1月14日,凌晨5時多。555Please respect copyright.PENANAX8OyVZzxLc
天還是黑黑的,四周的住戶,內裡都是暗暗的。555Please respect copyright.PENANAe1sNv85eyO
大家都在熟睡中,555Please respect copyright.PENANAtIEOFEFH6B
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不自覺的再次想起她。555Please respect copyright.PENANArAHPBvIRwo
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這至少可讓我不用面對一切殘酷的事實。555Please respect copyright.PENANAUzEhMrCU33
我的心靈,亦可得到一點安息。555Please respect copyright.PENANAEAqAxW01g6
無奈我閉上雙眼,一幕幕的情景又再湧現。555Please respect copyright.PENANA98k10kdjvv
電鋸留下的傷痕,又再破裂,555Please respect copyright.PENANAppLCzsytnF
血水慢慢的滲出。555Please respect copyright.PENANAZvoJbV6si6
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暗黑的天空,終於變淡為藍。555Please respect copyright.PENANATos1VOajNh
我知,是時候為長洲之旅作最後的準備。555Please respect copyright.PENANAfRL1LRL84j
起來梳洗,555Please respect copyright.PENANAlvzCrD4BOC
執拾行裝。555Please respect copyright.PENANAgKZfvbxtPD
準備與朋友集合。555Please respect copyright.PENANARUcqv2dIcX
我,有小鋒這班好朋友,555Please respect copyright.PENANAmsTyU1EYSo
但再老友,也無法說出這數月來的心事。555Please respect copyright.PENANARBOgjrfp3g
有點可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。555Please respect copyright.PENANAk6u4FL7B35
或者一切都因為我的被動,555Please respect copyright.PENANAtPyDGZVcmt
我的被動,導致我沒有很多的朋友,555Please respect copyright.PENANAAsmpclj0ph
導致我的失敗。555Please respect copyright.PENANAerBUBqWiUr
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我想,我還是留在家中,555Please respect copyright.PENANAqlbkovLq4c
白白的消磨時間。555Please respect copyright.PENANA0KaLqMvXZH
能夠外出遊玩,或許就藉這個機會,555Please respect copyright.PENANAarHNrWuD9m
散散心,忘記這數月來的事。555Please respect copyright.PENANAyCoyVjKFE5
反正沒有做過什麼特別的事,555Please respect copyright.PENANAjBEt48Byn0
忘記了,對她也沒太大影響吧。555Please respect copyright.PENANAlV5NlD3DYC
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我們乘坐慢船。555Please respect copyright.PENANAh7WDkKX4KU
踏上船後,我們找了個有利玩牌類遊戲的位置,555Please respect copyright.PENANAn9dTuvvnSL
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我們玩得有說有笑,555Please respect copyright.PENANAzeQtl1hbL4
而船外卻白蒙蒙一片。555Please respect copyright.PENANATy48Krf6Pn
我內心的景象,也是如此。555Please respect copyright.PENANAQJASfyHW7K
眼前有一班好友,卻無法在濃濃的白霧中,555Please respect copyright.PENANArrbPIu0oA2
尋得他們的燈光。555Please respect copyright.PENANApiAPbRIPGz
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下船後,我們按著早已編排好的行程。555Please respect copyright.PENANAixV8QUe2lk
先到不同的地方吃長洲的一些特色小吃,555Please respect copyright.PENANAsm184YWd1Q
直到中午才到沙灘坐下,555Please respect copyright.PENANAG9irGzXNuI
玩玩聊聊。555Please respect copyright.PENANAhu2mBStn9O
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「欸,這個景不錯啊!在這裡拍個照吧。」小鋒說555Please respect copyright.PENANAbgtInctrAE
「我們四個男人,拍什麼照,搞著女人的東西。」朋友甲說555Please respect copyright.PENANAT3pVtdofL1
「留念啊,記錄我們的長洲遊啊,拍一張又不是很花時間。」小鋒回應555Please respect copyright.PENANA9pDGJJfWXL
「好吧,好吧,就拍一拍。」555Please respect copyright.PENANAL8S7iNYlUc
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就這樣拍下我們四人第一次外遊的照片。555Please respect copyright.PENANAGqm7gt24gy
這樣的一個舉動,又再想起了她。555Please respect copyright.PENANAm97igM9HdT
記得,555Please respect copyright.PENANA7Tmx61GrnP
聖誕假期前的數天,她與不少女同學一樣,555Please respect copyright.PENANAsO7DCJewEY
四處找朋友拍照留念。555Please respect copyright.PENANApjZAzHsu18
我,只是一個留級的同學,555Please respect copyright.PENANARBdzczmAt5
又不主動認識其他人,555Please respect copyright.PENANAIAETQ3mlfS
沒有人找上,也正常不過。555Please respect copyright.PENANAbUydHAsFjw
只是,我特別想跟她拍一張。555Please respect copyright.PENANAQVVR6k24ir
不過,555Please respect copyright.PENANA3PQy27AwJf
她對我已經……555Please respect copyright.PENANAgM8DLIS2ad
我早就打消念頭,但話雖如此,555Please respect copyright.PENANAY8ieXaHG2B
其實,555Please respect copyright.PENANAw1kKOLNu6l
心裡還是渴望著。555Please respect copyright.PENANAVFDVwUSapN
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最終,都得到實現。555Please respect copyright.PENANAv7oyLjCneN
不過,555Please respect copyright.PENANAAVKBmrGEsC
當時她單手指著我,然後示意出來。555Please respect copyright.PENANAiguo9TZXzu
我不喜在她這樣的態度,555Please respect copyright.PENANAhHsgW4E4kX
不是想說她態度欠佳,555Please respect copyright.PENANAyTtplXvLId
而是,我更加覺得,一切都可能是時候完結。555Please respect copyright.PENANA4lLdeIDvtV
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眼見面前一班好友,555Please respect copyright.PENANADnuK2nPsqu
我很快便專注眼前的遊戲。555Please respect copyright.PENANAt7xap9Iufi
過了好一段時間,555Please respect copyright.PENANAqaIwxkxouJ
我們決定上山走一回,遊歷這個長洲。555Please respect copyright.PENANACKKrPqb9IQ
偏偏在上山的時候,555Please respect copyright.PENANAAADsDX4K2e
我突然感到一陣納悶,555Please respect copyright.PENANAna9BMBTLTp
那刻,我在想,555Please respect copyright.PENANAJGQrWDRVnK
難道這就是我太想念她的後果?555Please respect copyright.PENANAXfxZ3HvDEg
我不知道,只覺這種狀態有點辛苦。555Please respect copyright.PENANA50R2EGZO17
良久,終於下山,555Please respect copyright.PENANAhnVVfA1n6M
時間來到下午五時多,555Please respect copyright.PENANAEFv4aVU8f1
我不適的感覺重了,555Please respect copyright.PENANAaUIhJr7pr3
最終我還未來得及找洗手間,555Please respect copyright.PENANA1OSf8lFIyI
便嘔下這天第一灘髒物。555Please respect copyright.PENANAmzUtcRn74o
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終於舒暢了,555Please respect copyright.PENANAx32dBiHIIx
可惜,555Please respect copyright.PENANAslZXjO8zzt
過了不足兩小時,555Please respect copyright.PENANAnu8OExBpXM
我,又再次感到一陣納悶,555Please respect copyright.PENANAXI3pd1iMAO
最終又再嘔下一灘髒物。555Please respect copyright.PENANAakf9l9enU0
再過一會兒,便吃晚飯。555Please respect copyright.PENANAVEbqhostjO
經過兩次嘔吐,我沒胃口吃了。555Please respect copyright.PENANAyfR0GztXS6
只是喝了數杯汽水,便一起回家了。555Please respect copyright.PENANAEW20WvPeIH
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「阿仁,沒事嗎?」朋友甲555Please respect copyright.PENANAeD8hHu7H97
「沒事,好多了。只是還怕再來。」555Please respect copyright.PENANAqDn0sOGTGr
「回去好好休息吧。」555Please respect copyright.PENANA8VEtgk3Lht
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若能由她說出這番話,就好了。555Please respect copyright.PENANAjUwDtGtO1i
我猜,這是不可能的幻想。555Please respect copyright.PENANAegCEOv4QvH
我相信,要是能博得她的關心,555Please respect copyright.PENANAVzeKjVLtCr
再嘔數十次,也是值得的,555Please respect copyright.PENANACy765Vp7Aj
無奈已經沒可能了。555Please respect copyright.PENANADZYv50Qgm8
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晚上十時多,555Please respect copyright.PENANAtckuGpDWDo
終於回到家裡,555Please respect copyright.PENANA8SHoJZ1SmV
洗澡後,本想好好的休息,555Please respect copyright.PENANA3dFCARF9O7
但,肚子又感到陣陣不適,555Please respect copyright.PENANAA2HmGdyNSC
我,肚瀉了。555Please respect copyright.PENANAHN5xVkYGrp
來來回回的穿梭洗手間與房間,555Please respect copyright.PENANAHXuBRKvNMz
大約十一時,我躺在床上,細想著這數天的事。555Please respect copyright.PENANAzeto1DvnFt
本打算藉今天散散心,555Please respect copyright.PENANAcMC9A514Lv
卻又嘔又瀉。555Please respect copyright.PENANAxPNlMU3elQ
身在分岔路,卻由殘酷指引明路。555Please respect copyright.PENANAsUG4nmEGNz
閉起雙眼,555Please respect copyright.PENANAjyMEwr8mgT
更見黑暗,555Please respect copyright.PENANAvWPIFl0c7F
更感孤寂。555Please respect copyright.PENANAviJbm76FMQ
我,很想很想...555Please respect copyright.PENANAQ4LuKl1FbT
很想痛哭一場。555Please respect copyright.PENANAbYBBjfyIys
瑟縮在床邊的我,流不下一點淚水。555Please respect copyright.PENANAWPmUUiRtkg
哭泣,是為釋放冤屈的方法之一,555Please respect copyright.PENANARHv5Cjah9V
但我卻無法哭一場。555Please respect copyright.PENANADfSFiLjxzr
味苦,555Please respect copyright.PENANA4oXsjhR40p
感覺,就像那把悟空關著的五指山壓在胸前,555Please respect copyright.PENANAUSgi6ACTYp
辛苦。555Please respect copyright.PENANAyYr36ScsDy
整晚,就處於這種煎熬中,555Please respect copyright.PENANADsGnOUKcGr
不論外與內,都是苦澀的味道,555Please respect copyright.PENANAJQpJNQQvas
中醫藥也比不上的苦澀味。555Please respect copyright.PENANAQROZrEJiFZ
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可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。555Please respect copyright.PENANA8dFbXVIQZu
其實,我想不出一位。555Please respect copyright.PENANATJNaVUJjeA
其實,我身邊都沒有。555Please respect copyright.PENANAba45XKek0z
唯有,讓時間來減下壓力,555Please respect copyright.PENANA4xqyOnJyI0
減下痛苦。555Please respect copyright.PENANAIar3zEnKUg
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人群中 哭著 你只想變成透明的顏色555Please respect copyright.PENANA3sxR1bHsEH
你再也不會夢 或痛 或心動了555Please respect copyright.PENANAWvnU7X0aW9
你已經決定了 你已經決定了555Please respect copyright.PENANASu5S3d6Sua
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你靜靜 忍著 緊緊把昨天在拳心握著555Please respect copyright.PENANAPTC67UrdHv
而回憶越是甜 就是 越傷人了555Please respect copyright.PENANAIsR9tATjXr
越是在 手心留下 密密麻麻 深深淺淺的刀割555Please respect copyright.PENANArWMjl1DRvX
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色555Please respect copyright.PENANAr3n5DPZMt8
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了555Please respect copyright.PENANAkyX4LWmQgO
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼555Please respect copyright.PENANA5B23cym8ei
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這世界 笑了 於是你合群的一起笑了555Please respect copyright.PENANA384TgFntmA
當生存是規則 不是 你的選擇555Please respect copyright.PENANAbmccyP9cmY
於是你 含著眼淚 飄飄盪盪 跌跌撞撞的走著555Please respect copyright.PENANA7quL9OW2Ov
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色555Please respect copyright.PENANAqQahk6hh7V
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了555Please respect copyright.PENANAKkBFV4pFC0
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼555Please respect copyright.PENANAAWeWfoyNvR
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你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合555Please respect copyright.PENANArloc8AXZ1s
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河555Please respect copyright.PENANAtBhW6fIGzT
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了555Please respect copyright.PENANA7rbjLRJ33A
然後才後悔著555Please respect copyright.PENANAaBg24GBr0y
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色555Please respect copyright.PENANAi0Qsu7778d
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了555Please respect copyright.PENANAJ4eDelsomu
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼555Please respect copyright.PENANArQgAzsgT8r
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你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合555Please respect copyright.PENANATXk9ojDEyr
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河555Please respect copyright.PENANAPLj7V1VpfM
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了555Please respect copyright.PENANACa2JdCAdMm
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你值得真正的快樂 你應該脫下你穿的保護色555Please respect copyright.PENANAagFtQRGdaj
為什麼失去了 還要被懲罰呢555Please respect copyright.PENANAPeN13TXmNr
能不能就讓 悲傷全部 結束在此刻555Please respect copyright.PENANAm1SkoxTzei
重新開始活著555Please respect copyright.PENANAbvs7DEQ3F9
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《你,不是真正的快樂》555Please respect copyright.PENANAJYFDCGM82h