第四十三章:解釋721Please respect copyright.PENANAIu07kYyAj0
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「何鵬侑,我問你!到底Mandy喺邊個!」721Please respect copyright.PENANADN55G2yECs
依玲皺起眉頭盯著我說。721Please respect copyright.PENANAz17gHVv6In
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這一刻我完全不知道怎麼樣向她解釋。721Please respect copyright.PENANADngCNzLI6C
但既然都已經不能再隱藏了,那我只好……721Please respect copyright.PENANAQoG335DgmU
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「Mandy喺我中三時嘅女朋友,不過已經喺ex……」721Please respect copyright.PENANA0X8yhedbhf
我只好如實向她說出我一直以來都沒有與她說的過去。721Please respect copyright.PENANAqeyXeYRmjD
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「點解你一直都無同我講過?」她有一點氣憤地說。721Please respect copyright.PENANAEOTcaOER1n
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「因為我覺得反正都喺過咗去嘅事,所以未無講。」721Please respect copyright.PENANA36IkzZ8efL
此刻我只能夠誠實地回答她所有的問題。721Please respect copyright.PENANAEsRjFFf2Eb
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「我唔理喺咪過咗去……我care喺你做咩一直都唔同我講?而佢兩個都知,喺得我唔知。」721Please respect copyright.PENANA7GIQYsGFqb
她開始有點激動起來,並指向了我旁邊的Eve及Rita。721Please respect copyright.PENANADUFmsYyy6x
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「佢哋拍拖個陣我就知架啦……而Eve喺有次我同佢講嘅……所以你唔好誤會Alvin啊。」721Please respect copyright.PENANAGz4CEG9OYG
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Rita嘗試為我解釋著,而她身旁的Eve都一同點頭表示認同Rita的說話。721Please respect copyright.PENANAWcwtFLQ6jD
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「依玲,你認真聽住,我有ex呢件事全班真喺得Rita同Eve先知……我真喺無同過任何人講……」721Please respect copyright.PENANAFyD2eFznG3
我都一同解釋起來,希望能夠平靜一下依玲的情緒。721Please respect copyright.PENANAJaZcvuDnDo
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但當我說完後,我發現依玲的雙眼已經熱淚盈眶……721Please respect copyright.PENANAsF1QS8yOPi
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「我喺唔明點解你一直都唔同我講……明明我哋傾過咁多心事,你都可以唔同我講……」721Please respect copyright.PENANAbRf8fsOpSu
她的眼淚開始流下來了。721Please respect copyright.PENANAaakuWLJftU
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我們另外三人看到她開始哭起來後,都立即變得不知所惜。721Please respect copyright.PENANAcz0P8pxmNf
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「對唔住,我想去靜一靜先……」721Please respect copyright.PENANAFr9DdrdOOJ
依玲很快抹走了自己臉上的淚水,然後就急步地跑離了我們身處的帳蓬。721Please respect copyright.PENANApdwIvsTpHB
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「依玲!」721Please respect copyright.PENANAHet0kMdCg4
我當然是第一時間一同衝出去追上她……721Please respect copyright.PENANAheviiRGWN2
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「依玲!你聽我講先啦……依玲!」721Please respect copyright.PENANAVhfVtGqVaF
我一邊跑著一邊叫道她。721Please respect copyright.PENANAIS9lDvvtd2
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但她似乎沒有打算停下腳步。721Please respect copyright.PENANAa7Eb7a6XBo
那我只好一直在她後面追趕著。721Please respect copyright.PENANAPVN5jQAi77
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直到她跑到了一個公共洗手間附近時,她停下了腳步。721Please respect copyright.PENANAX0z0WjX1tX
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「依玲……」我同樣停下了腳步。721Please respect copyright.PENANAYl8P8qAbi2
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我們二人站在原地,直到依玲先轉身面向著我。721Please respect copyright.PENANAYvnWuz4aUz
但她的雙眼仍然全是淚水……721Please respect copyright.PENANAoPZwIwICuY
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「我比你講……你講……」她用著一個淒涼的聲音向我說。721Please respect copyright.PENANAwjE6lVwYOu
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從路人角度來看的話,我與依玲二人現在簡直就像情侶吵架一樣,女方哭著需要男方道歉。721Please respect copyright.PENANAgmEfBsNNCE
而通常這種情況下,男方只要上前擁抱著女方道歉,都會很快得到原諒的。721Please respect copyright.PENANApKNI4XR7bM
但可惜我們現在不是情侶……721Please respect copyright.PENANA3xVPJcfdZT
我除了道歉及解釋外就沒有第二種方法了。721Please respect copyright.PENANAk14Y8WC4rd
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「Mandy喺我中三個陣時嘅女朋友……但後來暑假因為佢要過澳洲讀書,我哋先會分咗手……一直都無同你講……對唔住。」721Please respect copyright.PENANALny1SUoCeX
我最終都是向她道歉了。721Please respect copyright.PENANAucRE9M6sMd
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始終在一開始我沒有把這件事跟她說,是我不好先。721Please respect copyright.PENANASxCoYb54no
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「咁……咁點解你一直都唔同我講?」她繼續問道。721Please respect copyright.PENANAPG55mcL4ug
雖然她沒有哭出來,但雙眼仍然是熱淚盈眶。721Please respect copyright.PENANA2XN0XulSFT
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「因為我覺得唔重要……」我支支吾吾地說著。721Please respect copyright.PENANA8pRBYl4Xdz
但我知道這個答案是錯誤的。721Please respect copyright.PENANA4V75IGIkTN
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「唔重要?咩唔重要啊?我覺得重要喎!」721Please respect copyright.PENANAJ6NO7bCM8L
她開始變得有點激動起來地說。721Please respect copyright.PENANArgpin0rh1h
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「有咩咁重要先?反正都只喺我嘅過去……根本唔重要!」我繼續解釋起來。721Please respect copyright.PENANAoKhVM9pttH
站在我角度,我認為與Mandy的事都已經過去了。721Please respect copyright.PENANAJnoFSKZwPB
因此沒有必要再把過去的事、過去的傷痕再一次掘出來。721Please respect copyright.PENANAxrdcXFpUFV
難道一次傷害不夠,還要來第二次傷害嗎?721Please respect copyright.PENANAhc4xy90VE1
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「何鵬侑你好自私啊!」她很大聲地直接罵了出來。721Please respect copyright.PENANAusgpTb2sKu
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我都頓時被她震驚了一下,沒有立即回應她。721Please respect copyright.PENANAcnECnYtlT8
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「我當你喺好朋友,將我好多嘢……好多心事都同你講……連我同Raymond以前嘅事都同你講……就因為我信你,真心當你喺好朋友……但喺原來你就一直收埋咗啲秘密唔話我知……咁仲算咩好朋友啊!」721Please respect copyright.PENANAYTKK8Qe2Gz
她一下子說完後,眼淚就開始從眼眶流下來。721Please respect copyright.PENANAbX7wvR9aWD
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但我仍然沒有回應她……721Please respect copyright.PENANAmo5SCp46kV
應該說是不知道怎樣開口回應。721Please respect copyright.PENANAi2k6tFJhpy
始終隱瞞秘密的是我。721Please respect copyright.PENANA0zGpute1G8
令她失望的也是我。721Please respect copyright.PENANATGvAwqK3pg
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「我無資格做你好朋友……」我低下了頭說著。721Please respect copyright.PENANA7kDoIs8aQK
或許我真的不配與她有這個「好朋友」的關係。721Please respect copyright.PENANA4HMd9kiw69
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「你想走啊?」依玲看著我說。721Please respect copyright.PENANA00Ialg6lcX
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我沒有說話。721Please respect copyright.PENANAv7CsiUpPJZ
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「你依家話走就走啊?」她繼續說。721Please respect copyright.PENANAas7faPVr1a
然後就開始慢慢地向著我前進,直到走了我的面前。721Please respect copyright.PENANAGuegHaswRE
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她與我一樣都沒有再說話,只是默默地低著頭。721Please respect copyright.PENANAWPixjntM1T
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「依玲,對唔住……」我除了道歉就沒有任何事可以做了。721Please respect copyright.PENANAkdDNK5TSY8
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而她就沒有開口說甚麼。721Please respect copyright.PENANAjmdh9cRDQI
只是雙手摟緊我的腰,然後把頭貼在我的胸前。721Please respect copyright.PENANA5vvKkDGKNS
「我唔會比你走……唔比走……」她在我懷中哭著說。721Please respect copyright.PENANAKscmhFb06b
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「但我做唔到好朋友應該做嘅嘢……連最基本嘅打開心扇都做唔到……」721Please respect copyright.PENANAmw9seBETmy
我仍然被她緊摟著。721Please respect copyright.PENANAoaZKq1IuBd
現在我們就真的看上去與情侶沒有分別了。721Please respect copyright.PENANACQDwt7fYa6
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「咁你……由今日開始做……你應承我……」她繼續說著。721Please respect copyright.PENANAnMssokXOu3
但因為她把頭貼在了我胸口上,所以有一點聽不清潔她說甚麼。721Please respect copyright.PENANAtQSiiU5ioi
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「你咩今日開始咩啊?」我問道她。721Please respect copyright.PENANAt1RV5vzcG4
因為我實在是聽不到她在說甚麼。721Please respect copyright.PENANARAK31ZT3Xc
我不是故意的這樣問的……721Please respect copyright.PENANA5uZC4QQFkv
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「我話你由今日開始做翻個稱職嘅好朋友啊!咁都聽唔到!」721Please respect copyright.PENANAHpbAg7MASo
她把頭從我胸口拿開,然後有一點激動地看著我說。721Please respect copyright.PENANApA48UV4t8T
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「哦……聽到啦……」721Please respect copyright.PENANAWoY3K9vX8M
我又被她罵了多一次。721Please respect copyright.PENANAMWarYZHkNL
都怪我把剛剛的氣氛一下子搞垮了。721Please respect copyright.PENANA3TYjpY0NhY
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「所以你應承我!唔準再將啲嘢收埋收埋!如果唔喺我唔放手!」721Please respect copyright.PENANAzM4bvzY3W6
她一邊說著,然後一邊繼續緊摟著我。721Please respect copyright.PENANAPbTBRldQ53
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剛剛的氣氛被我破壞後,現在被她這樣摟緊反而有一點尷尬起來。721Please respect copyright.PENANA5HhmPDPjCT
畢竟我昨天才意外地抱緊了Venus,並被她親吻了臉頰……721Please respect copyright.PENANA31y0BzDJc4
連續兩天都與非情侶關係的女生有這樣的身體接觸,我會大腦當機的。721Please respect copyright.PENANA3VbE7T7gx8
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「好啦!好啦!我應承你啦!」721Please respect copyright.PENANAVEDnScZJLE
為了令她放手,我只好答應她。721Please respect copyright.PENANAalFOSBrHQK
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「咁假嘅……唔收貨!」她仍然緊摟著我說道。721Please respect copyright.PENANAcPlD1EzxEG
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「我知啦……我何鵬侑應承鍾依玲,以後唔會再將啲心事收埋唔講,會做一個稱職嘅好朋友!」721Please respect copyright.PENANAnTrLGCkYwa
我深呼吸了一下後,就大聲說地說了出來。721Please respect copyright.PENANA18VXwSktCE
連旁邊剛剛上完洗手間的阿伯都立即看著我……721Please respect copyright.PENANAeqL1eIpdMY
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「噓!你咁大聲講,想全世界都聽到啊!?」721Please respect copyright.PENANAU8WdHV1yaW
她終於放開了雙手並立即用其中一隻手掩住我的嘴。721Please respect copyright.PENANABmWfjTl2V5
這個動作我好像曾經都對她做過,只是這一次是我們交換了位置。721Please respect copyright.PENANAC0wjpqNd1E
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「我哋都喺翻去做嘢先,一陣比人發現離開咗崗位就弊……我哋今晚先再繼續處理。」721Please respect copyright.PENANAVdoanaCFZK
依玲放開了她掩住我嘴巴的手後,就往露天廣場的方向看過去。721Please respect copyright.PENANA30qBM908jD
然後就拉著我一同走回去。721Please respect copyright.PENANAh8rkKUcFvy
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而我剛剛聽到了她說「今晚再繼續處理」七字。721Please respect copyright.PENANAkg1qdjGqMx
我就知道我今晚都應該一段時間不用睡了……721Please respect copyright.PENANAIfHHemQqOE
我指是要對著手機與她解釋及交談,不要誤會。721Please respect copyright.PENANArErDhIMCcN
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「今日辛苦大家啦……之後我會比翻今日嘅義工證明你哋,等你哋可以入翻落學校個OLE時數到。」721Please respect copyright.PENANA0FPyGti6cI
依玲在收抬著我們脫下的大會衣服時說道。721Please respect copyright.PENANAXNej6KWRUj
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「好嘢!有得計時數!」Rita有點興奮地說。721Please respect copyright.PENANALxCjoibSky
「Elaine,你下次再有類似活動就記得搵埋我哋做義工。」721Please respect copyright.PENANABqi3VZu5qu
Eve在一旁準備拿起了她的袋子時說道。721Please respect copyright.PENANACKYUvYMxsy
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而在Eve拿起了袋子的一瞬間……721Please respect copyright.PENANAGI0jfsXmen
「妹妹,可唔可以比你個電話我啊!」721Please respect copyright.PENANAHmuyJEbKBK
「同學,我哋交換電話啦!」721Please respect copyright.PENANAvcelSZJ1JV
「我想同你做個朋友啊!」721Please respect copyright.PENANA6cK5siMEbC
突然數個男生就衝到了她面前要求拿取她的聯絡方法。721Please respect copyright.PENANAZNlbuYlzFI
看來這些男生都是在今天到我們這裡拿取物資時被Eve所吸引了的呢。721Please respect copyright.PENANAz9TYfK5pAm
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接著我就與依玲及Rita只好在一旁看著Eve用著一個不知所措的表情來應付這些突如其來的「追求者」……721Please respect copyright.PENANAlcqKqQs3E8
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「你哋可以走先啦!」依玲拿著摺疊好的衣服與我們說。721Please respect copyright.PENANAoMKYrX6ZLZ
「咁我哋走先啦!Bye bye!」Rita帶著了剛剛連續拒絕了三人而累壞了的Eve先行離開。721Please respect copyright.PENANAthhYvohjFK
而我都準備離開並與依玲道別時……721Please respect copyright.PENANA7kTizFWneW
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「阿侑,啱先咁樣攬住你……希望你唔好介意……」721Please respect copyright.PENANAim9YBfN2ug
依玲說話的整個語氣完全不同了。721Please respect copyright.PENANAZkD2L4ZCay
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「唔緊要啊,當喺同上次玩捉迷藏個陣打和囉,哈哈。」721Please respect copyright.PENANAfdjOIwPvAo
我不自覺地用上了「打和」理論與她說。721Please respect copyright.PENANAA6ff4TD8Fd
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「都話咗唔好再提個次……不過算你啦!你快啲走啦,我都要去還翻啲衫。」721Please respect copyright.PENANAA64lGfchk5
她拿著滿手摺疊好的衣服開始準備離開。721Please respect copyright.PENANAkeYH4XtUnI
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「好啦,我哋今晚再傾,拜啦!」721Please respect copyright.PENANAXHzsHQIzy1
以免阻礙到她盡快完成工作,我都馬上與她道別。721Please respect copyright.PENANAGNX9oKsF0j
而她都與我道別過後,我就轉身離開了。721Please respect copyright.PENANA28FoM3C9Jm
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接下來,我很快就來到了車站。721Please respect copyright.PENANAydpdsSsKcm
並在月台上等待了一會後,就有輕鐵駛到了。721Please respect copyright.PENANATrMWdhyLT5
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我走上了列車的第一卡車廂,並找了一個位置站著。721Please respect copyright.PENANAaZCuN4V68k
然後就一直掃著我的手機。721Please respect copyright.PENANANqOhpNZjRh
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直到列車駛到達某一個站,並開始慢慢停下來時。721Please respect copyright.PENANA1q0jE34YWL
我八卦地看了一下四周。721Please respect copyright.PENANAr277escxv1
但我隨即在後方的車廂,看見了她……721Please respect copyright.PENANAhvkAqoNKnd
我看見了Mandy。721Please respect copyright.PENANAwBK3JefOsd
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當列車停頓下來,並打開了車門時。721Please respect copyright.PENANA20l2GpnEWF
她隨著人群慢慢地走出了車廂。721Please respect copyright.PENANAms17fUtx6M
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於是我在不知道甚麼的刺激下,打算一同走出車廂。721Please respect copyright.PENANA9WbSH1aJEH
但我的前方卻有一群人站著,使我需要稍為借過一下才能走出車門。721Please respect copyright.PENANAbITrmFB0sK
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而當我走出了車廂,並在下車的人群中試圖尋找她的身影時……721Please respect copyright.PENANA5krvlxWwT3
我並沒有再看到她。721Please respect copyright.PENANA0fI3G4MtBh
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直至列車駕離,人群散去。721Please respect copyright.PENANAp4fjVvuFqH
就只餘下我一個人站在車站的月台上。721Please respect copyright.PENANA273rQaIv3F
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到底是我眼花認錯人了,還是太過掛念她所以出現幻覺了……721Please respect copyright.PENANAvX1rfVfnVV
我都不知道。721Please respect copyright.PENANA7HqzRJArW0
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「當我離開時,我希望你能夠再次捉緊我」721Please respect copyright.PENANA2RcTEG0jXn