他一大清早,就只在說些有的沒的。169Please respect copyright.PENANAdkHOULDU9o
沒有說奇怪的話,沒有說日記的事。169Please respect copyright.PENANAcYVK8vWtft
就像當作我是路人,將是敷衍我的。169Please respect copyright.PENANAy0hLqvCPjo
他想故意迴避某些話題,但同時又想提起。169Please respect copyright.PENANAlikOHTNrP3
換句話說,他想要我自己提起話題。169Please respect copyright.PENANAoCa0aE20qU
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就是迫我要做醜人就是了。169Please respect copyright.PENANA27s7VMeUdY
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「我記得好像學校也試過一次這麼亂的。」169Please respect copyright.PENANADqum31c4mG
那時候的確很亂,我們還花了好幾天才完全清理好。169Please respect copyright.PENANAJlJC8CmYcK
只是那時候多點顏色就是了。169Please respect copyright.PENANAIrg4UVwQtQ
「咳咳⋯⋯對不起⋯」169Please respect copyright.PENANAi1UZiTEeWE
這句對不起,是他隨便丟下的一句對不起。169Please respect copyright.PENANA39LUn6H9bK
不小心碰到別人又說,不小心踏到別人又說。169Please respect copyright.PENANA6NePiK34Ku
但這一下咳嗽,不是不小心的,是有意無意的。169Please respect copyright.PENANAgOPZ5feYYl
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是他下意識迴避的方法,是他裝病的後遺症。169Please respect copyright.PENANASUyuqoz2hp
跟他說話這麼久,說話的習慣早就能看破。169Please respect copyright.PENANAKhQxSj3Tsc
每次說到什麼他不想記起的,不想提起的事;169Please respect copyright.PENANAueyHH8dhqh
是他總會下意識地咳嗽,問他為什麼卻說是不為意。169Please respect copyright.PENANAxp1z8bHjLn
這是他的壞習慣,是習慣成自然。169Please respect copyright.PENANAX1OQNt8Ae3
169Please respect copyright.PENANAcZq3enZXCz
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但是他想說的對不起,不是他常說的對不起。169Please respect copyright.PENANAH6zduOCkYX
我是想聽他主動說的話,不是他被動模式下的話。169Please respect copyright.PENANAIUIBGDysyT
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「那時候,你替我背上黑鍋,但我什麼也沒說,對不起。」169Please respect copyright.PENANAIEKFhpMsZ5
不是你的錯,那時候應該是我受罰的。169Please respect copyright.PENANAfwjE0dwjP4
即使你做錯,也不應該是你受罰。169Please respect copyright.PENANAqMoD60p8e3
而且如果我沒有這樣做,除了我對不住自己,你也會被踢出校。169Please respect copyright.PENANA4ZjVtdAjH4
「對不起,那是因為自己的思想未成熟,而自暴自棄,最後連累到你。」169Please respect copyright.PENANArjdVUvOoie
不是你的錯,這是情有可原。169Please respect copyright.PENANA8eAkYZgSle
我是應該受罰的,我是欠了你的。169Please respect copyright.PENANAsXOeEr6Ktf
169Please respect copyright.PENANAvFmH4fHFA9
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「為什麼?為什麼都不是我的錯?」169Please respect copyright.PENANAY8ObO0OMR3
因為⋯總之不是你的問題。169Please respect copyright.PENANAj5xRoVCezu
因為這是一件不怎麼快樂的事。169Please respect copyright.PENANA5IfLFvJNn6
不怎麼有趣,也是不想說的事。169Please respect copyright.PENANARqxtPGTUON
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這是你不喜歡的事、不開心的回憶;169Please respect copyright.PENANAeM3jO3tU32
所以你才把它寫在日記上,然後忘掉了。169Please respect copyright.PENANAMxrTKb7xpt
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真的要說嗎?169Please respect copyright.PENANALTqvdw1HbI
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在他搬屋前的那一年,在他還未忘記我的時候;169Please respect copyright.PENANAvNwgnL2xBW
我們曾經是朋友,我們曾經是同班同學。169Please respect copyright.PENANAK0yqLJilou
那時候也像是這樣的,不在上數學課也在聊天。169Please respect copyright.PENANAFLBLyvL1GI
也是說著對方不知道的事,也是說著最有趣的事情。169Please respect copyright.PENANAJPPBgkHhAp
很幼稚的快樂,很無聊的解悶。169Please respect copyright.PENANANG3gf8cTlB
雖然不是維持了很長,雖然是忘掉了的事。169Please respect copyright.PENANA78KZ4IOG4P
但這是我跟他最快樂的回憶。169Please respect copyright.PENANAtFy17Vs5h4
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有一天,我們談到日記的時候;169Please respect copyright.PENANA8k6Djwvr8V
我問他有沒有寫日記,寫了些什麼。169Please respect copyright.PENANAdEp9ML34Xa
「沒什麼呀⋯就⋯日記。」169Please respect copyright.PENANAfpEjGRg1sk
那時候他的說謊技巧還沒有這麼利害,雖然也沒說什麼。169Please respect copyright.PENANAC3f3DpKeVu
但還算是小朋友的我,聽到這句話好奇心就起了。169Please respect copyright.PENANAL1f0fl3Dua
然後我就提議,要不要交換日記。169Please respect copyright.PENANA27bdgII6Kk
他似無力反抗的,好像妥協了。169Please respect copyright.PENANA4KAK6GUIl2
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不出乎所料,第二天他就帶來那本日記。169Please respect copyright.PENANAJD0fGXN8VO
那是我第一次——無數次中的第一次看到他那本叫作「忘記日記」的筆記本。169Please respect copyright.PENANA2GC7gtpfSc
那時候詐作聰明的我,便説那是不是備忘錄。169Please respect copyright.PENANAaLNTQWM7SM
「有點不同吧⋯這是要記錄下準備忘記的事來的。」169Please respect copyright.PENANAy3J5XfImdY
第一次聽他解釋當然是不懂,但現在的我很清楚。169Please respect copyright.PENANAz55CUsPule
那是要記下要忘記東西的備忘錄,說出來的確是有點諷刺。169Please respect copyright.PENANAviWdwwHssq
明明是要準備忘記,但偏偏卻要把它記下;169Please respect copyright.PENANAwLa1LChVtQ
那忘記的意義在哪裏?169Please respect copyright.PENANAEC7fDs5IEN
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但那時候的我不管,因為實在聊得無聊了。169Please respect copyright.PENANAVpr9YC4iJB
想要更加實在地認識這個人,想要知道他的事。169Please respect copyright.PENANAHNZEyPuVuY
於是就想看他的日記,想從日記裏面認識他。169Please respect copyright.PENANAdSIvjLAGGT
只是沒想過他的日記,對他來說是垃圾堆填區。169Please respect copyright.PENANA92nTjtDHRj
拿個好一點的比喻,那是他專屬的焚化爐。169Please respect copyright.PENANAnVO5ppyhII
什麼可燃垃圾不可燃的,通通都得燒一燒。169Please respect copyright.PENANA55u1l9h24J
而那一本日記,正是燃燒後的灰燼。169Please respect copyright.PENANA2aLBAPZotS
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因為沒聽他說過自己的父母,於是就問直接問他;169Please respect copyright.PENANAIVTt9DY8qz
你有沒有在日記寫過你的父母?169Please respect copyright.PENANA1YKyIIL3bY
「不記得呢⋯好像是有吧。」169Please respect copyright.PENANA4dNANbGe1R
既然說是好像,那即是代表有吧。169Please respect copyright.PENANAFEMWTizUfz
於是我就在那頁數不到的日記裏,找到那被撕成一半的那頁。169Please respect copyright.PENANAy6tYRhLfLE
中間用膠紙黏着,如一道橫著的傷痕。169Please respect copyright.PENANA7sCXf2toB6
為什麼要撕掉這一頁?169Please respect copyright.PENANAa0fZaIZFbx
「應該是發現這件事沒什麼好忘記的吧。」169Please respect copyright.PENANA1OPYWQsQFM
169Please respect copyright.PENANAvrwuOKhqim
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這一頁上寫的,看上來都像是一個普通的故事。169Please respect copyright.PENANAfJfwm9ovvu
一天,他跟他的媽媽到主題樂園玩。169Please respect copyright.PENANAaqg8eqL66Y
「不要忘記這一天哦。」她是這樣說。169Please respect copyright.PENANAtKMwKgFcJ3
他們又坐摩天輪,又去看水族館;169Please respect copyright.PENANAM5OUwePzfz
「最重要是你開心。」日記寫著她是笑着的。169Please respect copyright.PENANAx7fQ3e6nir
他們很開心,渡過了快樂的一天。169Please respect copyright.PENANA33040b3GIc
最後,他媽媽在樂園的餐廳請了他吃最貴的雪糕。169Please respect copyright.PENANAyQlD1ChAo2
「我上一上廁所,你在這裏等我哦。」她最後是這樣說的。169Please respect copyright.PENANAFp83dSaJi4
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「林卓維小朋友,你的爸爸在找你。」169Please respect copyright.PENANAuyckc1bbU9
公園的宣布系統,宣告這一則小朋友尋回的信息。169Please respect copyright.PENANAqnZK6Z7buQ
他一時三刻沒有理會,繼續吃着媽媽買給他的雪糕。169Please respect copyright.PENANAOyDlQ0bu9M
然後,有一個職員走了過來。169Please respect copyright.PENANActNP9sQME1
問他的家長在哪裏,把雪糕全部吃完的他,忘了怎樣回答。169Please respect copyright.PENANAcppxwinIup
然後職員就把它帶到,他爸爸的身邊。169Please respect copyright.PENANABEzMaPEBe8
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然後發生什麼事,我不知道。169Please respect copyright.PENANAUsvYumyFQJ
但是我能夠的,就只有自私的猜。169Please respect copyright.PENANAqepoZPoYyg
因為即使問他,他也答不到我。169Please respect copyright.PENANAiS6hAWLugI
「我忘記了不知道,可能只是我作出來的⋯」169Please respect copyright.PENANAdcjGimC1pH
雖然我不同意他的猜測,但既然本人也不知道的事;169Please respect copyright.PENANADZyZ8eNK9l
即是代表這是模糊不清的灰燼,這是怎說也說得通的故事。169Please respect copyright.PENANAXejudwEQBd
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於是無聊的我,有空就在想這件事。169Please respect copyright.PENANApewJvlZFWf
會不會是他的母親去世了不告訴他?會不會是他的父母離婚了弄的一場戲?169Please respect copyright.PENANAZmsVkUv2dM
越想就越投入,越想就越為他擔心。169Please respect copyright.PENANAZk8qKhVcBT
沒有結尾的故事,非常的吊人胃口。169Please respect copyright.PENANAi13k9kvWW5
一不小心就把事情想入腦,就連說話也在想。169Please respect copyright.PENANAWZgQAFwonK
有點誇張對吧?畢竟那時候我的好奇心可是很大。169Please respect copyright.PENANAbymUvsxEbw
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由這一刻開始,我就開始犯下了無可挽回的錯誤。169Please respect copyright.PENANAkXWWsfb5Dw
把事情想得太多後,很自然地把這件事流傳了開去。169Please respect copyright.PENANAhLUExZCt4D
初時只有告訴一兩人,但是在其他人互相散播之後;169Please respect copyright.PENANAmfapj4f2QO
差不多整班也知道他的事,差不多整班也在想他的事。169Please respect copyright.PENANAcl8tMEHVqe
初時我還是沒想過會這樣,但自從他開始被人戲弄的時候便不得不後悔。169Please respect copyright.PENANAoefHu6LVJJ
我後悔了告訴其他人這件事,我後悔了這麼用力的想被他焚化的事。169Please respect copyright.PENANAnkKFNijW4A
我後悔了因為自己無聊而去問日記的事,我後悔了因為自己連累了他。169Please respect copyright.PENANAvg5QcohYNL
169Please respect copyright.PENANA3jNsyTBEXU
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但是更令我後悔的,是那時候我不明所以的感情。169Please respect copyright.PENANANUPVeUYH3v
一個小六生,所懂得的愛情是很幼稚的。169Please respect copyright.PENANAhGAsoR4PM6
就算是早熟,就算是如何的清澀也談不上是愛情。169Please respect copyright.PENANAa52V65JfqK
因為自己不可能分清楚,到底如何才算是愛上一個人。169Please respect copyright.PENANAJWmuxvgwzF
跟他每日談天算不算是談戀愛?對他的事情日思夜想算不算是愛上他?169Please respect copyright.PENANAR7jSds0Uo9
這些問題一個小六生搞不懂,一個中六生也搞不懂。169Please respect copyright.PENANACmM4hcxxlz
169Please respect copyright.PENANACdApnpO48B
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但偏偏那時候,我武斷決定行動。169Please respect copyright.PENANAEpgE8rfPEc
我決定跟他好好的道歉,然後向他「表白」。169Please respect copyright.PENANA3X7URUiMxW
我找了個小休,叫他到後梯談天。169Please respect copyright.PENANAuukkBQd1AZ
理所當然的,因為後梯比較少人行走,說什麼話也方便一點。169Please respect copyright.PENANAuI0c0TiQ1I
而自從被別人取笑後,他說的話少了。169Please respect copyright.PENANA6GZ8rvMrlj
跟別人如是,跟我亦如是。169Please respect copyright.PENANADrn3nUpxrD
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我緩緩的開口說話,跟他先好好地道歉。169Please respect copyright.PENANArLLi6bRVKr
但是我還未把說話講完,他就忍不住說:169Please respect copyright.PENANArRGQDQu156
「原來真的是你在傳那些謠言⋯」169Please respect copyright.PENANAM6cilPbCWf
我當然是想立即更正他,因為作故事的不是我。169Please respect copyright.PENANA33GodYdLfr
「夠了,那你說的第二件事是什麼,快快的說了。」169Please respect copyright.PENANABiWygfDs1D
被他這麼突然地提起,我一是說不出話。169Please respect copyright.PENANASysKzoEV7M
我深呼吸一口氣,鼓起勇氣的說出了自己認為最有意義的話。169Please respect copyright.PENANAwI0lBaTs48
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「等等,你是不是想再玩我一次?」169Please respect copyright.PENANALJ66hajgCk
我當然回答自己認真的,從來沒有想過想玩弄你。169Please respect copyright.PENANAKcc7XjUK7x
「你覺得能相信你嗎?認識你這麼久,你就只是為了知道我的醜事。」169Please respect copyright.PENANAjFjgBX2CqB
不不,你誤解了。169Please respect copyright.PENANAFORobpO6hi
我不是為了找你黑材料才認識你的,我也不想你被欺凌的。169Please respect copyright.PENANA5qJfPIw5UC
「現在還說你愛我,你是不是想玩到我死為止?」169Please respect copyright.PENANA9qpH0xT3pZ
不是,我是真心想愛你的。169Please respect copyright.PENANALfwcJTEDhZ
只是我笨拙的弄巧反拙,我也不想這樣。169Please respect copyright.PENANAbXzW51XA9U
「你騙我,你明明說過不會說出去的!」169Please respect copyright.PENANAZp9pzqJzL7
對不起,我錯了好不好?169Please respect copyright.PENANA7eAkJlfdNt
「不!你一直是在騙我的,根本由一開始已經是這樣!」169Please respect copyright.PENANAuPSgGkZNFg
我——我是想跟你做朋友才想知道你日記的事!169Please respect copyright.PENANANIdFGoHBel
「你沒一句說話是真的!一邊你在傳我殺了我媽,一邊你有跟我說愛我,你是有人格分裂嗎?」169Please respect copyright.PENANAIckkrxOro2
不要說得這麼過分!不要冤枉我沒做過的事!169Please respect copyright.PENANANM2PXRn1N8
「我真的是受夠了你,根本一直都在騙人!」169Please respect copyright.PENANAY9azfzjRIR
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這一刻開始,我和他的理智已經不存在。169Please respect copyright.PENANAsvvLjnSsZm
在語言上衝突後,難免身體上也開始有衝突。169Please respect copyright.PENANAuzSwTbe4Qb
他越說越激動同時,亦開始指著我、捉住我。169Please respect copyright.PENANA7UGQNAGiXS
不是色情上,是真的一副打架的樣子。169Please respect copyright.PENANAWiwBZtlRyy
本身這樣已經危險了,但沒人制止的情況;169Please respect copyright.PENANAgSH4sqYrt7
大家只會越說越激動,越打越用力。169Please respect copyright.PENANAznkA3QkD2m
他終於忍不住推開我,是很用力推開。169Please respect copyright.PENANADTtgcySTVD
雖然沒推得很遠,但心理上已經把我推到極限。169Please respect copyright.PENANAlBRMa72LOs
是還擊也好,是自我防衛也好;169Please respect copyright.PENANA0Pa8wJsABU
我把他推了下樓梯去。169Please respect copyright.PENANAilM3sl9OM3
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樓梯很危險,所以老師才每次叫我們扶着扶手走樓梯。169Please respect copyright.PENANADzIR7tbq7X
如果不小心跌跤,後果可大可小。169Please respect copyright.PENANAGq3FZ2A2LD
在那之後,我看到他在樓梯底動也不動。169Please respect copyright.PENANAUx3sTbToRZ
原本在互相指罵的聲音,化為烏有。169Please respect copyright.PENANAtXh6oMfdF1
就像沒有吵過架一般,在後樓梯裏;169Please respect copyright.PENANAYC5VXO7V7x
就只剩下昏過去的他,和站着發呆的我。169Please respect copyright.PENANACwSZJj6jHx
但是留在原地站着不是辦法,但我想不到要做什麼。169Please respect copyright.PENANAAfj5spS3pY
因為被嚇怕了,一時不懂怎樣反應。169Please respect copyright.PENANAhhXzC1tuBA
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未幾,在小息的鈴鐘響起前我回到班房。169Please respect copyright.PENANAqrHOUABzLy
沒有告訴給老師,沒有告訴給任何人。169Please respect copyright.PENANAWkOQ4uDKnp
這,可算是犯罪吧?169Please respect copyright.PENANAV6jOdVGab2
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再見到他的時候,是在中一開學日的時候。169Please respect copyright.PENANAryFdMDeXAM
自從那時後樓梯後,我就沒有看過他上小學。169Please respect copyright.PENANAggVxoL0ZC7
可能是另外上了別間小學,也可能在我不知道的情況下上了學。169Please respect copyright.PENANAMKyYUhtNIg
但是那時候我的一推,沒有任何人向我追究。169Please respect copyright.PENANAJ8pXwcsBw7
老師沒有,同學沒有,連他的爸爸也沒有。169Please respect copyright.PENANAHOar0X298S
我也不清楚發生了什麼,到底為什麼自己的罪行沒有結果?169Please respect copyright.PENANAThfXKno3gn
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見面的時候,是他主動跟我說話的。169Please respect copyright.PENANA3alVJbtQn6
還記得上一句還是說什麼去死的,但他現正卻跟我說早上好。169Please respect copyright.PENANAMT2VLw7CUh
我一時被他的友善嚇倒,也是呆了不懂得反應。169Please respect copyright.PENANAU1gIiKTJG4
是他失憶了,但是他原諒我了?169Please respect copyright.PENANAyyqjhW2mkd
不不,這麼的一推沒有人可以原諒,即使是沒人知道。169Please respect copyright.PENANABV5QegDHny
他見我沒怎麼的理他,緩緩走開了。169Please respect copyright.PENANAK8AZW1vPmS
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不久,他有空就想找我搭話。169Please respect copyright.PENANAdDApXeZW5z
就似回到小學那時,什麼事也未發生的事。169Please respect copyright.PENANAISglNeytyN
但也不見得維持很久,因為很快就被別人說閑話。169Please respect copyright.PENANAaHhuBvqREx
沒錯,就是被人說我們談戀愛。169Please respect copyright.PENANARM0fZOFKXS
覺得很諷刺,但同時害怕悲劇重演;169Please respect copyright.PENANAFxPohLHQf2
所以我就開始疏離他,開始不想理他。169Please respect copyright.PENANAecUp0vyFnD
然後同時,他就開始裝病。169Please respect copyright.PENANA3ENsbu3j8C
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然後發生什麼的事,不說也知道了。169Please respect copyright.PENANAhqp6T0c0LU
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不是你的錯,因為自根本開始;169Please respect copyright.PENANAKPMxeBJbLt
要是我沒有問你的日記,要是我沒有跟別人胡亂說話;169Please respect copyright.PENANAmrnhWz5kdf
你根本就用不着被人欺凌,甚至可能不會忘記事情。169Please respect copyright.PENANAXnv5qC6v9b
不是你的錯,因為錯的全部都是我。169Please respect copyright.PENANAEgtQO7bpHg
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但是,我再說下去也就只能安慰,就只有悔疚。169Please respect copyright.PENANAAN8e7VawOc
上星期我在抽屜裏,找到一張日記。169Please respect copyright.PENANAlUD4cl0GII
那是他單方面,寫下他從樓梯倒下的事。169Please respect copyright.PENANAcQFQ4wE7ZT
但是整個他寫的故事錯漏百出,前文不對後理。169Please respect copyright.PENANA7j5JSlbfXH
這是一頁不了了之的日記。169Please respect copyright.PENANAZlipeRw0ke
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然後,在今天;169Please respect copyright.PENANAZDXW9J0oa9
我的抽屜裏出現了那半頁日記,那事情的起點。169Please respect copyright.PENANAUr8emKIgWH
跟記憶不同的是,紙上一面寫着「內咎」兩字。169Please respect copyright.PENANAYExLuUT6H7
嘛,也是沒錯的。169Please respect copyright.PENANAYZUiUBTcLi
我一直以來所做的都是為着以前的事內咎,為着自己的事負責。169Please respect copyright.PENANA6ci3aIG8Xx
至少我是這樣以為,這樣做就能夠填補我的過失。169Please respect copyright.PENANAsY5zmlsAOc
但是這樣做,就跟活在過去沒分別。169Please respect copyright.PENANAuMh2ohGhqZ
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我再問一多次,我可不可以愛你?169Please respect copyright.PENANAdNwM232MkS
「不要好了。但是關於第二件事,我原諒你。」169Please respect copyright.PENANAUbIY0JbuxS
嗯,是嗎?169Please respect copyright.PENANAvEqAJ3mwQA
首先感謝你真的能夠原諒我,而其次;169Please respect copyright.PENANAwjyuM90joG
那你會不會,把我寫進日記裏面?169Please respect copyright.PENANASsfGi15xOL
「我也沒寫日記很久了,支離破碎的日記也不能再寫了吧?」169Please respect copyright.PENANA1DJU8PwEl4
說得也是。169Please respect copyright.PENANAYufaRrEE6K
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「話說回來,我找到了這半頁的日記。」169Please respect copyright.PENANAKhNUeYJrOT
呀,這樣的話就等於拼圖一樣合回來了。169Please respect copyright.PENANAEyj8mV87SH
「因為下半部被撕掉了,只有上半部的字看不到後續。」169Please respect copyright.PENANAdMSYpb1awY
是嗎?但是我得很遺憾的告訴你;169Please respect copyright.PENANArCbCtgVLrC
你所尋找的下半部,其實是沒字的。169Please respect copyright.PENANASy1YyoOmio
回到爸爸身邊後,發生的是不得而知。169Please respect copyright.PENANAR9bpW0q42V
因為根本你就沒有寫下去,不論什麼原因。169Please respect copyright.PENANAvKwEUrGCL2
所謂的下半部,只是用來補完那條裂縫的。169Please respect copyright.PENANAayPm4jb0kQ
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上半部的後面,寫着「就當我沒」;169Please respect copyright.PENANAd5YdDNW62h
拼在一起,便是「就當我沒內咎」。169Please respect copyright.PENANAsyT7k0kxJk
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嗯,就當我沒內咎吧。
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