第四十三章:解釋722Please respect copyright.PENANAa5ZRhe0Gdm
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「何鵬侑,我問你!到底Mandy喺邊個!」722Please respect copyright.PENANA70uvLu5spE
依玲皺起眉頭盯著我說。722Please respect copyright.PENANA3bRMB9rYkr
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這一刻我完全不知道怎麼樣向她解釋。722Please respect copyright.PENANAZHV58rtI8n
但既然都已經不能再隱藏了,那我只好……722Please respect copyright.PENANAyU8pyDdEoR
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「Mandy喺我中三時嘅女朋友,不過已經喺ex……」722Please respect copyright.PENANA4zzyhXJ7St
我只好如實向她說出我一直以來都沒有與她說的過去。722Please respect copyright.PENANANmmSUeJE91
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「點解你一直都無同我講過?」她有一點氣憤地說。722Please respect copyright.PENANAAQnxipDJc8
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「因為我覺得反正都喺過咗去嘅事,所以未無講。」722Please respect copyright.PENANA8QjPkvIND5
此刻我只能夠誠實地回答她所有的問題。722Please respect copyright.PENANAjTUHq1kSOS
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「我唔理喺咪過咗去……我care喺你做咩一直都唔同我講?而佢兩個都知,喺得我唔知。」722Please respect copyright.PENANAs1ekfB0ySy
她開始有點激動起來,並指向了我旁邊的Eve及Rita。722Please respect copyright.PENANANLSZ06nlKe
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「佢哋拍拖個陣我就知架啦……而Eve喺有次我同佢講嘅……所以你唔好誤會Alvin啊。」722Please respect copyright.PENANAjqtn77YWpY
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Rita嘗試為我解釋著,而她身旁的Eve都一同點頭表示認同Rita的說話。722Please respect copyright.PENANAhBTugadqwk
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「依玲,你認真聽住,我有ex呢件事全班真喺得Rita同Eve先知……我真喺無同過任何人講……」722Please respect copyright.PENANAq4BHve22Je
我都一同解釋起來,希望能夠平靜一下依玲的情緒。722Please respect copyright.PENANAERsberPFTJ
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但當我說完後,我發現依玲的雙眼已經熱淚盈眶……722Please respect copyright.PENANAeRpF6oIcNF
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「我喺唔明點解你一直都唔同我講……明明我哋傾過咁多心事,你都可以唔同我講……」722Please respect copyright.PENANA6WHZzcoljU
她的眼淚開始流下來了。722Please respect copyright.PENANABZLlsBse5h
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我們另外三人看到她開始哭起來後,都立即變得不知所惜。722Please respect copyright.PENANAlA7naPX3rv
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「對唔住,我想去靜一靜先……」722Please respect copyright.PENANAj4LwyGSefM
依玲很快抹走了自己臉上的淚水,然後就急步地跑離了我們身處的帳蓬。722Please respect copyright.PENANA6ZgUQClwFF
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「依玲!」722Please respect copyright.PENANApLw5tcJyXF
我當然是第一時間一同衝出去追上她……722Please respect copyright.PENANASiqlLripqo
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「依玲!你聽我講先啦……依玲!」722Please respect copyright.PENANAzUt0VCjHNP
我一邊跑著一邊叫道她。722Please respect copyright.PENANAYR0DEbQJyO
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但她似乎沒有打算停下腳步。722Please respect copyright.PENANABj3QEIk5Sh
那我只好一直在她後面追趕著。722Please respect copyright.PENANAPlRQSI9uti
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直到她跑到了一個公共洗手間附近時,她停下了腳步。722Please respect copyright.PENANAxFu1Wvynd6
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「依玲……」我同樣停下了腳步。722Please respect copyright.PENANADupC22f21c
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我們二人站在原地,直到依玲先轉身面向著我。722Please respect copyright.PENANAZ3HV2hv0y3
但她的雙眼仍然全是淚水……722Please respect copyright.PENANAWKELMiPS7U
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「我比你講……你講……」她用著一個淒涼的聲音向我說。722Please respect copyright.PENANA5IQGSFPukv
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從路人角度來看的話,我與依玲二人現在簡直就像情侶吵架一樣,女方哭著需要男方道歉。722Please respect copyright.PENANA8Pw7nGD1gm
而通常這種情況下,男方只要上前擁抱著女方道歉,都會很快得到原諒的。722Please respect copyright.PENANATWuT3wlvbo
但可惜我們現在不是情侶……722Please respect copyright.PENANAf3RxY31IIk
我除了道歉及解釋外就沒有第二種方法了。722Please respect copyright.PENANAdtSVgdxnEl
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「Mandy喺我中三個陣時嘅女朋友……但後來暑假因為佢要過澳洲讀書,我哋先會分咗手……一直都無同你講……對唔住。」722Please respect copyright.PENANAUapZanCS2Z
我最終都是向她道歉了。722Please respect copyright.PENANAbnONR5dQK8
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始終在一開始我沒有把這件事跟她說,是我不好先。722Please respect copyright.PENANAq3uV6GDwh4
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「咁……咁點解你一直都唔同我講?」她繼續問道。722Please respect copyright.PENANAUOAFqruC7S
雖然她沒有哭出來,但雙眼仍然是熱淚盈眶。722Please respect copyright.PENANAjMhPu9MnRR
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「因為我覺得唔重要……」我支支吾吾地說著。722Please respect copyright.PENANA18yA7EXPvd
但我知道這個答案是錯誤的。722Please respect copyright.PENANAdOXqGyFKP4
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「唔重要?咩唔重要啊?我覺得重要喎!」722Please respect copyright.PENANA2PpxIzSnUk
她開始變得有點激動起來地說。722Please respect copyright.PENANAzqCzCDEr0f
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「有咩咁重要先?反正都只喺我嘅過去……根本唔重要!」我繼續解釋起來。722Please respect copyright.PENANAGuH4iKjw1k
站在我角度,我認為與Mandy的事都已經過去了。722Please respect copyright.PENANA5YFc9ndsoI
因此沒有必要再把過去的事、過去的傷痕再一次掘出來。722Please respect copyright.PENANAhieiblDspk
難道一次傷害不夠,還要來第二次傷害嗎?722Please respect copyright.PENANA1M5bU0SoyN
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「何鵬侑你好自私啊!」她很大聲地直接罵了出來。722Please respect copyright.PENANAJF7evBAX08
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我都頓時被她震驚了一下,沒有立即回應她。722Please respect copyright.PENANALCePDp1TzS
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「我當你喺好朋友,將我好多嘢……好多心事都同你講……連我同Raymond以前嘅事都同你講……就因為我信你,真心當你喺好朋友……但喺原來你就一直收埋咗啲秘密唔話我知……咁仲算咩好朋友啊!」722Please respect copyright.PENANAglx1ZTuese
她一下子說完後,眼淚就開始從眼眶流下來。722Please respect copyright.PENANAENtsjLr4dW
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但我仍然沒有回應她……722Please respect copyright.PENANAYStGVwTO20
應該說是不知道怎樣開口回應。722Please respect copyright.PENANAB5fz6D2JnD
始終隱瞞秘密的是我。722Please respect copyright.PENANAO39gzybkyc
令她失望的也是我。722Please respect copyright.PENANAexSu63bCag
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「我無資格做你好朋友……」我低下了頭說著。722Please respect copyright.PENANAaBJIBsuYpd
或許我真的不配與她有這個「好朋友」的關係。722Please respect copyright.PENANAp0IaIUxskL
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「你想走啊?」依玲看著我說。722Please respect copyright.PENANAKuzVfHI7eZ
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我沒有說話。722Please respect copyright.PENANA9mzm5e3xBd
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「你依家話走就走啊?」她繼續說。722Please respect copyright.PENANA6RCO9I7kK6
然後就開始慢慢地向著我前進,直到走了我的面前。722Please respect copyright.PENANAqRfuH42c3a
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她與我一樣都沒有再說話,只是默默地低著頭。722Please respect copyright.PENANAYyt0W2gO47
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「依玲,對唔住……」我除了道歉就沒有任何事可以做了。722Please respect copyright.PENANA1MeCC6FU1C
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而她就沒有開口說甚麼。722Please respect copyright.PENANArcs1w6mcHV
只是雙手摟緊我的腰,然後把頭貼在我的胸前。722Please respect copyright.PENANAvjF1VxB67O
「我唔會比你走……唔比走……」她在我懷中哭著說。722Please respect copyright.PENANAtUKI8hiDx5
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「但我做唔到好朋友應該做嘅嘢……連最基本嘅打開心扇都做唔到……」722Please respect copyright.PENANAUAEbefBWzP
我仍然被她緊摟著。722Please respect copyright.PENANAIqvKrDpAMp
現在我們就真的看上去與情侶沒有分別了。722Please respect copyright.PENANAnzgMtcObdF
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「咁你……由今日開始做……你應承我……」她繼續說著。722Please respect copyright.PENANAVyq6C5mOBU
但因為她把頭貼在了我胸口上,所以有一點聽不清潔她說甚麼。722Please respect copyright.PENANAi7F3ZQsM0J
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「你咩今日開始咩啊?」我問道她。722Please respect copyright.PENANA9QvA7RwIoJ
因為我實在是聽不到她在說甚麼。722Please respect copyright.PENANAnFilatz9cl
我不是故意的這樣問的……722Please respect copyright.PENANAVpi0AmPQgA
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「我話你由今日開始做翻個稱職嘅好朋友啊!咁都聽唔到!」722Please respect copyright.PENANAQartjh9Glj
她把頭從我胸口拿開,然後有一點激動地看著我說。722Please respect copyright.PENANAfp87aATrG3
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「哦……聽到啦……」722Please respect copyright.PENANAdH5iQJXDBp
我又被她罵了多一次。722Please respect copyright.PENANAsbj3td8yVy
都怪我把剛剛的氣氛一下子搞垮了。722Please respect copyright.PENANAI9sPl88RXB
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「所以你應承我!唔準再將啲嘢收埋收埋!如果唔喺我唔放手!」722Please respect copyright.PENANAM1KGeO8OLn
她一邊說著,然後一邊繼續緊摟著我。722Please respect copyright.PENANAUnXcRrcz1Y
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剛剛的氣氛被我破壞後,現在被她這樣摟緊反而有一點尷尬起來。722Please respect copyright.PENANAHW8wQAdlOA
畢竟我昨天才意外地抱緊了Venus,並被她親吻了臉頰……722Please respect copyright.PENANANgwKIlVGBz
連續兩天都與非情侶關係的女生有這樣的身體接觸,我會大腦當機的。722Please respect copyright.PENANAXDbkVdDTcC
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「好啦!好啦!我應承你啦!」722Please respect copyright.PENANAvGF4sXlGDv
為了令她放手,我只好答應她。722Please respect copyright.PENANAg8hH7bY3Y9
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「咁假嘅……唔收貨!」她仍然緊摟著我說道。722Please respect copyright.PENANA5X1dfzKSYf
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「我知啦……我何鵬侑應承鍾依玲,以後唔會再將啲心事收埋唔講,會做一個稱職嘅好朋友!」722Please respect copyright.PENANAoq9hwlYAD5
我深呼吸了一下後,就大聲說地說了出來。722Please respect copyright.PENANAxn8M9iEJZY
連旁邊剛剛上完洗手間的阿伯都立即看著我……722Please respect copyright.PENANAkWo5oqeFEI
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「噓!你咁大聲講,想全世界都聽到啊!?」722Please respect copyright.PENANAMaGZV88w7N
她終於放開了雙手並立即用其中一隻手掩住我的嘴。722Please respect copyright.PENANAsm6WUT3Qm2
這個動作我好像曾經都對她做過,只是這一次是我們交換了位置。722Please respect copyright.PENANAwDXktNylHO
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「我哋都喺翻去做嘢先,一陣比人發現離開咗崗位就弊……我哋今晚先再繼續處理。」722Please respect copyright.PENANAvYmHM6kqWH
依玲放開了她掩住我嘴巴的手後,就往露天廣場的方向看過去。722Please respect copyright.PENANA4dqKF6mygN
然後就拉著我一同走回去。722Please respect copyright.PENANAoOPoubGKMH
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而我剛剛聽到了她說「今晚再繼續處理」七字。722Please respect copyright.PENANAEC3jRnCIV6
我就知道我今晚都應該一段時間不用睡了……722Please respect copyright.PENANAqSjJ0XJEop
我指是要對著手機與她解釋及交談,不要誤會。722Please respect copyright.PENANAllsu0MWvrN
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「今日辛苦大家啦……之後我會比翻今日嘅義工證明你哋,等你哋可以入翻落學校個OLE時數到。」722Please respect copyright.PENANAZM5UWhnv6R
依玲在收抬著我們脫下的大會衣服時說道。722Please respect copyright.PENANAa4SuC8tLy3
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「好嘢!有得計時數!」Rita有點興奮地說。722Please respect copyright.PENANAmJExL56F0v
「Elaine,你下次再有類似活動就記得搵埋我哋做義工。」722Please respect copyright.PENANAZlaISWUImP
Eve在一旁準備拿起了她的袋子時說道。722Please respect copyright.PENANAqWQCq6TnJb
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而在Eve拿起了袋子的一瞬間……722Please respect copyright.PENANAXi514JPQt7
「妹妹,可唔可以比你個電話我啊!」722Please respect copyright.PENANAWVvUk0HD7x
「同學,我哋交換電話啦!」722Please respect copyright.PENANA3daeM0vRpe
「我想同你做個朋友啊!」722Please respect copyright.PENANAyLPIaRYIHq
突然數個男生就衝到了她面前要求拿取她的聯絡方法。722Please respect copyright.PENANA9PF4dpR7fX
看來這些男生都是在今天到我們這裡拿取物資時被Eve所吸引了的呢。722Please respect copyright.PENANA07UGDul6EW
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接著我就與依玲及Rita只好在一旁看著Eve用著一個不知所措的表情來應付這些突如其來的「追求者」……722Please respect copyright.PENANAUy5yDgSHFy
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「你哋可以走先啦!」依玲拿著摺疊好的衣服與我們說。722Please respect copyright.PENANAk594M0JIA5
「咁我哋走先啦!Bye bye!」Rita帶著了剛剛連續拒絕了三人而累壞了的Eve先行離開。722Please respect copyright.PENANAtFkLfnfGJn
而我都準備離開並與依玲道別時……722Please respect copyright.PENANApWtDVG5dCf
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「阿侑,啱先咁樣攬住你……希望你唔好介意……」722Please respect copyright.PENANAcH662eUk0Z
依玲說話的整個語氣完全不同了。722Please respect copyright.PENANAnHCeCOIO4v
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「唔緊要啊,當喺同上次玩捉迷藏個陣打和囉,哈哈。」722Please respect copyright.PENANAE6n0mJNaOr
我不自覺地用上了「打和」理論與她說。722Please respect copyright.PENANA9yJlyMLzIb
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「都話咗唔好再提個次……不過算你啦!你快啲走啦,我都要去還翻啲衫。」722Please respect copyright.PENANAjQ0BF6BDza
她拿著滿手摺疊好的衣服開始準備離開。722Please respect copyright.PENANAvH4hZ3i8Yc
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「好啦,我哋今晚再傾,拜啦!」722Please respect copyright.PENANAL9ZSpomCJw
以免阻礙到她盡快完成工作,我都馬上與她道別。722Please respect copyright.PENANA7LdtFBNgaR
而她都與我道別過後,我就轉身離開了。722Please respect copyright.PENANAZ9eBj0B7yl
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接下來,我很快就來到了車站。722Please respect copyright.PENANAj9d5g1yX6c
並在月台上等待了一會後,就有輕鐵駛到了。722Please respect copyright.PENANAdlwO34SrTV
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我走上了列車的第一卡車廂,並找了一個位置站著。722Please respect copyright.PENANA46QtHdPCVa
然後就一直掃著我的手機。722Please respect copyright.PENANAVqGabu2BYY
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直到列車駛到達某一個站,並開始慢慢停下來時。722Please respect copyright.PENANAObYQIsbEdy
我八卦地看了一下四周。722Please respect copyright.PENANAtgaqIGpUVt
但我隨即在後方的車廂,看見了她……722Please respect copyright.PENANAmHXNK7bnEU
我看見了Mandy。722Please respect copyright.PENANANJ2hzduvAi
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當列車停頓下來,並打開了車門時。722Please respect copyright.PENANAARPFiEXpeo
她隨著人群慢慢地走出了車廂。722Please respect copyright.PENANAczKgXHmw1z
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於是我在不知道甚麼的刺激下,打算一同走出車廂。722Please respect copyright.PENANA2Sq9aU3B25
但我的前方卻有一群人站著,使我需要稍為借過一下才能走出車門。722Please respect copyright.PENANAsXDgDyktgo
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而當我走出了車廂,並在下車的人群中試圖尋找她的身影時……722Please respect copyright.PENANAwpHO0WbpHe
我並沒有再看到她。722Please respect copyright.PENANANSiakg6GxW
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直至列車駕離,人群散去。722Please respect copyright.PENANAdW8W9Yblh2
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到底是我眼花認錯人了,還是太過掛念她所以出現幻覺了……722Please respect copyright.PENANAufNsLO59S0
我都不知道。722Please respect copyright.PENANAw7KOK7aW7F
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「當我離開時,我希望你能夠再次捉緊我」722Please respect copyright.PENANAWhN1Xy7sxC