第一二七章：過去496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Xqgute54S
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我們分手的那一天……496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1jFcYZ8vYq
「聽日你唔好嚟送機啦！我知你好想嚟見我！但不見比見更好散！」496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkh9dYVBIuo
那一晚，Mandy果斷地掛斷了電話。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMV2ZIuiF5v
並在短時間內，把我從她的WhatsApp、Instagram等社交平台通通封鎖。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJZxSses7nG
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsHYBiBdAXd
我一時三刻說不出任何一句話，大慨大腦根本沒有回過神來。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ6cPy0MHQx
而直到回過神來的時候，已經是我躺在床上看著她在WhatsApp上的資訊欄。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡriYgdN3YFe
空白的頭像、空白的Statues、不存在的最後上線時間。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrS4kTCVqFL
嘗試向她傳送訊息，作最後的挽留。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Otsy6LoX5
顯示的卻是單剔號。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLA6F1qqYop
五分鐘、十分鐘、三十分鐘、甚至是一個小時後。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡst7MSqKKhA
仍然是那黯淡無光的單剔號。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4iFSTNXZzo
彷彿就在諷刺著此刻的我，失去了她，失去了世界所有的色彩一樣。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIG4uqNAtXa
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyrry31LqM9
雙眼無神的我，把手機放到床的一角。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpiQCtapHTg
然後就轉身望向天花板，一直死盯著那空白的天花板。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiHz7el1K1y
直到手機突然傳來了「叮鈴」一聲，是接收到訊息的聲音。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡczcXnW950a
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1I4deSDivU
「！」我瞬間彈起身來，拿起了床邊的電話。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4DQwtKET9u
心想一定是Mandy了，可是現實永遠都是殘酷無情的。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsg8YqMmRYH
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFjeNXheYKd
因為訊息的傳送者，只是同班的Haley。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK2s6KsAlMy
「Alvin，聽日喺咪十二點喺東涌集合？」496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQFvZJXuaqd
他向我查詢了明天到機場歡送Mandy的詳情……曾經的詳情。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUEOiMiF5Vs
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIsLIwyLmCS
「我有啲唔舒服，聽日唔去」496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW7gpl7JsEt
在按下訊息傳送的按鈕後，沒有等待Haley的回覆，我已經把手機摔到地上。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ05tPOSTbNP
不想看到、不想聽到、不想知道。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFAu5WdDs0g
就讓我獨自一個靜靜地渡過這一晚吧……496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf90YeKHwD2
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxYY067kvxg
「我叫Mandy，多多指教啊！」496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWYcHW5gpYU
這是回憶嗎？496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4m7PJGGWf4
「有機我哋2E班要搞翻個羽毛球班會活動。」496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUySWT1OgFo
又是回憶了。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMYAhWeK3wU
「我退咗燒啦，多謝你之前借件冷衫比我保暖。」496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Tbcya5nhL
怎樣都是回憶。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz3zTefIFyO
「我都鍾意Alvin你。」496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡurQ5J9qavT
不要再是回憶了。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvPX0H6bkNC
「隻熊送比你啊，同你好襯！」496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC95gBQ3tha
不要、不要、不要！496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGXNJkQ3ilG
「我唔想離開你！」496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTu6MuaPiiS
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0AK1iOR4mq
「夠啦！」496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBK2HHFsyra
在一聲喊道下，我睜開了雙眼。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDKGrO08ofm
只見眼前是那昏暗的天花板。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJF1uVnLPO
原來剛才所看到的，都是夢。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwKSu0yktay
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1XUudGUS5D
好不容易才睡著，卻這麼快又醒過來。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTRpriiKHUZ
還是先看一看現在是甚麼時候……496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ckji8Af6r
「咦？」496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF5fqnJxBdC
當我伸手到床的角落時，卻模不到任何手機狀的物體。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOa5903DUxX
「啊，啱先比我扔咗落地……」496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYaVuenRjzH
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPiuMcth0uS
我轉過身，來到了床邊。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUUA5BTgKuL
很快就看到了被我丟到地上的手機。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSPBUNOlJ7z
於是便伸手按下了一下手機的主螢幕按鍵。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv1U0zwgJyX
而手機也瞬間亮起了螢幕。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUOJMjYmeI3
但裡頭卻是一張我與Mandy的合照。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlRgSIaKVQS
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxHVU7bCWk6
我首先愣住了，但是當看到Mandy的樣子時。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAOKVGCDQrP
淚水，卻從雙眼流出。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ahrfwy3ui
所有的悲傷，都一下子湧現出來。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV0fQggCBQO
我不禁抓住心口，無聲地痛哭起來。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAa1zG4qRkz
當晚伴隨我的，除了孤獨、無助，就只有絕望而已。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLrqVBEjDyS
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡczIWEo4Yoq
直到第二天，我醒來的時候，感覺已經是下午了。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYmtVlQj3DN
我已經忘記了昨晚到底斷斷續續地睡著又驚醒多少次了。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡugajmHcAC5
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZb67u209gT
不過醒來後，我仍然躺在床上，一動也不動。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZxoE89wfH4
即使在醒後來，地上的手機已經響起了多次訊息傳來的鈴聲。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeGDTMynjE1
但是我完全沒有再次撿起的意欲。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPDfEv017It
反正那些訊息，大多都是他們與Mandy送行時所拍下的照片了。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGrZet27h28
而我，卻沒有那個勇氣去看見那些照片。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqRSKEHO3Lq
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk6UR0eeuv3
在接下來的時間，我都是躺在床上，沒有睡覺、沒有做其他的東西。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrYSAO1bBhq
只是躺在上面，呆呆地看著天花板。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr7MP63Zkxo
當肚子餓的時候，就走出房間，吃點零食，上個洗手間。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCkI9izt0Ka
然後就再次回到房間並躺到床上。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJXaqbQw7T
過程中，手機都仍然被我放置在地上，碰也沒有碰過。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT7SYYschEf
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQsQq0I9WzR
但隨著時間逐漸逝去，卻不時都有一剎那突然變得很想拿起手機來看。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhdZfdTZC5c
不過心裡也會萌生另一個念頭去阻止自己這樣做。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKMyVMQyHxV
其實，我一直不去看手機，不去點開WhatsApp。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgdkyeqAl0h
一切都只是想營造一種我失去了蹤影的錯覺。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsBwHpNGrUL
好讓其他人來主動慰問我的狀況，不，是好讓「她」來主動慰問。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSsaiyihl5M
正確來說，「失蹤」只是打算做給她看而已。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuUwfv0Bf6V
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcFSXYKZzuf
然而，我又再一次把事情想得太美好了。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7zzYtNBhtW
最終，我還是忍不住了點開了螢幕，但沒有點進WhatsApp裡。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡachzUaKMnU
這麼就能繼續營造「失蹤」的錯覺了。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNsTVAnRntF
換言之，我是把手機的通知欄拉下，查看傳送訊息的人中，有沒有Mandy。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCRPjVPGYvO
不過，當然是沒有了。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5fMBmZxBOd
當刻心裡除了失望，就已經再沒有任何的情感了。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzqhquGrmVz
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNhNRhtbNXW
或許今天沒有，明天會有呢？496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD5osLEOcBF
相信世界總會尚存一絲的希望。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKaLNORc3xV
那怕只是個自私的期待，我相信仍然會實現的。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXe1XKdT3ig
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGuizk2PApL
如是者，直到第二天，我都沒有點開過WhatsApp等社交平台。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwecQ8lFTxB
手機的用途只餘下用來玩手機遊戲而已。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLwLdYKB7IL
接著正如我所想，通知欄中開始出現一些訊息是慰問我的狀況。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡojNi8owbnN
可是大多數都是「做咩咁耐都唔上線」、「好翻未？」、「今晚打唔打機」等。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGym10L45zQ
但是，Mandy的名字，卻仍然沒有出現。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2XljYUkjwM
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡourESc9iXq
持續這樣渡過第三天、第四天、第五天……一個星期、一個月。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiPQYzkQDNS
當我再躺在床上時，已經在與朋友在WhatsApp上互發訊息聊著天。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnp6UX5s6FT
手機的鎖屏螢幕，也換做了風景圖。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBIcpQiAOQ1
聯絡通訊錄中，Mandy的名字，早已換回「Mandy」。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqMi1xeel9l
相簿裡的合照，已經全數隱藏起來。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhP9xGi8li
但唯獨不變的就是，晚上間中睡覺時，都會夢見她。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMfAgZFtj4F
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3saRixqtAs
最常夢到的，就是在海旁得知她將要離開的那一晚。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBOdLZdBTXh
我沒有上前擁抱著她，而是捉住她的手說：496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXyPixWJZKu
「如果我哋再一齊，我絕對唔會再比你離開。」496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6anTJFwg92
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「阿侑，今次真喺要講再見啦，聖誕之後我會翻番……嗯？！」496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Joes1uHsB
就在Mandy把話說到一半的同時。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi2MqQ7FTE8
我卻走到了她的面前，並把她拉到懷中，以雙手緊抱。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOYNyeykvX7
「我絕對唔會再比你離開。」496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlFb2wz3FkE
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdbBjqUZmnC
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyRvP185IdW
「尷尬一時，還是後悔一世呢」496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXQEDbOXRuD
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