In your eyes, I’m meaningless. You find me when you needed me the most, and it will never change. Sometimes, I want to leave all of these pain, but I can’t, because I’m alone, and will always alone. I bury all of these feelings alone, I don’t know why I can’t forget you. One day, I believe that I can take your heart, even though I need to wait. 

I drunk last night and thinking how this life gonna go with you and without you. All the things I afraid to lose, I write in my body, so I will always remember how wonderful I am. Even the way you draw me a little burn, it’s okay, burn still let you die.

Why is it so hard for you to see me trying? I get shocked to see, how much I can hurt because of you. My days are a struggle, even my dreams are painful. If it was you, how would it be? If these crazy days became yours? If I was you, I would just love me. I’m afraid of everything that surrounds me. They say, I’ll be happy when I fall in love, but the fact, I’m not. Do you know how I’m doing these days? I can’t even fall asleep. As I look at you, I feel like dying. I don’t think I can let go of you