to my waist and sitting me back in his lap so that my legs are over him. His hands in my hair.
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"Rach" I say in between kissing him and taking a few breaths for air.
"We're going to be going now" he finishes for me.
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"Ugh not yet she's not" Rach replies and I all but explode.
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"Bottles on you" she smiles glancing at me.
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"Last round" she adds.
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"Okay" I sigh and if I could stamp my feet I would. Jay chuckles.
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"It's with Ross and" she begins spinning the bottle again. Just great, I'm sure that's going to go down well. I glance over at Ross and give him a small innocent smile.
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"It's amazing how the bottle has almost always landed on a girl" I laugh.
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I watch it spinning, it slows near Nate yet carries on going. I blink my eyes closed as if that's going to change it. The bottle slows to a stop on Matty and he looks me straight in my eyes.
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Arrogant as he is, Matthew stays put.
"We're both this side, come to us" I blurt out sitting next to Ross, whose eyes travel down my body and up again.
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"Bra is better than panties" I sigh. Unhook my bra, pull it off and hand it to Jay. Holding my boobs in my hand to cover my nipples. I feel Ross' breath hitch as I move closer to him.
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"We're gonna do this without you" I laugh taking his chin in my hand and kissing Ross on the cheek lightly.
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Ross moves his face to mine and takes my lips in his so softly. I feel Matty caress me from behind and I alter my position so that he can kiss me too. When Matty kisses me he takes all of my attention, I focus on him. His hand going up my side stopping just short of my breasts. His soft lips, his sense of power and ownership. I beg his hand to caress me like he used too, but he remains still. His palm planted on my ribs just under my boobs.
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I sigh heavily and break away. Pulling myself away from both of them to see Matty's green eyes watching me. He has that look in his eye. The one that says he's going to take me. The one that I saw every single night he looked at me in bed. The one that makes me freeze. He leans in and whispers in my ear.
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"Stay" he says and then he moves away back to his place next to Rachel.
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I know that's not a good idea. Staying only leads to me being completely naked with my friends and ex's. I eye Jay warily sitting down in his lap. He's watching Matty and I can just tell he's holding back a comment. He's annoyed and it's my fault. I grab my bra and put it on, next I take my dress scope it up and walk resolutely out of the room. Taking the stairs one by one just as I used to when I lived here, I head upstairs to my old bathroom.
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I go in lock the door. Running the water I splash my arms and wash my hands. Looking into the mirror for a few seconds I beg myself not to get emotional.
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I pull open the cabinet, and there's all of my stuff. My sprays and hand lotion and even some makeup. Pregnancy vitamins and even my hairbrush. Tears trickle down my cheeks. I wipe my face and resolutely tell myself that it's pathetic to cry whilst brushing your hair in a mirror.
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Next I splash my face with some water. Not sure what affected me more, being naked with him or him kissing me like that. Just like he used to kiss me. I'm livid with Rachel and I've decided I'm going to leave. This is her fault entirely, he had a chance to show me just how much he cares for me still and he did just that.
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After applying a bit of makeup. I place my stuff back in my old cabinet and leave the bathroom. Taking the stairs carefully I hear Rach first. Telling everyone it's just a game and that they need to calm the hell down. I sigh and hurry myself down the stairs. Just a few more steps and I'll be able to solve this silly mess, I just have to look at Matty and he does as I please.
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I hurry into the living room and stop short. Jay, now dressed has Matty against a wall.
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"We're leaving" I say. They both turn to look at me.
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"Stop it now. Let's go home" I say approaching Jay. I softly place my hand on his cheek and smile.
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"Take me home, Jay" I say stronger this time.
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He releases him wordlessly and I eye Matty quickly checking his neck which is red and will bruise. I notice Jay leaves not only the room but the house altogether.
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"Bye everyone" I say and my eyes prickle. I turn around quickly and grab my bag. I head for the door.
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My eyes stream and I rush to escape. I can't believe he left me here. He's my fiancée, soon to be father of my child and he just walks out. I know I'm to blame, but he never just leaves me. I don’t even know where he parked.
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I pull my coat on in the hall and check my phone. No new messages. Looks like I’m searching for the car.
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“I’m sorry” Matty says behind me. I jump and pocket my phone. He faces me and pulls me in close to him realising that I’m crying.
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“I just love you and I’m sorry” he whispers in my ear.
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“Ross” he calls behind him letting me go.
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“It would be better if you walked Taylor out” he says not taking his eyes off of me.
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“Course” Ross says pulling on a shirt. I look at him and his familiarity, his care for me and warm smile sends me into another crying fit.
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Matty kisses my forehead.
“You don’t have to leave” he whispers.
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“Nope I’m going” I manage softly.
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“Let’s go” Ross says opening the door and holding my hand.
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We walk out into the rain and I squeeze his hand. Holding onto him like I always do when things are difficult. I glance up at his face and he smiles down at me instantly making me feel calm.
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“I know where he parked stop crying. I got you” Ross says.
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