第九十二章：承諾與失望545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3BMvSjO8QG
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「Alvin，你聽日喺咪會嚟睇我打學界？」545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ58s1H9JRgI
在腦海中，我聽到了一把挺熟悉的聲音……545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMS290LP7q4
她問道了這一條問題，總感覺在過去的回憶當中，也有人詢問過同一條問題……545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXhZ3tclSsP
對，那個人……就是Mandy。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOHW7vIFE2q
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我記起，那天是中三時的某一個星期五。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP4tFxJxTMA
我在出席完每逢星期五最後兩節課的全校集會後。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdJzZvNS46W
便與當時同班的Haley正在一邊談論著近期的動漫話題，一邊走回課室。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡusOaBQwGlU
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「Alvin，Haley！你哋傾緊啲咩啊？」545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvcDjvPkcjG
突然Mandy出現在我們後方並問道。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKkZInuarYi
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Haley見況，立即說：「唔阻你兩個，行先。」545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtLfnOkCiGE
接著他便一下子把我拋棄在後，自己一馬當先走上了樓梯。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNe5noqzzUz
無錯，其實他也是我與Mandy秘密交往的知情者之一。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKmLJYAX5Jc
不過他這樣一下子就走掉，也避免太過令人懷疑起來了……545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡswcoMYzuBq
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「喂，Haley！洗唔洗走咁快……」我怎樣叫也叫不住他。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡamBOD8UEzq
於是也只好放慢腳步，讓Mandy走上前與自己平排步行著。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqhZHqYX41Z
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「Haley個死仔，話走就走！」我馬上向Mandy抱怨起來。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMlX6Te01C5
而Mandy則是隨即輕笑起來，並說：「Haley可能怕尷尬掛，哈哈。」545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXMgZh7M4Ps
於是我們接著也一同慢慢地走上樓梯，踏上返回課室的路程。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp0EI8ZrhfK
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然而就在中途，Mandy卻突然扭過頭來說：「Alvin，你喺咪聽日會嚟睇我打學界？」545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMfQHYixV61
「會！一定會！應承咗你架嘛！」我馬上也回應了。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv729bOUFjA
因為明天星期六，可是Mandy久違的羽毛球學界比賽。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSFXBLnaGcj
身為她的男朋友，我沒有理由不去支持一下，為她打氣吧？545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡITMTzLLyHX
除此之外，其實我也打算在她完成比賽後，帶她去看電影。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpwCo5obZwB
我甚至連戲票都已經一早買定了。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNDm9x6vola
然而，我卻沒有實現這一個承諾……545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJ3v5Zox8D
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隔天，正當我打算出門口時，媽媽卻突然收到了醫院的電話。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLNqfKQpdUl
並告知在醫院的外公已經在為生命的終結，開始進行倒數。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqImJ9VIuw3
若果想見最後一面，就一定要現在立刻前往醫院……545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpciMOB049P
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然而，我當然是跟隨家人一起趕去醫院與外公道別。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXpEGpEyKRd
並在路途上，向Mandy發送了一個訊息：545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbrazqLz1ev
「我公公有事，要趕去醫院」545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVWNlbADlIb
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但是，當時Mandy卻正在為比賽作最後熱身，手機放到了在儲物櫃之中。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwMjDev07ey
因此沒有接收到我的訊息，並一直在比賽時，無時無刻都在尋找著我的身影。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8bRFO66CuW
卻因為我的缺席，而分神，最後也與勝利無緣。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOcjePOYRp4
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雖然事後她都知道了我因為有親人去世，才會缺席。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGKdypV3lXH
使得輸掉了比賽的她，卻要反過來安慰我。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlF2dr5Bq0L
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但後來，我透過也有去觀賽的Rita描述所知。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVmFp3hFy8n
當時比賽時Mandy的視線不時都望向觀眾席，彷彿就是在尋找著某人的身影。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGIF4ua23nB
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我不單止沒有按照承諾去看比賽為她打氣，甚至還使得她輸掉了比賽。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJs4Q6z8Kn
雖然她一直都說不關我的事，而且知道我是有原因才不來的。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtHrbwMLHbr
還覺得我有立即通知她，是盡責的行為。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3BLuaZ1LWb
然而，只是因為她沒有看到訊息，才不知道我沒有來。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrgiKsvVr8b
而一直在比賽時東張西望，這是她身為選手的不成熟。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBd4Sq94ILp
但是，其實我是非常自責的，因為若果我有出現的話，或許她就不會輸掉比賽。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgjhBLM8tFP
我從此得知了，當承諾實現不了的時候，就只會帶來失望，是對自己的失望……545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsS6TuDYf34
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「叮鈴鈴—鈴鈴—」545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQWtZVhbrRP
「嗄！」我突然從鬧鐘中醒過，並發現電話只是放在了我頭的一旁響鬧著。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIfyL64HDxc
於是我立即拿起來看，並隨即發現了Venus數個未讀訊息……545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRyTXJefLCk
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「弊，琴晚唔好小心瞓著咗，無覆到佢！」545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHmqi8WHDVj
我慌張起來地說道，並馬上點開她的訊息來看。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVkHOOE4PtN
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「阿侑你聽日有咩比賽啊？」545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvxWHH1cZ64
這是她午夜十二時半向我發出的。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS5WMQQXo4G
然而，那時候我卻昏睡了，所以遲遲都沒有回覆她。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxOtbp0zanA
因此，在大約十分後她又傳來：545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPCQ1Gd5BDX
「Online住唔應嘅？」545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN0xMwPDEMC
「跑完步攰得制瞓咗？」545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCBJWD9sqv0
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接著，再過五分鐘後，她確認了我已經是中途昏睡了。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtBQ3EEmsDn
她便傳來了一句打氣及晚安。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtBZ35Tay2z
「聽日繼續加油啦！晚安啦傻>w<」545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFgCnxNkl0f
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然後，直到今早六時半，她又向我傳來了一個訊息：545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBV2EpSnrIM
「我準備做手術啦」545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvy3yXQIrMX
「做完再覆你ouo<3」545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡew6LWJYaHO
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我看到了她即將要進行手術的訊息後，立即就回覆她：545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPxr2apBeKF
「加油啊！我會等你回覆架>X<」545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHnThSvdQDs
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然而，這一段訊息，卻是維持了一段時間的單剔號。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIjeA4vV6rJ
意味著她並沒有收到我的訊息。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Cghn46qVu
會是單剔號，可能是因為訊號不良接收不到，也可能是她關機了。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAlJQSn9xso
但這時候，我都只能坐在床上看著手機上與她的對話眶。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqdM0i5i30f
心裡不斷希望剛剛的那一句訊息，由單剔號變成雙剔號……545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzqgvA15i3K
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雖然剔號並沒有改變，但是此刻我也再次回到運動場上。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUDuRrtbGJs
不過雙腳仍然在作痛著，痛楚比昨晚的還來得更刺更痛。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0K4vWTIMOa
而且更糟糕的是，甚至在我平常步速下步行時。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNgSm6UJ8PQ
也會不時感到突如其來的一陣刺痛，使我在一瞬間一瘸一拐起來。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF6pRXqF3Rb
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但我還不能就此停下腳步，因為此刻我都已經站在了二百米短跑的起點線上。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc9stS3z43v
只要再多撐三場賽事，我便能光榮地向做完手術的Venus展示自己的努力，展示自己達成承諾了……545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsswaXdip9v
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「各就位……預備……」545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2KlJN7YPlk
起點發令員很快也舉起了起步槍。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlb3RHLFqrD
於是我也蹲下來作起步準備，然而就在蹲下的一瞬間。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPm2uAXmqbp
小腿卻如同被猛火燃燒一樣，我也只能以三個詞彙來形容，就是刺熱、酸痛以及辛苦。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9lW1CSB7So
但是我已經回不了去，因為起步的槍聲也隨即響起。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡck5a4LYeTE
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「呯—」 545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTkOj8maJFm
我立即抬起身來向前跑，卻發現自己怎麼跑也跑不快。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7YXE0rYyqs
並且很快就從第三名被超前成為第四名。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvePYTyk3lB
接著更陸續被反超前，由第四五跌到第五名、第六名、第七名……第八名。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqvm64o7BFB
最後更成為了最後一名。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVJHSXbA1ei
但是，即使我再怎麼發力奔跑也好，還是追不上眼前的選手……545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJbyvsX8GGz
只能眼白白看著他們逐一衝線，自己卻還在跑著。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQO2dzZpzL
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這場二百米賽事，我可是徹底地敗北了。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVFzc7IQZGw
到底我是在搞甚麼鬼了？545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQrAVFymW06
為什麼會落敗？為什麼這麼簡單都贏不了？545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSgpZggaYQE
我恨自己，恨自己又未能實現承諾。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzTkDMhhogD
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然而片刻後，我也一拐一拐地在看台下方走著。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHIi0jZeQyh
打算前往更衣室檢討一人自己的失敗，並再次拉筋起來準備下午的賽事。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN6JsTQnGKS
可是這時候，前方卻有人阻擋了我的前路，並說：「阿侑……你做咩啦……」545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhT6Uu8PyLa
是Mandy。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2A3YGxkteI
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「無啊，我去更衣室拉筋啊，仲要準備下晝嘅比賽。」545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw4Ta7BTmAK
我馬上就向她說道了目的，並打算從她身旁走過。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxpaIX2Gd6S
可是，她卻突然捉住了我的手臂並說：545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCaTJBmJmQo
「Zack佢話你怪怪地，搏哂命去參加比賽，所以我先落嚟睇一睇你。」545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP8P4hgBB89
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「咁要贏就要搏命架啦。」我還是一臉輕鬆的與她說著。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqoixvax8FS
可是她卻表現激動起來：「搏命搏到依家行路拐下拐下咁，你無嘢啊嘛？」545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhFhpHCnUFN
我嚇了一嚇，沒有即時回應她。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡShZMnUek7M
於是她也繼續說下去：「何鵬侑，你講！到底發生咗咩事你要咁搏命？」545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc5iLqiQKIf
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「我應承咗人，咁咪要搏命囉！承諾嚟架嘛！」我說道。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwpYoei08de
「喺承諾咁又點？」但她隨即就質問起來。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbl8sRxX3ox
此刻被她質疑到「承諾」時，我也忍不住激動起來說：545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz2ae2UTB3b
「實現唔到承諾咪會失望囉！就好似以前咁，我明明應承咗你，但喺又嚟唔到睇你學界比賽，仲要搞到你分神輸咗！咪搞到你對我失望囉！」545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtMeIxgF67B
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「啪—」545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzGZdraETy6
她突然一巴拳打到我的左臉上。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1FFIkM5UTm
我瞬間愣住，並發現了她已經淚流滿面起來。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjJc8RBcmeG
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「我個陣……根本就無對你失望……我知你有原因先唔嚟……點解你就一定要……一定要覺得我喺對你失望啊……」她哽咽地說著。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSGFSWoxBel
直至這一刻，我才下意識過來。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMJzz8yXKjK
剛剛的那一句說話，到底是有多麼的錯……545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPHyf48YM0G
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「為了實現承諾而使人失望，划算嗎」545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiCOwC631Mu
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