第九十三章：執著536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIrPMth1qZx
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「點解你就一定要……一定要覺得我喺對你失望啊……」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUKIJcPxYeq
Mandy此刻淚流滿臉，並硬咽起來。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFXbk4aalS
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9RHWAuukIW
她那一巴掌，彷彿把我從執著之中打醒過來。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD2zXqQRrWA
「我……唔喺咁嘅意思……」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCoWrVI15N8
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtKYCokM5oX
「咩唔喺咁嘅意思啊……點解你就覺得自己虧欠咗我咁，明明我就無對你失望過，喺你一意孤行覺得因為自己無嚟到睇我比賽，先會搞到我輸咗……」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkMcVm84uCC
她激動地向我說著，而淚水也持續向眼眶流出。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8HCpodGm4q
但她並沒有停下說話的打算。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWYAnMdrOlW
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVCiW1KSZTS
「何鵬侑，我依家老老實實同你講，我個陣根本就無因為你唔嚟所以唔開心……喺，我喺因為發現唔到你嘅身影，所以先會周圍望……咁喺我身為一個運動員嘅唔成熟。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡekfhWEdHD1
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsaT9Jq2QCT
「對唔住……」這刻我想到的，就只是道歉。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMERDl1H5yr
「我唔需要你講對唔住，我只喺想知承諾對你嚟講有幾重要……重要到要一直自責？」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYpPfWM2KN9
她強忍著淚水，並雙眼盯著我問道。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkyr9NqfDwe
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2nkRNNxhbt
「承諾……實現到先喺承諾，實現唔到就只喺虛言。」我沉住氣說。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡStHCVpeCRZ
「你喺幾時變到咁執著架？」她又再追問起來。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg8xJgP4qSA
然而，我隨即就深呼吸了一口，並看著她說：「由學界個次開始……唔喺，應該喺由我哋分手個一日開始。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7b6s7SWSX0
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy0XRLZevmA
「我哋分手個日……」她有點愕然地重覆著我的話。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPgkpEHNs8F
「你記唔記得個陣我哋睇完戲之後，咪討論過我哋兩個嘅關係，然後你就要我應承你無論大家遇到啲咩問題煩惱，都一定要好好同對方商量溝通……」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR2fz7vn2KS
我說完後，只是默默地看著她的雙眼，而沒有把話接下去。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPrdx2VMDFq
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxOWd4HT8iN
「我……記得。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡArYi1Iq8kZ
既然她記得的話，那我也繼續說道：「咁我哋有無真喺好好溝通過，直至分手之前？」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtuViW4EjCM
她聽到我這樣反問後，表情立即變得難堪起來。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkz3uAmkPpX
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvddvJ7TJFR
「阿侑……我……」她打算回應時，我卻打斷了她的說話。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡChvcBjfDQ9
「喺碼頭個次，你同我講要去海外讀書，之後先傾過一次，話大家就算Long d都會繼續維持呢段關係……但喺之後我哋又有無再好好咁溝通過？你應該好清楚。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWFM19pYZHI
而她則慢慢地把眼神從我身上移開，並有點口吃地說：「咁……後來我覺得……覺得我哋真喺唔會維繫到。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU99V0OZNKe
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6NHuToPPCL
「但喺我哋試都未試，你又點知唔得？」我隨即就反駁了她。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ00ftgWy7me
她也倒抽了一口氣，然後再次與我對上眼神。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzliF71ZChd
「當時喺我唔好……因為我真喺好驚，驚我哋唔會維繫到……最後都喺分手收場……」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYtjtWsnc9K
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtl5l1njMCg
接著我也打算開口再反駁，卻被她搶先一步，語氣有點激動地說：536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhqmJga7e71
「乜你唔會驚架咩？普通情侶都會驚自己終有一日會同另一半分手，更何況我哋喺Long d喎，單單就咁起身講早晨，瞓教講晚安已經有時差啦！」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTlDaAJ6WND
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6A2JD4n72s
「我從來都唔覺得我哋會分手，我仲諗住之後下半世都喺會陪住你……不過呢啲都喺過咗去嘅事，因為承諾一早已經唔存在，由你講分手個一刻。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP7P7yc5GJY
在我說完後，隨即就感到鼻酸起來。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMWn6gI7AGC
畢竟，這可是我曾經的一個幻想，一個期待。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHzVDiwpwVv
然而，卻與泡沫一樣，雖然外表美麗，但是一旦破掉卻永遠都不存在。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoYg8LtPPSX
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrCLYVqAUf2
本來我以為Mandy又會立即反駁起來。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgZ9qzkfbFC
但是她卻沒有，只是雙眼熱淚盈眶看著我。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡosZrsZWh4L
「乜你……個陣真喺咁想……同我過下半世咩……」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGLBlzCdsEc
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcxyl7gjo0z
「我想架，不過實現唔到嘅承諾，無必要再去實現多次。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4vtiECBQjq
我接著搖一搖頭，再繼續說：「玥，對唔住，頭先太過執著過去同你嘅承諾……不過同時都提醒翻我，承諾呢啲嘢，一日未實現之前，都只喺空花陽焰。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8vLFTMMIa7
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCj6F2ZiXFZ
接著，我便甩開她的手，從她身旁擦身而過。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9KBOhvurBJ
即使她再怎樣用淒厲的聲音叫道，我也再沒有回頭。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkMRR17wu0u
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAhcylJj78w
本來一心打算在放下對Mandy的情感後，便可以與她從朋友關係重新再來。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQZps8DhNi
然而，她一天是我的前女友，一世都會是我的前女友。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzfBzXe0Ypm
我曾經給予期望，但最後卻換來絕望。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMwf8cdw8oE
那就只好怪自己當初與她許下了太多的承諾。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ08obHUMTa5
然而，這些承諾卻根本永遠都不會實現。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ252bH5Mvzq
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXVZJBSdNLX
接下來，來到了更衣室後。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnkJuDbGkqY
我便坐在其中一張長椅上，並把手機拿出來，查看一下與Venus的對話訊息。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR94Ex3607p
然而，對話仍然是停留在我的那一句「加油啊！我會等你回覆架>X<」。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQsV5EAEIS
並且旁邊仍然是單剔號的狀態。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLT0wuyo7kl
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ0ljAYI4EN
「愛瑩，我應該點做好……」我看著對話眶上的頭像說道。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnSMv28qNGb
接著就把手巾掩蓋至臉上，閉上眼睛。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2qVHt2N5py
靜靜地在混亂的腦海中，尋找心中的答案。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ShDoAsj1J
明明交往應該是一件開心事，但為何我會開始感到害怕起來……536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy0RzN7Uu1e
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536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcKBBAlLbG1
下午與男生們吃飯時，我也向Zack提出了班際接力賽由Nick頂替的請求。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZe0bzONMbE
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTEHGrMtnWd
在一旁的Felix聽到了後，便立即向我問道：「吓，乜你唔喺話要攞哂啲獎架咩？」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPEMkZnmYft
「我雙腳已經唔許可我繼續跑落去，你哋啱先都應該見到我二百米決賽包尾。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmWjPIZFQxF
但是我隨即就搖頭起來說著。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQm6Dr3picf
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5TE8BmWR07
「唔緊要啦，你琴日跑贏咗我已經好勁！要量力而為，錫住身體緊要啊。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo1njFw2gGT
但是，Leo也在我說完後，立刻把手放到我的肩膀上拍著說道。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVLh1cVxeVx
而坐在對面的Zack也點頭以示確認我的請求，並問口說：536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh3mn6stglU
「嗯，我明架啦。Alvin你呢兩日已經盡咗力，無虧欠任何人，亦都無虧欠自己。」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXMmQBnX8Tq
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOAMTawIRpf
Zack的這一句說話，讓我回想起Mandy剛剛的說話。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy8wAKe3Ldn
難道許下承諾，但又不能實現，真的不會虧欠其他人嗎？536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGN1oqp7pNb
是對方器量大，還是我太過執著了。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmmuijfFS3k
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI0TNEqxjBq
而接下來的時間，我也一直在心中想著這個問題。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDZlbXtnEpA
連自己班在班際接力賽中贏得冠軍時，我依然是在默默不語地沉思著。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeDEYVsrSsV
直到身旁的Devin大聲歡呼起來時，我才回過神來得知他們跑贏了。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMbKnJiC4qG
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ69jj4VQ1Wu
最終，中學生涯最後一場運動會，我以獲得了一面銀牌及銅牌迎來結束。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxbbPBanvFH
並且在散場時，我拜託Devin為我拍一張拿著兩枚獎牌的照片。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgXbz69hsHq
並隨即就馬上發送給予Venus，告訴她，我都算是達成了承諾。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDDIVTPasAF
然而，即使照片發送後，旁邊仍然是單剔號。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTCzrRcF4Wp
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWvdNeSz74l
看著那個原封不動的單剔號，迎來的也只有失落感。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgQ1qulJegA
不過，我仍然深信，這個單剔號也會最終變成雙剔號的。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDHK7uZ8OwD
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZMidL4Trwq
接著，就在我與其他幾名男子聊著天走出運動場時。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyIldzFVfJL
卻看見了依玲剛好在前方不遠處走過。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVZwZrw8tBp
看來她應是剛與Sherry或者是Poppy道別，並各散東西了。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsgDMBaEfsl
但是，我馬上也發現了在依玲的後方，卻有一個身穿連帽衣的人在尾隨。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ8vgNpLmk7
再看清楚一點那個人的容貌，發現那個人竟然是Raymond！？536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9RTpHYX9q9
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh8PArd2RHY
依玲隨即便從路口轉向右方並離開了視線範圍。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcCspRzv5Ou
而她身後尾隨的Raymond，也表現得鬼鬼祟祟起來。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSkCOHQ4p4X
在一輪視察四方後，也一同轉入依玲所進的路口。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6YDOt5Myr9
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡewhYOsH48O
「Harriet，我有啲急事要行開先……晏啲先過嚟你屋企！」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYViuWP85FI
發現了Raymond的不對勁，我連忙與Harriet等人請辭。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2pjc3P4jxr
並拖著疲勞的雙腳，急步走向了剛剛依玲及Raymond所轉入的路口。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4XIQsdG6km
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb54qBzGqZU
因為直覺告訴了我，接下來一定會有甚麼事情發生……536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡacqzwJCAiP
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1cj8Gnlx06
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMGtOaw5Og6
「是承諾導向未來，還是未來實現承諾」536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr7d8buBSVr
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVBzmlaKvdE
536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFLvnYgImsc
作者閒聊：阿侑終於在這一篇把自己一直以來壓抑在心中對愛情的執著一下子爆發出來。但他並不恨Mandy，他恨的而是自己竟然會如此執著承諾。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡInxH5JPgJE
然而，他也終於意會得到自己一直所期望的愛情，所執著的承諾，也只是形同虛設而已。或許從這一刻開始，他對愛情改觀了。536Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwnQEu5mvXY
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