暑假篇:復合?492Please respect copyright.PENANA28Kvi4S5sJ
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「你知唔知,當年喺廁所搵到Ivy嗰個……就喺我。」492Please respect copyright.PENANAjjzDQqYJO6
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在Mandy說完這一句話後,換轉是我目瞪口呆起來。492Please respect copyright.PENANANj55uU3ksX
並隨即語帶疑惑說:「吓?你講真架?」492Please respect copyright.PENANAeMtHq7Ioem
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她點頭說:「可能無乜人記得,但喺個陣真喺我喺學校七樓搵到佢。」492Please respect copyright.PENANAZQiKIdTEqa
我沒有說話,只是繼續一臉難以置信地看著她。492Please respect copyright.PENANALXKqgJEFzp
而她也繼續把話接下去:「當時場面真喺好恐怖……我嗌住Ivy個名,一轉入女廁就見到成地都喺有血嘅紙巾,然後就見到拎住𠝹刀、成手血嘅Ivy坐咗喺地下到……」492Please respect copyright.PENANAla0UBver2f
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當年,我都只知道Ivy是在洗手間裡自殘,不知道實際的情況。492Please respect copyright.PENANAx3GE2zspn2
但是Mandy把當年的情境描述出來後,我不自覺地咽了咽口水。492Please respect copyright.PENANApjdKuHPvNB
不過接下來,我卻是把手放到了她的頭上,並開始撫摸著。492Please respect copyright.PENANApTsdtBnJN4
「比你見到啲咁嘅畫面……應該喺好驚。」492Please respect copyright.PENANAmC3byiw1ea
而她也繼續任由我摸著頭,並說:「嗯……當時我見到咁血淋淋嘅畫面,真喺差啲就當場嚇暈咗,即使到依家都仲喺歷歷在目……」492Please respect copyright.PENANAnUIhsnhsdm
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此刻,我的內心也逐漸感到無比的內疚。492Please respect copyright.PENANAJs749gwXbR
因為我,先導致了一個喜歡我的女生選擇自殘。492Please respect copyright.PENANAJaZMEEa2m2
更使得一個與事情無關的女生留下了陰影。492Please respect copyright.PENANAcifCfF1XVb
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「不過……」她隨即也抬頭看著我說。492Please respect copyright.PENANAaTjuoeZauM
「不過啲咩啦?」我問道,示意她把話接下去。492Please respect copyright.PENANA6S9cKP5dF7
但她先轉移了視線並思考片刻,接著也再次與我對視並說:492Please respect copyright.PENANAhg409kIGDh
「不過我都終於明白當時Ivy同我講嘅一句說話。」492Please respect copyright.PENANA1DUjVWdPyj
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「說話?」我好奇地問道,想不到當時竟然還有後續。492Please respect copyright.PENANAdjMTAGfJ3x
「佢見到我之後就問我……Mandy你有無試過鍾意咗一個唔應該鍾意嘅人,然而又甩唔身,反而仲踩越深。」492Please respect copyright.PENANANAAi9dBFYG
她模仿了當時Ivy的語氣說道。492Please respect copyright.PENANAnOr5fCtgQk
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而更強烈的內疚感,也隨即從我的內心中湧現出來。492Please respect copyright.PENANAqxy22NJkSP
使得我沒有說任何話回應她,只是如同一個啞子一樣,沉默下來。492Please respect copyright.PENANAA8kj8IwZl6
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Mandy似乎也留意到了我的變化。492Please respect copyright.PENANAPKENudbdSp
於是先凝視著我片刻,然後就走前了一步,並把雙手放到我的臉頰上。492Please respect copyright.PENANAg6RIWtQAeK
「阿侑同我一樣,都喺傻瓜……」492Please respect copyright.PENANAQ22jwUh7Nk
「點解我哋喺傻瓜啊?」492Please respect copyright.PENANAg4i1Tm4x9V
「我傻喺因為,可以我同Ivy一樣,都鍾意咗一個唔應該鍾意嘅人。明明就唔應該再鍾意翻你,明明就唔應該一直都仲鍾意住你……」492Please respect copyright.PENANAHf6ZsY5nSf
說著說著,她的雙眼也漸漸泛起了淚光,聲音變得硬咽起來。492Please respect copyright.PENANAoy9MkHmAML
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「玥玥,你唔好喊啊!」492Please respect copyright.PENANAhmDQQOiCbR
看到她熱淚盈眶的一瞬間,我也開始變得不知所措起來。492Please respect copyright.PENANABG3YSq0xSy
明明只是喜歡一個人而且,為何最後卻會使得自己變得傷痕累累?492Please respect copyright.PENANAIfhVns6Kx3
我曾經傷害了一個喜歡我的人,難道現在又要再傷害多一個喜歡我的人嗎?492Please respect copyright.PENANAyMMRAxsrT8
我必須想辦法……有了!492Please respect copyright.PENANAnvCINmVLGT
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「伏—」492Please respect copyright.PENANAfDyODl5Ox6
在下一秒,淚水正開始從雙眼流出的Mandy,被我一下子拉到懷裡,並緊緊擁抱著。492Please respect copyright.PENANAahzieLalMk
既然一時三刻說出不任何安慰的說話,那就由行動來代替吧!492Please respect copyright.PENANAeR5J2YbgcA
不過回想一下,這應該是我們再次相遇後,第一次由我來主動擁抱她。492Please respect copyright.PENANAzNPOh4aE8s
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而被我突如其來拉到懷裡的Mandy,當然也隨即停止了哭泣。492Please respect copyright.PENANA81UBNDBprL
取而代之就是愕然起來,並語帶驚訝地說:「阿侑,你做咩突然攬我……?」492Please respect copyright.PENANAITpKXa0tX7
「喺啊!因為我都諗唔到講咩好,所以直接攬住你算啦。」492Please respect copyright.PENANAn4kmM6Rw2p
這個理由應該是我生平中,最爛的一個。492Please respect copyright.PENANAmiuhLwo2yg
不過還是成功停止了她哭泣,都算是某程度上的成功了吧?492Please respect copyright.PENANAz91tFJ1yci
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「哎吔,笑到我標眼水啦,邊有人諗唔到講咩,就直接攬住人架,哈哈。」492Please respect copyright.PENANArSo2VBfKYy
接下來,她也在我的懷裡開始笑起來。492Please respect copyright.PENANAklHNno0v37
而我也只好無耐地說:「諗住攬住當安慰嘛,點知原來會比人笑,咁唔攬囉!」492Please respect copyright.PENANAZ1N9egrCPY
「唔比!」她隨即一聲喊道,然後就雙手摟緊了我的腰部,並再小小聲地說:「比我攬多陣先……」492Please respect copyright.PENANAZ5y7DnlThn
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於是我也只好繼續任由她摟抱著,當然我都一樣繼續雙手擁抱著她。492Please respect copyright.PENANAs5R0TnMXDK
直至過了一會,她也放開了雙手。492Please respect copyright.PENANAIt6GH9EjiB
因此我都同一時間放開了手,並後退兩步,與她四目交投。492Please respect copyright.PENANA61Lojj2Z1Z
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此刻,雖然她的雙眼殘留著淚珠,可是臉上同時也掛上了一個甜蜜的笑容。492Please respect copyright.PENANAeucytjEOzv
「阿侑正傻瓜,整天在那天邊高高掛。」492Please respect copyright.PENANAY4Bf61r60m
「咩在那天邊高高掛啊?」我一臉疑惑地問道。492Please respect copyright.PENANAamIgF6jqbX
「歌詞嚟架!不過唔喺重點,重點喺你真喺好傻,唔怪得Venus會咁鍾意你。」492Please respect copyright.PENANAyFI5Edx0WU
「吓?又關愛瑩……Venus事?」我從疑惑轉而變得百思不解起來。492Please respect copyright.PENANAbyk7qoamYX
所以我傻與在天邊高高掛,以及Venus會喜歡我到底有甚麼關係?492Please respect copyright.PENANArFKXWYLeq3
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「阿侑……」但她接著卻是再次叫道我的名字。492Please respect copyright.PENANAbDWN9a8nLs
於是我也不服輸,隨即皺著眉頭說:「又做咩啦?」492Please respect copyright.PENANAGLbAbFlfvj
「如果我哋唔復合,咁做好朋友得唔得啊?」492Please respect copyright.PENANACRlPXKH4Ik
正當我聽到「好朋友」這三個字後,馬上瞪大雙眼震驚了一下。492Please respect copyright.PENANAoJdXmqWiwR
因為都好像有一段時間已經沒有聽到有人提起「好朋友」這三個字了。492Please respect copyright.PENANAMlmRSSH4kF
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「點解喺好朋友啊?」我立即好奇地問道她。492Please respect copyright.PENANAykE2R1tpyT
「因為我覺得……我哋喺好朋友呢個關係,會好似特別啲咁。」492Please respect copyright.PENANAGvZ2DWzgTS
她說著的同時,轉移了視線,似乎是想起了些事情。492Please respect copyright.PENANAF4DbJnWWyl
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但是我隨即也回應她:「唔喺好朋友關喺得唔得啊?」492Please respect copyright.PENANAku0HEThtPM
我會這樣說,全是因為「好朋友」在我的認知中,其實在不斷改變著。492Please respect copyright.PENANAAv9trN45e9
原來「好朋友」這個關係,最初也只是依玲談談心事而且。492Please respect copyright.PENANA0mFogm51R8
可是逐漸卻演變成與Venus的曖昧關係,甚至後來連一開始的「好朋友」依玲也喜歡了我。492Please respect copyright.PENANAtxz3kY5ms8
所以,到底「好朋友」這個關係,是發展於友誼上,還是感情上呢?492Please respect copyright.PENANAqxuW9YQaO6
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「呵,佢哋同你又拖手又攬又錫,就做得好朋友,而我就唔做得!」492Please respect copyright.PENANABQQJsrEaXB
Mandy說完後,便一同皺起眉頭及鼓起腮幫子。492Please respect copyright.PENANARK4mfaAX02
看著看著,便覺得她的樣子有點可愛。492Please respect copyright.PENANAyh2NL0uT72
不,重點不是她可不可愛,而是為什麼她會知道我與Venus及依玲的事情?!492Please respect copyright.PENANA0jDpLd1HY0
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「睇你個樣就知你驚訝緊點解我好似咩都知咁啦……」她立即沾沾自喜地說道。492Please respect copyright.PENANAFMsLcj0AJM
而我隨即腦海中也想到了答案,並不禁用手掩著臉說:「你搵咗Fazer攞情報……」492Please respect copyright.PENANAy7ewi2MAfU
想不到,我與學校擁有最強搜索資料能力的「狼」同為朋友,卻會有被對方「起底」的一天……492Please respect copyright.PENANAfeH2Zkp4Qm
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「嗱,你唔拒絕,我當你應承架啦!」她突然走到了我臉前說。492Please respect copyright.PENANAQ2bEQix7lj
「想唔應承都唔得啦……」我無耐地回應。492Please respect copyright.PENANAIv4fIlNont
於是她隨即也露出了一個愉快的表情,接著活蹦亂跳地走到了宿舍的門口。492Please respect copyright.PENANAmrDWX99qTO
而看著她此刻心滿意中的樣子,我也不禁會心一笑。492Please respect copyright.PENANAqPFOZhZ0WE
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當我一同走門口時,Mandy便向我伸手說道:「阿侑,情侶任務啊!」492Please respect copyright.PENANAty3Ib3Y2JY
而我也馬上牽住了她的手:「知啦知啦,我哋快啲翻去繼續BBQ啦。」492Please respect copyright.PENANAvUiirSxkIz
接下來,我與她,牽著手,在昏黃的路燈下,沿著小徑,往燒烤場的方向前往。492Please respect copyright.PENANArCnZCJOX7g
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雖然,復合的請求最終演變成「好朋友」關係。492Please respect copyright.PENANAdWuTd2XkKA
不過對於我們現階段來說,或許是最好的相處方式。492Please respect copyright.PENANAkvznhXvI2a
至於結局會是如何,此刻的我也不敢想像……492Please respect copyright.PENANAEDYN1twp6R
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「我不介意未來的發展,只希望現在能繼續珍惜你」492Please respect copyright.PENANA1JFUvGmbSs
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小番外:492Please respect copyright.PENANA9cMj0NlWcz
在返回燒烤場的途中,阿侑發現自己兩手空空,感覺好像是遺忘了某些東西。492Please respect copyright.PENANAIYQWsUKiSE
不過他怎樣努力回想,都想不起到底拿漏了甚麼東西。492Please respect copyright.PENANAYqKwVcObLg
而此時,一卷錫紙正倒臥在宿舍的餐桌上,被外面的月光照耀著。492Please respect copyright.PENANA3z3RlGLlyT
然而,看來今晚的燒烤,它都應該無緣作出貢獻了。492Please respect copyright.PENANA6V9QlyIO4O
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作者閒聊:492Please respect copyright.PENANArY0iuIg0f2
故事標題《你好,我只是你的好朋友》,到底阿侑會是「我」還是「你」呢?492Please respect copyright.PENANANooy6Q7bCD