第一二七章：過去494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7pRfceFaDm
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我們分手的那一天……494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNOPQ43qjIR
「聽日你唔好嚟送機啦！我知你好想嚟見我！但不見比見更好散！」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHYWKp8QZKo
那一晚，Mandy果斷地掛斷了電話。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNACTQbITMW
並在短時間內，把我從她的WhatsApp、Instagram等社交平台通通封鎖。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡggdHib6r2u
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe5H9sh4Anh
我一時三刻說不出任何一句話，大慨大腦根本沒有回過神來。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5rldsxEs8G
而直到回過神來的時候，已經是我躺在床上看著她在WhatsApp上的資訊欄。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHj3yl5Y9PM
空白的頭像、空白的Statues、不存在的最後上線時間。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ZnPWIXUWu
嘗試向她傳送訊息，作最後的挽留。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡus52Ctsure
顯示的卻是單剔號。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8JrCJtA9mo
五分鐘、十分鐘、三十分鐘、甚至是一個小時後。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7RqQNBGWJw
仍然是那黯淡無光的單剔號。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9EcYj1xYpW
彷彿就在諷刺著此刻的我，失去了她，失去了世界所有的色彩一樣。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgOEB1dzk6j
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbGBpOBEhGm
雙眼無神的我，把手機放到床的一角。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvFNCYBzn1P
然後就轉身望向天花板，一直死盯著那空白的天花板。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIgxOJNypbx
直到手機突然傳來了「叮鈴」一聲，是接收到訊息的聲音。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuiuj3dBYO4
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡepM1NNPvbm
「！」我瞬間彈起身來，拿起了床邊的電話。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡllHS3JvDdU
心想一定是Mandy了，可是現實永遠都是殘酷無情的。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡST44bll5Dw
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeEJAETA7Vs
因為訊息的傳送者，只是同班的Haley。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5XkdHAha9j
「Alvin，聽日喺咪十二點喺東涌集合？」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkYfTEXP7Kg
他向我查詢了明天到機場歡送Mandy的詳情……曾經的詳情。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwYYQu8LfXE
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh5brbHrNoq
「我有啲唔舒服，聽日唔去」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs5UmtQniYp
在按下訊息傳送的按鈕後，沒有等待Haley的回覆，我已經把手機摔到地上。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQD8jjYKqnd
不想看到、不想聽到、不想知道。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsuLbg4vYzr
就讓我獨自一個靜靜地渡過這一晚吧……494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzaItORjEee
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZsBeQVhu6l
「我叫Mandy，多多指教啊！」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0SwRb8KD4i
這是回憶嗎？494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq7pctWmy63
「有機我哋2E班要搞翻個羽毛球班會活動。」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFHpTxREVWj
又是回憶了。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA479JmhB9x
「我退咗燒啦，多謝你之前借件冷衫比我保暖。」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdnHRdekRnX
怎樣都是回憶。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrH5eKMZLO6
「我都鍾意Alvin你。」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZdVSYPlNGc
不要再是回憶了。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1B6aEJMUaO
「隻熊送比你啊，同你好襯！」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9v6AEfcP2D
不要、不要、不要！494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOTpsQDYjUx
「我唔想離開你！」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHlpsV4G69H
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「夠啦！」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2YakdvyB67
在一聲喊道下，我睜開了雙眼。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYxAvLguMwN
只見眼前是那昏暗的天花板。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ8xBk2W6oX
原來剛才所看到的，都是夢。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH4qav0IiWo
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPRWDjBQ5DE
好不容易才睡著，卻這麼快又醒過來。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJLmm2szh5S
還是先看一看現在是甚麼時候……494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh1BGbExcvA
「咦？」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ65PFWtJcko
當我伸手到床的角落時，卻模不到任何手機狀的物體。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPS6GNuQADl
「啊，啱先比我扔咗落地……」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQUwnlQHMwL
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnVHiZCQf8x
我轉過身，來到了床邊。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIeCeyUvDVC
很快就看到了被我丟到地上的手機。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCiO56dKsyr
於是便伸手按下了一下手機的主螢幕按鍵。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSiAUwybp5d
而手機也瞬間亮起了螢幕。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9GQqnTDb1i
但裡頭卻是一張我與Mandy的合照。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ9WXcXzbW5
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMHyJqxCkxt
我首先愣住了，但是當看到Mandy的樣子時。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwtYb6tcIbf
淚水，卻從雙眼流出。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwitVKD3Kl0
所有的悲傷，都一下子湧現出來。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL8EtLW8skQ
我不禁抓住心口，無聲地痛哭起來。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiZyd6temB6
當晚伴隨我的，除了孤獨、無助，就只有絕望而已。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKByHCwTbMX
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直到第二天，我醒來的時候，感覺已經是下午了。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPSSIE3bsi
我已經忘記了昨晚到底斷斷續續地睡著又驚醒多少次了。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9FDqZS1Wnx
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ClWQAzSpS
不過醒來後，我仍然躺在床上，一動也不動。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPVozaxMP8F
即使在醒後來，地上的手機已經響起了多次訊息傳來的鈴聲。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRdwPZAJ5GW
但是我完全沒有再次撿起的意欲。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9sR263tmbL
反正那些訊息，大多都是他們與Mandy送行時所拍下的照片了。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5czwrhiyIC
而我，卻沒有那個勇氣去看見那些照片。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvp2e7qMvtC
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0EK4LN97EF
在接下來的時間，我都是躺在床上，沒有睡覺、沒有做其他的東西。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd8sfVQIRET
只是躺在上面，呆呆地看著天花板。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwoxkeJJ1d5
當肚子餓的時候，就走出房間，吃點零食，上個洗手間。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaDqQjbLk5K
然後就再次回到房間並躺到床上。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBU6zbrnf5C
過程中，手機都仍然被我放置在地上，碰也沒有碰過。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXpZe2ez6lt
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmXSLcFaVLf
但隨著時間逐漸逝去，卻不時都有一剎那突然變得很想拿起手機來看。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQolHSY58Er
不過心裡也會萌生另一個念頭去阻止自己這樣做。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7YmWgyhf5d
其實，我一直不去看手機，不去點開WhatsApp。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCmNr15zxsy
一切都只是想營造一種我失去了蹤影的錯覺。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ73awy56P0z
好讓其他人來主動慰問我的狀況，不，是好讓「她」來主動慰問。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0vzPsypDKe
正確來說，「失蹤」只是打算做給她看而已。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA9KcWMvzdZ
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLvnhGuyFWd
然而，我又再一次把事情想得太美好了。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcxhIEV0gPU
最終，我還是忍不住了點開了螢幕，但沒有點進WhatsApp裡。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBocE3Ppcqw
這麼就能繼續營造「失蹤」的錯覺了。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCXSaaNt7hD
換言之，我是把手機的通知欄拉下，查看傳送訊息的人中，有沒有Mandy。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOFgvaFyXpt
不過，當然是沒有了。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ03Q2zDfPGT
當刻心裡除了失望，就已經再沒有任何的情感了。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnpp3Jip6Zs
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Iyjs0ldZH
或許今天沒有，明天會有呢？494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMbgVJIiyzF
相信世界總會尚存一絲的希望。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsarwZnE9vv
那怕只是個自私的期待，我相信仍然會實現的。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs6OcwzNPHN
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCnlsDqZ3Gg
如是者，直到第二天，我都沒有點開過WhatsApp等社交平台。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq8ZDmvG6e3
手機的用途只餘下用來玩手機遊戲而已。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDOfkpfgprm
接著正如我所想，通知欄中開始出現一些訊息是慰問我的狀況。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGoOkLnMMgI
可是大多數都是「做咩咁耐都唔上線」、「好翻未？」、「今晚打唔打機」等。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSG4nTuVxDD
但是，Mandy的名字，卻仍然沒有出現。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCjgk7v1vTS
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzMxNCdpsyD
持續這樣渡過第三天、第四天、第五天……一個星期、一個月。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvN4SjEzXQM
當我再躺在床上時，已經在與朋友在WhatsApp上互發訊息聊著天。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnrNUOMlsnk
手機的鎖屏螢幕，也換做了風景圖。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmk8i0zzBE1
聯絡通訊錄中，Mandy的名字，早已換回「Mandy」。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡApFfWGziip
相簿裡的合照，已經全數隱藏起來。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLfdPow3fC0
但唯獨不變的就是，晚上間中睡覺時，都會夢見她。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM2rGypZyxB
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVvFqJYNbsk
最常夢到的，就是在海旁得知她將要離開的那一晚。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjUjuaG1J4S
我沒有上前擁抱著她，而是捉住她的手說：494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhcpKMyzj5p
「如果我哋再一齊，我絕對唔會再比你離開。」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5weWDl45nn
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「阿侑，今次真喺要講再見啦，聖誕之後我會翻番……嗯？！」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz9LQCYekrj
就在Mandy把話說到一半的同時。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHDJDecE0ua
我卻走到了她的面前，並把她拉到懷中，以雙手緊抱。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfQkGXTiQtr
「我絕對唔會再比你離開。」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqFQ3BbHz0J
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNH7PGslIgX
494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz52pzMs15j
「尷尬一時，還是後悔一世呢」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBELUegvV6h
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