1月14日,凌晨5時多。541Please respect copyright.PENANAt09GNvCzMu
天還是黑黑的,四周的住戶,內裡都是暗暗的。541Please respect copyright.PENANAAe3bJypU4q
大家都在熟睡中,541Please respect copyright.PENANA0YHhRLH6UB
而我,卻不自覺的醒來,541Please respect copyright.PENANAJKEaJSWB2Z
不自覺的再次想起她。541Please respect copyright.PENANASNQITgj97z
我,很想長睡下去,541Please respect copyright.PENANA3PUSTOoNkn
這至少可讓我不用面對一切殘酷的事實。541Please respect copyright.PENANAdT0OFQYUuP
我的心靈,亦可得到一點安息。541Please respect copyright.PENANArZrYJdnzFr
無奈我閉上雙眼,一幕幕的情景又再湧現。541Please respect copyright.PENANAWjA9KHkeqc
電鋸留下的傷痕,又再破裂,541Please respect copyright.PENANAwsUOw5YLEU
血水慢慢的滲出。541Please respect copyright.PENANApaVLHbhLiP
541Please respect copyright.PENANARvSkGocz30
暗黑的天空,終於變淡為藍。541Please respect copyright.PENANALXYqVYMEXl
我知,是時候為長洲之旅作最後的準備。541Please respect copyright.PENANA0u8v5mtWwI
起來梳洗,541Please respect copyright.PENANAMmd4gGzPJC
執拾行裝。541Please respect copyright.PENANApcj2a8XzT5
準備與朋友集合。541Please respect copyright.PENANAY9VGBDXrSj
我,有小鋒這班好朋友,541Please respect copyright.PENANA6r0JxRxUwU
但再老友,也無法說出這數月來的心事。541Please respect copyright.PENANAzV1mjxWpqL
有點可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。541Please respect copyright.PENANAgcOTnej7Jx
或者一切都因為我的被動,541Please respect copyright.PENANAZDNvaPZsOO
我的被動,導致我沒有很多的朋友,541Please respect copyright.PENANAjauD3uqPal
導致我的失敗。541Please respect copyright.PENANAPli8daYOQI
541Please respect copyright.PENANAnnYpVG5ZyT
若不是早已應邀,541Please respect copyright.PENANAUoBvbzML2J
我想,我還是留在家中,541Please respect copyright.PENANAgYEBpSwVMy
白白的消磨時間。541Please respect copyright.PENANAXJdifpmD3x
能夠外出遊玩,或許就藉這個機會,541Please respect copyright.PENANAfmjvlvqbe3
散散心,忘記這數月來的事。541Please respect copyright.PENANAcFAZKYvxVT
反正沒有做過什麼特別的事,541Please respect copyright.PENANAOcRZELbQwf
忘記了,對她也沒太大影響吧。541Please respect copyright.PENANAaPiC0G3YTj
541Please respect copyright.PENANAHuR9SqomDq
我們乘坐慢船。541Please respect copyright.PENANAZjWtLVbsqu
踏上船後,我們找了個有利玩牌類遊戲的位置,541Please respect copyright.PENANAy9kt4Kg3ur
然後開展我們的「賭局」。541Please respect copyright.PENANAX26Tq7h2mh
我們玩得有說有笑,541Please respect copyright.PENANAX03Qxud9EF
而船外卻白蒙蒙一片。541Please respect copyright.PENANApWTPX6NDly
我內心的景象,也是如此。541Please respect copyright.PENANAE3xdzerQjQ
眼前有一班好友,卻無法在濃濃的白霧中,541Please respect copyright.PENANAAjzgfKxEit
尋得他們的燈光。541Please respect copyright.PENANAOrY9o7HVzd
541Please respect copyright.PENANAfuOxFLLwFE
下船後,我們按著早已編排好的行程。541Please respect copyright.PENANAJKgGYs9PAq
先到不同的地方吃長洲的一些特色小吃,541Please respect copyright.PENANApuPNaqbhLN
直到中午才到沙灘坐下,541Please respect copyright.PENANAjS9Vte24w7
玩玩聊聊。541Please respect copyright.PENANACwkPU1AMI5
541Please respect copyright.PENANAxZLURdqGtE
「欸,這個景不錯啊!在這裡拍個照吧。」小鋒說541Please respect copyright.PENANAO3bEqdtEsV
「我們四個男人,拍什麼照,搞著女人的東西。」朋友甲說541Please respect copyright.PENANAj4exAEhGFW
「留念啊,記錄我們的長洲遊啊,拍一張又不是很花時間。」小鋒回應541Please respect copyright.PENANA5Xn1pjq4J8
「好吧,好吧,就拍一拍。」541Please respect copyright.PENANABZwdslBBdG
541Please respect copyright.PENANAFN0xVvAZBH
就這樣拍下我們四人第一次外遊的照片。541Please respect copyright.PENANABppoXE8mRr
這樣的一個舉動,又再想起了她。541Please respect copyright.PENANAqvVSHzGRbR
記得,541Please respect copyright.PENANAP1yHmpvNAL
聖誕假期前的數天,她與不少女同學一樣,541Please respect copyright.PENANAxgVQ7Y6PKB
四處找朋友拍照留念。541Please respect copyright.PENANAUKoiJaw2bV
我,只是一個留級的同學,541Please respect copyright.PENANAS5jIaQ5iT1
又不主動認識其他人,541Please respect copyright.PENANAjVT2tFlzV3
沒有人找上,也正常不過。541Please respect copyright.PENANAT9z2XRqVrH
只是,我特別想跟她拍一張。541Please respect copyright.PENANATAGgC0a4td
不過,541Please respect copyright.PENANAMSBIz6IewI
她對我已經……541Please respect copyright.PENANAyjlPZseiIF
我早就打消念頭,但話雖如此,541Please respect copyright.PENANA4sdfiJVGLD
其實,541Please respect copyright.PENANAIfocZ1k8D3
心裡還是渴望著。541Please respect copyright.PENANAicKs0jNh45
541Please respect copyright.PENANANqw9J4vGbt
最終,都得到實現。541Please respect copyright.PENANALEVxi66HZp
不過,541Please respect copyright.PENANAXWziCm66m7
當時她單手指著我,然後示意出來。541Please respect copyright.PENANApdlUEqVkyF
我不喜在她這樣的態度,541Please respect copyright.PENANAKifm5lODIj
不是想說她態度欠佳,541Please respect copyright.PENANAi1qELAcRqm
而是,我更加覺得,一切都可能是時候完結。541Please respect copyright.PENANAlYVI6eL8eN
541Please respect copyright.PENANAHkKuJN0unC
眼見面前一班好友,541Please respect copyright.PENANAoqIEdNqzZb
我很快便專注眼前的遊戲。541Please respect copyright.PENANAkXdAfUnKkz
過了好一段時間,541Please respect copyright.PENANAyjXUe1frA7
我們決定上山走一回,遊歷這個長洲。541Please respect copyright.PENANAIkY4CE74nK
偏偏在上山的時候,541Please respect copyright.PENANAF0g5k1Jpqt
我突然感到一陣納悶,541Please respect copyright.PENANAu5fijhJS04
那刻,我在想,541Please respect copyright.PENANAmOg8H5M9fS
難道這就是我太想念她的後果?541Please respect copyright.PENANAFJ0Tz2xU1F
我不知道,只覺這種狀態有點辛苦。541Please respect copyright.PENANAtHp4ToywcX
良久,終於下山,541Please respect copyright.PENANAGmuYT97Ci6
時間來到下午五時多,541Please respect copyright.PENANAfmqrhXORWO
我不適的感覺重了,541Please respect copyright.PENANACCp313RUiG
最終我還未來得及找洗手間,541Please respect copyright.PENANAKAqxu0BtwN
便嘔下這天第一灘髒物。541Please respect copyright.PENANADGmONnwGWs
541Please respect copyright.PENANAeb0vtamlyE
終於舒暢了,541Please respect copyright.PENANAzcXqCn8SZW
可惜,541Please respect copyright.PENANAmY81pibKAk
過了不足兩小時,541Please respect copyright.PENANACoPcAlIMem
我,又再次感到一陣納悶,541Please respect copyright.PENANAE6I3Mt0KxM
最終又再嘔下一灘髒物。541Please respect copyright.PENANAo3yQxURTtT
再過一會兒,便吃晚飯。541Please respect copyright.PENANAHgmnspCErC
經過兩次嘔吐,我沒胃口吃了。541Please respect copyright.PENANAvdUUwY6jcu
只是喝了數杯汽水,便一起回家了。541Please respect copyright.PENANAW1IcTYPiNg
541Please respect copyright.PENANAEsjDGKuL1t
「阿仁,沒事嗎?」朋友甲541Please respect copyright.PENANArLAfZrXh3b
「沒事,好多了。只是還怕再來。」541Please respect copyright.PENANA0DshyXceBm
「回去好好休息吧。」541Please respect copyright.PENANAQCB8E3LbLy
541Please respect copyright.PENANAyNWII3qoKd
若能由她說出這番話,就好了。541Please respect copyright.PENANAPAvgqz05HH
我猜,這是不可能的幻想。541Please respect copyright.PENANAZsp5jg3foz
我相信,要是能博得她的關心,541Please respect copyright.PENANAiMAPIhG2k8
再嘔數十次,也是值得的,541Please respect copyright.PENANAgxhLnfmgse
無奈已經沒可能了。541Please respect copyright.PENANAk32uZujYbk
541Please respect copyright.PENANAIZL9IlU6sY
晚上十時多,541Please respect copyright.PENANA3vySfbU1ny
終於回到家裡,541Please respect copyright.PENANAXypkciblMg
洗澡後,本想好好的休息,541Please respect copyright.PENANAheSRj150aF
但,肚子又感到陣陣不適,541Please respect copyright.PENANAsh75DEHPVp
我,肚瀉了。541Please respect copyright.PENANAwv2CRvKBAU
來來回回的穿梭洗手間與房間,541Please respect copyright.PENANAmcyJ95246R
大約十一時,我躺在床上,細想著這數天的事。541Please respect copyright.PENANAz8nXj3eDeE
本打算藉今天散散心,541Please respect copyright.PENANATYCVaJCnBr
卻又嘔又瀉。541Please respect copyright.PENANAFq6TDqyOtr
身在分岔路,卻由殘酷指引明路。541Please respect copyright.PENANA5CqPXORlYh
閉起雙眼,541Please respect copyright.PENANAIupX5IsYAX
更見黑暗,541Please respect copyright.PENANADqSzs3NKeu
更感孤寂。541Please respect copyright.PENANA80lhJ0Hf1i
我,很想很想...541Please respect copyright.PENANAeZ7FpLGU4G
很想痛哭一場。541Please respect copyright.PENANA55qz6Mx46n
瑟縮在床邊的我,流不下一點淚水。541Please respect copyright.PENANAKgUFFWkrTK
哭泣,是為釋放冤屈的方法之一,541Please respect copyright.PENANAZ8ldmet5MZ
但我卻無法哭一場。541Please respect copyright.PENANAVuQ77k8Bvi
味苦,541Please respect copyright.PENANATOmM4Qg6pn
感覺,就像那把悟空關著的五指山壓在胸前,541Please respect copyright.PENANAcyzLSt0lIb
辛苦。541Please respect copyright.PENANATxnfwzGy7M
整晚,就處於這種煎熬中,541Please respect copyright.PENANAPMorP5AILg
不論外與內,都是苦澀的味道,541Please respect copyright.PENANAfP0GHjB7a9
中醫藥也比不上的苦澀味。541Please respect copyright.PENANABak2blbG9H
541Please respect copyright.PENANAUCf8rzSb93
可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。541Please respect copyright.PENANA2s7m4scUOt
其實,我想不出一位。541Please respect copyright.PENANAV5f1hcQoqs
其實,我身邊都沒有。541Please respect copyright.PENANA9ppx5gBkdH
唯有,讓時間來減下壓力,541Please respect copyright.PENANArcbk5VytES
減下痛苦。541Please respect copyright.PENANAwNVW445fvn
541Please respect copyright.PENANAe2k5bYAjef
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541Please respect copyright.PENANARroLWIcTBi
人群中 哭著 你只想變成透明的顏色541Please respect copyright.PENANAQbC48TOAwe
你再也不會夢 或痛 或心動了541Please respect copyright.PENANADNN5NQNBsJ
你已經決定了 你已經決定了541Please respect copyright.PENANAtmKtgWTmng
541Please respect copyright.PENANAJOA2QIfGy0
你靜靜 忍著 緊緊把昨天在拳心握著541Please respect copyright.PENANAxp0bprszGf
而回憶越是甜 就是 越傷人了541Please respect copyright.PENANAkAuFJzl1SJ
越是在 手心留下 密密麻麻 深深淺淺的刀割541Please respect copyright.PENANApbmUCJQmYH
541Please respect copyright.PENANAemhtHkyHvi
你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色541Please respect copyright.PENANAyh2z4KbggL
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了541Please respect copyright.PENANAconpgX7UOs
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼541Please respect copyright.PENANAud99uvCs6k
541Please respect copyright.PENANAqfT3brwfe8
這世界 笑了 於是你合群的一起笑了541Please respect copyright.PENANAkQwwQsfYjZ
當生存是規則 不是 你的選擇541Please respect copyright.PENANABsw8xfqipz
於是你 含著眼淚 飄飄盪盪 跌跌撞撞的走著541Please respect copyright.PENANAmsF0utTDab
541Please respect copyright.PENANAsZQVY1Z7FL
你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色541Please respect copyright.PENANAhcfj4g5Y5x
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了541Please respect copyright.PENANA7ImkxOTUr8
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼541Please respect copyright.PENANAs5wqpx6TaT
541Please respect copyright.PENANAV7BQ86FcQn
你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合541Please respect copyright.PENANAkrUKLuNH4g
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河541Please respect copyright.PENANAbtKnw1g0qi
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了541Please respect copyright.PENANAym2GhiGWRf
然後才後悔著541Please respect copyright.PENANAWCt56xbixT
541Please respect copyright.PENANAa1Ozf0dtxF
你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色541Please respect copyright.PENANAI6InVfgsEH
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了541Please respect copyright.PENANA2UDqdvGEoR
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼541Please respect copyright.PENANAmcMxBi9EVQ
541Please respect copyright.PENANAYNzt9gmuAd
你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合541Please respect copyright.PENANA6rVsuKr61V
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河541Please respect copyright.PENANAnuVUh7UTTm
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了541Please respect copyright.PENANAjIy9IaqRdD
541Please respect copyright.PENANA4wEny3IYn3
你值得真正的快樂 你應該脫下你穿的保護色541Please respect copyright.PENANABwRGvsEVct
為什麼失去了 還要被懲罰呢541Please respect copyright.PENANAL03n386XhE
能不能就讓 悲傷全部 結束在此刻541Please respect copyright.PENANApd5ShKVCJ8
重新開始活著541Please respect copyright.PENANAzw1n7nFW1O
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《你,不是真正的快樂》541Please respect copyright.PENANAHDNKVY3KKd